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"Taeyeon, are you alright?"

In the backstage standby room of the SMTONTHEATRE in Samsam-dong, Kim Min-kyung told everyone else to go out, and stood alone to look at the petite figure sitting in front of the dressing table.

Then she shook her head, pulled out a tissue from the table, and handed it to Kim Taeyeon, "What's the matter? Isn't it a tie after all? You didn't lose, and Sika didn't win." ”

"No, it has nothing to do with that...... Kim Taeyeon turned around with her head down, took the tissue, and said in a low-volume voice with a hint of nasality, "I just ...... Just like on the stage just now, I just couldn't control my emotions. ”

"Okay, what can't control your emotions, if you can't control your first day of concert, you should not be able to control it. And I just said on stage, why did you cry again when you got off the stage? It's also those guys who are so talkative, why are you in such a hurry to tell you the result?"

Kim Minkyung frowned, muttered in his mouth, then sighed and whispered, "It's also the company's fault...... If you want to win, you have to arrange your itinerary well, and you want to take one, and you want to help make money, what the hell is this doing?"

"Ernie, alright...... Stop it. ”

"What's wrong? Am I wrong? It's just the blame company! Knowing that the opponent is Sika, he dares to let you be absent from the show, and one of them is snatched away, that's a matter of course!"

Kim Taeyeon listened to Kim Min-kyung's angry complaint in her ear, so she put down her hand holding the tissue, hung her head slightly, and stopped talking.

The strands of hair that slipped from her ears helped her cover the wry smile that came out of her mouth, and she didn't let Kim Min-kyung next to her notice.

It doesn't quite match the content of the news report, but the real situation is that Kim Taeyeon cried for no reason in the middle of singing on stage, and that time it was relatively mild, and her reluctance to show her weak nature in front of outsiders made her recover quickly, and she reluctantly smiled on her face to face the fans off the stage.

But then, when she stepped down from the stage, she cried again, and this time, she even buried her face in front of everyone, squatted in the corner with her legs crossed and sobbed silently for several minutes, making everyone feel helpless.

As for the price, it's the red eyes now. The redness and swelling can't go away, and in desperation, Kim Minjing and the others have to wait and wait, otherwise, if they go out so uncoveredly, the large group of media reporters and fans who are waiting outside promise to see her abnormality, and then things will be in trouble.

Kim Min-kyung's anger is not without reason, it is really because SM has made some surprising and seemingly unexpected arrangements regarding Kim Tae-yeon's first SOLO.

Kim Taeyeon's singing period this time is also 20 days, and in these 20 days, she was supposed to participate in the singing stage ten times, but in fact, she only participated in it five times intermittently.

On the surface, SM is explained by the collision with the concert, but in fact, anyone with a discerning eye understands that if SM has the intention to let Kim Taeyeon participate in a complete singing period, it can be postponed for a period of time when deciding the concert date, and fans who have seen Kim Taeyeon's schedule in November know that she has no extra work in November.

Of course, the fundamental purpose of singers' participation in singing shows is, to put it bluntly, for the sake of music sources and album sales. On the premise that Kim Tae-yeon's own popularity can guarantee sales, SM's practice of not wanting to waste the opportunity to accumulate money is shameful, but it is understandable. The concert is also a schedule that has been set a long time ago, and there is no way to change it, and no one expected that Zheng Xiuyan would come in in the middle.

It's just that the fans can't understand. Especially today, after Zheng Xiuyan won another place on the singing show, and tied with Kim Tae-yeon's five firsts, the situation is even more difficult to clean up.

[It turns out that this duel can really be a draw... As long as you have a company that is trying to drag you behind your back!]

This is a sentence that Kim Min-kyung saw before in the news comments that the staff showed him.

She felt it made perfect sense.

Even if I have worked in the company for more than ten years, I really can't get used to the company's style this time.

You know, to put it bluntly, this incident has something to do not only with Taeyeon alone, but also with the face of their entire company.

Even if the concert itinerary can't be rescheduled, the first three new autograph sessions can be weighed up a little, and at most postponed until after the concert is over.

The company's top executives also knew how to give orders to win, but as soon as they turned around, they only knew how to make money.

Without going online, Kim Min-kyung can also guess that there will be a storm on the Internet right now.

So, it's no surprise that Taeyeon would cry.

After working with Kim Taeyeon for so many years, Kim Min-kyung knows very well how strong this little girl who doesn't talk much in front of people has a potential desire to win, not to mention, she will never be willing to lose to Sika.

A draw is also a loss, whether it is for Kim Taeyeon or Jung so-yeon.

"I'll go out and make arrangements first, we really have to go, if the eyes are still obvious, we have to cover it with concealer, or just wear a pair of sunglasses?"

Kim Min-kyung seemed to think that this idea was good, and as soon as he clapped his hands, he said to Kim Taeyeon, "I'll go out and find you a pair of sunglasses!"

Kim Taeyeon sat in front of the dressing table and turned around to look at the back of Kim Min-kyung opening the door and going out, and finally pursed her lips wordlessly.

Everyone knows that Kim Taeyeon cried on stage today, and the obvious practice of wearing sunglasses is not a good way to deal with it, and Kim Minkyung also knows it, but there is no other way, right?

After turning around, Kim Taeyeon looked at herself in the mirror on the dressing table in a daze, and the redness of her eyes couldn't even hide her makeup.

It's a pity that everyone can see that she cried once, but no one knows what she cried for.

Kim Taeyeon slowly lowered her head again, and her shoulder-length light blonde hair became a protective color to hide her expression.

Kim Min-kyung guessed half of the reason, but not the other half.

Kim Taeyeon has never been a person who loses control of her emotions simply for the sake of one thing, and her mistakes on stage are a moment of emotion, and after stepping down, she actually erupts again after patience.

There are many reasons to cry, not only because of the battle with Zheng Xiuyan, but also because of some factors that were moved by fans.

It's just that after quieting down, Kim Taeyeon thought about it carefully, and finally found that in fact, there is another main reason for his loss of control today-

Han Yu has been out of touch with her for a long time.

To be precise, he just lost contact, not disappeared.

Because everyone can know from the news and photos of dinner, he honestly goes to work on the set every day.

It's just that since he sent him the message on Kim Ha-yeon's birthday, no matter how much courage he mustered up and how many messages he sent him, he never responded to himself even once......

Yes, Han Yu's loss of contact is a unilateral non-question or answer to her.

What are the others like, Kim Taeyeon didn't ask, and she didn't want to ask.

What should I do if Yoona and Xiaoxian tell her that OPPA has been in contact with them during this time?

This kind of thing, Kim Taeyeon is extremely resistant just thinking about it.

She doesn't want others to see her embarrassment, and she doesn't want others to feel pitiful.

She just wanted to get an answer from Han Yu.

In this world, only let him see his miserable self, Kim Taeyeon will feel indifferent.

Anyway, he has already seen his various appearances, when he was ordinary and ordinary at first, when he was most lonely and helpless, and now, after the peak, even a betrayer can only be tied......

Rather than making him laugh at himself to his face, Kim Taeyeon is more reluctant to be like this, not even hearing a trace of his movements.

In fact, she also thought that maybe he didn't see it, or maybe he was too busy, but the words that were changed to "read" before the message were stimulating her attention every time.

No matter how busy you are, will you not even have time to reply?

Even if it's just a matter of saying "got it".

But Han Yu didn't.

He's hiding from himself!

With little to no thought, Kim Taeyeon was able to come up with this answer easily.

She realized something was wrong.

Because this man has never treated himself like this.

[Something must be wrong!]

Such a voice has been ringing in her head repeatedly for all this time.

A deep anxiety grew in her heart that she didn't even notice.

She was hesitant to give him a call.

The phone was picked up countless times and put down countless times.

She didn't know what to say to him, or what answer she would get from him.

She found herself still used to waiting, but she didn't know when that person would remember her......

"Taeyeon, we're ready to go. ”

Kim Min-kyung opened the door from the outside and came in and said.

Kim Tae-yeon sniffed, tried to sort out her emotions, raised her face to look in the mirror, and then stood up, took the sunglasses handed over by Kim Minkyung without saying a word, and walked outside.

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"Taeyeon, please say something!"

"Taeyeon, do you have any thoughts on Jessica's acquisition of one today?"

"Ernie, we love you!" ......

Blockbuster flashing lights, shouts, and screams seem to form a bizarre world.

Kim Taeyeon carefully held her breath and walked through the frenzied crowd with her head bowed, escorted by her assistants and bodyguards.

It wasn't until the moment she got into the nanny car and closed the door completely that she listened to the purity that suddenly appeared in her ears, and then she let out a long breath like a fish that had dried up and received a precious water source.

"Ahh

The phone rang, and she picked it up and looked at it.

"What's wrong?"

Kim Min-kyung, who was sitting opposite, asked strangely.

Kim Taeyeon ignored her, but subconsciously tightened her hand holding the phone, staring at the message displayed on the phone screen with a particularly attentive gaze.

The breath was faintly a little urgent.

The person who thought she would have to wait any longer, finally replied to her!

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