Chapter 132: A Man's Sigh
After reading the letter alone, Chu Bin didn't know what he should say.
Because Chu Bin never thought that such a bizarre thing would happen to him, Chu Bin was very clear about his positioning, he was just an ordinary person, so at the beginning, Chu Bin wanted to live a very ordinary life.
Especially when such a thing happened to Chu Bin, Chu Bin couldn't tell what kind of feeling he had in his heart, it was a mixture of annoyance and anger, but with a bit of helplessness.
"It's very lighthearted in this letter, but I don't feel any good in my heart......"
Chu Bin threw the letter on the table alone, and the little feeling in his heart did not get much better because of this aspect, and even deteriorated a lot.
"It's easy to say, but how can I let go of such a thing, I really treat that woman sincerely, but what I never thought was that that woman could do such a disgusting thing. ”
The things that were imagined were vividly remembered, and they were replayed in Chu Bin's mind over and over again, even if Chu Bin wanted to forget such a thing now, but there was still no way to forgive it in his heart.
Chu Bin clearly remembered what his feelings were like when he came to such a thing, although a long time had passed, but the little feeling in Chu Bin's heart had not passed because of the passage of time.
Lu Qi did write a letter of apology to himself, but this apology could not solve all the problems, nor could it solve the little distress and problems in Chu Bin's heart.
What Chu Bin needs now is not to apologize, because something like this happened suddenly, which disrupted Chu Bin's plan and made Chu Bin's life a mess, Chu Bin never thought that things would become the way they are now, and he hurriedly wanted to remedy it, but found that he couldn't do anything.
At this time, the previous culprit, Lu Qi, went away alone and threw this matter away, leaving only a sentence of sorry for understatement, and wanted to solve these problems now.
When Chu Bin thought of this, he really couldn't say anything, so he wanted to become the current situation, Chu Bin is angry now, and there is no way to do it, although there is no way to be angry, but the depressed feeling in Chu Bin's heart still can't be dissipated.
"But what should I do now? Throwing everything to me, just hoping that I can solve it, and go away by myself, after all, it's not because it's irresponsible. ”
When Chu Bin thought of this, he was still a little impatient, although he saw such an apology letter, but he really didn't want to forgive Lu Qi at all, whenever Chu Bin remembered what this woman had done, he still couldn't help but be angry.
But at this time, there is no longer any meaning in talking about these things, which Chu Bin knows very well in his heart, so he can only sigh helplessly, and go to the bathroom with some resignation.
Chu Bin is alone, there is still no way to let go of these things, Chu Bin himself knows that he is just a very ordinary person, and he also wants to live such a life ordinarily, but he didn't expect that such a thing would happen to himself like this, such a thing is tantamount to a thunderbolt in the clear sky.
Chu Bin went to the bathroom alone, but at this time, Chu Bin's mood was very heavy, and he didn't have any feeling to laugh at all.
Turn on the volume of the mobile phone to the maximum, and it wasn't until the song spread throughout the bathroom that Chu Bin began to take a bath slowly, Chu Bin knew that he was not like this at all in the previous period of time.
"Maybe this matter will really change a person, I don't know why, I've become like this now, but I also want to change ....." When Chu Bin thought of this, he was a little helpless in his heart, but he still forcibly told himself that he couldn't continue to think about this matter.
"I have more important things to do, so I can't focus on these inconsequential things, but it's just one such thing, and I don't have anything I can't let go. ”
Chu Bin comforted himself like this in his heart, but no matter what, he had no choice, let go of these things, Chu Binjiao still felt a headache when he thought of this.
Chu Bin washed for a long time this time, until he rubbed his body clean, and when he looked at himself in the mirror, he sighed a little helplessly.
The self in the mirror looks a lot haggard, and there is no way to compare it with the previous self.
Just when Chu Bin saw this, Chu Bin still sighed a little helplessly, he had become like this now, it was indeed something he didn't expect, and he shaved his beard a little helplessly.
It seems that he is in a lot of energy, but the man in the mirror does look very vicissitudes of life Zhang has a feeling, no matter what Chu Bin does himself, there is no way to change it.
When Chu Bin thought of this, he still felt a headache, so he simply stopped worrying about his image.
At this time, Chu Bin directly dialed Zhang Xi's phone, intending to talk to the other party about the current situation, although he had no way to solve this matter.
What's more, Chu Bin can't say it now, the feeling in his heart is indeed very strange, but Chu Bin still dialed Zhang Xi's phone, because Chu Bin knows in his heart that he still has more important things to solve, so he can't focus his energy on these inconsequential things.
When listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, Chu Bin still felt a little helpless in his heart, what happened in the past few days was too strange, and it always gave Chu Bin a feeling of unreality.
It's as if I'm still dreaming, and when I wake up from the dream, everything will still go back to the way it was, and all this is just my own dream.