In Shen Sa's memory, the chief officer rarely used imperative sentences when speaking, and such a tired tone was even more unprecedented.

Her gaze couldn't bear to fall on the woman in the arms of the chief officer, from her point of view, she couldn't see the face of the chief officer's wife, but the white and soft body was full of shocking scars, and the long black hair was messy and fluttered down, which looked even more poignant under the cold light in the room.

She couldn't refuse the captain's request, like the painful prayer of a wounded beast in the shadows, and who could refuse it.

What's more, the growth officer didn't need her approval in the first place, and to them, she was an intruder.

"I'm sorry, Officer. She hung her head and said, "I'm standing guard outside the door, feel free to call me if you need it." ”

The growth officer didn't seem to want to look at her, nor did he want to make any answers, and in silence, Shen Sa left the emergency room gloomily.

The door of the emergency room was gently closed, Cheng Lie lowered his head and hugged Tang Xiao, reaching out to touch her face, she really looked like she was asleep in the past, and when she was asleep, it was the same as now.

He clearly remembered that once in the garden of his home, the sun was abundant that day, it was a rare good weather, and that day he suddenly wanted to see her, he inexplicably wanted to see her squinting and smiling at him in the sun, and he had a very strong feeling in his heart that she must be thinking about him too.

It just so happened that there weren't many things in the army that day, and he handled everything with great vigor and resoluteness, and then he didn't even have time to change his clothes and wipe the sweat on his face, so he drove all the way home in person.

She was really surprised to see him, and she didn't even hold back and pounced on him directly.

He wanted to remind her that he was sweaty and dusty, and he was really not clean, but what was it when he thought about it?

Like her, he would love to hug her as soon as they met.

The mood of the two longing to hug each other is exactly the same, and if they hug each other when they can, everything else is nothing.

She had fallen asleep on his lap on the garden bench that day, and her peaceful face was no different from what it looked now.

He bowed his head and kissed her cold lips again, and he kissed hard, even with a slight annoyance

Wake up, why don't you wake up?

His teeth grinded against her lips, and then, no longer frowning slightly from the pain, she reached out and slapped his chest with her soft little hand.

How he wished she could open those bright and immaculate eyes at this moment and glare at him fiercely, scold him, and be angry with him.

As long as she opened her eyes again and looked at him, everything was nothing.

Kiss and kiss, wet tears don't know when to roll down again.

He didn't know that he had cried again, and he was really going to shed all the tears of his life.

However, tears could not replace her.

"Smile...... I love you," his voice was painful and low, but also infinitely affectionate, and he kissed her ear lightly with his lips while drinking tears over and over again, "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you......"

So, are you waking up?

Do you know that there is still a long, long way to go in this life, and I have a lot of love for you.

I haven't loved you enough. Fool.

He didn't know how many words he said to her, "I love you." But he felt that he hadn't said enough, at this time, how he regretted not being able to spend more time with her, how he regretted not kissing her a few more times, how he regretted not saying a few more times when he left that he loved her.

In a trance, he even felt that she heard his voice, and even felt that her fingers in his hand moved slightly, but when he called her name in surprise, she was still lying unconscious in his arms.

Shen Sa, who was outside the door, heard the call of sadness and joy from inside, and couldn't help lowering his eyes, and tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.

She still doesn't understand what love is, she can't understand the bond between one person and another, she can't understand why one person wants to die for the death of another, and she is like crazy.

However, she inexplicably envied the wife of the chief officer, and she even thought that if a person has been loved like this all his life, then even if he is old and dead, there is nothing to be afraid of.

She thought that Dr. Tang, who was deeply loved by the growth officer, was really a very happy woman......

In the emergency room, the sky was a little darker than before, and there seemed to be a slight rain outside, as if he was afraid that Tang Xiaoxiao in his arms would be cold, Cheng Lie took off his coat and wrapped his soft and cold body.

His eyes were bloodshot, his face was pale and tired, and his spiritual energy seemed to have been drained from all over his body.

"Xiaoxiao, I love you...... Don't leave me, okay?" he said tiredly in his already hoarse voice in her ear.

"You open your eyes and look at me, are you really willing to leave me? Xiaoxiao, we've only been married for a year, didn't we say that when you really confirm that you love me, you'll have a child that belongs to us? You tell me, do you love me? If you love me, why did you leave me?"

If there were someone else in this emergency room, they would definitely think that Cheng Yeol was completely insane, and only a madman would say so many things as if no one else was around, or to someone whose heart had obviously stopped beating.

However, he still felt that it was not enough, and he hated to tell her everything he wanted to say for the rest of his life at once.

"Laugh, can you hear me? If you can, tell me, don't let me be so miserable and desperate, okay?...... I really can't imagine that I Chenglie will have such a painful time, so painful that I can't wait to finish myself with one shot, heh...... If not, then make me a complete madman, a fool, can I feel better?"

As a grown child, he shouldered the high expectations of all his elders since he was a child, striving for perfection in everything, and even stricter requirements for himself than others.

He didn't want to disappoint anyone, and after having younger siblings, because his father was busy with work, he was rarely at home during the year, so he urged himself to redouble his efforts and take the initiative to help his mother take on the responsibility of taking care of his younger siblings.

Not only that, but he must also be a role model for his younger siblings, and even for all the juniors of the Cheng family and the Su family.

When his peers were busy falling in love, when his brothers and friends confided in him about his emotional troubles or showed affection, when his parents and elders began to ask him if he had a girl he liked, he inferred that he was not interested in women.

He is too busy, his life is always full of arrangements and orderly, after all, everything must be perfect, no mistakes, even if he is talented, it is not a simple matter.

He was a man who would not allow himself to make mistakes.

In terms of women, firstly, he did not have time, and secondly, he really did not meet a woman who could tug at his heartstrings and attract his attention.

Until, that day, at the scene of the tragic car accident, facing the brilliant sun unique to Chengbei, he met the woman who was a little cool in words and deeds, but very delicate and upright, and even the white coat was faintly sexy.

When she was tending to the patient's wound, in front of the car that was on the verge of exploding, her calm and serious temperament was a little tugging, like a bolt of lightning, and it hit him at once.

It has been said that people are always easy to fall in love with their own shadow, and it is true that as a healer, she has very similar characteristics to him: serious, focused, meticulous, and striving for perfection.

But she is still different from him, she is as fresh and natural as a wisp of wind, and the first time he sees her, he knows that this is the woman he wants.

He robbed her by force, it was wrong for him, there was no way, but at that time, he believed very much in his heart that he could give her happiness, and there would never be anyone in this world who was better than him.

In fact, in retrospect, this thought may have been selfish, and what he was convinced at the time was not that he could give her happiness, but that this woman would definitely give him happiness.

Everything that happened later was as he thought, and he was finally no longer the flawless, serious and cold growth officer in front of her. He can be a man or a boy in front of her, he talks casually, he does whatever he wants in front of her, she always looks at him helplessly, that look is doting, as if to say whatever you do, anyway, I won't be angry with you.

In this world, no one has ever been obliged to save anyone, but, unconsciously, she let him put down all the burdens by her side, and only with her is he is no one else, but himself.

Now, this man will leave him forever, her body will gradually become cold and stiff, time will take away the last trace of warmth in her body, her soft and moving face and body will appear ugly and horrible corpse spots, she will be put into a steaming ice coffin, put on thick makeup, piled with flowers, and placed in the mourning hall for those who have nothing to do with her to hang on the surface and talk in private. She would then be wheeled into the incinerator, and her torso, limbs, and red lips would melt into flames until they turned into a handful of ashes.

Cheng Yeol felt that he was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, and he let out a mournful cry unconsciously, and pressed her tightly into his arms.

I love you......

If you can hear it, please don't leave.

Please open your eyes and look at me again, okay?

"Smile ......"

"Smile...... I love you......"

"Smile...... Please......"

It was as if she was in a long, long dream, in which a voice kept calling to her.

She saw countless images, all that she had experienced, the good, the bad, the happy, the sad...... She saw countless people, laughing, crying, angry, complaining......

But, from beginning to end, only this familiar voice kept echoing around her.