Chapter 34

After coming back, Liao Guanghui stared at the letter repeatedly, smiled, and said, "Yo! Your mother can still leave you a lot of money!"

When Yingying heard this, she glanced at him fiercely, frowned, and said to him with a lot of anger in her heart: "Keep you a weapon!" and then turned her face and lay on the bed and hugged the child to sleep.

In fact, Liao Guanghui didn't have the heart to study the content of the letter in detail, he just instinctively knew that Yingying's mother must be an unusual woman, and with his simple thinking, he decided that he might be able to reap some benefits by going back and clinging.

Yingying only sleeps with the child in her arms every day, her mind is blank, and some fragments of her language emerge intermittently-

"My Ying'er ......"

"It was February 2, 1980, the day the dragon raised its head, and I was dragged into the devil's cave by the dark force, and I started the second half of my life ...... involuntarily"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Since then, I have been carried forward by fate, being a lover, opening a kiln, selling drugs and smuggling, and carrying a life lawsuit, if it weren't for the fact that I met you, I don't know how far I could go in this life......"

"I know, you are cruel to me, I don't blame you, but I am suddenly so scared, maybe I am afraid of seeing you again, maybe I am afraid that I will never see you again, maybe I am suddenly too afraid of death, I just want to see you one last time and leave this world......"

……

The more Yingying read from the letter that Lin Hong's affection and despair were like the sea, the more her heart was calm, almost indifferent, without a ripple.

It's still that injustice. It turned out that on the night of that day, it was she who desperately snatched Yingying from Hu Lambfei, but she didn't expect her subordinates to kill Hu Lambfei by mistake. Since then, her fate has taken a turn for the worse, opening her desperate life mode. Originally, Hu Lambfei was very backstaged, his father was still a senior municipal law official, how could he accept his son's untimely death, he did not hesitate to use all his power and connections, and it took two years to pry open a huge underground chain integrating money laundering, smuggling, and casino pornography.

After two or three days of silence, Yingying decided to set off. She first dialed the phone number of her grandparents and grandmother, and the old voice with a thick accent on the other end of the phone was on the other end of the phone, and the two sides tried hard to communicate back and forth several times, only to learn that Lin Hong was now locked up in the detention center, and her relatives were not allowed to see her, and she was executed half a month later.

Under the escort of Liao Guanghui,β€”β€” Liao Guanghui especially supported her in this matter, and he raised sufficient funds for her everywhere. The mother and son got on the train heading south and traveled long distances to that strange city. I followed the address to find an old-fashioned and dilapidated residential building in the depths of the city, which seemed secluded and desolate, probably because the original residents had moved out, and occasionally the people were migrant workers. After inquiry, Yingying knocked on a cramped door on the second floor. It is two old people with vicissitudes of life and a lonely expression, and they must be her grandparents.

"I won't let me see you now. It's time to wait until the execution and the body is collected. ”

"The person who collected the corpse still called to see the living face?" Grandma, who was sitting there slumped, struggled to open her eyes with severely loose bags and collapsed eye sockets, and asked with blind eyes. Although they look very old, the tenacity and wisdom of life in their bones cannot be concealed, although this really does not play a role except to set off the chic desolation of the evening scene.

"Then I'll have to show you the living face. There has to be a family to say goodbye and collect the body. ”

The two old men went back and forth about the saddest thing in the world, but without any emotion. Grief is only the outer edge of pain, and when one needs to face it, it is also a supreme ability to remain sad.

"How can it be so serious?"

"You go and find Xiao Peng, your mother arranged it. ”

Who is Xiao Peng?" Why is Yingying so familiar with the name? she thought hard and remembered. It was said from Hu Lambfei's mouth, and at the wine table in Happy Valley, it can be regarded as a generation of heroes. What are you looking for him? Is there any bend in between?

Early the next morning, Peng Zechou came to the door. It was his grandparents who informed him by phone, and he came over immediately. Entering the door, the whole room seemed cramped and cramped. Peng Zechou is a personable middle-aged man with a heroic spirit hidden between his eyebrows. When he spoke, Yingying could tell from his deep facial features that he must have been an extraordinary person when he was young.

When she looked at him, Peng Zechou was also looking at her. Yingying knew her own humility, especially in front of him.

"You're married?"

"Hmm!" Yingying nodded, she was holding Siqi in her arms, yes, she had to be married.

"Oh...... She shouldn't have known it yet. Peng Zechou said earnestly and lowered his head. "For many years, in her heart, you are a piece of her heart, and she has been mentioning you, and she has cried sadly. ”

Yingying also kept her head down and listened, her thoughts and situation were drawn closer for a while, and then far away. "She doesn't have ......me in her heart," Yingying opened her mouth in despair.

Peng Zechou looked up at her when he heard this, and then he looked away. Yes, where does this ignorant girl in front of her still have the demeanor of her mother. He sighed, stood up, paced to a wall, and stood in front of the old-fashioned picture frame that hung on the wall. The photo frame is full of photos of Lin Hong, large and small, from various periods, most of them when she was young. There is no doubt that the light is bright and bright, and Yingying has seen it since she arrived. But what Yingying couldn't see was the Lin Hong in the depths of Peng Zechou's memory.

At that time, she was a fairy in colorful clothes, and he was just a poor boy who could only look at it from afar.

I still remember that year, in the middle of the night when he was about to wander the rivers and lakes, he quietly came to her window alone, the kind of heart-wrenching despair and helplessness for dreams and love, ruthlessly beating his fiery young heart, he knew that only by pouring out his unsustainable heart, he could empty his mind to carry the manly spirit full of grief and indignation-

That night, even if everything was put down, there was still the young man's endless cry flowing in the dark night, and finally it was swallowed up by the dark night......

Who knew that the streamer was ruthless, and when she heard her again, she suddenly fainted as yesterday. He learned from the side that she had fallen from the Nine Heavens Moon Fairy into a forest girl in the Wind and Dust Pool. And he no longer has that young heart, he is already far away in the rivers and lakes. In this way, I once thought that their lives and dreams were so ethereal, but I didn't want to meet again anymore.

By chance, someone introduced her to him as a private stunner.

Once facing her who had faded her colorful clothes, he was a little at a loss, it was the trembling of his humble young heart, and the awe of the supreme holy aura of the past. This is ridiculous to him, a thug who fights hard to start a family, will people still have those pure thoughts in middle age? Yes, it is true to him! Decades later, the feelings of his youth have not been exhausted in the merciless tempering of the years, and when he sees her again, he is still beautiful. Even those warblers and swallows around them are just some floating dust flowers.

However, at this time, they were already deep in the red dust. It has been spent not flowers, fog is not fog.

He voted for her, and she repaid him a peach.

I thought it was a seamless cooperation, but I didn't expect that there was a certain number in the dark. I've been living every day as the end of the world,

When Peng Zechou was leaving, he said very heavily: "It's euthanasia." ”

Through the window on the second floor, Yingying saw Peng Zechou walking towards a black car with a lonely expression, and a young attendant immediately came over and opened the door for him. Yingying was in a trance and remembered that someone had mentioned his stormy years before.

Since Lin Hong's accident, he has decided to withdraw,β€”β€” but they can't enjoy that kind of peaceful and peaceful happy life anymore......

Yingying listened to it and thought that there might be a different kind of legend between them that could not enter the world......

Yingying couldn't stand it anymore, she was suppressed and out of breath during the few days she spent at her grandparents' house, although they chose to be as calm as possible, but the anxiety was still seen from the frequent wake-up of the two old people every night and relying on a lot of drugs to maintain it. Yingying had to choose to come out once in a while to take a breath.

Finally came that day, the day of execution. It's also time to allow the family to see each other for the last time and say goodbye. It turned out that there was a plan not to let the two old men see them off, and the white-haired people sent the black-haired people, and that kind of grief may only be deeply felt by those who are immersed in the scene. But they are still worried that their daughter will be too lonely when she leaves, and they want to accompany her on her last journey.

When Lin Hong walked over from afar across the fence, when she saw her family and Yingying, who was holding her child and snuggling up to her parents, her tears poured down.

"Shout 'Mom!'" Grandpa said to Yingying.

Yingying saw Lin Hong, who was still dressed appropriately with exquisite makeup,β€”β€” that was also the humane side of the prison, and allowed her to say her final goodbye to her family before she was sentenced. It's just that she has been in prison for more than two years, and the kind of elegance and wisdom and self-confidence in her original body have long been worn out, replaced by incomparable hopelessness and loneliness. Yingying hesitated, and finally shouted: "Momβ€”β€”" In this life, she finally called her so earnestly, but at such a moment. At the bottom of my heart, there are different kinds of mixed tastes.

"Ah......h Lin Hong couldn't stand it a little, she looked at Yingying, tears blurred her vision, and the whole person seemed to be paralyzed all of a sudden, and the prison guards on both sides supported her.

Lin Hong stretched out her hand tremblingly,β€”β€” she was covered in heavy shackles, her whole person was skinny, and she was completely out of shape. She wanted to touch Yingying, but Yingying hugged Siqi, but she was terrified. For some reason, at this moment, she suddenly thought of compassion, was she just going to fulfill her last wish for her?

"β€”Is it your child?" Lin Hong asked as she looked at Siqi.

Yingying looked back at Siqi and nodded, "Well, yes." ”

Lin Hong nodded with relief and smiled tearfully: "Well, that's good...... It's like when you were a kid......"

Silence ensued, and both sides fell into a situation where they no longer spoke. Once the same situation, different choices.

"Thank you! Come to see me offβ€”β€” it's my blessing!" Lin Hong looked at Yingying intently, her thoughts were very disturbed for a while, and then she calmed down in an instant,β€”β€” life has not looked back! She looked back at Peng Zechou,β€”β€” "Have you done it?"

Peng Zechou reached out and took out a stack of documents from his office bag, and showed them to Lin Hong one by one: "It's all done." ”

Yingying looked at all this indifferently, that day Peng Zechou came to take away her identity documents, only saying that she had transferred part of the property to her name in accordance with Lin Hong's wishes. In fact, Lin Hong no longer has any property in her name, and the so-called property was also won by her and Peng Zechou. After the incident, she knew that she would not be able to get out this time, so she discussed the final decision with Peng Zechou without hesitation, and she took all the original sins. Later, through some turnover mediation, Peng did escape a lot of responsibility, but for the future affairs entrusted to him by Lin Hong, of course, he must do it one by one. At this moment, Yingying listened, and her heart suddenly rebelled, and finally she spoke: "Don't put those things under my name!"

After saying that, she looked at Siqi, Lin Hong looked at her in astonishment, and only heard her say: "I'm living a good life!"

Yes, she is alive and well, and she has fought back forcefully with the child in her arms! Yes, after so many years of separation, is she really alive and well? I still remember the hysterical yelling at her and the resolute departure of her back that day, which was all she owed her.

"Hehe......" Lin Hong laughed sadlyβ€”β€”Oh my God! What kind of sin did she create, why didn't she let her go in the end?!! Lin Hong raised her face indignantly, and her face was full of tears.

"You have to know that she has come to this point because of you, you have to forgive her!" Peng Zechou next to him said to her.

"You know," the grandfather on the side also spoke, "your place is so ignorant and backward, and she has been in that situation for so many years, and she has always remembered that she still has your child for so many years." You see, up to this point, God has punished her, child, why can't you forgive her?β€”β€” although she has not been able to take care of you before, but I still hope that you can live a good life, after all, you are the only flesh and blood she left in this world......" Grandpa looked at her tremblingly. I said it was good at home before, and I said goodbye to her when I met her, and I was not to blame for the past.

Grandma has been helping Lin Hong arrange her clothes through the fence, whimpering, "My good boy...... You go first, and we'll come later...... Don't be afraid?......"

When Lin Hong heard this, she hugged her mother: "Okay! Mom...... I will be reincarnated as a kitten and puppy in my next lifeβ€”β€” I will no longer be a man! I will no longer be your daughter! It is too difficult to be a man! I will be a kitten and a puppy...... I'll be at your feet...... Serve you!Okay?Mom!Woohoo......"Woowoo......"

Yingying next to her looked at her mother and daughter and cried together, her heart was like a knife, and tears were like rain. Yingying saw that Lin Hong was crying so hopeless and helpless, just like a child, at such a juncture of yin and yang, she completely lost the courage and courage of being in the rivers and lakes in the past.

"It's come to this, don't be overly sad," the old man said, "Explain everything that should be explained, let's go all the way!"

"Dad!Mom!What my daughter owes you in this life can only be repaid in the next life!Ying'erβ€”β€”" Lin Hong turned around, but felt speechless, her eyes fell on Siqi's immature face, Yingying's clothes were cheap and poor, and Siqi's was the same, but she was well taken care of. Nothing is better than that. Looking at it like this, she smiled. "It's so good! Thank you for coming to see me,β€”β€” Dad! Mom! Ying'er! I'm going! Soon, we'll see each other, don't feel sorry for me, my future...... I'll leave it to you!"

"Zechou! thank you!" Lin Hong turned to Peng Zechou, Peng Zechou took a step forward, lying on his hands tightly, and the two of them instantly burst into tears. "Thank you for coming to see me off, thank you for everything you did for me, you are good to me, only the next life will pay it back!"

"No! I have to thank you!" Peng Zechou couldn't help but tears blurred when he said, thinking that he was a dignified seven-foot man at such a point of life and death, and he burst into tears, "Thank you for the companionship and beauty you brought me! Since the matter came out, I have also figured out a lot, you just left me in another form, but your soul will not! Now I have handled everything simply, and then I will arrange your funeral, and I will be able to take you away and fly away...... Would you like to be with me in another world?"

Lin Hong nodded deeply when she heard this, and couldn't help but have tears in her eyes: "I am willing to ......β€”β€” Cui Weixuan is still in your hands?"

"Of course, that's your favorite place to be, where everything is kept the way you like it, and you're welcome home!"

"Thank you......" The two hugged and cried.

After a long time, Lin Hong withdrew, bowed deeply to everyone, and turned away speechlessly. What is left behind is the slightest sobbing that relatives can no longer hold.

In the torture room, Lin Hong was already tightly stretched on the torture bed, and her bony body involuntarily twitched and spasmed on the torture instrument-

The executions were carried out by two young and Peugeot female forensic doctors, dressed in neat uniforms. As soon as one of them slapped her hand on the part of her arm to be injected, Lin Hong couldn't help but bounce up with an "ah" reflex. Then she looked horrified at the other forensic doctor with the syringe in his hand, and his body couldn't help but swing from side to side.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. The medical examiner gently stroked her veins back and forth with his hand, and rubbed her around with the other hand in the hope that she would be able to relax her whole body. Helplessly, her whole body kept twitching and spasming, her whole face was terrified, and her mouth kept moaning: "Ah...... Ah......h

Seeing that she still couldn't calm down, the two forensic doctors looked at each other and nodded. One of them used psychological counseling, and while stroking her, he said as tactfully as possible: "Let it go...... Don't ......be afraid, it'll be fine for a while, and you'll be ...... soon. Close your eyes and breathe deeply...... A moment passed...... Think about the best time......"

Lin Hong finally calmed down, slowly closed her eyes, and her whole body gradually relaxedβ€”the best time......

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Needles were slowly injected into her body......