When Lin Yun'er's words, which seemed to bite more heavily than every word, came out, there seemed to be a cold wind blowing between the two of them for no reason......

The expression on Han Yu's face had completely become very ugly. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He lowered his head slightly, his brows furrowed, but he didn't say a word.

I don't know if I know what to say, or if I'm following what Lin Yun'er just said.

And beside him, Lin Yun'er's words did not stop because of his silence.

Without hesitation, she raised her hand to wipe the tears that were about to overflow from her reddened eyes, then sniffed heavily, pursed her lips and continued:

"To be honest, for so many years, I've actually been speculating about why you were so opposed to me being a trainee and why you hated me being an artist so much.

For example, if you are worried that I will lose time because of contact, if I can't make my debut by then, I am afraid that with my coursework, I am afraid that I will not be able to get into a good university.

Or you're afraid that I can't be a good artist, worried that I'm too playful, and I can't say how talented I am in singing and dancing, and I'm afraid that I will choose the wrong path when I debut.

Even-

I've even thought of reasons like you actually really hate the profession of an artist, so you hate it so much that you don't want me to be an artist at all.

But......

Whatever the reason, it doesn't really make sense, does it?"

The corners of Lin Yun'er's lips suddenly pulled up reluctantly, and a faint smile appeared on her little face that was not very good-looking, looking a little unspeakably desolate.

"Whatever the reason...... In your heart of OPPA, not all have already been identified, that reason...... Far more important than me, isn't it?"

“……”

A slight edge bulged up imperceptibly on his lowered cheeks, and his clenched hands were clenched together again after a little relaxation, and his knuckles turned a pale color.

"Anyway, for whatever the great reason, OPPA you end up ...... It's so easy to give up our relationship and leave without looking back......, isn't it?

Looking at the tall figure beside her, who had been silent since just now, Lin Yun'er seemed to suddenly open her mouth.

Then, the tears in her eyes flickered, she pursed her red lips tightly, lowered her head as well, and muttered in a low tone that made her heart seem to be grabbed: "Even...... OPPA, you're so angry that you don't even want to see me again, you don't even want to ......"

“……”

"I actually ......"

"Actually—"

She jerked her red nose again, and lifted her face, interrupting the cautious voice coming from beside her.

"Actually, OPPA, you know, as soon as you left, I regretted it, very. ”

Looking up at the brilliant sun overhead, a slightly pale smile appeared on her face, and there was a faint kind of indescribable sadness.

"Until now, I'm not afraid of being laughed at by you.

Of course I'm also very angry that you just left, very, very angry.

But......

OPPA, I find myself spineless in front of you.

Even if you are so angry at your behavior, but ......

I still miss you so much, I miss you so much......

So I regret it, and almost immediately after you left, I wanted to call the company and say that I was not a trainee and that I wanted you back.

However, I didn't do it in the end.

The first reason is that I am still a little unwilling in my own heart, you know, when I was a child, Abba often said that the two of us were crucian carp cakes.

Though...... I may not be as 'stubborn' as you, but OPPA, I'm actually quite stubborn.

As for the second reason, it's because of OPPA's note from you, didn't you also tell me not to regret it?

Regardless of whether OPPA you mean it or not, since you have said so, I also want to prove to you that I am serious, and I will not give up my ideas so easily.

It was probably from that time that my goal was not only to let the mothers who didn't know where they were, but also to let you know about the OPPA in the United States, and I wanted to prove to you that once I worked hard, I could succeed. ”

Although Lin Yun'er's whisper did not fluctuate in tone, it seemed that she had heard the deep firmness in her words, and a bitter smile that could not be explained could not help but appear on her lowered face.

After thinking about it, Han Yu still didn't choose to speak, because he could hear that the resentment in the heart of the girl beside him might not have been vented yet.

And then, sure enough, it was still so easy for him to guess his thoughts, and the Qianying sitting next to Han Yu raised his hand again, wiped his eyes, and spoke again.

At the same time, the words in his mouth are still changing.

"But—

I didn't expect that I wanted to see you again, the process would be so long......

It's been more than 10 years, right?

OPPA: You didn't even invite us to the graduation ceremony, do you think Abba and Ernie didn't say anything on the surface, but in fact they didn't complain about you in their hearts?

More than ten years, the longer it is, the more hopeless I feel in my heart.

Because I feel it, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I prove myself, OPPA you, and my mother, you two can't seem to see it.

I understand, you're avoiding me, otherwise you wouldn't even be missing Abba for any reason.

After so many years, even if you have the slightest urge to see me, even if you don't have time anymore, no matter how busy you are at work.

At least when you're in the United States for a little time, can you take a little time to come and see me?

So I know, only this reason, OPPA you don't want to see me. That's why it's so clean from home. ”

"I ......"

"Don't say anything OPPA, you don't know about girlhood! Don't say anything, you don't know that I've been to America! Don't you think that if that's the case, it will only make me sadder?"

Interrupting someone's words just about to start in a deep voice again, Lin Yun'er opened her red eyes wide, stared at Han Yu directly, and said in a very heavy tone:

"So, I'd rather choose to believe that the truth is like what I imagined myself, and with OPPA's relationship between you and me, even if you get angry with me again, at least you'll still pay attention to my dynamics.

But...... Actually, even if that's the case, it's sad, isn't it?

Obviously, I have worked so hard, and after so many years when I was young, I have grown into a top girl group, I don't boast of saying that even if you don't pay attention to me at OPPA, as long as you pay a little attention to the domestic news, you will definitely know me.

But......

Every time I go to the United States for a short time, although I can't say it's big news, it's obvious to some people who pay attention, but you still haven't appeared once in OPPA.

So, I became more and more disappointed, and I became more and more ......."

As she spoke, Lin Yun'er slowly lowered her head and looked at the large basket of pink roses in front of her.

Then she smiled again for no reason, and once again showed that distressing smile on her face, and said in a very small volume: "OPPA...... Do you know that feeling that the person you love the most in the world is desperately trying to get away from you?"