After saying goodbye to Tao Li, he waited for the train in the subway. At this time, Tao Li's call came in.

"Sister, I just got on the subway. When you get home, I will definitely send you WeChat. ”

"I remembered the fight between Glory and his dad. It's been so long, though, that I can't remember the details. At that time, you were sick, and I accidentally heard him and his dad talking on the phone, and the argument was quite intense. Specifically, Glory asked his father to borrow money, but his father didn't give it. And then there were some small contradictions before, because Glory said that one yard is one yard. When he hung up the phone, I remember that I said that I would lend him the money, but this kid would give him an interest, which was two percent higher than the interest on the bank loan, and I did not agree to insist that he repay the principal, otherwise I would not lend it to him. In the end, he didn't lend me money, and I don't know who he asked to borrow the money. ”

I know that my illness cost a lot of money, and I know that all this money is glorious. But I never thought that because of my illness, it led to a feud between Glory and his father. I cried like a fool on the subway, I owe so much glory, so much that no matter what I do, even if I use my life.

Glory had a baby carrier on his chest, and Xin Rong, who was a small one inside, was only four months old, and I pushed the shopping cart and picked ginger next to me.

"I don't eat ginger. ”

"I ate it myself. Don't be sentimental. "When I first met Glory, there were too many things he didn't eat, bean sprouts, all kinds of beans, green onions, ginger, garlic, garlic, carrots, white radish, sweet potatoes, coriander, Chinese cabbage, etc., which were later cured by my grandmother, and now there is nothing he can't eat. Once he treated ginger as meat, and he didn't feel it when he swallowed it. You know, he is in my house, and he can filter mung beans when he drinks mung bean rice soup, and spit mung beans like spitting melon seed skin. I was scolded softly by my grandmother, but I silently stopped making vegetables and soup for beans and sprouts for Glory. Nowadays, it is more and more similar to my taste. Not only limited to meals, mango durian, things that I didn't touch before, now I rush to eat.

"You said that if I like you like you like me, are you very happy? ”

"Yes, yes, happy to death. When I got home, I set off firecrackers to tell my neighbors the good news of this joyful run. ”

"Be serious with you, be serious. There's someone next to me who likes you a lot. ”

Who is his comrade-in-arms? I have seen it before, and I was called sister-in-law by several strong men. Before I could explain, Glory stopped me, "Don't make trouble, ordinary friend. ”

"There are so many women around you, how do we know if this one is a friend or sister-in-law today. ”

"Ahem, it's too dense. ”

I quickly went through the faces of his comrades, and they all seemed to be uninterested in me. I remember one of them telling me that it was indeed his fault, and that his previous sisters-in-law were slightly better than me, and he should have seen it at a glance. Although I knew that he was apologizing for calling me sister-in-law, I was still not very happy to be evaluated by such a truthful evaluation. People always like to listen to lies, but it's a pity that straight men don't understand.

"Really? But I have someone else in my heart. Shi Qing, you know. "It's not good to delay the youth of his comrades-in-arms, I confessed.

"That's okay, he's much better than Shi Qing. ”

"You haven't seen Shi Qing again, how can you be so sure?"

"I've never eaten pork, haven't you ever seen a pig run? It's not that I blow it, there's no girl who doesn't like him. ”

"You can blow hard. Did you know that there are two opponents in love that cannot be defeated? One is a dead lover, and the other is a loved one in memory. They're all too perfect to be shaken. ”

"Memories are far less vivid than reality, and you haven't realized it yet. Besides, can you resist a perfect person in reality?"

"Well, you say, I want to hear what is sacred. I pressed the front end of the trolley and looked at him with a grin. Before I could hear Glory's answer, I began to convulse all over, my whole body trembled, and I couldn't stop trembling, and Glory grabbed me, "What's wrong?"

Li Chungen was standing not far from us, although it was only a side face, I also knew that it was him.

"I saw Li Chungen, ah. "I kept screaming, the terror spread from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, I was so scared, I was so scared of what he was going to do to send me to a dark place. I still remember the scene of him sexually assaulting me, the helplessness I felt when I reported the case to the public security bureau was still as desperate as yesterday, and I was so desperate on the way from the police car to the mental hospital.

"I don't want to go to a psychiatric hospital. I don't want to go. I'm so scared. I'm so afraid of glory. "I'm like a babbling toddler, my vocabulary has become so scarce, and I repeat it so hard, I'm so scared.

Li Chungen didn't seem to notice me, and when he walked over and followed the gathered crowd and glanced at me lying on the ground, his face changed.

I pointed at Li Chungen, "Don't let him get close to me, please, take me away, take me away." ”

That day, I became mentally ill. Tao Li said, I have been holding up too many emotions. I was depressed by my grandmother's death, I was suppressed by sexual assault, but I was sent to the hospital as a mental illness to report the case, I was depressed for two years in a mental hospital, and I was depressed as a junior who was spurned by the world, and every negative emotion I suppressed them deeply in my heart. So I've always been a walking flammable, and Lee Chun-gen is the one who ignites flammables. A person who triggered the pain points of my memories, a person who let me know about the fire pit purgatory.

I woke up in the hospital, Glory was a little haggard, and when I saw Xin Rong in his arms, I knew he hadn't come home. From the supermarket to the hospital, I don't know how long it took.

"Glory, I want to go home. ”

Glory was a little embarrassed, "Let's see a doctor first, okay?" There was a pleading in his eyes, and I could see it.

"Glory, I'm going home. Please, take me home. ”

As if afraid that I would have some fluctuations, Glory nodded and stopped talking.

When I got home, I went into the bathroom. I tore my clothes and lay naked in the bathtub, scrubbing my body over and over again, trying to rub off that layer of skin. In this way, the place where Li Chungen touched the kiss did not exist. Glory knocks at the door, and I don't think I can hear it. I just scrubbed my body mechanically, and blood oozed from many places, but I didn't feel the slightest pain. The bathroom door was kicked open by Glory, and he grabbed my hands and I slapped the water hard with my feet. When I was sick, I had a surprisingly strong strength, and I couldn't withstand my hard tossing, and finally broke free from the shackles of glory. Before he could run far, he was stopped by Glory from behind and hugged him, and let me kick and bite him without letting go.

"I know you're in pain. But you don't toss yourself. Your body still has so many people to love. It will hurt to see you like this. Do you want Xin Rong to see you like this?"

I was stunned for a moment, then stopped struggling and didn't move. Let Glory carry me to the bed, drugged medicated, dressed, and covered with a quilt. I lay there, like a corpse with its eyes open, and my eyes were frozen. Glory sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me. He gently put my hand in his palm and squeezed it slowly. I felt his warmth and the power of his palm.