Chapter 1017 Coward, Even Happiness Will Be Afraid

If you're actually asking me why you don't know about it, then I think the answer I can give you is no why. ’

The night was cold, and the tall street lamp in the corner emitted a dim white light, making the person standing under the lamp look like a statue shrouded in darkness for a long time.

In this world, not everything is known. What's so strange about something you don't know?'

King Peter leaned on the pole of the street lamp, his hands in his pockets, still looking a little arbitrary and casual, but he didn't see his usual playful posture.

He tilted his face slightly, staring intently at the vast night sky above his head, and while whispering softly, the light and shadow that fell on his face seemed to intertwine a desertion that no one could explain.

Han Yu raised his hand and pinched his slightly sour eyebrows.

Immediately, he shook his head inexplicably, turned around and sat down on the wooden bench on the side.

Kim Peter glanced at him and smiled, 'Not angry?'

"Suddenly finding someone arguing with the air only makes me look more like a madman. ”

Han Yu's voice sounded a little dull at this time, as if something was stuck in his throat.

That sounds like he's still angry. ’

With a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, King withdrew his gaze, continued to look up at the sky, and whispered: 'But don't you think it's stranger to do this?' I am also a part of your heart, and you hold your anger in your heart, as if your heart were divided into two parts, and each other is in the same vein. Well...... Having a heart that can fight with yourself sounds pretty handsome?'

As he spoke, the fellow clasped his hands, turned his head again, and raised his eyebrows slightly lightly at the silent figure sitting on the bench with his usual playful demeanor.

“…… I'll just take you as Jin Zhiyu at that time. I'm just asking you one question, why don't you tell me about it?"

You can't expect me to give you all the truth generously. ’

"Then please! Since you want to keep it a secret, let's do things beautifully!!"

Han Yu suddenly put down the hand holding his forehead, and the sudden angry rebuke was enough to scare many people who knew him well.

"Taeyeon's appearance just now...... Don't you see that?!!?

Gritting his teeth word by word, Han Yu looked at Jin Peter, and his eyes looked a little red.

He was extremely unusually furious, an unprecedented hysteria emanating from his trembling voice, as if trying to control something.

'Do you want me to be pretty?'

Kim Peter's expressionless face was unmoved, and he suddenly asked, 'Do you want me to be like you?'

Han Yu's face that had spread anger under the mask was stunned.

Immediately after, he closed his eyes tiredly, raised his hand, rubbed his stiff cheeks vigorously through the mask, took a deep breath, and did not say a word.

He understood what King Peter meant.

In the summer of 2004, Lim Yoon-woo temporarily changed his plan to go to Gwangju and went to Jeonju instead...... All of this clearly exists in the memories that Lin Yunyu gave him, and there is no omission.

So he knows Peter, he knows Wendy.

Even, at the earliest time, when he saw the two safes marked with the names of Yoona and Taeyeon in the secret compartment of his study, he actually understood that he, no, maybe it should be said that "Kim Ji-woo", had long known the existence of his other sister.

The move to go to Quanzhou can be said to be a spur of the moment, or it can be said to be premeditated, but he didn't expect that the ending of the two of them was not very good at that time.

So much so that even later, when the name "Kim Peter" reappeared in his mind with the awakening of memory, he subconsciously chose to avoid it.

He continued the love for Taeyeon hidden in Lim Yoon-woo's heart, but he didn't intend to tell her the truth.

In the end, it was he who was the bastard first, so he didn't even have a position to reprimand Kim Peter at the moment.

In this matter, neither of them can be upright.

Just stay honest and reflect on it. I don't need you to teach me. Taeyeon's appearance...... Of course I did. Don't forget, I was in your body at that time. In addition to thinking and remembering, we even have the same emotions. ’

Without further stimulation of Han Woo, Jin Peter looked back at the night sky above his head and exhaled softly from his mouth.

"What the hell are you?"

After a while, Han Yu raised his head and looked at Jin Peter's pitch-black eyes that seemed to be faintly flickering with an indescribable anxiety, "I used to think that you were some kind of split personality...... But when will DID patients be able to communicate face-to-face with their own personality like this? You can even share a body with me...... Today, you tricked me into asking Taeyeon out, and the purpose is not as simple as you originally said, right?"

The reason why Han Woo, who was originally determined, changed his mind was naturally because of Taeyeon. If it weren't for the 4,000-day anniversary that King Peter said, tonight's events shouldn't have developed like this, and Han Woo wouldn't have let King Peter make such a "top" move to himself.

'I confess that I did have a little bit of a mind in the hope that the girl would be able to say everything that was on her mind......

Without answering Han Woo's first question, Kim Peter spread his hands, "However, my main purpose is the same as what I said before, I hope to change Taeyeon's personality in this way." Don't you think there's no point in her life like this?'

"I think Taeyeon shouldn't live for a certain meaning, but for a sense that suits her. Han Yu said unceremoniously, "Don't put your self-righteousness on her." ”

At this time, you listened to her. She told you to leave it alone, you really didn't care? Don't you realize what is the source of all those repeated mistakes between you and Taeyeon?'

Han Yu shook his head: "I don't know Taeyeon, but you don't know Taeyeon either, neither of us is her, so we are not qualified to evaluate whether her lifestyle is correct." ”

King Peter narrowed his eyes, 'Then what if I tell you...... Is it her own will to want to change?'

"Huh?" Hearing this, Han Yu was stunned for a moment, "You say...... What?"

Tears are different, but the thoughts of crying are the same. ’

It's like no matter what the difficulty is, it's difficult, it's the same feeling. ’

King Peter stood up straight, met Han Yu's gaze, and walked slowly towards him step by step.

You don't know Taeyeon, and I don't know Taeyeon, but I don't have the eyesight...... You can always see the painful expression, don't you see Taeyeon's look just now?'

The same question was asked again, but the two sides of the question and answer were reversed.

Han Yu frowned slightly, and a thoughtful look appeared on his face.

'Sadness is something that can't be hidden. What is a hard mouth and what is truth, don't you even know what it is?'

'Isn't it just to hide oneself so that others can find oneself?'

What Taeyeon really wants, in all her performances, she has told you very clearly. ’

Stopping as he walked in front of him, Kim Peter turned around, and then slowly crouched down, supporting his chin with one hand, and his unwavering eyes met Han Yu's complicated gaze.

He asked faintly, 'Do you still have to tell me until now that you can't see anything?'

“……”

There was silence for a while.

Looking at the pair of deep eyes in front of him, which were the same as his own, Han Yu did not make any response.

As if he understood something, Kim Peter raised his eyebrows, his expression was still relaxed, "Sometimes I envy you, not love is a talent, when a person can face the world with the most cold-blooded attitude, he can always live a happier life." ’

"You don't need to be sarcastic about me. My concerns, I don't say you know. ”

Han Yu took a deep breath, then frowned slightly, and said in a tone that no longer concealed his worries: "Even if Taeyeon needs to change, are you sure it's appropriate for me to intervene?" I'm afraid that in her eyes now, I should be the person she hates the most in this world." ”

King Peter examined him for a moment, and then suddenly asked, 'Have you noticed that you are the one who thinks you are?'

Han Yu subconsciously frowned again, but did not speak.

You always treat them with your own standards unconsciously, unilaterally thinking that this is right for them and that this is not suitable for them, but you never try to think from their point of view. It's like when you get that memory and try to give Taeyeon the best OPPA with double love, but you never think of it...... Killed Taeyeon's best friend in the world. ’

The casualness on Jin Peter's face disappeared, he became serious, his eyes stared at Han Yu who was stunned, and he said in a deep voice:

If it weren't for you, who do you think would be the one to come? In this world, in terms of relationships, you are closest to her, and emotionally, you are her best friend in this life. The relationship between other friends is not at this step, and between relatives, living for too long, will give birth to an invisible wall in the heart, blocking the exit of the truth. Only you...... It is only when faced with you that she will show her truest self. The person you hate in the world is not necessarily not the person you like the most......

'—you know!'

Without warning, Kim Peter raised his hands and grabbed Han Yu's shoulders.

Although it was impossible to feel it, Han Yu felt as if an indescribable force was coming from his shoulders, which tightened more and more as his five fingers clenched.

His eyes widened unconsciously, and when he looked in front of him, he saw King Peter saying to himself earnestly word by word:

'Cowards, even happiness is afraid!'

'I want you to pull her out of that dark corner!...... unconditionally Pull her out and put her next to you!'

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