26 The joy of motherhood

Know you've slept, but the moon is so beautiful. I took a picture of it. You can see it when you wake up. It's an early morning gift.

Lying on the bed, I heard the mobile phone vibrating one after another, it was Glory's WeChat. The moon in the photo is big and round. I got up and went to the balcony and opened the window, the moon was really beautiful tonight, the moon in the sky was a little brighter than in the photos.

"The gift was received in a timely manner, I loved it. I replied.

"Why haven't you slept yet, why have you slept so late lately?" was caught by him for two nights, which was inappropriate recently.

I was typing to retort when a call from Glory came.

"What's the matter, what time are you looking at your watch?"

"Didn't you sleep too?"

"I'm saving lives and property and fighting landslides and mudslides, are you busier than me?"

"Chief, hard work! I salute you on behalf of the Xin Rong family!"

Glory didn't answer my words, "You must ensure sleep, lie down if you can't sleep, close your eyes for a while and fall asleep, obedient." "Glory's voice is rare gentleness, so gentle that I can feel the temperature of the radio waves.

I knew that Glory was worried about my illness and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Glory has seen the worst of me, but still gives me tenderness.

"Did Shi Qing keep forcing you to recall the events of the past ten years?"

I don't answer, in the past ten years, I don't want to recall, I was *, forced to suffer from mental illness, spent two years in a mental hospital, became a mistress, became pregnant, gave birth to Xin Rong, suffered from mental illness, and was cured. Mental illness is incurable, and I know that I may relapse at any time. It may even be passed on to my next generation.

"Can you promise me not to reminisce?" No matter what, what did Shi Qing say?" The voice was like a deflated ball, helpless and pleading.

I don't want to recall, I'm also afraid that when I recall a critical point, I'll get sick, I don't want Xin Rong, Glory, and Shi Qing to see me like this. Even though I wanted to tell Shi Qing the details of the past ten years, I didn't. I know I'm a coward, afraid of weakness. I imagined that as a normal person, I deliberately ignored my past. Deliberately not opening Pandora's box.

"He asked me, I didn't tell him. He said I could not tell him, but I knew he was angry. ”

"It doesn't matter. Nothing is as good as being healthy and happy. ”

"Glory, I am not unhappy. ”

"It's not that tone when you're happy. ”

I can't hide anything from the glory, and I'm not happy. I don't know how Shi Qing and I should go. I can't be with him, but it's a little sad to see his back gone. Am I sad that he is leaving, or am I sad that we have a past that didn't end well?

"Is Shi Qing forcing you? Do you want to change cities for you and Xin Rong?"

"No, I don't. It's too much of an exaggeration for you. Maybe after a while, he will want to open it. His girlfriend was so much better than mine. Pretty and smart. ”

"It's a little sour. ”

"I'll tell you the truth, you know, my strength is that I'm self-aware and appreciative at the same time. ”

"Listen to me, go to bed now, I'll talk to you and you'll fall asleep. ”

"Good. I said yes with joy.

"What, happy?"

Glory said that I am actually very simple, and I can know what is in my heart after a short period of contact. And I am a person whose joys, sorrows, and sorrows are written on my face, and my every move is expressed, which makes people very relaxed. That's why he was willing to go to Zhengzhou often to find me, saying that he was very comfortable with me and that time passed quickly. In addition, my grandmother is a good cook, which makes him miss it even more. I wasn't very happy to hear him say that. Immediately retorted, doesn't it just mean that I'm stupid? I think I'm still a bit of a city. He smiled, noncommittal.

"yes. Can someone put me to sleep, can I not be happy?"

"So easy to get satisfied? Close your eyes, put your phone on the nightstand, turn on the speakerphone, and turn down the volume. ”

I did as glory said, and tucked up the corners.

"Now you just have to listen to me, and don't answer. ”

"A few days ago, we saved an old woman. As for the grandmother, she lives at the bottom of the mountain, and the damage is very serious. The grandmother's house was smashed by falling rocks, and it was impossible to see what it was at all. But you don't have to worry, the old grandmother is stuck in a gap, and the falling stone slab seems to have built a small house of two or three square meters for her, and the old grandmother only scratches a little skin. When she rescued her grandmother, she held a photo tightly in her hand. The photo was of her wife, her grandfather, who had died a few years ago. But don't worry, the grandmother has an eldest son and a daughter, and when they got the news, they immediately came and picked up the old lady from the resettlement house. But the old lady rushed back from her eldest son, and the traffic was paralyzed, and we don't know how many miles the old lady walked, but she found our troops, and she took a sack of compressed biscuits, and told us to take them, saying that we had saved the lives of ourselves and our wives. Do you say we can accept it, we don't take a stitch from the masses, and you don't have to admire me, although I did do a lot of things that show the great righteousness of the nation. As for me, I hope my grandmother's body will always be as strong as it is today. In fact, I also felt a lot of emotion in my heart, when my grandmother was rescued, it had not been a drop of water for three days, but the arms holding the photo were still so strong. They must be in love with each other. My view of love is..."

I can't hear what Glory is saying. The stone that had been pressing on my heart just now was removed by glory, so that I can now take a breather. Before I knew it, I was asleep, heavy and sweet.

It's Saturday and I woke up at twelve o'clock. I exclaimed, "Xin Rong, why don't you call your mother up?"

"I see you're sleeping too soundly to be called you. ”

I pinched her little face, she looked exactly like when I was a child, and it looked like her own.

"Then are you hungry or not, seeing that you know each other so well, for the sake of not waking me up, I can treat you to a good meal. ”

"Whatever I want?"

"Of course!"

"Then I'm going to eat KFC. ”

Because Glory always can't stand Xin Rong's soft grinding and hard bubbles, he takes Xin Rong to eat KFC McDonald's and the like. I think it's okay to eat this stuff once in a while, after all, it's not good for children to eat too many hormones. If neither Glory nor I can stand her lifelessness, it will be obvious that we will overdo it by eating fast food in both directions. So I never took Xin Rong to eat fast food, and it was useless for her to play tricks.

"Another one. ”

"McDonald's. ”

"Okay, okay, I'm a man of my word. But next time I'll remember to remove KFC from McDonald's in advance. ”

"Mom, you're so nice. He pecked me in the mouth as he spoke.

"Mom, I love you. ”

"Kid, you can't do this. If you promise your request, you love you, so if I don't promise you, you won't love me?"

"Love is still love, but a little less. ”

I looked at her ghostly appearance, and the corners of my mouth curled slightly. Thanks to Xin Rong, I can feel happiness all the time.