Chapter 85: Yang Hua's Past

When you start to fear that a person will never be willing to embrace the sun again, you will know how happy you are when that person walks to that window that shines with a little light on the day when the sun is warm.

Some people are happy and some are worried, Yang Hua once again clearly refused to look at the moon, the reason is very simple, he and her are not suitable.

Zhao Shengping finally looked sad this time, but looked at Yang Hua firmly, and asked why, he had to give him a reason to give up willingly, isn't it, this sentence is not suitable, it is not enough to convince him, and she may not even be able to convince herself.

Zhao Wangyue knew that Yang Hua actually cared about him, but she had something on her mind, and she had been bound by this matter, nesting alone in the corner, it seemed to be down-to-earth and generous, but in fact, how much difference could she have from Miss Tang.

Yang Hua didn't speak, lowered his eyes, sat quietly on the sofa, turned on the TV, and the noisy TV sound instantly filled the entire living room.

"Do you want to know why, well, I'll tell you. ”

Even though Yang Hua's voice was very small and the sound of the TV was very noisy, Zhao Shengping still heard her words clearly, and the sentimentality mixed in it made Zhao Shengping suddenly afraid to hear this reason.

Yang Hua ...... "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, I feel distressed to see you like this."

"Actually, there is no special reason, just because I was married, I had children, I had a failed marriage, and I don't deserve to be a good mother. Telling the secret that had been hidden for so long, Yang Hua suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

I didn't want to say it before, but I didn't want to think about these things again, but now I'm willing to say it, just because Zhao Shengping's words made her feel that she couldn't escape anymore.

Ping An can slowly come out of the shadow three years ago, so she naturally can't drag Ping An back.

"But I ......"

"But you don't seem to have heard anyone mention it, have you, and you've never seen my daughter?" Yang Hua interrupted Zhao Shengping's words and said his question for him, and his eyes seemed to be full of tears when he looked at the moon behind his back.

Yang Hua was right, Zhao Shengping subconsciously wanted to ask this question, but when this sentence came out of Yang Hua's mouth, Zhao Shengping didn't want to know this reason so much.

Because of the sadness, the kind of sadness that he could feel even if he didn't want to admit it made him feel that it was better not to ask, Yang Hua was already so sad, would you let her go.

Yang Hua turned his back to Zhao Shengping, he didn't dare to step forward, although he didn't see Yang Hua's tears, but it still infected his sadness, perhaps, this is why Yang Hua would rather use a clumsy excuse to refuse him all these years and was unwilling to tell him the real reason.

Obviously she hadn't said anything, he seemed to have guessed her next story, and if he did, he might not really have the courage to hold on any longer.

Zhao Shengping unconsciously stepped forward and took two steps, he wanted to say, otherwise, don't say it, we are like this, it's good, you can't accept me for the time being, I can wait, as long as you are willing to give me a chance, but he didn't dare to say that Yang Hua was willing to tell him about her past today, how determined he must be, what qualifications does he have to refuse her refusal.

Zhao Shengping didn't speak, Yang Hua knew that with his character, he was willing to listen to her talk about her past.

"Where should I start?" Yang Hua said with a pretended relaxed smile, Sometimes a person's life experience is too rich and it doesn't seem to be very good, my story is like an old lady's footwrap, stinky and long, a long time ago, I was not an agent, an ordinary housewife, at that time I just turned 20 years old in college and married my boyfriend who had been in love for two years, just graduated from college and conceived our child, is a particularly lovely daughter, my husband and I love her very much, I thought, I will live a very happy life in this life. ”

There will always be many twists in a beautiful story, and Yang Hua can't avoid this sudden turn.

"I actually studied design in college, but do you know why I ended up being an agent?" Yang Hua said, not forgetting to ask Zhao Shengping a question from time to time.

"I guess it has something to do with your daughter and husband. "In addition, there is no special reason, right, knowing the reason why Yang Hua entered the industry, he probably knows why Yang Hua rejected him, although he doesn't want to know this reason now.

"That's right. Yang Hua knew that Zhao Shengping must have guessed, so he didn't seem to be surprised, the things that can instantly crush a person are only feelings.

A relationship that she thinks is more important than life. She loved her husband, she loved her daughter, and the deeper her love, the worse she hurt in the end.

"My husband and I are divorced. And my daughter is not in this world, and if she is still alive, she is already thirteen years old. ”

Her daughter is very good-looking, she can see that she is a beauty embryo since she was a child, and her mouth is very sweet, since she was a child, her mother's call, soft, glutinous, especially able to capture people's hearts, but if her daughter is still there, it would be good.

"She, what's wrong......" Although he asked, Zhao Shengping seemed to have guessed something.

"She's gone, she's only three, she's three. Speaking of this, Yang Hua finally couldn't hold back his tears and broke down and cried.

Her daughter, who was still so young, was the one who brought her into this world, but she didn't protect her well, and she just saw this world, and she was sent out of this world, it was her daughter, the flesh and blood that fell from her body, it was gone, forever and ever.

Zhao Shengping wanted to step forward and hug Yang Hua, but was dodged by Yang Hua in the collapse, and his hands were raised in the air so helplessly, not knowing whether to put it down or raise it.

Yang Hua didn't cry for long, she was strong and would not easily show her vulnerability to others, and this person was the person she wanted to refuse.

"My husband, in the second year of our daughter's birth, cheated on him, and the object of his cheating was someone in this circle. "A small artist in the eighteenth line, when her husband started a successful business, he naturally made more and more friends, and at a drinking party, he got together with her.

"I always believed in my husband at first, and every time he didn't come home all night, I thought he was busy, and if it wasn't for the junior coming to the door, maybe I would have thought he was busy all the time. ”