Say something you want to say~
Well, in fact, this is almost the end of the article......
Say what you want to say.
First of all, this article is from the first point of view, and the things written are particularly limited, such as many things between my brother and Xiao An are misunderstandings, but because of my first perspective, I can only misunderstand and be sad from Xiao An's point of view, but I can't explain from my brother's point of view.
I often write and write, blaming myself for why I write first person ==
In fact, my brother is a very complicated person, and there will be his free extras later, who will explain some of the things he has done.
His initial setting in my pen is indeed the type of scumbag and scum.
But I think it's because my pen is not mature enough, I read it myself, and I feel that what I write doesn't completely express what I think in my heart, but instead makes him go to a point of no return here in the inexplicable scum.
In fact, I have to insert a sentence at this point, this is actually my first time writing a long story.
Maybe more than 300,000 words is nothing to other authors, but when I wrote more than 100,000 words, my thoughts were a little confused.
But I don't want to code words in order to complete the task, I'm so annoyed ==
Keep sorting out your thoughts, writing an outline, and then overturning what you used to have.
The short stories I wrote before were almost fast-paced at the beginning and ended tragically. [And it's not written on this kind of writing website.,It's all kinds of fanfiction.,Or short stories in newspapers and magazines.,The kind that's particularly short.] 】
This article was originally intended to be a short story.
But because I have plenty of time, I want to break through myself and try something new.
But sure enough, the long story really requires too much perseverance!!!!
I had to turn it down when my friends and classmates asked me out, admitting that sometimes I get bored, but after thinking about it, I think I'm happy too, because writing essays is my hobby, and although it has nothing to do with my major, I really like it.
Interest is the best teacher.
Personally, I especially like this kind of sick dark relationship, but I really didn't express this feeling of my brother and Xiao An vividly, at least it was much worse than the sadomasochistic love I thought in my heart.
So maybe I'll wait until I'm a little more mature, read more books, and learn to create more three-dimensional characters, and then try to write about this kind of sick romance again.
So when the book is finished, I'll probably write a short story.
Cover your face, thank you for liking~