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"Only five percent of a person's own cognitive memory is known. What does this mean? It means that you can remember what you did in a certain year and month, when and where, and this kind of impression memory is called 'cognitive memory'. ”

There were only two people sitting in a huge treatment room, and a slightly cold female voice sounded slowly, and the words were crisp.

"Mr. Han, the reason why human memory presents this phenomenon is that it is limited to the ability of the brain on the one hand, and on the other hand, it is due to a self-protection mechanism. ”

Looking back and forth at the medical record file in his hand that had only been made for about a month, Kwon Yuna sighed silently, took off the glasses on the bridge of her nose, and looked up at Han Woo, who was sitting in front of her.

"Five percent of a person's cognitive memory is stored in the unconscious. This is the human brain's defense system, which protects itself from bad memories. Sometimes, it's not a good thing to remember too many things. However, Mr. Han, your situation seems to be different from that of a normal person. ”

Hearing this, Han Yu frowned and asked, "What's the difference?"

"You've got so much to remember!"

Kwon Yoona gave a somewhat stunned answer.

The young female doctor took a pen and gestured at the side of her head, then stared at Han Yu with fixed eyes, and said, "After listening to your description, I noticed a very strange thing. You say that each of the other 'people' in your body holds a memory of your own, and in fact, you do get two very clear memories of a surprising span of time through them. ”

"What do you want to say, doctor?"

"I don't know if Mr. Han knows, the current scientific research has no way to prove whether our people's memories will disappear permanently, that is to say, no matter how old the memory is, there is still a certain possibility that it can be remembered. But the problem is, according to our previous speculation, Mr. Han, you have such a psychological change because of a certain experience in the past, from one person to many 'people'. So, in this way, the purpose of your split personality is to forget, to start over, and doesn't that create a situation that contradicts what happened to you?"

After listening to Kwon Yun'er's explanation, Han Yu suddenly understood, "If I want to forget the past, then it doesn't make sense for them to give me back the memory." ”

"Yes. Kwon Yuna clasped her hands and looked directly at Han Yu, "Actually, our brain's forgetting memory is a protective mechanism of the human body, and splitting personality is also a protective mechanism. Don't think that mental illness is something completely bad, it is possible that it is under the protection of those personalities that you have avoided a complete mental breakdown. Although this method is not correct, it can only be said to have a temporary effect, and it will only make the situation worse and worse later. ”

"In your opinion, could it be my subconscious drive that they gave me back their memories?" Han Yu asked, "I mean, from your point of view, Dr. Kwon, could it be that the reason why they gave me back their memories was because I subconsciously wanted to do this?"

"I can't say that. Kwon Yuna shook her head, "You must know that every personality that exists in a patient with multiple personalities is equivalent to an independent individual. Since they are independent individuals, it also means that they all have their own way of thinking. Mr. Han, you also said that they did not return the memories to you for free, but after reaching some agreement with you, you only got a part of the memories, which means that it is very likely that this is just their individual behavior. ”

"But why do they each hold a memory of me? Doesn't this commonality just show the peculiarity of this phenomenon, and what is the meaning of them holding those memories?"

Kwon Yuna spread her hands and made an American-style shrug gesture.

She then added, "Every person with multiple personalities in the world is unique, and we can't look at another person based on the experience of one person in the past." However, at the end of the day, people don't hurt themselves. Although most people with multiple personalities are prone to harm to the people around them and even to society, they rarely act to persecute themselves. Of course, the 'persecution' referred to here has to remove the psychological and spiritual situation. After all, for the vast majority of people with multiple personalities, their illness itself is a huge burden on themselves. ”

Han Yu knew that Kwon Yun'er's words were faintly pointing at him, so he was silent for a moment, and then continued to ask, "Doctor, do you mean that they don't mean anything to harm me by returning their memories to me?"

"Then this matter can only be relative. ”

Kwon Yuna took a deep breath and patted the medical file she had placed on her lap before standing up and turning to her desk.

"Anyway, we can only look at it from a good perspective. Like Mr. Han, you said, if they shoehorn the memories into you, you can't refuse, can you?"

Kwon Yuna said this very bluntly, but it is also irrefutable.

"There are a lot of potential problems, but we can't do anything. ”

With a "snap", Quan Yun'er threw the file in her hand to the desk, and immediately propped her hands on the table, muttering to herself: "Now we can only do analysis and inspection, this situation is really ......"

Han Yu, who was still sitting in his place, retracted his gaze when he heard this, and did not look at Quan Yun'er's faint expression biting her lip.

Counting the previous one, this is the fourth time he has come to psychological counseling.

Once a month, once a week, no matter how busy he is, he will squeeze out an afternoon to come.

Things are going well, everything is going well, except for one bad thing.

That is - Han Woo cannot be hypnotized.

Yes, he can't be hypnotized.

In the past three consultations, Kwon Yoona has tried all the methods, but for some reason, she has never been able to get Han Woo into a hypnotic state.

Kwon Yoona believes that this is likely Han Woo's own subconscious resisting.

However, since the problem involves the subconscious, it is a bit helpless.

After all, even Han Yu himself can't handle this kind of thing.

If it weren't for the privacy protection issues involved, Kwon Yuna would even want to invite authoritative experts who are better at this aspect to treat Han Woo abroad.

If subconscious resistance is a wall erected in Han Yu's heart, then Kwon Yuna can't break it alone, so just find someone more powerful to break it.

Human self-protection mechanisms are both practical and clumsy.

They often can't tell what is really the right thing to do, and they only know how to blindly avoid it, which can only treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

It is useless to wrap the pus-draining wound with gauze, the gauze must be removed, the wound must be exposed, and it must be cleaned cleanly.

People always like to seek good fortune and avoid evil, but sometimes, we have to run headlong into misery and break through to survive.

"Do you want to try it again today?" asked Han Yu.

"No need. Kwon sat down and shook her head again, "Trying too often may make your subconscious resist even more, and we'll have to give you a break." I'll think of other ways during this time, as for Mr. Han, I can actually feel that you should have a lot of worries during this time, right?"

As she spoke, Quan Yun'er raised her head and met Han Yu's slightly surprised gaze, the corners of her mouth hooked up, and a faint smile finally appeared on her face.

"Anyway, I'm also your attending doctor, although until now it's just lip service, but you don't underestimate me, I can still see what kind of state my own patients are in every time they come over. We still need some time to prepare, not only for me, but also for you, Mr. Han. I think the failure of hypnosis may also have something to do with the fact that you are thinking about too many things right now, and maybe when you deal with those things, our treatment will be on the right track. ”

Kwon Yun'er picked up the pen next to her and said as she wrote: "That's it for today, you don't need to get those sedative drugs Mr. Han." I don't think that will help you much. If I could, I think if I could communicate with those people in your body, maybe we could have a big breakthrough in treatment. ”

This half-truth joke obviously didn't make Han Yu feel easy, he tugged at the corners of his mouth, smiled slightly bitterly, didn't say anything, got up straight, and walked to the door.

After Han Yu closed the door and left, Quan Yuna put down the pen and leaned back in the chair, revealing a little unspeakable irritability and worry on her calm and beautiful face.

She pursed her lips slightly, and after a few seconds of silence, she straightened up, opened her drawer, took out a voice recorder from it, pressed the on/off button, brought it to her mouth, and said softly:

"On October 30, 2015, the fourth formal treatment, the treatment effect is still not satisfactory, the patient is told to go home to rest, stop the supply of sedative drugs, adjust the body and mind, and hope that the next meeting can have new progress. Above. ”

"Tick. ”

Kwon Yuna pressed the switch of the recorder again, and then the recorder was put back into the drawer, and with a push of her hand, the drawer closed.

Everything fell silent.

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"Ahh

As soon as Han Woo walked out of the gate of Kyung Hee Hospital, he received two KaKao messages from Yin Zhi.

President Yoon rarely uses this instant messaging app to contact him, because she will only contact Han Woo when she feels necessary, and it will be faster to call directly.

Han Yu, who was not in a good mood, felt strange, so he clicked on it and took a look.

As a result, at this look, Han Yu's brows tightened again.

Yoon Jang sent him two pictures, screenshots of two news reports, with the headlines on the screenshots reading "5vs5! Girls' Generation's Internal War Ended in a Tie", and ...... "Girls' Generation Taeyeon May Cry at a Solo Concert Because of a Fight with a Former Friend"!

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