I saw Xin Rong's movements slow, "What's the matter, you have a relationship in the hospital?"

"Mom, can we wait a little longer before we leave?"

Since I was transferred to the hospital, although I have been in the hospital every night, I have never seen Shi Qing. But I can learn a little bit from Xin Rong's mouth every day, what delicious meal Uncle Shi Qing gave her, or what little knowledge he told her, it is not the same every day, and I also hear it freshly. I think Xin Rong should be waiting for her Uncle Shi Qing.

"What, are you waiting for your Uncle Shi Qing, or Uncle Xie Tian?"

"Uncle Xie Tian said on WeChat that he was not coming, but Uncle Shi Qing said that he could come. Shall we wait for our uncle?"

"Since you have made an agreement with Uncle Shi Qing, I naturally have to wait with you. ”

It was also Sunday, and I sat down next to Xin Rong and looked at the line on the cabinet in a daze. When she first came, she didn't have any luggage, except for a few clothes I brought to Xin Rong from home, the rest were the things that Shi Qing and Xie Tian bought for her. There are books, Lego, and cosplay little witch clothes. I really can't figure out how the two big men would buy clothes for the little girl, but Xin Rong seems to like this witch costume very much, so he dressed himself up when he had nothing to do. I remember that when I was a child, I didn't like princesses, thinking that princesses were too kind and always deceived, and they were not as interesting as witches. A broom can wander the world, how romantic. Compared to the princess who has to be saved by the prince to live, it is too boring and boring.

Taking advantage of the time to wait for Shi Qing, I briefly summarized the course progress she lacked this week with Xin Rong. The primary school curriculum has no difficulty and no content, so I would like to inform her and let her go to class on Monday, so that she has a basic understanding. During this week, I didn't give Xin Rong any make-up lessons. I prefer to let her learn independently so that she can develop a learning method that works for her. She asked me questions that she couldn't solve for a long time, but it was rare. Usually she completes the pre-revision herself. I don't supervise her studies, I don't ask when she learns, what she learns, or how long she learns. Because I believe she respects her as well.

"Uncle Shi Qing!" Xin Rong jumped off the bed and rushed towards Shi Qing, who also caught the oncoming little guy steadily. When did the two of them become so acquainted?

"Have you waited for a long time? Uncle has already dealt with things as quickly as possible. ”

"Not long at all. I was very happy to see my uncle. ”

Hehe, what Xin Rong said was not long, it was really not long, a full four hours.

"Hahaha. Why is Xin Rong so well-behaved. Shi Qing's eyes were full of spoiling when he looked at Xin Rong. That kind of look, because it was too similar to Shi Qing when I was a teenager, made me feel like I was in a trance for a moment.

"I want to thank you all the time. I'm finally seeing you this time. I'm sorry for you and thank you for this time. ”

"No hassle. Xin Rong is very likable. She's a lot like you. Seeing her always reminds me of you. "I don't know if it's stained with Xin Rong's light, Shi Qing's gaze at me is also a lot more restrictive.

"Hahaha, my daughter, can you not be like me?"

"Yes, let's go. I'll send you. ”

By the time I was discharged from the hospital, it was already dark. Because I didn't have the oppression and tension I had when I first met Shi Qing, I didn't resist him to send us home.

"Have you eaten?" Xin Rong and I played in the cafeteria, I don't know if Shi Qing has eaten it.

"I've eaten it. Shi Qing glanced at Xin Rong in the rearview mirror, "She slept fast enough." ”

"Hahaha, when she finally saw the male god, she could naturally sleep with peace of mind. Xin Rong was already drowsy when he was in the hospital, and for the sake of the agreement with Shi Qing, he beat his spirits. I didn't persuade her to sleep, but stayed with her and waited for the person she liked to show up. This kind of little girl who insists on the person she likes, how can I bear to refuse?

"I didn't think I'd like Xin Rong so much. I feel very uncomfortable thinking that you have Xin Rong with someone else and love his child so much. But the first time I saw her in the hospital, I couldn't help but like her and care about her. She looks exactly like you, and she can't see her dad at all. And the temperament is so similar to you, so I just want to care about her and love her. ”

Xin Rong doesn't look like a tall man at all, but Xin Rong's intelligence should have been inherited from him. Because I don't think I'm smart, I'm stupid a lot of the time.

"Shi Qing. Don't say that again. I didn't see you this week and thought you figured it out. "I don't like the ambiguity of the established and unclear very much, and I strictly prohibit the ambiguity of speech and body. Especially if the other party still has a girlfriend.

"I figured it out. I'm not going to force you. But I think that during the period when I don't know what happened in the past ten years, I can care about you and Xin Rong like a friend. It's not like I haven't had a chance to meet you this week, but I know you don't like to be too close to me, so I deliberately avoided it. ”

"I'll keep the boundaries of a good friend, because I can't guarantee that I won't mind your past after hearing about it. ”

"It's just that now, I want to tell you about Xin Ai, Xin Rong, I don't mind. ”

"I know that the past has done you a lot of harm, and I won't ask you, and I don't want you to go back to painful memories. I was just a little angry with myself, why wasn't I by your side at the time. ”

For a while, tears welled up, and I didn't know what to say, for fear that the first syllable I spit out would reveal the fact that I was crying. Or I don't need to say anything, the rippling tears will also reflect into Shi Qing's eyebrows.

I don't know if Shi Qing is mentally cheating, but he also said that he can't guarantee that he can accept my past. He just felt guilty that so much had happened when he wasn't with me, even though he didn't know what had happened. And he just wants to do his best to care for a friend. Therefore, this kind of compassion has nothing to do with love. The theory of mental derailment at the beginning was overturned by me after my careful consideration.

"You don't have to feel guilty, those things have nothing to do with you. I also thought about why so many people, but I suffered so much injustice. Why didn't I do anything hurtful, but I had a bad fate. Later, I figured out that everyone will experience the experience of working their muscles and bones and starving their bodies and skin, and whose life can be smooth sailing? I just have a few more hurdles than others, and I am no different from others. ”

"Fortunately, I am now healthy and happy. Even if it's just a screw in a social instrument, I'm very satisfied. ”

I may have hated Li Chungen a long time ago, if it wasn't for him, maybe I would go to a good university safely, find a man who is not tall, not handsome, not rich, interesting and positive, get married, have children, and live and work in peace and contentment. Now, do I still hate? It's his fault that he's disgusting, and I don't have to hate my own body, my own life, because of him. Whether he is brought to justice or not, I don't have to bury my life for the sake of a scumbag. I'm still so young, I still have so many possibilities, and my future is still promising.