Chapter Ninety-Seven: Sick Love
My hand grabbed the edge of the door and looked in, and saw Su Yunan hugging Bai Jing's waist and said, "There is only a villa?
Bai Jing was obviously surprised: "Are you willing to give me something else?"
Su Yunan picked the tip of her nose and said, "Your birthday is also a big day, how can you not celebrate it well?" As he spoke, he lowered his voice and said: "The shares of the Deng family in the Su family before, I will give you some, which can be regarded as a reward for your contribution to eradicating the Deng family for me, what do you think?"
Bai Jing's face was obviously bright, surprised, excited, and filled her mind at once, she hugged Su Yunan and kissed him on the face, and then said coquettishly in his arms: "Yu Nan, in fact, I don't care about these external finances...... As long as I can stay by your side, but if you want to send it, I won't refuse...... But I hope you don't go to her, you come and accompany me. ”
Su Yunan smiled disdainfully and said: "Go to her?" Bai Jing, don't you understand it to this day? The person I really love is you, Su Zai'an is just my family affection for so many years, it's not good to give her up, don't worry, even if danger comes, I will always protect you, not her." ”
The pair in the office, who seem to be like glue, are now hugging each other and talking about love.
Whether it is a visual impact or an auditory impact, it is undoubtedly a blow to me.
"You won't be coaxing me, will you?" Bai Jing looked at Su Yunan in disbelief.
He held her face as if he had held mine many times and said, "How come, if I only use words to tiger you, but I still transfer the shares to you, doesn't this represent my heart for you?"
Share.
Su Yunan never gave me any shares.
He hated me for interfering in his business, and he wanted me to be a little woman who didn't know anything to be next to him than a strong woman.
Possessive, controlling.
He restricts my freedom and tries to control my heart.
He wants my world to be just him.
I used to resist, and even got Su's shares through some of my own means, but it was still hidden.
But as he got better and better for me, sensibility and reason kept pounding in my heart.
Forgive Him and obey Him.
Resist him, resist him.
Every day, I struggled with these thoughts until I suspected that I was pregnant, and that line of defense was broken all at once.
I've even forgiven him, forgiven him for the hurt he had done to me.
I even feel that he was once extremely lonely and had suffered enough injuries, so I would be a warm person for him.
After us, let's warm each other.
But I never thought he would give women shares.
I thought that he was playing with women outside, but because it was fresh, it was just too much to play.
I never thought he would be like this.
He looked at me again and again and told me to believe him.
Again and again, I saw that what he said was nonsense.
"No, I still can't believe it, there is no basis for what I say, Su always has to prove it. ”
Bai Jing actually brushed up the child's temper at this time, and she turned her back to him, as if waiting for him to coax her.
He laughed a few times and said, "Okay, don't make trouble, I'll take you to the villa in a few days." ”
Bai Jing still didn't seem to be deflated.
Su Yunan was silent for a few seconds and did not speak, his face was gloomy for a moment, but it was fleeting.
I saw him take out an A4-sized piece of paper and hand it to Bai Jing, pulling Bai Jing to face him, and from my point of view, his face was full of pampering: "This is the share power of attorney, sign it." ”
Bai Jing covered her mouth, and Su Yunan lowered the pen to his hand, and she signed the share power of attorney.
Rumble!
It was as if every word of theirs was now a burst of bombs to me, blurring my flesh and blood, and making my eyes smoke.
I don't believe in the feeling of my brain anymore, and I don't believe in the candy he's sprinkled on me these days.
It's all fake, it's all illusory.
Seeing is believing.
All I know is that I can't listen to it anymore, and the surprise in my heart, the impact in my brain, makes me red-eyed and angry now, and I want to rush in and tear the dog man and woman apart.
What kind of mentality do I still have to stay with this man?
Why am I so cheap?
Haven't I seen much of the things he did in front of him and the back of the back? I can't see through it yet? Why do I have to look forward to it a little bit?
I chilled all over my body and retched uncontrollably.
"Who?"
He was very alert inside the door, and immediately looked at the door, and my eyes widened, and I felt that I could not stay in this place any longer.
I spread my steps and ran out, I didn't care about my body at this time, I just ran as hard as I could, I just wanted to run away from this place that was suffocating me.
I rushed all the way to the car, and Xiao Rong saw me go back to the car, but I didn't notice that I was pale.
She still said, "Miss, the cake has been bought, and I have bought two servings...... ...... while it's hot."
Halfway through Xiao Rong's words, he was startled when he saw my incomparably pale face, and exclaimed, "Oh, Miss, what's wrong with you?"
I clutched my clothes tightly, my whole body trembling, and the content I had just seen in the office lingered, as if the sounds around me had instantly become silent.
My tears fell one by one, I felt aggrieved, I felt disgusting, and I felt that Su Yunan was a complete scumbag.
I clutched my head and felt particularly ridiculous.
All expectations of him have come to naught at this moment.
"Miss?"
Xiao Rong and Assistant Li were both frightened by me, and they didn't know what to do for a while, Xiao Rong reacted quickly, and began to chirp in my ear again: "Our young lady must have been stimulated by something, hurry, let's go to the prenatal hospital first." ”
"Turn around and go home!"
I pinched my fingers and whispered coldly.
Xiaorong looked at me in astonishment: "But Miss, you ......"
"Don't say anything, turn around and go home, I'm going home, I'm not going to the hospital. I tried to keep my tone in my voice and laughed miserably.
If there was a mirror at this time, I would definitely be able to see how pale and terrible my face was.
But I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to do anything.
Hopelessness, helplessness, heart-rending pain.
I didn't stay in the world of light for a few seconds, as if I was back in the darkness, and it was like deep in the icy water.
Piercing cold, piercing pain.
Piercing and unforgettable.
I shouldn't have gone back to S City at that time, and I shouldn't have been swayed by his words.
I shouldn't think he's really guilty of me.
I don't know how I got home, I just feel that the world is dark, and I must be in a state of embarrassment.
I shook off Xiao Rong's hand that had been holding me, rushed directly into my sister's room, took out her diary like crazy, turned to the page I read last time, and continued reading.
"I never thought that Yu Nan would do something like that in a hotel...... That girl used to be his girlfriend, because he was looking for a man behind his back, how could he find someone to gang-rape her? I was really scared, how could he be such a person? This is too much contrast with the gentleman image he disguised on the surface, I was afraid, and what scared me the most was that he actually confessed to me, and he told me that I must not betray him, otherwise I will end up like this girl. ”
The tips of my fingers were cold, and as I read about this place, the shock in my head came one after another.
I didn't care about the wetness in the corners of my eyes, and even felt that everything in this world was subverting my three views again and again.
Su Yunan, do I really know him?
I knew I was deeply scared of what the diary would say, but I read it anyway.
"When I think about the events of that day, I'm really scared, I've been in the mood for the past few days, my math test scores have dropped, and my mother has been beaten up, and my mother is really annoyed, obviously I haven't read much, and I don't know how difficult it is to read, why do you blame me?"
When my sister wrote this page of diary, the pen was very heavy, as if it was a kind of trouble that seeped out.
It was a little while before there was a new chapter in the diary.
"Fortunately, Dad Su comforted me, when I was held in my arms by Dad Su, I really felt so warm, this is a real gentleman, Su Yunan is really nothing compared to him. ”
……
"Dad Su brought and ate what he made today, it was really delicious, I didn't expect Dad Su to be such a clever person. ”
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"Mom has been quarreling with Dad Su for the past few days, I really see a lot of greedy side of Mom, obviously she has married into a wealthy family, why do you still want to get so much? Secretly transfer money, and do this kind of thing to her, Dad Su is definitely not a bad person, can't Mom live well with him? Money, status, is it really that important?"
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By this time the journal had been read, it was almost over.
"I haven't returned to the confession of Yu Nan, I'm afraid, I like him, but I just like his elegant gentleman, I didn't expect him to be ...... What should I do? If I promise him, what if he does the same to me in the future? Who should I talk to? By the way, Daddy Su, how understanding he is, the only person I can talk to now is Daddy Su, right?"
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"After I told Su's father all these things that Su Yunan had done, he was really angry, locked Yunan in the basement, and beat him with a whip...... He was covered in blood, I was really scared, the kind of resentful look in Yu Nan looking at me, I was so scared, in fact, I didn't mean to leak secrets, I just wanted to confide in. ”
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"I was so scared that Yu Nan even said that he would kill me because he was beaten by Dad Su again today...... You were serious last time, and he went straight to the hospital......"
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"Dad Su was so good to me, so good that I even started to be greedy...... No, what am I thinking, what's wrong with me? How can everything become so sick? How did our Su family, the relationship between people and people become so sick?
My hands shook as I read.
I almost couldn't read it.
I tried to pick up the diary again and again, but I put it down again.
My teary eyes have blurred......
I sat down on the ground, clutching my head, and finally couldn't stand it anymore.
Su Yunan once liked his sister and pursued his sister pathologically, when he bumped into his sister and his father...... After building on his father's beating of him again and again, Bao Buqi will have hatred.
Su Yunan, I once thought that he was the person who knew him the most in the world.
I know that he is lonely, powerful, unfathomable on the surface, like a pool of deep water, but in fact craves warmth more than anyone else.
But......
His sickness, obsession, may be deeper than I imagined.
Do I really see through him?
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