Chapter 683: I'm desperate to hold you

Suddenly, I heard the faint whisper in my ear, and the feeling in my chest as if I was about to suffocate expanded to my whole body in an instant. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Han Yu suddenly straightened up, raised his face just like that girl just now, and exhaled a long cloud of white gas at the bright afternoon sun above his head, as if he wanted to vent the depression in his heart for a while.

Then he lowered his head and took out a pack of tissues from his arms, turned his head and handed it to the shadow beside him.

"Wipe it off, say what else you want to say, I'll just listen. ”

There was an indescribable complication in his deep voice, Han Yu looked at the little face in front of him whose eyes were already red and swollen, and the expression on his face didn't know whether it was distress or emotion.

Anyway...... This girl's words today really surprised her.

Seeing the pack of tissues handed to her, Lin Yun'er was obviously stunned.

Then she turned her eyes to look at the handsome face in front of her that suddenly seemed to have calmed down strangely, she puffed out her mouth suddenly, unceremoniously snatched the pack of tissues into her hand, and while skimming her face, she didn't forget to mutter: "I told you, lower your head, don't look at me!"

If someone else listened to the conversation between the two of them at this time, their expressions would be very weird.

Obviously, there was an indescribable poignancy in his words a moment ago, but now, as if he had broken into tears, he handed her a tissue, and she took it as a matter of course, and then said a coquettish sentence quite unreasonably.

But such a scene seemed strange to others, but in Han Yu's eyes, there was nothing wrong with it, as if everything was so natural.

The girl's complaint was only exchanged for a slightly helpless bitter smile on his face, as well as tenderness and guilt in his eyes.

Not only did he not think there was anything strange, but Lin Yun'er, who had just said those words and was now bowing her head and silently unwrapping the tissue packaging, didn't think there was anything strange.

Even, even if Father Lin or Lin Yunzhen were standing aside at this time, they would not feel that there was anything wrong.

Everyone in the Lin family knows that Yunyu and Yun'er can't quarrel at all, even if one of them marries a wife and the other marries in the future, it is impossible to quarrel.

This consensus is known even to the two "parties" themselves.

Since childhood, there has never been a conflict that has lasted for more than three days, and only the fact that Lin Yun'er went to be a trainee is an exception.

But in fact, it was also because someone had been unwilling to "reconcile", and Lin Yuner had not been able to find an opportunity.

Therefore, after suddenly figuring this out, Han Yu's heart, which seemed to be boiling, suddenly calmed down inexplicably.

What he cares about most now is what words are still hidden in Lin Yun'er's heart.

He wanted to hear her say those things to herself.

Even if it's the kind of words that stick in his heart, he has to listen.

Because......

It was "plucked" from her heart.

……

Xu was infected by Han Yu's complicated and somewhat calm appearance, and Lin Yun'er seemed to calm down a lot after wiping her red eyes.

Then, she didn't wait for Han Yu to say anything more, and continued to speak by herself, as if she was going to spit out all the rest of her thoughts.

"Actually, it's not like I didn't think about going to OPPA you myself.

I miss you so much, for so many years, as long as I have a holiday, I can't help but want to see you.

But I still didn't go to OPPA you in the end. It's not because of pride or anything, you know, in front of you, I don't have that kind of thing.

Just because ......

I think it's only meaningful when OPPA you want to see me too, then it's only meaningful for us to meet, isn't it?

So, just like that, there may also be a busy schedule and relatives and friends around me to help paralyze themselves, so many years, I just came over.

Thinking that one day, even if it's for Abba, you'll be back, right?

There will always be a day when we will meet again.

I didn't expect that OPPA you really came back.

But...... OPPA, think about it for yourself, how many times have you 'surprised' me since you came back?

You don't remember me at first. Don't say anything about amnesia, even if it's a car accident, OPPA, you actually forgot about us, this is your fault.

And then what?

OPPA: You've blown me away one after another.

That's when it dawned on me that I didn't seem to know you as well as I thought I would.

For example, after you came back, you actually went to be an actor?

So what was that conflict back then?

You have been abroad for so many years, and I am waiting for you like this, what is it?

Forget it, I'll just wake up to your big bad guy himself!

But!

What about Taeyeon? What about the Kim family?

Yes, I know OPPA you are the adopted son of our family, and when I was a child, I also wondered if OPPA you would find your true relatives in the future.

But, I'm just thinking about it!

Who would have thought you actually found it! And Taeyeon!"

Saying that, Lin Yun'er's emotions seemed to be a little excited again, and she directly turned her head and glared at someone with those slightly red and swollen eyes.

Seeing that Han Yu felt helpless in his heart, he could only silently raise his hand and touch his nose.

Anyway, can you blame him for this......

However, Lin Yun'er obviously doesn't care if she has wronged a certain big villain, anyway, she just wants to say all the grievances she has accumulated for so long now!

"OPPA, do you know why I cared so much about Taeyeon before?

Obviously, there shouldn't be any contradiction between me and Taeyeon, both of us are your sisters, and in fact, the relationship should be closer, right?

However, it's because Taeyeon is also OPPA's sister, and she's OPPA's sister, that's why I care about her so much.

Because...... I don't know what kind of status those relatives who are really related to you have in your heart at OPPA.

I've really had enough.

It's true.

When I see you again, even if you don't know me anymore, even if you are so sad that you want to cry all the time, I am still glad in my heart.

While rejoicing, I am also afraid.

For more than ten years, it really scared me, OPPA.

I'm really scared...... Even if one day you disappear in front of me again, and never again......

That's why I care so much about Taeyeon.

Not for any other reason, but because of her relationship with you!

I'm worried about OPPA if you won't leave our house one day.

Until now, I'm not afraid that OPPA will make you laugh at me, I'll just say it.

If that's the consequence, I can't even think about it.

Maybe OPPA thought I couldn't get used to your intimacy with Taeyeon, so I would have such an attitude towards Taeyeon?

But now I want to tell you, no, or maybe that's only part of the reason, the real reason is...... I'm scared.

OPPA, don't say anything it's impossible, it's impossible for you to leave our house.

Haven't you ever done this impossible thing?

You've been gone for more than ten years!

And the military service incident that happened before is also the matter of Zhixiong OPPA...... It scared me even more.

Let's not talk about OPPA's attitude towards the Jin family, just the fact that you once served in the military, when I first learned about it, it was like a fist suddenly swung over and stunned me.

You think I'm okay and everything will be fine as long as you're okay?

No, I care!

OPPA: Do you really think of us as your own relatives?

You didn't tell anyone about such a big thing as military service, except for Abba, and even I only found out a few days ago that OPPA completely moved your hukou out of our house after completing your military service.

And also...... Enlisted on 5/30/09, hehe, OPPA...... Are you irritating me?

In '09, you once returned to China, and you once enlisted in the army on my birthday!

But...... Are you reluctant to even look at me? Do you really not know how difficult I was at that time?

That incident back then, really, made me so tired......"

……

I have to say that the more she said this, the more Lin Yun'er's tone seemed to have recovered the previous kind of sorrow, and a pair of red silkworm eyes were a little bit shining, and the aggrieved look was really distressing.

At the same time, her words also solved some doubts in someone's heart from the past to the present.

"Are you done venting?"

After being silent for a while, Han Yu pursed his lips and turned his head to look at the girl beside him who was actually crying a little hoarsely, the expression on his face seemed to be more complicated, and after thinking about it, he asked softly.

"Hmm. That's it. ”

Still nodding his head so unabashedly, as if he had completely revealed the concerns in his heart, Lin Yun'er at this time showed a kind of honesty that was different from the past in front of Han Yu.

On a small face with red eyes and nose, the look of grievance and resentment was not concealed in any way, and even there was a faint hatred and anger in his eyes, just staring at a pair of red, swollen and watery eyes, staring directly at the handsome face in front of him, which was full of silence.

And after a while, Han Yu smiled inexplicably, raised his hand and gently pinched the tip of his small nose that was red like jade, and whispered something that made Lin Yun'er stunned:

"You're done, it's up to me. First of all, first of all, when I left Korea, I didn't desperately want to leave you, but ...... Desperately trying to hold you. ”