Sweeping the bathroom mirror, my face gradually became clearer. Brushing his teeth mechanically, the scar on his forehead gradually became clear because he had just washed his head. In fact, this scar is very coincidental, a total of seven stitches, the forehead is only exposed by a few millimeters, and the rest is hidden in the hair. It's only when the ponytail is tied that it's more eye-catching, because there is a line that is white and doesn't grow hair. If you don't explain it, others can also think of it as a natural hair seam rather than a scar.

This scar was left by me when I was a freshman in junior high school. After school that day, Shi Qing and I walked in the alley, imitating the strange accent of the geography teacher with him. Because Shi Qing was facing me, he didn't see the board flying towards him. I didn't think much about it at the time, and directly pushed Shi Qing away. There was a muffled sound, and the plank slammed into my forehead, and the blood flowed profusely. I don't remember much about what happened later, but when I woke up, I saw Shi Qing and my grandmother. Grandma cried so much that she kept holding me and didn't speak, and I sat on the bed, and grandma's sobs filled the entire ward. I put my hand on her back and patted it gently, trying to tell her that I didn't hurt at all. I saw Shi Qing standing behind my grandmother with red eyes, I smiled, I said, what are you crying about, I'm not good.

Knowing him until now, this is the first time I have seen Shi Qing shed tears, and it is also the only time. He didn't speak, he stood aside, watching my grandmother and me hug each other, tears falling silently. I didn't want to see him cry as if I had suffered a great sin for him, and that made me uncomfortable. I baffle the plank, I did it willingly, and I don't want to give him any psychological burden.

Later, the nurse sister at the hospital teased me, saying, you have to get better quickly, don't let your little boyfriend worry about it. I smiled shyly, and my heart was very useful. Because the nurse sister knew Shi Qing, I went to this sister every time I changed the dressing, and asked her how Shi Qing was nervous about me. At that time, although I had a big gauze on my head, I had a good time. The nurse's sister witnessed the whole plot development that day, and knew that he was so panicked that he forgot to call the car, and carried me all the way to the hospital. I know how depressed he looked when I was stitching. Even though I can't remember anything at all, I thank the nurse sister for making my memory complete. I am very satisfied, not loved by Shi Qing, but it is enough to be cared about by him.

The one that threw the plank was a couple from other places who came to Zhengzhou to work, and they had a quarrel that day, and the door was not closed, so the plank was thrown out. After Shi Qing saw me wake up, he went to block the door of the little couple and asked them to give a reasonable explanation. The little couple seemed to be scared, Shi Qinggang finished negotiating with the lawyer, and the little couple ran away the next day. The house was completely clean. These are also things that my grandmother told me, and I don't know about it myself.

On the day the little couple ran away, Shi Qing hugged me and said, "I'm sorry, Xin Ai." ”

"It's fine. Don't you see I'm alive? ”

Actually, if they don't run, I don't think it will be a big deal. Because grandma said that we don't have a big deal in Xinai, forget it. It's not easy for outsiders, and besides, they didn't expect to hit you. Grandma is so kind, and her kindness is fundamentally different from that of Our Lady and the Father. Our Lady and Father are all generous to others, and with that little false conscience, they think that they can be arrogant and commanding others. And grandma's kindness has always been to sacrifice herself and consider others. She was so good, like an angel.

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt. When I hit it, I lost consciousness. I was given another anesthetic during the stitches, and I didn't feel anything at all. ”

"It doesn't hurt and it doesn't matter. The two of them actually ran away. It's so damnable. ”

"Everyone has run away, what can I do if I don't forget it. You must have been too fierce and vicious to scare people away. I frowned, slammed my chin on his thin chest, and raised my face.

"You, what am I going to do with you? Shi Qing pinched my frowning nose and laughed.

In fact, after the head was smashed, it had no impact on my life, but for a few months, my forehead was wrapped in layers of gauze, which was very unsightly. There is no other way, and I go to class every day with a big mess. Thanks to the fact that I don't have any friends, my classmates didn't give me any nicknames like a big mummy. It's Shi Qing, who often asks me if it hurts, and doesn't let me do light and heavy work. Even the students on duty came to help me do it. Because we were together in high school and junior high school, he helped me on duty to run a few buildings. I wasn't even allowed to attend gym class. When he saw me running towards him, he would shout loudly, "Don't move, I'll run over!" You know, Shi Qing hates making loud noises, let alone on the street. Shi Qing's high nervousness really made me a half-paralyzed old lady. So, I was more excited than ever on the day the stitches were removed. I can finally live a normal life.

"Does it hurt?" Shi Qing gently touched his robe with his fingertips, starting from the needle in the corner of his forehead to the needle in his hairline.

"It doesn't hurt. The stitches have been removed..."

"It really doesn't hurt, the scar is so long. His hand was still there.

"Okay, okay, it hurts a little when I change the dressing. "I was afraid that he would keep asking, so I had to compromise.

"But I don't have to change the dressing anymore, and it won't hurt for the rest of my life. "I really don't want him to blame himself, to feel guilty, and the moment I bear the plank, I'm ready to be responsible for myself. Later, I was also very scared, what if I died, what would my grandmother do, fortunately there was no big deal. Since then, I have become unusually desperate. It's rare to see righteousness and bravery, and in my bones, I'm still a weak woman.

"You're broken. If I can't get married, shall I marry you?"

"Not good. Not good at all. "I was afraid that it would be like this, I didn't want to kidnap him with a wound, I didn't want to bind him. He is free, he is his own, and he has the right to choose his own bride.

"Why don't you want to marry me?" Shi Qing frowned slightly, he didn't expect me to refuse.

"It's true that I want to marry you. But I want you to marry me because you like me, not because of anything else. I know you don't like me right now, and I know you can't force feelings. So I can wait for you, wait for you to like me slowly. ”

Shi Qing smiled, he reached out and touched my head, "Then if I wait for a lifetime, wouldn't it be boring." ”

"No, I can wait for you while I work. At the same time, we will give full play to our surplus energy and make some small contributions to the socialist cause of the motherland. ”

"The ideological consciousness is quite high, and the members of the group can apply for the horse. ”

I raised my hand and stroked the seven-stitch-long scar, and found that when Shi Qing kissed my forehead, it was a scar that was on the upper side, close to the hairline. It turned out that after so many years, he still felt guilty about this scar. So how much of his liking for me is really liking, and how much is gratitude and apology for me for persistently liking him, or maybe he is just unwilling, unwilling to be a person who has liked him for so long, and does not agree to be with him.

I was distracted for a while, and the toothbrush stabbed the corner of my mouth at once. I couldn't help but shout. Pulling the corners of his mouth and looking carefully in the mirror, fortunately, there was no bleeding. A small black mole that hurriedly skimmed to the right corner of the mouth, if you don't pull the corner of the mouth, you can't see it, this black mole is inside, and it's very small, and it's usually wrapped in it. When did Shi Qing know about its existence? This is a small feature that even I only discovered today. I do have some pleasure, though. Shi Qing remembered my face, carefully down to a mole.