554: Out of confinement
I looked at the little pineapple distressedly, she is still so young, but she has already taken on so much pressure that should not be there at this age, I am really unqualified to be a father.
I can give her peace and protection, but I can't give her the company she wants, this is my negligence, my dereliction of duty, my dereliction of duty as a father.
"Come, come into Daddy's arms. "I opened my arms and asked the little pineapple to come over.
The little pineapple crawled into my arms, and my heart was touched hard when I looked at the soft and fleshy little person in my arms.
"Little pineapple, if you are unhappy in the future, tell Daddy to don't hide it in your heart. Although your sister Xiaoqing has Zhao Sheng, she still loves you in her heart, but she is very weak during this time and has no time to accompany you. ”
"When your sister Xiaoqing's body recovers, she will still love you as before. ”
Little Pineapple blinked at me with a pair of big watery eyes, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and she pulled out a sweet smile, "Dad knows better than me, you and Sister Xiaoqing are very hard, so I don't want to cause trouble to you." Hey, I really hope that I can grow up soon, and discipline Zhao Sheng's stinky boy well. ”
I was amused by her serious and cute appearance, and I smiled and touched her head.
"Okay, when you grow up, you will discipline that stinky boy for Dad and Sister Xiaoqing. "I also hope that day will come soon, not that the little pineapple is too small and troublesome, but when they all grow up, they will be able to protect themselves, and some things will be handled by themselves.
I can give them safety for a while, but I can't give them a lifetime.
I played a long, long game with Little Pineapple, just like we used to, I forgot what Cindy's identity, what Cindy's responsibilities and burdens, at this moment, I just want to accompany Little Pineapple's father, just want to do the duty that a father should fulfill.
Playing with the little pineapple until she didn't want to play anymore, I took the little pineapple back.
I put a little pineapple around my neck and said, "Ride a horse, ride a horse......"
The little pineapple hugged my head, and the laughter was crisp and cheerful.
I didn't use any spiritual power, I just ran with her like an ordinary person.
At this moment, the shackles of what identity, what pressure, and what responsibility were all thrown out of my mind.
I drove the little pineapple to our dormitory, only Ji Muqing was alone, and there were two maidservants waiting on the side.
I put the little pineapple down and asked the two maidservants, "Has the little boy been here?"
"I've been here, but I didn't stay long before ......"
"Ahem. Before the maidservant's words were finished, Ji Muqing deliberately interrupted her with a cough.
At Ji Muqing's signal, the two maidservants retreated.
I couldn't help but feel a little angry, and I also felt distressed for Ji Muqing, grabbed her hand and said, "That kid is getting more and more disagreeable, you will only get used to him like this, you must discipline when you should be disciplined, and you must be strict when you should be strict." ”
Ji Muqing just nodded vigorously when I spoke, just like when I was talking about Zhao Sheng, it really made me helpless.
"Little pineapple, come, come to Sister Xiaoqing. Ji Muqing beckoned to the little pineapple, and the little pineapple ran over.
"Sister Xiaoqing, Dad is right, Zhao Sheng's stinky boy can't be so used to it, the more you get used to him, the more arrogant he is. "Little pineapple is really a big ghost, at this time, I don't think Ji Muqing wants to hug, but I learn from the little adult's mouth and teach Zhao Sheng a lesson.
This is undoubtedly helping me speak, so that Ji Muqing has no chance to escape.
I said, "You see, even the little pineapple knows that you shouldn't get used to that stinky boy." ”
"I know. Ji Muqing looked at me and nodded seriously, "Sheng'er's child is actually not bad-eyed, but he is a little naughty, this is the nature of a child." Sheng Er is different from other children, he does not have a childhood, but his childlike nature is still there. We can't ask him to be as calm and quiet as an adult just because he is so tall, this is killing his nature. ”
I have to admit that Ji Muqing is right, maybe my requirements are too high, but this is also for Zhao Sheng's good.
We know he's only very young, but he doesn't know, and besides, I don't think he's really a child.
Do very young children know what it means to fall in love and what to like, but that kid already knows how to use flowers to pursue girls?
And his kung fu of speaking is intimidating, no matter how you look at it, he doesn't look like a child.
I just don't want to argue with Ji Muqing, and I don't want to quarrel because of Zhao Sheng.
"Yes, you're right, I should reflect on it. Little pineapple, come down. "I'm afraid that the little pineapple doesn't know how serious it is, and it hurts Ji Muqing.
Picking up the little pineapple, I asked her to play by herself for a while, I wanted to sit down and talk to Ji Muqing.
"How are you feeling today?"
Ji Muqing moved her body, "Look, it's much better, in fact, I don't have any big problems, Doctor Huang also said that it is good for the body to take a walk for the mother, otherwise the blood flow is slow, but it is not good for the body." ”
I counted on my fingers, "It's been twenty-three days, and there are still seven days to go, so you might as well bear with it." ”
Ji Muqing smiled bitterly, "I really can't help you." ”
I know that she won't blame me, and I know that she knows in her heart that I am really good for her, and I also know that Ji Muqing understands my intentions.
We never have to deliberately explain these things, just need a look, and we can understand each other's minds.
It's really boring to stay in this house for a long time, and although I can do my best to accompany her, I can't take her place to see the scenery outside.
Ji Muqing said that she hadn't seen flowers for a long time, so I picked a handful of flowers from the fairy grass garden and took them back and inserted them in a bottle.
Every day after that, I would put a bouquet of flowers on the table and replace the flowers from the previous day.
Here, the aura is sufficient, and the flowers will not wither if they are only separated by one day, but I want Ji Muqing to see different flowers every day, so I insist on changing a new bouquet every day.
I didn't waste the flowers that were replaced, but let people send them to the Moon Palace.
Zhao Sheng's kid seems to be deliberately against me recently, and always chooses to go to see Ji Muqing when I'm not there, this kid is clearly against me.
I need to spend part of my time with Ji Muqing every day, and I also need to spend a little time with Xiao Pineapple, and my days are abundant.
However, you feel abundant, but others think that you are not doing your job properly and doing things that you should not do.
Lin Jiang has often given me feedback these days and persuaded me to go to the Immortal Palace, which is actually the same as the previous dynasty.
I don't think it's necessary, it's just a formality, and there's no need to be so rigid.
They just come to me directly if they have something, and there is no need to make so many rules.
"Cindy ......"
I stretched out my hand to interrupt him, "You go and do your business, you don't have to talk to me about this kind of thing in the future." ”
But I know very well that Lin Jiang will definitely say it in the future.
This is a major change, and it will certainly be difficult to implement at first, but I believe that the future will be good.
Pushing through the old and bringing forth the new has been the principle since ancient times.
It's just that I never told them about it.
It's not time yet, when Ji Muqing is out of confinement, and when Zhao Sheng is no longer as noisy as he is now, I will be able to deal with things over there wholeheartedly.
It's just that I don't know when this day will come, I hope he can come sooner, faster.
Finally, seven days have passed, and Ji Muqing can finally go out of confinement.
On this day, I had someone specially prepare a new dress for her to send to her, and the maidservants wanted to change her clothes, but I didn't let her, "I'll come myself." ”
"Cindy, let's do it. "The handmaidens trembled, probably thinking that I disliked what they were doing badly.
I said, "You're doing a great job, but I'd like to dress my wife myself, and that's it, don't think about it." Go out and get busy, and I'll call you again when there's something to do. ”
Servants, look at me, I'll look at yours, and finally slowly retreated.
"Come, let my husband and I personally help you change your clothes. I picked up my clothes and said to Ji Muqing.
Ji Muqing's face flushed shyly, "Just let them do these things, why do you have to do it yourself." ”
"What they do is not the same as what I do, I want to take care of you personally, I want to be a qualified husband. ”
Ji Muqing cooperated with me, and soon, I helped her put on her clothes.
She looked at me worriedly, "During this time, you spent all your time with me and Little Pineapple, and worried about Zhao Sheng's affairs, those people, I'm afraid they have a lot of opinions, right?"
I knew I couldn't hide these things from her eyes, so I didn't plan to hide them.
"Don't be afraid, no matter how dissatisfied they are, don't they still have to obey?" I deliberately said in a very relaxed tone, I just didn't want Ji Muqing to worry about this.
Ji Muqing took my arm, and we said as we walked out, "Now that I am out of confinement and my body has fully recovered, you can do whatever you want, you don't have to spend so much time with me." ”
I reached out and patted the back of her hand on the back of my hand, and she was so understanding that I didn't have to worry about it at all.
It is said that behind a successful man, there must be a successful woman, which is really true.
I can have today's success, and Ji Muqing's silent dedication has a lot to do with it, if it weren't for her support and encouragement all the time, I might still be worried about those things that everyone is worried about, and there is still time and heart to do other things.
We came outside hand in hand, today's sky is blue, the clouds are really white, there is no wind, it is very suitable for walking around.
But Ji Muqing was standing at the door, with no intention of walking around.
"Don't you want to see the sea of flowers?"
"Yes, I want to go, but I want us to be happy to see it. ”