Chapter Ninety-Nine: How about letting me go to a new city to raise a baby?

The airbag popped out when I was still conscious, saving me from danger.

The person behind me didn't seem to expect me to be so crazy, and there was obvious horror in his pupils, and he stepped on the brakes suddenly, but it was too late.

In my brain or due to inertia, I hit a sharp place hard, and the tearing pain came to my face, and even the pain was so painful that my soul began to take off, I really couldn't bear it, I couldn't scream, my consciousness was blurred instantly, and I fainted directly.

The world spun around and collapsed in an instant.

How much I want to die like this, it's better to drag him to death......

Even in that moment, I felt happiness, the most successful time to drag him into the mud.

Just die...... How nice.

In this world, I have no nostalgia, no deep feelings, and no wishes for fulfillment.

Death is an endless nightmare for others, something that I don't want to talk about and feel afraid of, but for me it is a complete relief.

At that moment, I even thought, if there is a next life, he and I must not be like this, I must not be his 'sister', just be strangers, if we meet ......

Forget it, let's not run into it again.

……

I opened my eyes again, and there were layers of fog all around me, and I looked around, but I couldn't see anything clearly.

"Is there anybody? Is there anybody here?"

I was a little panicked in my heart, stretched out my hand, and desperately cleared the fog in front of me, but what came into my eyes was Su Zhai.

I pushed the door open and walked inside.

"Second Miss is back from school, come and wash your hands and eat, today is your favorite Hunan food!" an old maid beckoned to me, her voice full of gentleness and kindness.

It was strange that the servant was so familiar that I couldn't see her face with wide eyes.

I turned my head to look in the mirror and saw me in my early teens, with a playful ponytail and a lively life.

Wearing a school uniform and carrying a school bag, he is very energetic.

I felt an inexplicable burst of joy in my heart, ran to the dining table, and saw my mother.

She was so young, wearing so delicate makeup, and when she saw me running towards her, she smiled and said, "Our good Xiao'an, don't be in a hurry, you see that she is hungry." ”

I threw myself into my mother's arms and inhaled the delicious scent of her body, what a long-lost smell......

Father Su, who was reading the newspaper in the living room, heard this, and also walked to us, touched my head, looked at me with loving eyes and said, "Hurry up and wash your hands and eat, your mother cooked a few dishes today, you can taste whether it is delicious or not, and I will give an evaluation later." ”

Dad Su picked me up and let me witness the food on the table, I exclaimed, and asked in a milky voice.

"Wow, what a special day?"

Dad Su smiled: "Didn't you just say it yesterday, I forgot it today, today is your brother's birthday, and the whole family celebrates for him." ”

Brother?

Hearing these two words, my face suddenly changed.

And Su's father didn't notice the change in me, but put me down and urged me to wash my hands.

But here, there was a key turning at the door, and a clear voice came in.

"Have you opened your meal? Why didn't you see us waiting for us?"

It was Su Yunan who caught his eye, and he was a teenager Su Yunan! Although his words were extremely immature and youthful, there was a calm power.

Behind him was his sister Su Zaixin.

When I saw them, my face instantly fell to freezing point.

My sister noticed it in an instant, and when Su Yunan put her schoolbag, she walked up to me and touched my head and said, "What's wrong with our Xiao An? ”

My sister's voice was soft and extremely quiet, and when she saw that I still didn't move, she took a warm towel and wiped my palms.

My heart was cold, and she pulled me to my seat, and she asked, "But what's so unhappy at school?"

At this time, Su Yunan also took a seat, he took the conversation, didn't take it seriously, and said: "Such a big child, what can there be unhappy." ”

My face became even more ugly, Xu noticed that I was unhappy, and my sister also glared at him, so Su Yunan symbolically took out a lollipop from his pocket and shook it in front of me.

He smiled and said, "I bought it for you on the way out of school." ”

I looked at the lollipop and didn't plan to take it.

Su Yunan overbearingly stuffed the lollipop into my hand and said, "This is my birthday, don't be small, you want to give me some face, don't eat until you finish eating the lollipop, do you hear?"

My sister tugged at Su Yunan's sleeve and said, "Why are you still threatening ......?"

In the end, it was Su's father who rounded the field: "Okay, okay, let's eat first, let's talk after the lollipop meal, Yu Nan, how did you talk to your sister?

Su Yunan directly ignored Su's father's words and understood chopsticks first.

Father Su's face sank, but he didn't say much.

The atmosphere of the whole family at this time was a little awkward, and I said: "I had a dream, I dreamed that my brother has become a bad person, and he will only beat me and abuse me every day, and Su's father and mother also quarrel and throw things every day, and my sister ......"

When I said this, I didn't say any more, and was directly interrupted by my mother.

"It's said it's a dream, why are you still so obsessed? Xiao An, let's eat. ”

I groaned, not noticing that my mother's face had changed a little.

And Su Yunan raised his eyebrows casually and said to me: "I said, you won't be here to hint that I want to be nice to you, don't worry, I will buy you more lollipops to eat in the new year." ”

"Your face is a bit like the brother in my dreams, disgusting and hated. "I didn't leave any room for fighting back against him.

Su Yunan was inexplicably choked by me.

At night, I was still obsessed with the words Su Yunan said, and even when my mother put the bath water and asked me to go to the bathroom, I didn't lose my breath.

I sat on the bed alone, took out the lollipop that Su Yunan had just handed me at the dinner table, and was about to raise my hand and smash it.

The door was suddenly pushed open!

My hand froze in the air for a moment, and I was greeted by Su Yunan, who looked at me and wanted to break the lollipop, and suddenly raised his hand.

I screamed and subconsciously covered my head, but instead of hitting me, he snatched the lollipop from my hand and squeezed it tightly.

I slowly lowered my hand and looked at him with some injuries in my eyes.

He pointed to the lollipop and said to me, "You don't like it?"

I shook my head, "No." ”

He laughed angrily: "Then you were just going to smash it?"

I pursed my lips, a little aggrieved: "It's not." ”

He raised his voice and asked me, "Then what are you going to do? I'll give you food, and you're going to give me a face? Can you learn from your sister to be gentle?"

When I heard this, I cried out, but my cry made him a little helpless.

He frowned and squeezed my wrist tightly, but he didn't realize how hard he was working, which made my pain worse, and I cried harder.

I thought he was going to beat me, but he didn't, but he softened his tone and said to me, "Am I too fierce for you?"

I nodded desperately.

There was a hint of helplessness in his tone, he pulled me to sit down on the edge of the bed, and then touched my head and said, "Okay, then I'll try to be gentle with you in the future, how about it?"

I looked at him in disbelief, and for some reason, I just couldn't believe 100% of what I said to him.

He laughed, hugged me tightly in his arms, and said, "Okay, my brother is a good talker, I will be gentle with you." ”

I cried and said, "You still compare me to my sister! I don't like to compare!"

His voice softened again: "Okay, then don't compare, Xiao An is unique." ”

I glanced at him a few times, and when I saw that he was really sincere in saying these words, I pouted, "Then why did you treat me so badly before?"

He said, "Do I have it?"

I said, "Yes!"

He laughed: "Well, that's my fault. ”

I said, "From now on, you have to treat everyone equally, no, you have to like me a little more, you can't just like my sister!"

He said, "Well, it's all up to you." ”

I hugged Su Yunan tighter and said, "You are so good, you are not at all different from the brother in my nightmare!"

He asked, "What the hell was me like in your nightmare?"

I tugged at my hair and thought about it for a long time, but I didn't come up with a reason, and finally waved my hand and said, "Anyway, it's the kind that makes me want him to be divided by five horses." ”

Su Yunan couldn't cry or laugh: "It's so serious." ”

…………

After reconciling with Su Yunan, I finally took a shower, climbed into bed, and waited for my mother to come and tell me a bedtime story.

She seems to have really had a little disagreement with Dad Su these days, and she has had a few small conflicts, and she sleeps with me.

Today I fell asleep on my bed early, holding the doll, waiting for my mother to tell me a story.

Mom is reading the story of Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs today.

Actually, I've heard this story many times, and the teacher has shown the animation at school, so I don't think it's new at all.

But my mother didn't seem to be very happy today, so in order not to spoil her interest, I still pretended to be the first time I listened to it, blinking and looking forward to the follow-up.

After she finished, I was almost asleep in a daze.

She sighed, held me in her arms, put her chin against my forehead, and said softly: "Xiao An, mom is so sad these days, your own father has come to collect debts, so much money every month, how can I have so much money in my private house, I can only take him, no, I have been discovered by your father Su in the past few days, and he is teaching me a lesson, and I don't know how long it will take for him to lose his anger and we can reconcile......"

"Although it is a wealthy family, but life is not easy at all, if you can, you must not marry a wealthy family in the future, you must have the ability to survive independently, girls must not rely on men's ......"

I was about to fall asleep, but I was awakened in an instant and caught the key point of hunger.

"Daddy?"

I asked Mom.

My mother didn't expect me to be awake, she hurriedly said sloppily: "Oh, it's my adoptive father, it's the adoptive father who treated us badly before, you look at my mother, I was confused by myself......"

Even though she said this, the doubts in my heart did not subside.

I wanted to ask something, but my head ached, and I quickly held my forehead.

My mother asked me with concern, "What's the matter, Xiao An?"

I bit my lip and squirmed, "I think I heard someone shouting at me, I guess it's my delusion." ”

Mom smiled: "Someone should be thinking about you, you go back, that world belongs to you." ”

My eyes widened for a moment: "What?"

Mom explained: "That is the reality, everything here is just an illusory ......"

"No, Mom!" I interrupted at once, remembering what I wanted to prove: "It's not unreal here, everything is real here......"

But as soon as the words fell, my head became more and more painful, and I kept beating myself, hoping to sober myself up.

The familiar, anxious, eager voice came from the depths of my ears.

Su Jae-an.

Mom's words were clear and clear.

Two voices from different worlds, seemingly overlapping.

Mom looked at me very gently and said, "Go back, he may love you more than Mom, it's just that the way of expression is lacking, he needs you, he wants to see you wake up." ”

My eyes were blurred with tears, and I hugged my mother, with a face full of resistance: "Don't, he doesn't love me at all, only you love me the most, I don't want to ......"

…………

But I know that when I open my eyes again, the fog will all dissipate, and when I see it again is a burst of whiteness, and I can't escape my fate.

There was even a cacophony in my ears: "She's awake." The sound of surprise.

I tried to turn my head, but I felt a sharp pain in my head, and the equipment in my head made it impossible for me to turn my head around.

"Lie down. ”

The cold and familiar voice came, and I saw Su Yunan take a few steps and walk to my side.

I looked at his collarbone and arm with a white bandage and a tight wound, his face was pale, and he was still on crutches, and I was stunned for a long time when I looked at his embarrassed appearance.

He has never been like this, there is no good place in his body now, Su Yunan, who has lived for more than thirty years, has never been like this.

He was always high-spirited and flawless.

So...... It's also my masterpiece.

Those three words were spoken, although the anger was a little weaker, but there was still anger in the voice, and the eyes that looked at me were extremely ruthless and cold, as if looking at a mass of lifeless flesh and blood.

With that, sit down on the chair next to my bed.

"Okay, Su Zai'an, what about looking for death again? This time he was bold and dragged me to die with him, didn't he?" Even though he looked like this, he still raised his eyebrows and threatened me, so calm.

I was speechless.

But he continued to say in a provocative tone: "Aren't you disappointed that your brother and I are not dead? And I still have you alive, we will always be entangled together, don't you feel desperate?"

I was really angry with the way he looked, and it also confirmed that sentence, the wicked have a long life.

I smiled worse than crying, and looked at him very weakly: "Yes, it's so desperate." ”

He sneered a few times and stretched out his hand to pinch my waist, but when he saw that I was injured, he stopped, and tried to pinch my face instead, but finally stopped.

He seemed to have nowhere to vent his anger, and finally grabbed my quilt and said: "I'm just used to you too much, I don't know how thick the sky is, do you know that if you really die, you will have two lives in one corpse! Aren't you the whitest lotus? It doesn't even matter if you have one corpse and two lives?"

One of his words scared the hell out of me.

I instinctively got up and asked him, "Am I really pregnant?"

But not long after I said this, my heart felt some pain, and then not only my heart, but my whole body was full of explosive pain, and I lay back on the bed with a miserable face.

Su Yunan said: "So clear, can there be a fake?"

My heart was shocked, and my heart was mixed, but in the end, the sadness of helplessness was even better.

He looked at my painful face and said, "You lie down for me, you are not allowed to move, let alone self-harm, otherwise I will not let you die and you will have thousands of painful methods, you should know my methods." ”

He was intimidating me, and I was so frightened by him that I didn't dare to move.

I had tears in my eyes, and when he saw it, he rubbed his eyebrows, and I knew he was upset.

It wasn't until the two of us finally quieted down that he spoke, his voice a little hoarse: "Would you rather die than stay by my side?"

As soon as he finished saying this, my two lines of tears fell uncontrollably, and I picked at the sheets, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying: "What do you think?"

The strong smile on his face disappeared, and he asked me instead, "The Deng family has also fallen, what reason do you have to leave?"

I looked at his pretentious expression, and I immediately wanted to vomit, but I held on, gritted my teeth and said: "What you have done, you know it in your own heart, you don't have to pretend to be affectionate here." ”

He snorted and unconsciously seduced me, "Tell me, what have I done." ”

His appearance made me angry, I resisted the urge to slap him regardless of the pain, and said: "You and Bai Jing! You have given the shares to Bai Jing, that is the shares of the Su family, you have not given Deng Qing shares, you have not been your wife for so long, have you not given it to me? Why do you want to give it to an ordinary lover of you? You said that if your father saw you like a loser, would he be angry with you? ?"

After I said these words, I collapsed on the bed panting, but I struggled to speak.

He stared at me and was silent for a long time.

I felt a little ashamed, I didn't want to say such a thing, so that he didn't know what I was uncomfortable about until he died.

But he didn't let him know, and he was very unwilling.

He really laughed and said, "It was really you who was outside the door that day." ”

My series of questions were exchanged for his fluttering words, and I was even more angry, saying, "You, you ......"

He sarcastically mocked me unhurriedly: "You really don't have any talent for being a spy, I can see it from the very beginning of your contact with Liang Junchen, but I didn't expect you to be so careless and act so big...... I'm afraid I didn't make any noise, so I noticed someone when you were standing outside the door, but I just didn't expect that person to be you. ”

I asked him angrily, "What do you mean?"

He pondered for a while before he said: "I always felt that I was being followed by someone in those days, so I asked Assistant Li to check secretly, if it was really the people of the Deng family, they did everything, I don't know if they were preparing something, or they wanted to fight for shares, I had a hunch that they were not good, so I took her out as a shield." ”

I pinched my palm, still angry: "You make it clear." ”

Su Yunan said: "Isn't it clear?Since the last incident in Bincheng, I haven't let Bai Jing follow me anymore." ”

Seeing that I was still ignorant, he said patiently: "If the Deng family knows that you and I have been protecting you, so it is very likely that something will come out, and I will temporarily transfer the shares to Bai Jing, which can bluff their eyes, divert their attention, and make them mistakenly think that you are not favored, and turn the finger to Bai Jing." ”

Although there was something in my heart that was touched for a moment, I pretended to be disbelieving: "What about you coaxing ghosts, isn't it a woman who can be solved by sending a few necklaces to the villa, what are you doing with so much trouble?"

Su Yunan looked at me like this, and was a little impatient: "Deng Qing's half-crazy appearance may one day do something drastic, only if she believes that it is Bai Jing who enjoys everything she desires, you will always be safe." A villa is nothing to Deng Qing, who was born in a wealthy family, and the shares of the Su family that she has never been able to get are what makes her the most blushing, so when she shows her feet and attacks Bai Jing, it is also when she shows her flaws, I can lead the Deng family to cut the grass and eradicate the roots. ”

I was silent, watching Su Yunan rarely explain to me for so long, and I couldn't tell how sad I was.

However, I immediately realized that something was wrong.

I said, "Isn't the Deng family all down? How can it still pose a threat to you and me?" ”

I seldom talked to him about business like this, and he answered me patiently one by one.

He poured himself a cup of tea with one hand and took a sip before continuing to explain: "Although the Deng family has fallen, many senior executives of the Deng family have entered our company, including the henchmen of the former father Deng, so I have no choice but to ...... Xiao An, you have to understand my brother, I can't give the Deng family any chance to make a comeback, do you understand?"

I haven't spoken for a long time.

In order to completely eradicate the remnants of the Deng family, he said the so-called words to protect me, which inevitably caused a misunderstanding.

This misunderstanding was even fatal.

I looked at the cup of tea in his hand, and the emotion just now was really just a moment, and it was washed away faster.

At the end of the day, he's still profit-oriented.

If we didn't care so much about profit, we wouldn't be where we are today.

Thinking of this, I put my hand on my stomach and said softly: "I also have a new life here now, why don't we go to a new place together and start over, I really don't like S City, this place is too depressing for me......"

Su Yunan's face slowly changed, I bit my lip, and changed my mouth again: "Or you don't want to go to the new city with me, so how about letting me go there alone to raise a baby......?"

"Su Zai'an, you have to stay by my side, you can't leave. I've said this so many times, why can't you remember it?" he interrupted me directly, still so patented.

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