"I know you're worried about me, but I'm also an old girl who is about to turn thirty, many things, I have my own measure, Lan Ying did this time, obviously not just trying to calculate me, although I may be a few days because of this, but we also have some gains due to the blessing of misfortune. ”

For example, the mysterious man, and the little reporter Yang Hua met early when he came back for the first time, learned that Zhou Qile had moved here, all because of this face allergy and encountered a fortunate thing.

Ping An remembers that when she was a child, her father would always gently shake the swing she was sitting on in the sunset, and tell her in the soft light that there are two sides to everything, and the key is to see how we look at it.

Even though his father is no longer here, Ping An will always remember every life he has experienced that his father told her, talk about his ups and downs, and talk about her future.

This is in this life, what others can't teach, only parents will really dig out their hearts to give what they know, nothing left to their children, Ping An is very lucky, she can be fortunate to be brought to this world by her parents, in this life, only the debt to her parents, will never be over, and now, she doesn't know how to pay it back, because her father is no longer there......

In the past few years, Ping An has always deliberately avoided this fact, and deep down in her heart, she actually thinks that if I don't think about the fact that my father is no longer there, I can continue to tell myself that my father is not dead, but just traveled far, far away.

This kind of lie, which no child will believe now, has made Ping An deceive himself for a long time, and even Ping An did not even dare to go to the grave, she is afraid, even after so long, she still can't bear this fact.

She was really scared.

However, isn't it true if you don't admit it, it's not, so, many people say that Tang Ping'an is not filial, and his father never looks at it when he dies, but only Ping'an himself knows, when everyone doesn't know, she has actually quietly come back many times, but every time she doesn't dare to approach, she only dares to look at it from a distance, looking at the cold stone tablet, and crying silently, that is a kind of performance, which is really painful to the extreme.

Then before everyone could react, he quietly went back, pretending that nothing had happened, and seeing his father again in his dreams.

Twilight Shen seemed to have an electrocardiogram with Ping'an, and when Ping'an thought of his father, he strangely didn't speak again, but quietly, listening to Ping'an's breathing, silently listening to Ping'an's heart.

When he felt that Ping An seemed to have adjusted his thoughts, he spoke softly, "You know that I am worried about you, so I should take care of myself when I am not there, why don't you think about whether I am very worried." ”

Twilight's words not only expressed his concern for Ping'an, but also unconsciously shifted Ping'an's thoughts, and he could probably guess what Ping'an was sad about.

In the past two years, Ping An seems to have seen a lot, but in fact, she has a particularly big knot in her heart that cannot be untied, that is, her father.

Ping An thought that every time she quietly went back to see her father, no one knew, but in fact, it was not.

He knew, and Yang Hua also knew, they all wanted to stay by Ping'an's side 24 hours a day, how could they always be so careless and quietly let Ping'an return to China alone at some point.

It's that he and Yang Hua both know that Ping An needs them to do this, she needs to have her own space, and she needs to remember her father by herself.

So every time, they will do the aftermath for Ping An to do the aftermath work, and then pretend that they don't know anything and wait for Ping An to come back, as long as Ping An can come back safely, they are very happy.

How much Ping An misses her father, not only she knows, but they also know it, but they can't help her bear this guilty thought, they can only silently watch her sad behind her, and all they can do is not ask or comfort her when she is smiling and strong.

"I just didn't dare tell you because I was afraid that you would be worried. Ping An muttered quietly.

"The key now is to discuss whether you dare to tell me, and the key now is whether you need me to see you. ”

He doesn't know who Ping An is, no matter if it's okay or not, anyway, let's say it's okay first, whether you need help from others or not, anyway, you just don't need it, if he doesn't call today, she has the ability to hide it from him, don't tell him what happened today, if he doesn't find out by himself, it's okay, she doesn't have to explain anything, if he finds out, she definitely has the ability to talk to him, you didn't ask.

Twilight knew that Ping An must have done such a thing.

"No, not really. Ping An refused without thinking about it.

And then she realized that saying this would hurt Twilight's heart, although she knew that Twilight could understand what she meant, but anyone who heard this sentence would feel unhappy, including Ping An herself.

Your concern becomes a burden in the eyes of others.

"Good. Twilight didn't say anything more, but said yes softly.

Do you say that he is a little lost, naturally he is lost, but he is not lost because of Ping'an's refusal, but because he is not angry, he did not think about returning to China to develop in the early years, and now he suddenly can't find a better reason to think about it.

Like today, Ping An was calculated by Lan Ying, and if he wanted to come to see her, he had to consider whether he would be discovered by Lan Ying, whether it would ruin their plans, and he could only pin on Yousi in another country by himself.

"Twilight ......"

"Xiao Ping'an, I'm not as fragile as you think, now it's clear that I care about you, why do you want to comfort me in turn?" said Twilight with a deep smile, Ping An didn't hear the feeling of forced laughter in his tone.

I finally had some peace of mind.

"Twilight, it probably took all the luck of my life to meet you, and you became my luck. ”

"This is what I wanted to say to you, how can you quietly steal my heart?"

……

Yang Hua gently closed the door that had just opened a small crack, stood outside the bedroom door of Ping'an, and smiled, her little peace, she was finally willing to slowly open her closed heart, this is probably what she wants to see the most.