Chapter 1016: The Season of My Heart (Part II)
Kim Taeyeon didn't notice the change in Han Woo's expression, or rather, at this moment, she couldn't and didn't have the heart to pay attention to this man anymore.
β¦β¦ She couldn't even take care of herself.
"No need to deny it, and don't be surprised. β
"I think if there was a game of King Peter in the world, I would probably beat everyone else, and I would be able to hide you in the crowd...... Give it a handful out. β
"I knew that person was you, the mysterious guy who suddenly appeared in my life again, who inexplicably helped me, inexplicably encouraged me, and then, inexplicably, disappeared again until two years later inexplicably sent a message...... There was no more news. β
"I know the bad guy in this world who would do all this to me...... Only Kim Peter. It must be him!
Speaking of this, Han Yu could feel that the person in his arms had quieted down for no reason.
After two seconds of silence, she suddenly hit her chest twice with her only movable head!
Knock!
The action is heavy and slow!
A peaked cap was knocked to the ground on the side, and as Han Yu's stunned gaze subconsciously shifted to look, a low voice that seemed to suppress a lot of pain and sorrow floated hoarsely into his ears, like an unprecedented thunderclap, at first sound-
ββ¦β¦ If only you never showed up!!!"
"You never knew how much you meant to me!!"
"For the past eleven years, I've been wondering, what does the relationship between me and you really mean? At first I just thought we were a simple friendship, but then one day I realized that I might be in love with you?"
Hearing this, the heart in his chest seemed to skip a beat!
Fortunately, before the unprecedented panic spread from his face little by little, he heard the girl in his arms continue to say hoarsely in that suppressed nasal voice:
"I thought it was my love for someone that would make my memory of him so deep and lasting, so for a long time, I always regarded you as my first love, and I even thought that it was my radical words that hurt you, which caused our relationship to become like that, and I deeply regretted it for a while......"
"But, not long ago, when I recognized you, when I realized that I had seen the person I had been longing to see again...... It was only then that I suddenly realized what that feeling was. β
"When a person has lived for more than ten years, except for her family, almost everything else in the world is strange and cold to her, until the day of eleven years, your appearance has become the first warmth she has encountered in her life...... Do you know what that means to her?"
"The relationship between men and women can not really only be summed up in love!"
"It wasn't until I knew that OPPA you were Peter, and after I knew that OPPA you were my Peter, that I understood...... It turns out that the relationship between me and you is more like a mixture of family affection and friendship, and I have an innate dependence on you, just like a grass growing in a dark corner will try to yearn for the sun......"
"You can say that you are my friend, my best friend, my dear, the first and most special one in the world...... Even if it is said to be a childhood sweetheart, it is not an exaggeration. β
Dear ...... Childhood?
He was stunned, and at the same time, the girl in his arms was also whispering softly as if she was responding to the thoughts that came to his mind: "Yes...... OPPA: You've thought of that too, right? It's exactly the same thing you said to reporters, to everyone...... In fact, I really regard you as my childhood sweetheart, my dear ......"
Listening to this voice in his ears, in a trance, Han Yu's face under the mask unconsciously revealed a rich and bitter smile.
Should this be said to be self-defeating or a damn coincidence......
"I guess it's not that I'm weird, right? At least in this regard, it's not my specialness, right?"
"The disappearance of a loved one, and no reason is left behind, no one in this world should always care, right?"
"Especially...... It's for people like me who don't have many friends. β
"OPPA, I want to come and go...... REALLY, IN MY MIND NOW, THE ONLY FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX WHO CAN BE SIMILAR TO PETER SHOULD BE HEECHE OPPA, BUT EVEN HE CAN'T COMPARE TO YOU...... Because he didn't bring me that experience, because he didn't leave such a deep trace in my mind......"
"Moreover, you now have an extra layer of identity in addition to being Peter...... You are my dear OPPA, the closest person I was born to be in the world. β
"When you were born, in my mind, you should exist side by side with Zhixiong OPPA and Abba......
"So, can you imagine how much I cherish you?"
"So...... Can you understand why I'm so angry today?"
"Such a precious person in my life, after we reunited, he has been avoiding me, forget it! Because I know that he is very busy with his career, even if I have a lot of things to say to him, even if I am angry with him on the surface...... I didn't want to bother him for my own reasons, and I was thinking that maybe when he was free, he would think of me, and he would remember to explain something to me, but I didn't think of it...... He offered to ask me out for the first time, but he ...... But he made some unspeakable proposals. β
"There was no apology, no explanation for the lack of farewell...... So I couldn't help but think, maybe OPPA needs girlhood to grow your company, that's why you're going to ...... tonight."
"Taeyeon!!"
"-Of course I know !!"
Screaming uncontrollably, Han Yu's words were immediately interrupted by the voice in his arms that suddenly raised the volume.
"Of course I know you don't think that with OPPA! Of course I know that you went abroad...... Because Yuna!"
The whole person raised his head and took a deep breath, and then looked down with red eyes, and in his arms, the petite figure that had always buried his head finally slowly raised his face.
After just one glance, Han Yu couldn't help but turn his head away, and let out a long breath from his mouth, the sourness in his heart and the feeling of blockage were constantly surging, turning into a trace of burning that irritated his eyes.
Tears soaked the white mask, tear stains hung wantonly under the eyelids, and a pair of eyes that were red and swollen from crying made people worry for a while.
Maybe since she was born, she Kim Taeyeon has never been so weak in front of anyone, and she has never opened her heart so completely in front of anyone and only said what she wanted to say.
"Back then, OPPA, you quarreled with me because of the problem of trainees, I don't know if some of the reasons why you went abroad had something to do with me, but...... OPPA: Don't you think it's ridiculous that we, who didn't contact us again because of this, have now become an artist when you were against me chasing my dreams? Can you imagine how ridiculous I felt when I realized this?"
"Taeyeon, OPPA is ......"
"I know, OPPA, you have your reasons! But I also had my reasons back then! No matter what, OPPA, your actions back then are unjustifiable in my opinion!"
After saying these dumbfounded words, Kim Taeyeon silently pushed Han Woo away, she bent down, picked up the hat from the ground, buckled it on her head, and pulled the brim very low.
"Since I have the opportunity, then I will simply make everything clear...... OPPA: Do you know what I care more about besides your evasion and irresponsibility?"
ββ¦β¦ I care about Yuna. β
Suddenly, the whole person seemed to be stunned again when he heard this, and Han Yu looked at the petite figure beside him in a daze.
Kim Taeyeon seemed to have guessed his thoughts, "OPPA, you're surprised, aren't you? Obviously, my relationship with Yuna seems to have changed for the better during this time, why do I say that...... But OPPA, you don't understand, the friendship of girls is the strongest and most fragile thing in the world, if there is nothing that can surpass it, it is the strongest, if there is something that she and I think is more important, our relationship can only remain friendly on the surface. β
"OPPA, you yourself have seen that the relationship between Yuna and I has become a little tense in the past because of you. At that time, in fact, because of Zhixiong's OPPA accident, I began to cherish other relatives in my heart without even realizing it, especially OPPA, a loved one who is very special to me. β
"It's like two little girls playing a game, with only a few chips left in their hands on one side and a bumper harvest on the other. In my opinion, this is the case with Yuna and I. β
"Around me, there are actually only a few people who can be called friends, and my relatives are the most cherished people in the world for me, and I have just a few family members, but Yun'er still wants to come over and grab ...... That's naΓ―ve, isn't it? But that's what I thought subconsciously. I don't want to give you OPPA to Yuna, I'm thinking, at least most of your care should be left to me, right? And Yun'a, even if she doesn't have you, she still has many, many friends. β
"Today, it's a similar situation, but it's getting worse. β
"Because I found OPPA you're Peter...... So, all at once, you went from being one of the few in my hands to the only precious one. β
"If you have a one-of-a-kind baby next to you and another person wants to grab it, will you give it to her? β
"For me, OPPA, that's how you exist. β
"I don't understand, why is it that I have to give OPPA to Yun'er when it's the same sister? I don't understand why Yun'er has so much love, and she still wants to rob you with me? I don't understand, it's also my sister...... Why, when I answered your phone, I obviously wanted to say a few more words to you, but I was afraid of Yun'er next to me, so I had to hang up in a hurry...... Even though we were all the same, I was the only one who looked like a thief. β
Hearing Kim Taeyeon's whisper, Han Woo's heart trembled violently.
It's just that when he opened his mouth to say something, he found that he couldn't say anything.
What can he say?
In this matter, he is the only one who cannot express any position, because any bias he has will be a disservice to the two girls.
"Today, after seeing OPPA and Yuna talking in the car, I compared OPPA between you and me...... It was only then that I suddenly realized the gap between me and Yuna. β
"You don't have to care so much about people close to you, and only when facing strangers, you need to always pay attention to your words and deeds...... That's why OPPA, you will be especially careful in front of me, because for OPPA, Yuna is the closest person, and I am just a sister who is related by blood but doesn't know each other at all. β
"Taeyeon......
"OPPA, do you know how much I hate the way you look so cautious in front of me?! I'd rather you be casual with me! Even if you scold me a few words! I don't believe you've never scolded Yuna since I was a child!"
"I ......" Han Yu opened his mouth, and the thousand words that came to his mouth finally turned into a weak sigh because of the girl's words.
"But if I don't treat you as a precious person, how can I be careful about your feelings?"
After thinking about it, he couldn't help but say it, and his tone was earnest, hiding a hope that would make the girl figure it out.
However, Kim Taeyeon then replied to him like this: "That's why I keep my words in my heart and don't say anything to OPPA." β
"Ah, you girl......"
"I've figured it out now. β
Turning his head and glancing at the OPPA with his red and swollen eyes, Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath, raised his head, and looked up at the night sky, the emotions in his heart that had collapsed before seemed to have gradually been subdued.
"You never lose what you never possessed. β
"OPPA, I really envy Yun'er, she is beautiful, tall, and her popularity is on par with me, there are Abba, Ernie, and you who love her, and there are so many friends around her, standard goddesses, why can a person's life go so smoothly?"
"I, I've always agreed with a sentence in "The Little Prince": I always think that a person can live very innocently and simply, it must be because there are countless people around him who protect him at a greater cost. β
"That's exactly what happened, so after I saw Yuna's threats and coquettishness to OPPA, I became even more envious of her......"
"Because she probably didn't realize that only the loved one is qualified to do such a threatening behavior, because someone cares, because someone will accommodate her......"
"Taeyeon......
As soon as Han Yu's words began, he was interrupted again.
"OPPA, just let me be alone for a while, right? OPPA, you may not have time, you should hurry up and go to the crew's final banquet. β
It was only then that the two of them seemed to suddenly remember the incident that they had forgotten.
However, for Han Yu, it doesn't matter what the final banquet is at the moment.
He frowned at the petite figure with his head bowed and his face completely covered by the low brim of his hat, and said nothing.
As if noticing that he hadn't left as he said, the petite figure suddenly raised her head, she turned her head to look at Han Yu, and under the brim of her hat, a pair of slightly shining red and swollen eyes came into Han Yu's sight, accompanied by a low and soft voice that had calmed down.
"OPPA, just leave me alone for a while, and if you're not at ease, stand at a distance and look at me...... Now, I feel very uncomfortable that you are sitting next to me. β
ββ¦β¦β
After being silent for a few seconds, Han Yu lowered his head and sniffed imperceptibly, then he raised his head, barely showed a smile on his face, and said softly:
"Okay, OPPA doesn't bother you. β
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A person got up and walked to another unoccupied corner of the amusement park, and after staring at the lonely figure sitting alone on a bench in the distance for a while, Han Yu suddenly said to himself: "Come out." β
There was silence, no movement.
"Don't let me say it a second time, come out. β
After being silent for a few seconds, under the light of the street lamp next to him, in the perspective that no one could observe, there seemed to be a phantom figure detached from Han Yu's body.
"Taeyeon said I met her again in '09 as Peter, what's going on?"
Turning to look at Jin Peter who appeared in front of him, Han Yu's straightforward question sounded quite calm, but once he looked at the pair of dark eyes that still had some traces of redness, it made people feel cold......