Chapter Ninety-Three: What Face Do You Have to Say About Yourself?
Deng Qing was already crazy and did not have the slightest sense of existence.
I watched everything from a distance, looking at Su Yunan's expressionless face, changing his previous appearance of intimacy with Deng Qing, only coldness remained.
"If you tear one up, I'll still have someone make a copy, if you don't sign it today, I'll always have someone send it to you for you to sign, do you want to fight a protracted war with me?"
There was a slight threat in his words, a warning, as if the woman in front of him was not his wife, but an emotionless stranger.
Deng Qing lifted the quilt and got up from the bed, grabbed Su Yunan's sleeve, and begged: "Yu Nan, why do you want to do this to me, how can you do this to me? I am your wife, I am pregnant for you, I am still sick, how can you treat me like this because of my family's downfall, are you really not afraid of a little retribution?"
Su Yunan didn't say a word, Deng Qing knelt on the bed, she was already crying out of breath, and he didn't help her.
I was inexplicably cautious and panicked, and there was a rush of footsteps behind me.
As soon as I turned around, I saw that Mother Deng was hurrying in this direction, I subconsciously flashed into the corner, she was too eager to see me, but went straight into the ward.
It wasn't until they were in the room that I came out of the corner and looked at everything in front of me.
Deng's father and Deng mother helped Deng Qing up from the ground, and Deng's mother wiped away her tears for Deng Qing with a distressed face, she said: "Go, Xiaoqing, Mom will take you to the hospital, leave this ghost place, and we will go with their Su family." ”
"I don't, I don't want you, I want Su Yunan!" Deng Qing shook off Mother Deng, Mother Deng fell to the ground with an unstable center of gravity, her head hit the bed board directly, and she couldn't speak in pain.
Deng Qing hugged Su Yunan tightly, crying and making trouble: "I don't want to leave her, you go, you go! I want to be with Yu Nan, don't you want to separate me from him!"
Deng Qing, who is over thirty years old, has degenerated into a child at this time, and his mother is no longer known, and only Su Yunan is in his eyes.
She didn't know if she was too stupid or too dependent on him, after all, Su Yunan had been too good to her, and this seemed like a beautiful dream to her, once she fell into it, she couldn't get out again.
But as long as one party is all acting, but one party is moved by true feelings, they are mixed with too many interests with each other at the beginning, and they are destined to not go far.
Everything is cold.
Su Yunan didn't push her away, but tried to break her hand on him, and said coldly: "Go to bed and lie down, your current body can't bear to be tossed like this." ”
Deng Qing shook his head vigorously and hugged him desperately, as if he was about to leave as soon as he let go.
"Yu Nan, I don't want to leave you, I love you, no one loves you more than me, do you think that good sister of yours really has feelings for you? She was just abandoned in Bincheng and came back to join you, you are her next choice!" Deng Qing began to be crazy and unreasonable, and took me with him by the way.
Su Yunan was silent for a long time, sneered, looked at Deng Qing who was hugging his waist tightly, he reached out and raised Deng Qing's chin and raised his eyebrows and said, "You love me?"
Deng Qing nodded desperately: "Yes, I love you, and I can give you the greatest freedom, as long as you don't get divorced, I won't interfere with you in what you do outside in the future, presumably she can't do this, right? I'm much more considerate than her, and I understand you better, I won't be blindly jealous, let alone come against you, I will listen to you in everything, Yu Nan, you see I've been with you for so long, when have I ever disobeyed you?"
Deng Qing's whole body began to tremble, and she looked at Su Yunan pleadingly, hoping that Su Yunan would let go.
She also tried her best to make a coquettish appearance and leaned Su Yunan, but what she didn't know was that at this time, her hair was messy, her clothes were disheveled, her whole person was listless, and her words were vague when she was excited.
is not the same Deng Qing as before, how can he attract him with his beauty?
Su Yunan lowered his voice as if he had heard a joke, and he said: "It's really cheeky, pregnant with someone else's child, saying that you love me wholeheartedly, Xiaoqing, is it bad to admit that our marriage is a play together?
His questioning suddenly stopped Deng Qing, who was crying and making trouble, and she was stunned.
Her eyes widened, she looked at Su Yunan in disbelief, and her voice was dumb: "What, what?"
Su Yunan's words also shocked me, who was standing outside the door and listening.
"What do you mean? Are you saying that our Xiaoqing is not your blood? Mr. Su, at this time, is it really good to say words with a clear conscience?"
Mother Deng was also unbelievable, she stood up directly, pointed at Su Yunan is bitter retort: "Mr. Su dislikes us Xiaoqing and doesn't love us Xiaoqing, but why slander her!
"Mother-in-law, the reason why I still call you mother-in-law is that you are an elder, but the elders can't be unreasonable. I say this, of course, there is full evidence, to give you a choice, you signed the divorce agreement, then that's it, if it's still like this, just wait for the lawsuit. ”
As he spoke, he wiped his fingers that had touched Deng Qing's face with a handkerchief unhurriedly, and then threw the handkerchief to the ground.
When he was about to walk out of the ward, Deng Qing screamed and hugged his legs, and begged loudly: "I don't have it, I don't have it! That's your child! I don't want to stay in this ward, I want to go home! I want to go home......
Her face was full of pain, Su Yunan was hugged by her, and she couldn't move at all, so she had to stop.
Deng Qing seemed to have a pain in her head again, screaming and starting to roll, the things on the table had been smashed by her and there was nothing to smash, she pulled Deng Mu and said: "Mom, you beg him with me, beg him not to leave me, I can't live without him." ”
At this time, Deng Qing seemed to be ill, and the whole person fell into a sick state, and Su Yunan's eyebrows were even more unhappy.
Watching her roll on the ground and scratch her hair, he quickly rang the bed bell after he broke free.
She pressed his hand like crazy, but he said something simple and clear: "The nurse will come soon, if you don't want to be diagnosed with mental illness, go to bed and lie down." ”
The three words of mental illness stimulated Deng Qing heavily, and she suddenly let go of the hand that restrained Su Yunan, and the whole person fell on the edge of the bed.
When he walked out of the ward, I was still in the same place, looking at everything in the ward, and I didn't slow down at all.
There was still a mess in the ward, and Deng Qing was about to rush out to chase Su Yunan, but the nurse arrived at this time, entered the ward, and stopped Deng Qing.
"Let's go. He took my hand, but I subconsciously opened it.
He frowned and looked at me puzzled.
"I'll go on my own. I said.
He didn't force it, but walked behind me and went home with me.
When I got home, I shut myself in the door and sat down until nightfall.
No matter how much he knocked on the door, I didn't open it, as if I hadn't heard.
In fact, I really only have unspeakable chaos in my head, there are so many things that have happened today, many, many unknowns have exploded, and I have a hunch that things will only be more and not less.
Su Yunan and I still have a lot of things that have not been unsolved.
Finally, when it was almost midnight, I opened the door of my room, but I saw that it was dark outside, and I went to the study without thinking.
Su Yunan is really in the study, even when he is at the most troubled, he still has a way to calm his mind, and I can't do this with him.
As soon as I opened the door, his voice when he looked down at the document came to my ear accurately: "Finally willing to come out?"
I walked to the couch and sat down, and said lightly, "I want to verify something." ”
He rubbed his temples, flipped through the pages of the document in his hand, and said, "Say." ”
"In the hospital, is it true or false?"
After hearing my words, he put down the file, raised his eyebrows and looked at me, and instead of pretending to be relaxed, he said, "Which sentence do you mean?"
I was a little angry, but when he was so stupid, I had to add: "Is Deng Qing's child yours?"
He didn't even think about it: "No." ”
I asked, "Whose is that?"
I asked completely subconsciously, but Su Yunan supported his temples with his index finger, and then looked at me with a hint of unclear ridicule: "What's the matter with you?"
One sentence choked me smoothly, yes, he said it well, it's really none of my business, what right do I have to ask?
He looked at the way I couldn't answer, put his hand together in Chinese, and said with a smile: "Good sister, tell me, do you care? If you care, I can tell you all." ”
He lowered his voice, and at this time it sounded a little different kind of temptation, and I didn't want to fall for his trick, so I said: "Neurotic, I'm just asking, don't say it." ”
I didn't bother to talk nonsense with him, and I got up to leave, and he shouted, "Stop." ”
I froze and looked back with an irritated expression: "What are you doing?"
He got up and walked in front of me, I instinctively took a few steps back, he leaned over, looked at me up close and smiled: "If you want to know, tell me honestly that you want to know, don't die duck with a hard mouth, I don't like you like this." ”
I retorted, "I don't need you to like it either." ”
He chuckled and said to himself, "Really?"
"Of course it's true, whoever you think you are, everyone wants to like you!"
After I said these words, I found that it was really inexplicable, why did I suddenly have to fight for these things, seeing that his smile was getting stronger and stronger, I pushed him hard: "Don't be a scoundrel, I said I want to know about her, okay?"
Seeing what I said, Su Yunan also put away the joking expression, was slightly more serious, and said to me: "Actually, not long after I got married, I found out that she often likes to go to nightclubs. ”
"Thirty, still going to a nightclub?"
Su Yunan ignored me, but continued: "She went to a man surnamed Cheng in a nightclub who had a good relationship with each other, and she had a secret relationship. Of course, I don't care what she does, and when I first found out, I turned a blind eye to it. ”
"That's because you're essentially the same person as her. ”
Su Yunan obviously heard my words, and his face was indeed a little gloomy, but he still endured it and didn't lose his temper, but said: "Actually, I talked to her father before marriage, no matter what the two parties do in private, as long as it does not involve essential issues, both parties choose to ignore it." ”
"Isn't this just a form of marriage, what is the meaning of such a marriage? ”
"Do you want to keep listening?"
He asked me, his eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and his good-looking peach blossom eyes were also clouded, and he seemed to be laughed at by me: "Do you think that my temper has changed recently, and your skin is itchy, so you are unscrupulous?"
When he questioned me like this, I swallowed my saliva and shook my head cowardly: "No, you continue." ”
His face softened, and he said: "I didn't expose all her behaviors, she naturally thought that I didn't know, and even worsened, and gave the check and gold and silver jewelry I wrote to him to the man surnamed Cheng, I privately checked her transfer, and it was millions of dollars, all of which were transferred to the same bank card." ”
I was stunned: "Millions?"
He nodded: "Her good friend Cheng surnamed man is addicted to gambling, so he spends a lot of money, and he is a cowherd in a nightclub, and his skills in coaxing women are very good, and it is also because of this that he attracted Deng Qing." Deng Qing was infatuated with him, so he was naturally willing to spend effort and money on him. ”
Su Yunan's words scared me a lot, Deng Qing actually ...... Looking for ducks?
She's really, really, really good.
But after thinking about it, ordinary royal power and rich men are used to being served by women, and few know how to be considerate of women, and you can know it by looking at Su Yunan.
Deng Qing is a woman, she has a lot of money, but there is no considerate man around her, she will inevitably be empty, and she will naturally think of spending money to buy happiness.
Human desires are infinitely growing.
And what can be obtained for a little money is the easiest for rich people to get.
This is the same as the support of men.
But I can't tell me now what the reason for her failed marriage with Su Yunan is.
I must have a reason, I can't let go of it now, but their own irresponsibility is also dominant, and the most wrong thing is that they start marrying because they don't love, and they start marrying with interests.
Interests are not stable, and whoever has them is good with whom, and when a person is completely unprofitable, it is completely useless.
And basing interests on the word love is even more nonsense, and in the end it will only end up hurting others and hurting oneself.
Especially a ruthless person like Su Yunan.
Deng Qing is a woman and a sensual creature, no matter how bad Su Yunan treats her, she has been with her for so long, he has a good skin and can pretend, she can't be a little affectionate.
Today's every move in the hospital is the best performance, you can say that she will not give up on him for the sake of the Su family's wealth, but you can't be sure that there is only that.
But Su Yunan's ruthlessness has long exceeded my imagination, he can calculate his wife and children, and he can torture me because he can't erase the stain in his heart, so I can't be sure that he will do more terrible things.
Such a person, no matter how much I have affection for him, no matter how much I can't let go, I will always be afraid and will respond.
The pain he caused me was just too much.
All I wanted was a safe and secure life, and I knew that I would never get it by his side.
So I knew that I was going to leave sooner or later, but not this time.
After that, let's talk about it.
……
The temperature in S City has dropped even lower in the past few days, it has been sleet and cloudy, and the weather is like this, and I am getting more and more lazy.
But the news from the outside world is something I can hear clearly at home by reading a few magazines.
The Deng family officially declared bankruptcy, and it is said that Su Yunan still funded a fund for the Deng family after it went bankrupt, so that their two elders and the sick Deng Qing could have no worries about food and clothing.
In this way, Su Yunan actually earned a good reputation in the media and business circles, but because Deng Qing refused to sign the divorce agreement, every time Su Yunan asked someone to send it, she would make a fuss, and in the end, she would completely become beaten when she saw someone, and it ended with a tranquilizer every time.
So scary.
So Deng Qing's spirit spread slowly, and after a wanton report by the media, everyone slowly turned their attention to Deng Qing and accused her of being her problem.
said that she pretended to be stupid to keep Su Yunan, said that she was dead-skinned, and said that the Deng family was cheeky.
It's really a wall that everyone pushes, although I hate the Deng family, I still have to sigh that this world is hot and cold, and being rich is my father.
Xu was too pressured by the masses and the accusations of relatives and friends, Deng's father and Deng's mother forced Deng Qing to sign the divorce agreement.
On the day when Su Yunan and Deng Qing finally divorced, after it was reported, Su Yunan won unanimous praise, and Su's shares kept rising, and even many celebrities in the circle expressed themselves openly and secretly.
Su Yunan's scenery is infinite, he doesn't seem to have been frustrated in the shopping mall, on TV and in newspapers, he will always be neatly dressed and a gentleman.
He finished socializing, and when he came home in the evening, he came back when I was reading Eileen Chang.
I smelled a little wine coming from afar, I frowned, put the book down and said, "I'll go and cook you some sobering soup." ”
He walked directly to me in three or two steps, grabbed me, wrapped me in his arms, and said vaguely: "Xiao An, let me hug me." ”
The warm palm was locked directly around my waist, and I couldn't resist at all, but after a few seconds he started to touch me, his thin lips against the edge of my cheek and began to kiss.
I smelled the woman's perfume and pushed him away, even though I knew his party was inevitable.
He staggered back two steps, held his forehead, and tried to stand firmly, and I said in a bad tone: "Sit on the sofa by yourself, you must drink sobering soup like this." ”
I wanted to flee the scene again while he didn't react, I knew him too well after so many years with him, and he was the most dangerous when he was drunk.
But he sneered, reacted quickly and directly picked me up, and a cold voice came from above: "Su Zai'an, how long have we not done anything?
As he spoke, he carried me up the stairs, and my mind suddenly became confused, and I looked at him vigilantly: "Don't around, let me go!"
I struggled desperately on him, but he opened the door and threw me on the bed, I rolled over on the bed and tried to escape, but he pushed me directly and I fell on the bed again.
"What are you doing!" I was furious: "If you don't like to drink sobering soup, go and soak in cold water for a while, I ......"
Before I finished speaking, he directly bullied me, I screamed in fright, he grabbed my hands with one hand, and said rudely: "I don't move you, do you feel very comfortable and happy?"
He questioned me word by word, but it was obviously a question, but I heard a little loneliness and unwillingness.
I didn't speak, but I was sure of what he said, and he squeezed my wrist with more force, "Say, isn't it?"
His smell of alcohol poured directly into my nostrils, and I became a little drunk, and I had to put my legs against him, "No!
As soon as I finished speaking, the next second his hand tugged at my hair, and I exclaimed, "It hurts!"
The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be hidden, and after I finished speaking, I realized that I had said something wrong, so I quickly changed my words: "No, I mean ......"
"It's too late, Ann. He stretched out his hand and undressed me, and before I could utter a word, I was subdued by him, just as before.
His strength was still unreasonable, perhaps because of alcohol, he was much more rude than before when he did such things, and hurriedly unbuttoned his buttons.
He used to be only heavy-handed, but he was still very patient with me before he started, but this time he was resentful, no matter what I said to stop it, in exchange for his more impatient appearance.
I looked at him like this, and I felt a pang of sadness in my heart, grabbed his arm tightly with my nails, and asked him in a cold voice, "Do you know who I am?"
He didn't answer me, he was already on his head, and under his force, all that was left in the room was the sound of rapid breathing......
I pinched him harder: "You don't say it after all, I know, you don't actually love me, you have always used me as a bed tool, an object to solve sexual desire, so why do I still stay by your side?"
……
It didn't take long for him to fall asleep this time.
It was an incredible event for him, but for me, it was a relief.
I hadn't been in contact for too long, so I was very rusty, and I walked into the bathroom and took a quick shower.
When I came out again and climbed into bed, I looked at the moonlight outside the window, but I couldn't sleep.
The face of the man next to me was still so familiar, and it was a good thing for me that he was rude but didn't torture me this time.
But he didn't say the question I asked, just like he once held me and called my sister's name, I wasn't sure, when he was drunk, he looked at my face, it was me or my sister.
I'm afraid, I'm timid.
Xu is used to sleeping alone, and this mode of getting along with him like a husband and wife makes me feel very unaccustomed, so I climbed out of bed, but when I left the bed, Su Yunan grabbed my wrist again.
I turned around and drove him, and I was shocked, "Didn't sleep?"
He looked at me with a little coldness in his eyes, and his fair face was also flushed at this time, and he chuckled: "I can't get drunk yet, I'm just a little tired, but what you just said made me sober up a lot." ”
I struggled with his hand for a while, he didn't let go, but easily pulled me, and I fell back on the bed, he said in a low voice: "Bed tools?
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