In the VIP ward of Chengbei Military Region Hospital, Tang Xiao couldn't help but be stunned after hearing Pei Yuansheng's words.

Don't want to be bothered – what does that mean?

Why did Pei Yuansheng suddenly change his attitude?

She really couldn't understand what kind of psychological changes had happened to Pei Yuansheng in a short period of time.

She has been a doctor for several years and has a certain understanding of the psychology of patients.

It is true that there are many patients who are optimistic and cheerful before they get sick, but after they get sick, they suddenly become dislike to see people and are reluctant to communicate with people.

There are many reasons for this, some people don't want people to see their emaciated appearance after illness, some people want to escape, and some people simply don't want their relatives and friends to worry about them.

Which one is Pei Yuansheng?

But no matter which one it is, he is making this decision now, which is not what Tang Xiao is looking forward to.

She originally planned to tell him tomorrow morning that Xiaoru and Lu Chenxi would also go together and surprise him at that time.

Unexpectedly, he would call at this time and say that he didn't want to be disturbed.

What is the current situation of Pei Yuansheng, I'm afraid only Jin Xiaoyi, who has been by his side, can understand.

Tang Xiao really wanted to talk to Jin Xiaoyi alone, but at the moment, I am afraid it is impossible.

The only thing she could do was to guide Pei Yuansheng step by step to tell him the real reason for his change of mind.

"Pei Yuansheng, you weren't a person who didn't talk before. Tang Xiao deliberately said in an unhappy tone, "What, don't you want me to go to N Island to relax, for fear that I, an outsider, will disturb your purity?"

"It's not ......" Pei Yuansheng was a little anxious when he heard the unhappiness in Tang Xiao's tone, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't ...... It doesn't mean that, smile, don't get me wrong. ”

How could he not want her to come to N Island to relax, if she liked it, he would give her the whole N Island, and it didn't matter if N Island was named after her.

It's just that he doesn't want to ruin her life now.

He can't be a selfish ghost.

"Why is that?" Tang Xiao snorted and said, "I have already planned, but now I have to change the plan because of your words, Pei Yuansheng, I don't like people who go back on their word the most, if you can't give me a decent reason, then I'll tell you, we-"

Tang Xiao deliberately dragged out his voice, and Pei Yuansheng couldn't help but hold his back.

"Friends are gone. She said those three words slowly.

Pei Yuansheng chuckled in his heart, a little sad, but a little relieved.

Well, he's going to die anyway, how can a dead man be friends with her.

When he was alive, he didn't just want to be her friend.

He is greedy, and he is not satisfied with being treated as a friend only by her.

In his heart, he hopes to be her lover, to be her husband, and to take care of her for the rest of her life.

He knew he was delusional.

A slightly sarcastic smile slowly tugged at his pale, handsome face, yes, he was laughing at himself.

A poor worm.

A wretched creature who fantasizes about someone who doesn't belong to him.

"Laugh, I know you're joking. Pei Yuansheng said lightly, "I'm really sorry...... Xiaoxiao, this time it's not good for me, when I return to Chengbei, I'll make amends to you, whatever you want me to do, but this time, it's really not good. ”

"Excuses. Tang Xiao quickly pierced him.

She knew that what he said was an excuse.

Wait until you return to Chengbei in the future, whatever she wants.

What to make amends to her.

These are all fakes.

It's just a perfunctory excuse for her.

Jin Xiaoyi knew that he might not be able to last long if he didn't have heart exchange surgery.

Uncle Yan also knew about it.

Will he not be clear himself?

However, he was still trying to fool her, making her think that he had a long, long future.

This Pei Yuansheng, when she is a fool?

Did he forget that she was a doctor or his personal doctor.

Was it because she hadn't exercised her duties as a doctor for too long, so he had forgotten about it?

"Pei Yuansheng, don't talk to me about anything in the future, I just want you to give me a sufficient reason not to go to N Island now. Tang Xiao said resolutely.

Pei Yuansheng's breathing was stagnant.

His heart seemed to be scratched hard, and his whole body trembled violently in pain.

Jin Xiaoyi was very distressed when she saw it.

She couldn't wait to snatch the phone with her hand, and don't let Pei Yuansheng talk to Tang Xiao anymore.

Looking at the situation of Pei Yuansheng and Tang Xiao's call, she knew one thing more clearly.

How pitiful it is for a person to love him deeply but not to him.

It was an almost self-torturing torture that constantly gave itself hope and despaired.

However, people tend to enjoy it.

I knew the pain and was reluctant to let go.

Just like herself now.

However, she could bear it herself, but she was reluctant to watch the man she loved endure this pain.

Laugh and laugh, you are such a ruthless person.

Do you know how much of an impact your casual remark can have on him?

Jin Xiaoru shouted in her heart, but those cries could only exist in her heart, like a trapped beast, she couldn't say anything, she couldn't do anything, she could only suffer from his torment.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm really sorry......" Pei Yuansheng sighed weakly.

He really didn't know what a good reason to be.

"Don't say sorry to me—Pei Yuansheng, this is what you said to me, have you forgotten?" Tang Xiao reminded him.

Pei Yuansheng was slightly stunned.

He suddenly remembered that once, on the terrace of the villa, he said to Tang Xiao, with our relationship, I should do whatever I help you, thank you for such words, never say anything to me.

Scold......

How long ago was that?

It's like a dream that shatters when you touch it.

Pei Yuansheng really misses that time, at least at that time, he can still pretend to be a normal person.

He can also take care of her and protect her.

Now he is nothing, just a terminally ill person.

He couldn't do anything for her anymore.

Not disturbing her happiness is his last tenderness.

"Okay, then don't say I'm sorry. Xiaoxiao, don't come, I don't want to see you. Pei Yuansheng was ruthless, closed his eyes and said, "I don't want to see you now, I feel very good and satisfied with Xiaoyi taking care of me by my side, I don't want to see anyone else." Xiaoxiao, you don't want to disturb the world between me and Xiaoyi, right? Give us a little space, okay? ”

His tone was full of pleading.

It seems that he has really fallen in love with Jin Xiaoyi, as if he really intends to spend the rest of his life with Jin Xiaoyi here.

Tang Xiao asked suspiciously, "Really?"

If Pei Yuansheng is really in love with Xiaoyi, then she is sincerely happy for them and sincerely blesses them.

However, she always felt that what Pei Yuansheng said was not true.

At least he didn't feel like a man in love at all.

Besides, if they were really together, she believed that Xiaoyi would definitely be unable to help but tell her and share the good news with her.

"Really. Pei Yuansheng said firmly, "Why should I lie to you? Xiaoxiao, I won't lie about this kind of thing." ”

Although Pei Yuansheng said it very sincerely, Tang Xiao still felt that it was fake.

But if Pei Yuansheng wants to swear to prove that this is true, it is a bit unrealistic.

Tang Xiao thought for a while and said, "Congratulations, by the way, Xiaoyi is next to you, right?" I want to talk to her, can you?"

Pei Yuansheng frowned and said, "What do you want to say, I'll help you tell her." ”

"No, I'm going to hear her tell me how happy she is, and hear her tell me that she's being well taken care of by you now and that she's happy to be with you. Tang Xiao said in a firm tone.

If Xiaoyi can prove this, then she believes that they are doing well now, and she believes that she doesn't need to make such a trip herself.

As a person with weak legs and feet, she is actually very reluctant to trouble others, but if she wants to go far away, she is bound to trouble the people around her.

But she still didn't think about it, so she agreed to Xiaoyi's request on the phone.

Because she is not just for herself, for Pei Yuansheng, for Xiaoyi, she is also for Uncle Yan.

This is what she promised Uncle Yan.

She wanted to make sure he was alive and well, and she was going to go through the pages of his current body reports.

She was his personal doctor, and she was responsible for that.

And, together with Uncle Yan's share, she wants to make sure that he can continue to live.

This time, if Pei Yuansheng didn't come up with an absolutely convincing reason, she would have to go.

What's more, she now has Cheng Lie's support, and she has to do it no matter how she wants Pei Yuansheng to undergo heart exchange surgery.

"Okay, if you want to hear her tell you, I'll let her tell you herself. Pei Yuansheng said lightly, moving his gaze to Jin Xiaoyi, who was standing aside.

Jin Xiaoyi looked at him with a complicated expression, if Pei Yuansheng looked carefully, he would find that Jin Xiaoyi had tears in her eyes, and what was hidden in her eyes was a deep despair.

It doesn't matter if she is not loved, now, is she still going to be used by him as a tool to deceive and laugh?

Pei Yuansheng, what is he treating as her?

Yes, she is indeed his assistant, and she does live on the salary he gives, and she should indeed obey him.

However, because he knew that she loved him, he was so sure that she would definitely help him deceive Xiaoxiao?

Scold...... How ironic.

She was the one who desperately called Xiaoxiao and begged Xiaoxiao to come to N Island to persuade Pei Yuansheng to have surgery.

Now, to cooperate with Pei Yuansheng's acting, let Xiaoxiao rest assured that Pei Yuansheng will not come to N Island again, and even the person who canceled the scheduled itinerary is also her Jin Xiaoyi.

She now suddenly felt like she was doing it herself.

Maybe in the first place, she shouldn't have thought that she could fulfill him and make him happy, so she contacted Xiaoxiao, didn't she?

She should have watched him silently and watch him leave.

In this way, she will not have a chance to be used by him again.

"Xiaoru, answer the phone. Xiaoxiao has something I want to confirm with you. Pei Yuansheng looked at Ji Xiaoru and said softly.

His voice is so elegant, so beautiful, so soft, really like the best and most caring lover in the world.

But there was not a trace of affection in his eyes.

Even if he pretends, he doesn't bother to pretend.

After all, she's just a tool.

She stepped forward and looked at him, he could not see the sadness and despair in her eyes, but she could clearly see the anxiety and tiredness in his eyes.

Is he afraid that she won't cooperate with him, or is he afraid that he won't be able to convince Xiaoxiao?

Noticing her gaze at him, he raised the corners of his mouth slightly, smiling at her almost flatteringly.

Of course, this is just to make her better fit with him.

Usually, he is stingy with handouts and gives her a smile.

Jin Xiaoyi stretched out her hand and picked up her own mobile phone from his hand.

The fingertips accidentally ran over his fingers, which felt cold to the touch, and she took a closer look, and his fingertips were pale and faintly purple. It doesn't look like there's a trace of popularity.

She wanted to hold his hand and warm him, rub it to make his hand warm and rosy, but she didn't dare and couldn't do it.

Jin Xiaoyi picked up the phone.

"It's me. ”

Perhaps because her tone was too calm, Pei Yuansheng frowned slightly, and there seemed to be a trace of dissatisfaction in his eyes.

Since the hands-free was still on, he soon heard Tang Xiao's voice.

"Xiaoyi, are you with Pei Yuansheng? Why don't you tell me. Tang Xiao's tone seemed to be complaining about Jin Xiaoyi, but he couldn't help but be happy for Jin Xiaoyi, "Congratulations to you Xiaoyi, you finally managed to see the moon." ”

When Jin Xiaoyi heard the words "keep the clouds open and see the moon", her heart was stabbed again.

Keep the clouds open and see the moon - how can there be so many such good things in life.

What's more, what you can't get will never go. The lonely will always be lonely, and the painful will always be alone.

At this point, she and Pei Yuansheng have a lot in common.

It's just that he understands the pain of not being able to love so much, why would he still bully her, a person who loves but can't love as much as he does?

Didn't he have a glimmer of pity for her in his heart?

Jin Xiaoyi thought about it, and felt a sense of grievance in her heart.

She squeezed her phone tightly, worried that she had been silent for too long, which would arouse Tang Xiao's suspicions, and forcibly pulled the muscles on her cheeks, forcing herself to show an ugly smile.

You can't see the smile anyway, can you?

She tried her best to make her voice sound cheerful, and at the same time tried very hard to remember the beautiful day she spent with Pei Yuansheng at the beach.

She imagined that they were a real couple, and that day was not the only day in their lives, but the most ordinary and ordinary day of their long lives that they were going to spend together.

"Thank you for smiling, it's all my fault, I only care about myself during this time, and I forgot to contact you. Jin Xiaoyi tried to weave a lie, "Pei Yuansheng and I are very happy together, we go to the beach every day for a walk and bask in the sun, maybe because we live too happily and comfortably, but we are used to it and forget to tell you the good news." ”

Pei Yuansheng stared at Jin Xiaoyi tightly, she had a smile on her face, but her tone was always a little unnatural, and - she said too much, when a person is lying, he should be as concise as possible, because the more lies are told, the more flaws are easy to be discovered.

He only hopes that Tang Xiao can trust Jin Xiaoyi now and stop questioning what she said.

"Really, but ......" Tang Xiao seemed to hesitate, "Pei Yuansheng didn't ...... a few days ago"

"Yes, it was that day that we stayed at the beach for too long, which is why he got sick when he came back. Jin Xiaoyi was about to laugh, and said with some self-reproach: "It's not good to blame me, I shouldn't have let him stay with me for so long that day, he is really a ...... Obviously I am not feeling well, in order to make me have fun, I have been forced to accompany me to blow the sea breeze. It's me who is too willful. Hey......"

The self-blame in Jin Xiaoyi's tone didn't seem to be fake at all, but Tang Xiao still felt that it was very strange.

A few days ago, I cried and called to beg me to feel N Island as soon as possible, saying that only I could persuade Pei Yuansheng to have surgery was Xiaoyi, and now the person who said that he was living happily with Pei Yuansheng was also Xiaoyi.

Why is Xiaoyi so inconsistent, why is Pei Yuansheng obviously happy that she was able to go to N Island at the beginning, but now he insists on asking her not to disturb him and Xiaoyi?

The more Tang Xiao thought about it, the more strange he felt.

Maybe she should think about things in a better direction, maybe Pei Yuansheng has gradually felt Jin Xiaoyi's kindness to him these days, and was finally moved by her, the two have just confirmed their relationship, maybe after Xiaoyi's persuasion, Pei Yuansheng is already willing to accept heart exchange surgery.

It would be great if that was the case. Tang Xiao thought to himself.

Uncle Yan originally intended to let Jin Xiaoyi stay by Pei Yuansheng's side, and become Pei Yuansheng's person in the real sense, if Uncle Yan had a spirit in the sky and knew that they were really together and loved each other, he would definitely be very happy.

But what if the truth is not the case?

Human life is at stake, Tang Xiao does not dare to take risks.

Tang Xiao thought about it and asked Jin Xiaoyi directly: "Then how is his physical condition now?" I just listened to him, and I feel that the situation is not very good...... Xiaoyi, when is Pei Yuansheng's next operation?"

"......" Jin Xiaoyi was stunned.

How would she answer Xiaoxiao's question?

When is the next surgery......? There was no next surgery at all.

Pei Yuansheng's current body is difficult to withstand even one thoracotomy again.

There is a high probability that he will sleep forever during the procedure.

If the next operation does not completely replace him with a healthy and powerful heart, then he is likely to die directly on the operating table.

Next Surgery...... It can only be a heart-swap surgery.

However, even the heart exchange surgery that has the greatest chance of survival for Pei Yuansheng now needs to take great risks.

It's either life or death.

It's just that if the heart exchange surgery is successful, he will be able to continue to live.

Without heart exchange surgery, she doesn't know how long he will be able to last.

Perhaps, at any moment he will stop breathing.

Perhaps, one morning, when she tried to go to her room to wake him up, she would find that he had become cold in bed.

Perhaps, while talking to her this, he would suddenly faint with heart palpitations, and then he couldn't breathe and died in front of her on the spot.

The reality is such a cruel thing.