N Island.

Pei Yuansheng was not very conscious when he just woke up, and when he heard Tang Xiao say that he was going to visit him, he was so happy that he got carried away, and when his situation stabilized a little and he was able to calm down and think about this matter, he immediately felt that something was wrong.

Tang Xiao is Cheng Lie's wife, and it really makes no sense to come all the way to N Island to see him.

Moreover, Tang Xiao's body has not fully recovered.

Letting a patient come from so far to visit him, a man who has nothing to do with him, where did he put Tang Xiao's husband Cheng Lie?

If other people knew about this, what should they think of him and Tang Xiao?

As a man, he shouldn't let Tang Xiao bear notoriety for his own selfishness.

If the relationship between Tang Xiao and Cheng Lie was damaged because of this incident, then he would be even more guilty.

Pei Yuansheng thought about it, and knew that he shouldn't let Tang Xiao come here.

He should have called Tang Xiao immediately and asked her to change her decision.

However, he is also a human being, and he is still a man who will not die soon.

How could he not be a little sad, not a little unwilling.

Maybe this is his last chance to see Tang Xiao.

He could feel how bad his body was now, and it was not an exaggeration to describe it as lingering.

Yes, he was willing to try to live in order to see her.

But it doesn't make any sense.

If he keeps seeing her, he will keep hurting her.

Since he loves her, he shouldn't embarrass her.

He is the brother of Ryoko who grew up together, and he should wish them a hundred years of happiness and old age, instead of bothering them again and again because of his own greed.

Enough, Pei Yuansheng.

Stop.

It is enough to leave this world quietly and think of her from afar.

After Pei Yuansheng figured these things out, his heart once again felt an irrepressible pain.

"Mr. Pei, what's wrong with you?" Jin Xiaoyi, who had just walked in from outside, happened to see Pei Yuansheng curled up on the bed in pain, and the pain seemed to be transferred to her, making her feel panic and anxiety at the same time, her heart tightened, and her hands trembled almost slightly.

She stayed by his side for too long, and finally waited until his condition stabilized before she was willing to walk away for a while and clean herself up a little.

Take a shower, wash your hair, change into clean and tidy clothes, skin care, put on light makeup and lipstick -

She did all this in the shortest possible time.

She didn't dare waste even a second, because she just wanted to get back to him as quickly as possible.

Even when she was in the shower, her mind was still wondering if he would suddenly need her.

Thinking of this, she didn't even want to hit the shower gel, hastily rinsed her body with hot water, and hurriedly dried it.

On the way back to the ward, she ran into Mu Zihao, the young man seemed to want to say something to her, but before he could speak, Jin Xiaoyi smiled perfunctorily at him, and then walked away from him quickly.

At that moment, she could feel the gloom in his heart.

But so what? Love is inherently selfish, and all her mental strength can only be given to Pei Yuansheng, not anyone else.

Forgive me, Mu Zihao.

You deserve a better woman, you're still so young and so good, you don't deserve to put your feelings on someone like me.

With a hint of apology for Mu Zihao, Jin Xiaoyi quickly pushed the door and stepped into Pei Yuansheng's ward.

However, what caught his eye was Pei Yuansheng's painful appearance.

What happened to him?

Obviously she was fine when she left just now!

She frantically walked over and tried to take his hand, but he seemed to sense her intentions and gently moved his hand away.

"I'm fine. He endured the pain and said to her, "Don't worry...... Soon it will be fine. ”

"But......" she was still nervous, "might as well call the doctor?"

"No, I don't. He frowned and said, "Don't even listen to me?"

Jin Xiaoyi didn't dare to speak anymore, so she had to stay aside.

Fortunately, Pei Yuansheng's attack did not last long, and after more than ten minutes, he gradually calmed down and his breathing stabilized.

She was about to ask something, but she heard Pei Yuansheng say to her, "Help me call Xiaoxiao." ”

Jin Xiaoyi was stunned, it was already late at night, was it really appropriate to call at this time?

But Pei Yuansheng's eyes were unquestionable, revealing a determined light.

He was her employer, her boss, and there was no way she could refuse any of his requests.

So, despite her doubts, she had no choice but to honestly take out her mobile phone to call Tang Xiao.

In the few seconds she waited for the call to be answered, she was praying that Xiaoxiao had fallen asleep and would not answer the call.

Maybe she was jealous and smiling, or maybe she just didn't like to see the gentle light on Pei Yuansheng's face and eyes every time he talked to Xiaoxiao,

Pei Yuansheng was so gentle, she had only seen it on the day she went to the beach with him.

Since waking up, he has rarely smiled at her, or rather, hardly ever.

Her relationship with him seemed to be back to before. Of course, this is understandable, originally, the time of that day was the most extravagant gift that Pei Yuansheng gave her.

It's enough for her to remember for a lifetime.

Jin Xiaoyi was reminiscing about the blue sky and sea of that day, when the busy tone on the phone suddenly stopped, replaced by the quiet and natural elegance of Tang Xiao, who she was familiar with.

"Xiaoyi, it's me. ”

"Xiaoxiao, are you asleep?" Jin Xiaoyi glanced at Pei Yuansheng lying on the bed, who was staring at her intently, or the mobile phone in her hand.

Jin Xiaoyi remembered that she didn't press the speakerphone, and hurriedly reached out and pressed it.

In this way, he would be able to hear his longing voice unmistakable.

Jin Xiaoyi thought bitterly in her heart.

"Not yet, but it's late now, Xiaoyi, do you have anything to do with me?" Tang Xiao's voice seemed to be a little strange about Jin Xiaoyi's call in the middle of the night, "Is there something wrong with Pei Yuansheng again?"

"No, no...... Jin Xiaoyi hurriedly said, "Mr. Pei, he's fine, he's fine, it's just-he has something to say to you now." ”

"Huh?" Tang Xiao was stunned and said with a smile: "What's so urgent, I should be able to go to your side tomorrow." ”

Jin Xiaoyi was about to speak, when she saw Pei Yuansheng motioning to her with her eyes to give him her mobile phone.

So Jin Xiaoyi had no choice but to say to Tang Xiao on the other end of the phone: "Xiaoxiao, why don't you let Mr. Pei talk to you yourself, okay? I'll give him the phone now." ”

"Okay. Tang Xiao agreed very easily.

Jin Xiaoyi found that from the moment she handed over the phone to Pei Yuansheng, his breathing became slightly short.

This made her feel a little worried, but what could be done?

She couldn't stop any decision he was about to make.

She wanted to leave a little bit, she didn't want to hear what Pei Yuansheng said to Tang Xiao, but Pei Yuansheng didn't mean to let her avoid it.

She was his assistant, and she could only stay here without his permission.

Pei Yuansheng grabbed his fingers with his fingers, which he couldn't use his strength, and put it to his ear with great difficulty.

It seemed to be a little closer to her.

He could hear her breathing, as if she was lying next to him.

This unrealistic imagination made him feel indescribably happy.

"Laugh, I'm sorry to make you sleep. Pei Yuansheng struggled to make his voice sound calm and normal, and he didn't want her to hear his weakness.

"It's okay, I'm not asleep yet. Tang Xiao smiled indifferently and asked with concern: "Pei Yuansheng, you are a patient, why don't you sleep?"

"I ......" Pei Yuansheng subconsciously lied, "I slept too much during the day, and now I can't sleep a little." Are you sleepy? If you're sleepy......"

In front of the person he loves, he will always can't help but bow down, low to a flower in the dust, such a humble posture, for fear of provoking the other party a little unhappy.

If you grow a tail, you can't sway from side to side to the person you love, desperately pleasing you.

"I'm not sleepy. Pei Yuansheng, what's wrong with you?, is there something on your mind?" Tang Xiao asked curiously.

Pei Yuansheng smiled dumbly, and Tang Xiao's concerned tone was like a gentle and amiable bosom sister.

This woman doesn't seem to have much contact, but once you get acquainted with it, you will know that she is really nice and good.

Warm-hearted and kind, he never bears to reject others.

If she had been selfish and cold, he wouldn't have fallen into her tenderness again and again.

Despite her gentleness, she was never meant to be given to him.

He knew very well in his heart that she just regarded him as a friend, and even more so, in her eyes, he was just a friend of her husband Cheng Lie at the beginning, and because of Cheng Lie, she would care about him.

But what does it matter, no matter who it is, she always cares about him.

She was his personal doctor, and she kept his biggest secret for him.

Every time he thought of this, he would feel a sweetness mixed with a touch of bitterness.

That's what unrequited love tastes like, he thought.

Fortunately, this unrequited love is about to end with his life.

Unfortunately, he will not be able to get her love until he dies.

It doesn't matter, he can wait.

In the next life, he must get to know her before Liezi and take her for himself.

Once people have unfulfilled regrets in this life, they will always look forward to the next life.

"No...... I eat well and sleep well every day, where do I have something to worry about. Pei Yuansheng smiled, this smile touched the wound on his chest that had just been opened, making him feel a sharp pain, but he controlled his breathing very carefully, and at the same time pinched his palm tightly, allowing him to silently digest the pain.

"Really?" Tang Xiao didn't seem to believe it, "If it weren't for something on my mind, I really couldn't think of what you were calling to tell me." By the way, Pei Yuansheng, I will arrive at N Island tomorrow, if there is anything, we can sit down and talk slowly. ”

Pei Yuansheng automatically had a picture in his mind of him and Tang Xiao sitting side by side on the beach or on the terrace chatting, it was so beautiful, but he didn't have this blessing or this opportunity.

"Xiaoxiao, I thought about it, but I still don't want to be disturbed-" He said this sentence with difficulty, as if swallowing a bitter gall, his mouth was full of bitterness, "It's better to wait until I get well and go back to Chengbei to see you." ”

Jin Xiaoyi looked at Pei Yuansheng in shock, she couldn't believe her ears.

No wonder he insisted on calling Xiaoxiao himself so late, it turned out that he had changed his mind?

From a woman's point of view, of course she didn't want him to see Tang Xiao, but she knew very well that Tang Xiao was the key to persuading him to undergo heart exchange surgery as soon as possible.