Chapter Twenty-Eight: Old Dreams Fly to Ashes
As Liao Guanghui said, Yingying went back on the sixth day of the first month, she took out the 400 yuan given by Liao Guanghui and took out 200 yuan from her bag, a total of 600 yuan, and handed it to Liu Dazhu, which was the bride price given by Liao Guanghui. She heard Li Jinfeng muttering, thinking that she was disobedient, not looking for it at home, not looking for something outside, Yingying just lowered her head to pack up her things, and quietly left.
There was a shortage of funds, so the two simply bought some accessories and put a plate of firecrackers to open the business. Yingying still works in the glass factory, but she has to help Liao Guanghui take care of the business in the shop in the morning and evening, she is busy every day, but her life is full of enthusiasm and enthusiasm, she just hopes that the business can get on the right track soon, she can quit her job in the glass factory and be able to concentrate on taking care of the business at home. Sometimes Yingying thinks contentedly, she must live well, and she must not let others see her jokes, although she and Liao Guanghui live together unmarried, although she has a miserable background, but she has to fight to live. It's just that in the dead of night, she often tosses and turns, looking through the night and can't sleep, because recently, when she feels that her life, her life may be frozen like this, she always dreams inexplicably that she is hurrying, anxiously or restlessly walking on the cliff, or in the wilderness, or shuttling in the deep mountains and old forests, and unconsciously cut off the road, lost her direction, and collapsed, making her all thoughts discouraged. At a loss, she glanced at Liao Guanghui beside her, although she was closely related to this person's life, but she also had a feeling that the end of the world was close at hand, the two of them had almost no common topic, or even emotional foundation, maybe those who didn't have to have it for life, but this inexplicable sense of emptiness in her heart couldn't be talked about...... If, if those two children are there, then it's like a warm place, kid, kid...... Why does a woman reach a certain age and a child becomes a beautiful yearning? However, she would never dare to mention this idea to Liao Guanghui now.
Sure enough, what she always thinks about in her heart will come, in March of the lunar calendar, Yingying had a premonition when she saw that the menstruation on her body did not come, she went to the hospital to buy a test strip nervously, a test, and sure enough, she was pregnant, this time her heart was surprised and scared, surprised that God gave her a chance to be a mother again, and the reason for fear is beyond doubt, what if Liao Guanghui still holds the idea of resolutely not having children this time? Fortunately, after her usual persuasion, Liao Guanghui already had some remorse, but whether she could move him this time, Yingying still had no bottom in her heart.
Fortunately, this time Liao Guanghui did not have such a stubborn attitude as last time, in fact, it was mainly because Yingying had the right idea at the beginning, she analyzed and persuaded Liao Guanghui rationally and patiently, this time they can't abort this child anymore, people say that women who often miscarry are particularly harmful to the uterus, easy to slip the fetus, and in the end, if they want a child, they can't keep it, they can give birth to the child first, and then register the child after getting married, Liao Guanghui only raised his head impatiently and grinned at God:" My old ------Oh my God! I said I don't want to be a father, I don't want to be a father!
After talking about Liao Guanghui, this time Yingying concentrated on the fetus, although life is tight and the conditions are limited, but just a mother's heart has enabled her to think of ways to take care of the fetus in her womb. There is no more important and sacred moment than now, she has never been so proud, she has never been so strong, everything is insignificant, she is a mother of a child, an expectant mother, everything she does is related to the healthy development of her child. I heard that the work of the glass factory is not good for the development of children, she resolutely resigned, so that there was no room for discussion with Liao Guanghui, she quit her job and helped Liao Guanghui take care of the business in the store, although the life is hard and poor, but the child in the belly will never suffer a little loss, and although Liao Guanghui is rough and good to say some hooligan words, but he also works hard, Yingying is also satisfied, but since she was pregnant, Yingying resolutely did not let Liao Guanghui touch her, this is an almost cruel thing for Liao Guanghui, the two of them argued about this matter and almost fell out, when they were in a hurry, Yingying said you just go to MissLiao Guanghui said, then I really went to find Miss, Yingying was indifferent.
Fast forward to August, the weather was still unbearably hot, and one day, something happened in the store that scared Yingying. Business was very good that day, Liao Guanghui had been drilling up and down with his head down, Yingying couldn't help and took advantage of the time to rub a few clothes next to the rolling well, then a voice next to him said: "Can you find a way to help me take out the severed spark plug?" Yingying was surprised to hear this, she looked up riskily, it was Kant! Standing in front of her, looking destitute, she drove a broken Jetta, but she didn't even notice her. Originally, Liao Guanghui drove a three-wheeled and four-wheeled motorcycle repair shop, but it happened that Kant arrived in this area and the car kept stalling, and there was no auto repair shop nearby, so he found Liao Guanghui to try his luck. Fortunately, he had a spare spark plug in the car, and Liao Guanghui helped him change it. Yingying was busy holding her breath on the side, she knew that she was no longer what she used to be, not only was she much bloated and fatter, but more importantly, she was fortunate to be wearing a Liao Guanghui T-shirt today, no wonder Kant couldn't recognize her when she was close, and she could also imagine that her changes were amazing.
Yingying's belly is already getting more and more obvious, some time ago she was wearing slightly fatter clothes to go back to her hometown to see, but she didn't dare to go out of the door, she only accompanied her grandmother to talk all night and came back, and I heard that Xiaojun and Lily were also back during the summer vacation, but they didn't see it and didn't want to see it. One day, a woman came to the store, walking with the wind and willows, and asked for a car repair? For a while, Yingying and Liao Guanghui looked up at her in surprise, the woman opened a video store on the small street, Yingying recognized her, but she didn't say hello, Liao Guanghui should also know her, he often bought some yellow films to come back to watch, at this moment he looked at it and lowered his head, worked silently, and didn't care about others, Yingying asked, where is the car? The woman smiled gracefully when she heard it, and glanced at Liao Guanghui, that…… The car, driven by Ming'er, came over to repair, and the posture was all enchanting and charming. Yingying said: "Tube, then why don't you come here late and fix it for you later." When the woman heard this, she glanced at the whole shop with a thousand charms, and then glanced at Yingying with a smile and lowered her eyelids and turned away, Yingying looked at Liao Guanghui who had been lowering her head to repair the car, and did not raise her head to look at the woman with thousands of charms, Yingying couldn't help but wonder a little in her heart, why was he such a prodigal person not interested in the woman in front of him at all? Oh, could it be that he has really improved now? Since she was pregnant, Yingying has been resisting that matter, no matter how soft and hard Liao Guanghui is, begging in every way, and even falling out of the face, Yingying is heart-wrenching anyway, and resolutely disagrees, slowly, after a long time, he really doesn't mention that request, but without the maintenance of that matter, the relationship between the two people has also undergone subtle changes, and sometimes I feel that the two people are so strange as if they have no relationship. At this moment, Yingying glanced at Liao Guanghui deeply, saw that he was working quietly, and thought, maybe it's really difficult for him, wait for him to be kind to him in the future, and then compensate him!
In the evening, Liao Guanghui rode a motorcycle and said to her: "I'll go out to buy some accessories, I'll come back later, you can eat and sleep first!" However, he didn't come back at more than ten o'clock, and the landlord's sister-in-law came to spread the word that Liao Guanghui called, the car was destroyed halfway, and it was not easy to repair, he found a hotel outside to sleep, and he repaired the car early tomorrow morning and came back.
After another two days, Liao Guanghui said, you go back to your hometown and spend two days with my mother! Yingying also felt that it was okay to hear it, they had said it a few times, but she was not familiar with them, and then she thought that she was pregnant, they only had the reason to take care of her, and there was nothing wrong with going back, and there was no maintenance of that matter, it was really annoying to be with Liao Guanghui, and both of them felt very boring. So, as soon as she said let's go, Liao Guanghui asked her to pack her clothes and the two of them went home overnight, Yingying felt a little at a loss. Liao Guanghui explained that the road on the motorcycle was very bumpy, and the ride was fast. Yingying was pleased to hear this.
Sitting in the taxi, Yingying always felt that the person was familiar, so halfway through, Yingying Hula remembered that it was Xiao Li, Xiao Li from the grain station in her hometown. Since the cancellation of public grain many years ago, the grain station has closed down, Xiao Li is still the same as he was back then, but it is more vicissitudes, probably people will be vicissitudes, especially from the old people who have been absent for a long time. Yingying remembered that she remembered him some time ago, and people really couldn't help but think about him.
"Is that you? used to be at the grain station—" Yingying asked tentatively.
Xiao Li turned his head when he heard this, and looked at Yingying inexplicably: "Are you ?——?"
"I'm from Meng Liuyao, and my father's name is Liu Dazhu——"
"Oh...... You're—" Li looked at her carefully.
"My name is Yingying—— Yingying said briskly, as if the feelings of the past had not been lost in the long years.
Yingying...... Heh—— she has grown so big!" Xiao Li glanced at her, then smiled and turned her head, yes, she was still young at that time, and everyone would change, let alone a child!
"—Sister Chunmei is okay?" asked Yingying, thinking that it had been many years since they got married.
Who knew that Xiao Li didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard, the car still drove forward.
"-Your sister Chunmei divorced me......" After a long time, Xiao Li suddenly said again.
"Oh......" Yingying couldn't help sighing, she was stunned, and fell silent for a while, and then she remembered what Xiaojun's mother Gui Zhen said that it was not good for women to chase men. Then she naturally thought of Pan Jinchao and Ge Hong, remembering that she had personally said to Pan Jinchao that Ge Hong was more suitable for him than her, and now she wants to come to this world, and everything in this world is also destined.
Xiao Li didn't speak anymore, so he was silent all the time, and Yingying didn't ask any more questions, except for pointing at the intersection around the corner.
Soon arrived home, Yingying said hello to Xiao Li and entered the hospital with Liao Guanghui, for their arrival, Liao Guanghui's mother was very unprepared, Liao Guanghui didn't have time to explain to her, just said that the car was still waiting outside, he had to go, so let Yingying live at home. Seeing Liao Guanghui running outside, Yingying ran out again, seeing that Liao Guanghui had already got into the car, Xiao Li was turning, Yingying only felt that her thoughts were disturbed and she couldn't speak, so she only said: "Then you go back! Drive slowly?——" Looking at the two men in the car, Yingying suddenly had an inexplicable emotion.