I kicked him indiscriminately, "If you're sick, then you can just go and grab a woman on the street and let me go, won't the two of us be even more happy?"

He grabbed my hair and raised an eyebrow, "Is it? It's all now, and you still want to go?"

I shook my head and said, "I didn't mean that. ”

He snorted, clearly not believing me, and not taking my words seriously, but leaned down and kissed me more heavily, with a clear predatory nature.

I was overwhelmed by his kiss, my breathing was disordered, but I didn't react, and let him come.

He held my face and teased: "After checking it today, there are no traces of other men on your body, and you can be regarded as clean and self-loving, which is worthy of praise." ”

His words made my heart feel very unhappy, and I retorted by biting my lip recklessly: "You know a fart, I didn't know how happy I was when I was in Bencheng, and there was no trace because he didn't move me, it doesn't mean that I don't want to give it to him." ”

Su Yunan heard some feelings of three hundred taels of silver here, and his face really sank, but then patted my face and said, "I must teach you today how important it is to consider the consequences before speaking." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he punishively bit my lip directly with the tip of his teeth, and I closed my eyes and clutched the sheets, and fine sweat oozed from my back again.

It wasn't until there was a slight smell of blood on my lips that I pushed him again in disgust and motioned for him to be lighter.

He still had the energy to finish so intensely, and I was already exhausted, and I had to sigh at the natural strength gap between men and women.

Eventually, he let go of my lips and tortured me again with punishment, ignoring any of my screams and pleadings.

As he lay on the bed, I heard him say, "The tip of your tongue is much more flexible, and you must have been trained by that dog a few times." ”

……

When he was angry, he always said something vulgar and unbearable.

I think if I'm angry with him anymore, I'm not happy for myself.

After he bought the Deng family, the whole person was idle, and now he had a lot of time to stay at home compared to the workload before.

Actually, this does not bode well for me.

Not only was I tortured enough by him every night, but I was doing a serious thing at home during the day, but I would be stopped by his sudden estrus.

The nanny at home seems to have long been accustomed to him like this, and silently avoids it every time.

Not only that, but somehow, he suddenly became enthusiastic about cooking noodles for me to eat during this time, and seeing that I was cooking recently, he had to mix one foot every time.

The few times I was cooking, he would come into the kitchen and watch, and finally he would grab my clothes and start kissing me, and I would resist desperately at first, and finally I had to give in to him.

Because of this kind of thing, every time the fire burned bigger, I put salt and vinegar a few more times, and the meals I carefully prepared were also made to look like no one and no ghost.

For this, I blamed him many times.

Finally, one day he was not at home, and after I finally made a good-looking dish, I invited Xiaorong to taste it.

Xiao Rong took the chopsticks, and after putting them in his mouth, he looked at my expectant face, nodded and replied, "Not bad, Miss, your cooking skills have improved." ”

I was pleasantly surprised: "Really?"

I also took chopsticks and sandwiched it, and found that it was a real taste.

I had an appetite and couldn't stop taking one bite after another.

"Not only that, but Miss has been looking good lately, and her face is much more rosy and fatter than before. ”

I laughed and said, "Yes, I guess a stone must have fallen from my heart." ”

Xiao Rong nodded and said, "Yes, the Deng family finally compromised and chose to be quiet, which is really not easy for them." ”

I nodded thoughtfully, he and the Deng family, he and Deng Qing, are like a gorgeous fireworks, prosperous and beautiful for a moment, but fleeting darkness.

How powerful the Deng family was in S City back then, it can be described by the word monopoly, but now it seems that it is just a castle in the air.

Seeing that Xiaorong was a little absent-minded, I sandwiched a piece of sour radish, stuffed it into my mouth and asked her, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Rong waved his hand, and there was a trace of lamentation in his eyebrows: "In fact, there are still some sighs occasionally, Mrs. was such a majestic person back then, and now she has fallen into such a field." ”

I grabbed the dish with my hand, Xiao Rong looked at me, and quickly reacted, she waved her hand and said, "Miss, don't get me wrong, I'm not distressed Madame, I'm just ...... Oh no, it's not ma'am, I mean......"

I didn't interrupt her, seeing that she couldn't say anything, so I laughed and said, "She is to blame, wrong-minded, bitter, and too dependent on others, and in the end she is destined to end up with no good results." ”

When I said this, I sighed a little in my heart, and I didn't say her at the same time, isn't this also talking about myself.

Even the dishes that have just been eaten have become tasteless.

The atmosphere at the table became a little awkward for a moment.

Xiao Rong wanted to find a topic to break the embarrassment, and when he saw that the things I was holding had some flavors, his eyes suddenly lit up, and he asked suspiciously: "Miss, the things you have eaten recently seem to be a little sour, sour, and spicy." ”

I said, "Really?"

Xiao Rong lowered his voice and said, "Yes, have you and your husband done contraception recently?"

Xiaorong has been with me for so many days, and he is familiar with me, so I don't think it's strange that he would ask this kind of question.

Besides, a girl like her is always a little gossipy.

I know that I have a good temper, which is why I am so ashamed.

I put my chopsticks down and said calmly, "Don't think about it that way, I can't conceive a baby." ”

Xiao Rong's face froze suddenly, and he didn't know what I meant by this.

But when she saw the depth in my eyes, she immediately thought of some past that she shouldn't have pursued, and immediately changed her words, pointed to the inside and said, "The kitchen, the kitchen and the porridge, I'll help you bring it out." ”

She left the table, leaving me alone at the table.

She did bring up my heartache.

But those who don't know are not guilty, and I don't blame her.

But no matter which woman, when she reaches a certain age, she will more or less look forward to what her future children will be, like a mother or a father, how cute and filial she is.

My love road was already bumpy, and because of him, I directly broke off my fate with my child.

When I think about it now, I still feel a heart-rending pain, and I can't even imagine what I would do when I was in my thirties and watched my peers have children.

……

When Su Yunan came back in the evening, I didn't go downstairs as usual and ask him what happened today.

Our relationship has finally improved these days, because my topic today suddenly brought my feelings about him back to square one.

If he hadn't treated me so badly, I wouldn't have left this mutilated body behind.

It wasn't until Su Yunan pushed the door in that he took off his suit, habitually went to bed and hugged me in his arms, burying his head in my neck.

I moved uncomfortably, and said with a faint smile in my voice: "Shouldn't you go to any nightclub to play at this time? Why are you coming back earlier and earlier recently? My brother seems to really want to change his ways, change his mind, and be a good man." ”

With that, I rolled over in his arms and pointed the back of my head directly at him.

I'm sure his face sank.

Sure enough, he forcefully asked me to turn my head to look at him, his face was already tense, but he just looked at me, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

I wasn't in a hurry, and I looked at him silently.

"I want to be, I hate your yin and yang weirdness the most. ”

He warned me many times, but instead of listening, I intensified it.

I sneered, "You're going to me like this, right? You're happy, have you considered the consequences for me?"

His eyebrows moved, he pinched my waist and asked, "What's wrong with me lately?"

I tilted my head: "No." ”

He asked, "Do you want to say it?"

I raised my voice, "It's not uncomfortable! I just hate that you're always like this, I can't bear it." ”

He chuckled, "Don't you say yes, I asked Xiao Rong to come over, you have been close to her recently, she must know." ”

He couldn't help but refute and stop me, opened the door and asked the servant on duty tonight to call Xiao Rong from the worker's room.

I was depressed in my heart, and it wasn't until Xiao Rong stood by our door that Su Yunan said, "What's wrong with Miss today, why is she in a bad mood?"

Xiao Rong was still afraid of Su Yunan, standing there, the whole person was a little cringe, she looked at me a few times, and I gave her a desperate look.

But Su Yunan suddenly noticed my small movements, and sneered: "You'd better not hide it." ”

Su Yunan is not gentle when he is usually gentle, but when he is stern, no one is not afraid of him, Xiao Rong was scared enough, and hurriedly explained some of my reactions to food on the table.

After explaining, he didn't dare to look me in the eye again.

Quickly slipped out of my room.

Su Yunan didn't speak for a long time, it seemed to be thoughtful, I sneered and said to him: "Don't think too much, it may be that I have been in a good mood and have a good appetite recently, after all, I have had two children, and the doctors said that it is difficult for me to conceive again." ”

Su Yunan scooped me up from sleeping on the bed, and said word by word: "There are no absolutes in everything, I will take you to the hospital for examination tomorrow." ”

He said this, smiled, and put his hand on my stomach as if he was really expecting it.

I was actually scared what to do if I really got hit.

After all, it has been a long time since the last time the body was injured, and drinking the tonic for so many days may not have no effect at all.

What if there really is...... Then Su Yunan will definitely ask me to keep the child.

What about the future? My identity with him is a big problem, and my inability to expose it is also a big problem.

Let me be an underground lover for the rest of my life, I can't do it.

But in addition to fear, there is a faint excitement in my heart, which I can't hide no matter how I can't hide it.

In case, just in case, I am really pregnant, doesn't that mean that I will not end up with no children and grandchildren?

It was late at night, and I hadn't fallen asleep for a long time.

Su Yu Nan Xu felt me tossing and turning around him, and he reached out and tightened my building.

He asked in my ear, "Xiao An, what do you say is the baby's name?"

I was stunned for a moment, and replied to him in a hard voice: "Neurotic, I don't have any pregnancy at all." ”

He said, "It's okay to choose a name first." ”

I stopped talking, for a long time, I thought he was asleep, but I didn't want him to say again: "How is Zhiheng?" ”

I replied casually, "Perseverance? ”

He hummed and added, "Like the moon and the sun rises." If you have twins in your belly, you can put both names on them. ”

I sneered: "You think beautifully." ”

For a long time, I looked at the moonlight outside the window, pondered for a long time, and said, "What if it's a girl?"

He didn't answer me, I looked over and saw that he was asleep.

I looked at his face after falling asleep and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, in fact, he didn't know, what I liked most was the way he looked when he was asleep.

Because that's the only time I don't feel stressed.

Getting along with him always gives me a sense of urgency, and not letting up has become the norm, perhaps because the previous injuries are too unforgettable.

After a long time, I will always get tired.

Even if he whispers to me now, I won't have a moment of relaxation for him.

……

When he woke up the next day, he had already gone to work early, and I had just opened my eyes from the bed when I heard a burning knock outside the door.

After I said enter, I saw Xiao Rong break in, and said anxiously: "Miss, it's terrible, you can quickly look on the Internet, there is a lot of news on it that smears our Su family." ”

Before I could react, she slipped her phone into my hand and clicked on the latest URL to let me read the content.

But as soon as I skimmed through two lines, my whole finger began to tremble.

"Everyone knows about Su Yunan's acquisition of the Deng family, the former president of the Su family, right? But don't be in a hurry to stand on the side of the Su family, praise Su Yunan's merits, and analyze it first, it is said that the Deng family Qianjingang was in the hospital shortly after the miscarriage, and at this time he was abandoned by his husband, and he was also acquired by his husband of his father's company! And was forced to sign a divorce agreement, from a woman's point of view, how pitiful is this? Shouldn't we condemn Su Yunan?"

The person who uttered this sentence was an anonymous person.

"That's right, I've thought so in my heart for a long time, if I abandon my wife who is bad, no matter how successful I am in business, my character can't be affirmed, right?"

"Upstairs is right, I've wanted to say that for a long time. ”

As long as the voice of doubt comes out, it will be out of control.

More than 100 floors downstairs are all questioning Su Yunan, most of them are questioning Su Yunan from the perspective of women.

My fingers trembled a little.

"It's just that he buys the company, and Deng's is just a matter of his own operation, so he can't say anything. But why do you have to divorce your wife who has been with you for so long? Even though it is a business marriage, haven't you had any feelings for so long?"

"And I heard that the daughter of the Deng family is still in the hospital, and I don't know if it's because of the divorce, it's really pitiful......"

There are also reporters who secretly photographed Mr. Su having close contacts with other women, and that woman is also cheeky. ”

Below the text is a photo of my back, shopping with him, eating, etc.

Xu has been following for a long time.

I couldn't look at it anymore, handed the phone to Xiao Rong, forced myself to calm down, and said, "Did he see these things?

Xiao Rong frowned: "What's the use of this kind of thing PR, deleting things on the Internet can't stop people's leisurely mouths, Miss hasn't experienced it." ”

I pinched the quilt and collapsed a little for a moment, those remarks on the Internet were completely absent some time ago, and today I suddenly came out like crazy.

I don't believe it if anyone deliberately did it.

I was about to change my clothes and go to the hospital to find him, but he called me first, I took it, and I was anxious to tell him those things, but he asked before me, "Are you okay?"

I didn't say anything for a long time, and then he said, "Xiao An?"

I said, "What are you going to do with it?"

He was silent, I listened to him flipping through the documents, and said: "I don't mind pasting some of Deng Qing's black dot information on it, and I don't mind my life being engraved into a signature, just to see if you can't pass this level in your heart, can you fight this pressure with me." ”

He threw the question at me, and I clutched my phone tightly.

I'm a weak person, I've never had a strong heart like him, and I'm not a cheeky person.

I may not have any ambitions, but from the beginning I was contrary to his ideals, he was ambitious and ambitious, but I just wanted to live a plain life with the people I love in a small place.

For a long time, I cried and asked him on my phone: "I don't want to stay here anymore, didn't you say take me away? Can you leave now?"

As soon as he says this, I can answer my questions for him.

How could it be.

Sure enough, he was silent, and he chuckled: "That's it, you see that you are a little delirious, stay at home obediently and don't go out, and leave this matter to me to deal with." ”

After he finished speaking, he took the lead in cutting off the phone, and I was stunned for a few seconds, and my heart was nauseous, and I quickly ran to the toilet and retched.

Xiaorong was scared enough by me, and hurriedly followed me to the toilet to help me carry it on my back.

I slowed down for a long time, and came out of the toilet with the help of Xiao Rong, she handed me a cup of hot water, and I drank it after a coo, and I felt better.

But I couldn't eat dinner, and when I saw it on my phone, Su Yunan really asked someone for public relations.

After all the URLs were processed by technology, Su Yunan did not make any response, but only asked someone to delete the post.

I thought he would fight back against Deng Qing, but I didn't want to, he still left a line.

But because of the fact that he was too successful in business, there were always some 'passers-by' who stood on his side and spoke, and pulled out many photos of Deng Qing's nightclub, saying that she was not a believer.

The two parties made such a big fuss after the divorce, I thought it wouldn't end for a while, but this hot spot only lasted for a month, and the Internet was immediately brushed down by a certain male star's academic fraud.

Screen names always have a lot of things on their minds.

The pace of this society is always faster than we imagined, and the things we were concerned about a few days ago will be left behind as soon as the limelight passes.

happened to coincide with a press conference, and at this time, Su Yunan clarified many things.

I watched the TV and saw that the reporter asked Su Yunan, "Does Mr. Su still plan to marry again?"

Su Yunan was silent for a few seconds, and my heart began to freeze.

He finally said: "There is no such idea for the time being. ”

I felt a little more gloomy for no reason, turned off the TV, and went back to my room.

Su Yunan didn't come back for a few days, and the matter he said last time about taking me to the hospital for examination was also shelved by this small turmoil.

And I put this doubt on hold for the time being, eat and sleep normally, and I know that he has something new to do recently.

A British company took a fancy to Su, and the agent there was preparing to come to China to meet Su Yunan, so he often did not go home.

During the day, I sometimes go out for a walk, but in the evening, I'm alone and always a little lonely.

I felt more and more like I was pregnant, because the symptoms were very similar to before, retching, upset stomach, or lethargy.

Xiaorong directly treated me as a pregnant woman, eating and drinking every day.

But in order not to be so lazy, I would sometimes clean the room with the servants, and that night I suddenly remembered what had happened in the past, and unconsciously stood for a long time in front of my former sister's room with a rag.

After her sister passed away, Su Yunan kept asking the servants to clean her room, and no one entered it again.

Somehow, I pushed my sister's room open and walked in alone with the light on.

Her room is a little bigger than mine, and because it was a girl, the whole style was dominated by light-colored girls, and it never changed.

I walked a few steps and sat down on her bed, still plastered on the wall with her favorite Van Gogh mural that Su Yunan had given her.

My sister is a quiet and elegant person, she likes to read and cultivate her sentiments since she was a child, and the things she likes are not on the same level as me.

She is erudite and likable, and for good reason.

"If you are alive now, I think he will spoil you even more, and he will marry you immediately, and he will not leave you at home because he is busy with work and will not come back. ”

"But I'm also to blame, everything is my own fault, I want to leave, but I can't leave him. ”

And I looked around and saw the thick diary on my sister's desk, and my heart couldn't help but throb a little, and somehow I reached out and took it to my hand.

The quiet and introverted sister, why did she end up like Su Yunan's father?

I thought of this for a moment, and I couldn't help but open her diary with my own hand.

"S City has been getting colder and colder these days, but fortunately, Yu Nan bought me gloves and warm clothes, and it is good to have more pocket money of tens of thousands of dollars in a month. ”

"Yu Nan quarreled with his uncle, although he was the same age as me, he was so rebellious, he could only help his uncle persuade him. ”

"I found that he was really good to me, but he was always angry with Xiao An for no reason, and when he was good to me, he specially let Xiao An see that he was not like this before, why did he hate Xiao An so much......"

I browsed it little by little and found that most of my sister's diaries had the word Su Yunan.

She liked him, there was no doubt about it.

But he was attracted by a passage at the back of the diary-

"He told me yesterday to bring my ID...... I went out with him tonight because his ID was confiscated by my uncle, and I was actually a little nervous, but I didn't know what he was going to do......"

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