I staggered out of my sister's room.

He walked to the cellar by himself, locked the door behind his back, and then picked up a can of wine and poured it into his body.

But before I was halfway through, I felt a little drunk, and the pungent smell went straight to my heart, and I couldn't drink it anymore.

But I don't want to think about it so much now, I just want to get drunk.

In the past, I couldn't understand that others were borrowing wine to relieve their sorrows, but now that I hold this bottle of wine in my hand, I really feel its charm.

It's unstoppable, and even if you can't drink it, you keep holding on to it.

But as soon as I was in a hurry, I coughed so hard that I couldn't breathe.

Looking at the unknown wine in my hand, I was stunned for a long time, the Su family has always had this wine cellar, Su Yunan has been trained to taste wine since he was very young, he can't say how much he loves it, but he understands it very well.

He never taught me wine tasting, or even let me into this cellar.

Fortunately, I wasn't interested in this either, so he didn't guard against me with the key here.

I know that if I go out to buy drunk at this time, the success rate will be zero, and Xiao Rong and Assistant Li will stare at me all the time, so that I don't have a moment to relax.

It's better to be in this house, they didn't think I came here.

But as I drank this wine, I became more and more sad, and my heart became more and more uncomfortable.

Stuffiness, palpitation, headache, and even bitterness on the tip of the tongue.

I feel like the whole world is covered in darkness.

Why should I be Su Jae-an? Why should I meet him?

If my mother hadn't married into the Su family back then, I wouldn't have experienced this, I might be an ordinary college student now, or work somewhere.

I found an ordinary boyfriend and we were in love with each other.

I will be ordinary all my life, and he will be very successful all my life.

There is no me in his world, and there is no him in my world.

How nice.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and the more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became.

But that's where I met him.

That's what happened now.

It was getting dark, and I heard footsteps outside several times, and they were probably looking for me.

I hugged myself, looked at the dark sky outside, and smiled wryly.

People, no matter how many times they go through it, they will never get used to the night, they will always chase the light and get tired of the darkness.

Sometimes it is even like a moth to a fire, running towards a little light.

To Su Yunan, am I not a moth to the fire?

Didn't I really know that he was full of danger?

But he coveted his light, so even if he knew that it was an abyss and destruction, he recognized it.

But this destruction seemed to come sooner before I had touched the sweetness of his light.

My heart hurts.

The pain was so bad that I was almost drunk, but I couldn't stop the pain.

Thoughts blurred......

But I still kept drinking with the bottle, I was very willful, this bottle was not delicious, I took a sip and put it aside, and immediately changed to drink the next bottle.

But in the end, at the last second after I almost fainted, I saw Su Yunan break through the door, and when he saw me, he frowned, picked me up from the ground and hugged me in his arms.

He squeezed my wrist and waist so hard that the anger could even rush out of his eyes, and he yelled at me, "What's the matter with you?

He was furious.

He hadn't been angry in a long time.

And it's to be angry at this kind of thing that I don't think is a thing at all.

"What are you angry about?" I sneered as I looked at him in front of me.

I asked myself, and then I replied: "Oh, I know what you're angry about, you're angry that I don't care about my body like this, it will hurt the child in my belly, in the final analysis, it's still for the child, but I just want to drink, what can you do with me......"

I don't know why, when I'm drunk, I talk so much, I want to talk so much, and no one can stop it.

I kept trying to accuse him.

"You can't control me, you can't control it, I have nothing to do with you now, I just want to leave now, I want to leave you, and I have nothing to do with you. ”

As I spoke, I burped, laughed tremblingly, and tears of laughter came out.

Even though his face was blurry, I could see a hint of coldness and gloom, and he squeezed the bottle tightly in my hand, snatched it, and slammed it on the ground.

He tensed up, and I thought he was going to slap me, but he didn't say anything, but said, "Let's go, let's go out first." ”

"You can have a drink with me. I stopped him.

I grabbed his tie tightly, feeling a little suffocated and sad in my heart, but still said: "You can have a drink with me, I don't think I should be pregnant, my body should just be a reaction caused by a cold, so drinking should be fine, you don't have to worry." ”

He looked at me coldly.

I smiled and continued to persuade him: "I'm so sad, Su Yunan, can you understand me? I know you don't love me, I know you have a lot of women outside, but I'm still sad." ”

"I know you're just treating me as a substitute, but I grew up with so few relatives and so few people who would take care of me, and you have so many things, money, wealth, status, and I find out that I only have you. ”

"That's what I'm most afraid of, if only I had so many, maybe I wouldn't be so sad now......"

I was incoherent and didn't know what I was talking about, and I begged him to have a drink with me, but he didn't, but there was still an irrefutable look in his eyes.

"Shut up and don't talk again. ”

He carried me out of the cellar without saying a word, and then the servants outside were stunned when they saw this scene.

He ordered the servants to put water for me, to make soup, and to change my clothes.

Then he stripped me of my clothes piece by piece, and my consciousness was blurred, and I had to be left to his own devices.

I can't count how many times he picked the tears from my eyes with his fingers, but I only felt sick at this point.

Because as soon as he did something like that, I would remember that he had flirted with many women.

My jealousy will get out of hand.

It wasn't until my body was immersed in warm water that I felt a slow relaxation, and little by little the water flowed over my shoulders and cheeks.

With the stimulation of the water, I was a little more sober.

But I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Su Yunan pushed me underwater intentionally or unintentionally.

I was throbbing with fear, my fingers clutching at the edges, so that he couldn't do anything to my body, but he pressed harder and harder.

The water ran over and over my lips and nose, and I choked and coughed, and finally bit down on his hand before he stopped in pain.

A hint of gloom flashed in his eyes, and then he pinched my chin, and said in a low voice, "Are you awake?

I gasped, defensive, and said incoherently: "I didn't make trouble, don't do anything to me, you, don't think about drowning me, I,"

He snorted: "Don't worry, it's too troublesome to kill you, and I have to take care of the aftermath for you, I have a lot of work, and I don't have time to take care of you." ”

He spared no room for sarcasm, and my heart was half cold, but he also settled down.

In the blur just now, I even thought he was really going to drown me.

How terrible.

Every minute I stayed by his side, when I didn't relax, how defensive and suffocating it was.

He had scared me so much that I didn't dare to stay in the water for a minute or a second, but he saw what I was thinking, picked me up, and dried my body.

I was fed and drank the decanter soup, and then took a hair dryer to help me blow my hair.

I let him blow it, and he played with my hair very skillfully, as if he had done it many times.

I even had a lot of strange feelings in my heart, at this moment, we are like an ordinary couple, just after a quarrel, reconciled.

He helped me finish blowing my hair and said, "Next time you dare to drink, or do something similar, I will scare you in different ways, and don't say anything more if you want to run away from home, do you understand?"

There was still a slight anger in his tone, but he threatened me with a calm look.

Where did I dare to contradict him in the slightest, just hummed.

Finally, I lay on the bed with him, and I cautiously said, "Yu Nan, I want to go on a trip." ”

His anger didn't seem to have subsided, and he replied to me casually: "I'll go with you after this period of the company." ”

I softened my tone: "I don't need you to accompany me, I'll ...... it myself"

But in the middle of his words, he looked at me expressionlessly, pinched my waist unconsciously, and said arrogantly: "When you arrive in a new city, can you rationalize all your time arrangements? Do you know what classic places are worth visiting? Will you communicate well with outsiders without being deceived by cheating? When have you ever traveled alone since you were a child?"

"Except, of course, that runaway. ”

His contemptuous tone came down, and I felt uncomfortable.

Didn't he think I was a little too weak?

Seeing my aggrieved appearance, he smiled again, as if comforting, as if teasing: "I'm afraid that you will take a detour, you know." ”

I mumbled quieter.

In my heart, I feel more and more unequal with him.

Is it afraid that I will take a detour, or is he afraid that he will not be able to control me and satisfy his possessiveness.

The analogy of husband and wife just now is really ridiculous.

He has always been superior in front of me, he has been pampered since he was a child, and I, my mother is low, I have always been humble in front of him, and I am also the weakest one.

How dare I contradict him?

How dare I come with him openly?

Messed with him so many times, and in the end, he was easily subdued?

In Ben Cheng, I don't know how many of his eyeliners are around me.

When will this unequal relationship end......

In the dead of night, after everything was over, he quickly fell asleep.

Xu is tired, Xu is finally finished cooking me, and he is also relieved.

But my heart was filled with great sadness and helplessness, in fact, to be honest, Su Yunan's strength should be one thing that makes me feel very secure.

But I didn't have the slightest sense of security, but became more and more afraid, and wanted to flee more and more.

He can use people, he is good at using people, whether it is Deng Qing in the past, or Bai Jing now, when approaching him, no one may have doubted his sincerity.

But in the end, didn't you choose to believe?

He's used me more than once.

So I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I continue to get along with him, I will forget the pain again, be blinded by his gentleness, and miss my heart.

Now all he does to me is nothing more than hasten him to throw me into the abyss.

……

Su Zhai slept early tonight.

The servants also returned to the workers' house early.

Xu is tired of taking care of my affairs, I lay down next to Su Yunan, pushed him several times, and he didn't wake up.

He sleeps relatively lightly on weekdays, but today he may have taken off his guard and slept so soundly.

I laughed, touched his lips with my fingertips, turned on the dim light on the bedside table, and looked at him closely.

Trace the lines of his face little by little with his fingertips.

It's still that good-looking.

Not only will the women outside him look at him with obsession in their eyes, but even such a person has looked at me many times, treated me gently, and said love words to me.

I'm sure I'm going to sink too.

His love is like a swamp, as soon as he steps into it, it will never be recovered.

I stared at him for a long time, and then I laughed.

Inexplicable.

I whispered: "It would be nice if you were more dedicated, because it's obviously all your fault, it's your fault if I go, I hate you, it's also your fault, everything I do is based on what you did wrong." ”

"You shouldn't have been so bad to me before, if you were a little nicer to me, then I wouldn't be willing to leave. ”

When I was awake, I didn't ask what I saw in the office during the day, because I knew that even if I did, he wouldn't necessarily answer.

What he did, I don't have the right to intervene in.

I don't want to know if it's because of the freshness of the picture, or because of some new business tactics.

He and Bai Jing are like this, I really see it.

At this time, he was lying next to me, and it was real.

So, what else is there to say?

I got out of bed softly, opened the curtains, and looked out the window at the moonlight.

The beauty is out of control, and the moon is exceptionally round tonight, as if to suggest something.

But I made up my mind.

I stood by the bed and stared at the moon for a long time, and even looked obsessed with it, and saw the dim stars beside the moon, and I thought it was very fascinating.

S City is obviously a city, but the air is still so fresh at night.

It's a rarity.

I coveted this place, the back garden where my house could be seen at a glance, and this place, although more of a nightmare for me, also had some pleasant childhood.

After all, how much I hate, it's also where I grew up.

The alcohol just now is still lingering between my lips and teeth, between my heart, and in my brain, and I am still a little dizzy.

I laughed and laughed, I don't know how long, and then whispered out of the room.

I only took a mobile phone and ID card, and I didn't bring anything else, so I changed into a dress, and left Su's house and out of the yard.

I didn't know where I was going, but after thinking about it, I drove away with Su Yunan's spare BMW.

After all, no matter where you go, it's a little too difficult to walk.

After midnight, the streets of S City are still full of traffic, and everyone's faces are refreshed, because at this time, for the citizens, the nightlife is not outdated and has just arrived.

I clutched my phone tightly, and a gust of night wind blew, blowing my heart even a little cold, making me unconsciously pinch my palm and turn on the heating in the car.

I was driving the BMW aimlessly, and I didn't know where I was going, so I just kept driving forward, a little farther away from Su's house.

But I can't hide the huge emptiness in my heart, and I'm still sad, and I can't stop being sad.

After driving for several hours, it was three or four o'clock in the morning, and I was so tired that I stopped at an ordinary hotel and checked in for one night.

When I got out of bed and started checking the route on my phone, I had some bold ideas in my head, such as driving my car to the city I wanted to go to.

But after driving for so many hours, I was exhausted, and I felt that I was too stupid, even if I had enough money, but I didn't have any plans at all.

Too hasty.

But fortunately, I am still very familiar with S City, and it is not difficult for me to leave this city and go to another place.

The next morning, I also woke up, and the first thing I woke up was to leave the hotel, and the plan I made for myself was to get on the highway first, leave S City, and go to the next place.

lest Su Yunan find me too quickly.

He can cover the sky with one hand in the city, but if I leave when he is unprepared, he will not have such a thoughtful idea.

He's just a mortal, and I was so normal yesterday that I don't think he'll think much more.

I got in the car, according to the original plan, drove the navigation drive, and drove smoothly all the way to the highway, I planned to set a fixed point in J City first.

Although J City is close to S City, it can be regarded as leaving S City, and as long as I leave this place, I feel that I am one step closer to a new life.

My car was speeding down the road, and after passing S City, I couldn't even suppress the joy in my heart.

I'm really out, I'm really out.

This escape, not like last time, you have to fight with him, I am even very bland, just when he is asleep, I just walked out.

Leaving him was simpler than I thought.

Not even doing many, many plans like last time.

I finally burst into tears and laughed, but since it was the highway, and it was the first time I had driven myself into the highway, I knew that I couldn't get too carried away, so I concentrated on driving and suppressed the excitement in my heart.

But within a few minutes of getting on the highway, my phone started to vibrate non-stop.

I didn't look, I didn't even have to look, I could think it was him.

He has woken up now, and he hasn't found me in Su's house, so he must be in a hurry.

But I didn't pick it up, and I definitely didn't think about it, I just drove towards the new place in J City, and I even had only one belief in my heart, as long as I drove through the highway, everything would be fine.

I closed the windows and turned up the music in the car to the loudest, muffling out the sound of my phone.

Everything is new, everything is ......

There was only one belief left in my heart, and I kept silently thinking that a new place, everything is a new place.

The nightmares of the past will all be gone.

The people I hated before, the things I hated, will not happen in the new city.

I smiled and laughed, tears welled up in my eyes, and I even began to tremble unconsciously when I grabbed the steering wheel, I don't know if it was because of excitement or unknown fear.

I don't know how long I drove, my ears were deafening, and finally when the car turned the corner, I saw the familiar Bentley in the rearview mirror.

My whole body shuddered.

It's him......

How could he be so fast?

How could he have found out where I was so quickly?

I bit my lip so hard that my face turned pale in that moment, panic, helplessness, remorse, all flooded my brain.

The tension in my heart has become high, and the car behind me is still chasing after me.

Even getting closer and closer to me, my whole body began to tremble unconsciously, no, he would catch up with me if he continued like this.

After catching up with me, I'm going to live the same life again.

No, no......

I don't want to.

This belief in my heart became more and more firm, the purpose became more and more obvious, I was engrossed, ignoring the car that was getting closer and closer in the rearview mirror, ignoring his flashing cruel face, and slamming the accelerator on the sole of my foot to the end.

I'm leaving.

I must go.

But......

Su Yunan's car is getting closer and closer, even if I drive fast, it is the speed of my whole strength, but it still can't match his Bentley, and it can't match his driving level.

I'm getting shorter and shorter away from J City, and he's getting shorter and shorter away from me.

The faith in my heart was suddenly destroyed in an instant, and it was filled with sadness, and I couldn't seem to leave.

Why can't I go? Why can't I go?

Why should I suffer from him?

Why?

I'm crying and driving, but the speed is getting crazier, is this fate?

My life is to be tied to him no matter what?

I still remember the first time I met him when I was so young, and I thought he was so different from me.

His face was innate pride and pampering, and the beauty of his dress made me feel a little inferior, and he seemed to be like a god, untouchable, far from my former gloomy life.

When he handed me a piece of candy in his hand and winked at me in a friendly way, my heart melted.

He was tickling in my ear, and he said, "This candy is delicious, you can taste it." ”

When I was seven years old, I tasted such delicious candy for the first time, and my heart exploded, and I even felt that it was the best candy I had ever eaten since I was a child.

But I didn't know that from then on, I fell into a catastrophe from which I could never recover.

……

When he finally followed, I looked in the rearview mirror with tears on my face and finally smiled.

What if it was liberation?

I slammed the steering wheel to the left, and the car slammed into the cross, the wheels grinding against the highway with a high-pitched, screeching sound.

The depression, depression, and helplessness in my heart were finally released at that moment.

The Bentley behind him braked suddenly, but it couldn't avoid a loud collision between the two cars!

It's like heaven and earth collapsing, and they are completely destroyed in an instant!

"Bang!"

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