But Chu Bin thought about it alone for a long time, and still opened the letter, Chu Bin really wanted to know what kind of words Lu Qi, a woman, could say after this incident happened.

Chu Bin knew in his heart that such a letter might make him feel very uncomfortable, but Chu Bin still opened the letter, because Chu Bin wanted to see what else this woman had to say, and he didn't make it clear to himself.

Lu Qi did such a thing, so Lu Qi always felt a little guilty when facing Chu Bin, but Chu Bin hated seeing Lu Qi's posture the most.

Because when Chu Bin saw such a posture, he would always subconsciously think of what kind of thing he had experienced, which made Chu Bin feel very embarrassed, and he had no way to accept it.

When he opened such a letter, Chu Bin saw what Lu Qi said to himself, and he also knew what Lu Qi wanted to say to himself now.

"I am leaving such a letter now because I know in my heart that you are not willing to forgive me after something like the previous one happened, and I have no face to face you. ”

"So what I want to make clear to you here is that I really love you very much, I care about you very much, I don't have any feelings for you, if it weren't for the fact that I like you, then I don't think the two of us would be together. ”

When Chu Binjiao saw this, he exhaled deeply, just feeling that his mind was very messy now, but Chu Bin still continued to read.

"This time I did such a thing, I know in my own heart that I don't have any shame for you, because you are really good to me, I know this very well in my own heart. ”

When he wrote here, the handwriting, which has always been clean and tidy, still looks a little messy, which shows that Lu Qi still has some struggles in his heart when he writes here.

"I'm sorry for you, and I know that it's what I did wrong, so now I just want to leave this place alone, so let's both calm down, maybe the two of us really need to calm down for a while. ”

"But what I still want to explain to you is that I don't care about you, I don't love you, I really care about you. ”

"But if I do something like that, it means that I have bowed to the abyss, I have walked to the edge of the abyss alone, and I have not controlled myself, so I will do so many unforgivable things, this is clear in my own heart, and I am not willing to ask for your forgiveness, because I know in my heart how much damage I have brought you. ”

Chu Bin couldn't bear to get angry, because Lu Qi's words now one after another evoked Chu Bin's memories of the past, and those things were the last thing Chu Bin wanted to recall, and Chu Bin wanted to throw them away.

"I know that now I am no longer qualified to receive your love, so now I am only humbly praying, I hope you can forget these things and start a new life. ”

"I really love you very much, but I can't stand it, the feelings that cheating brings me, I can't stand such a stimulus, I know in my own heart that I do have some pathologies in these things. ”

"But every time I'm faced with those stimuli, I give up on those thoughts that I had before, and I've been putting up with it for a long time, so I can't endure it anymore, and I can't continue to endure that physical torment, that feeling is really bad. ”

"And I'm addicted to sex now, and I know it's not right to do it, but there's nothing I can do about it, I know it's wrong, but I don't know how to fix it. ”

"I also know in my own heart that my incident this time has brought you a big blow, this matter is indeed my problem, and I don't want to ask for your forgiveness anymore. ”

When Chu Binjiao saw this, he didn't know what to say, he felt a little helpless in his heart, he rubbed it with a headache, his eyebrows were faintly throbbing, and he still scolded secretly in his heart, and then continued to read.

"But I still regret it very much, if there is a chance for me to choose again, then I will definitely not, and choose a path like now, such a path is really too hard. ”

Just when Chu Bin saw this, he only sneered faintly, but there was not much temperature in that smile, and there was no genuine smile in his eyes.

Chu Bin felt a headache in his heart, and he didn't know why, such a woman was able to pretend to be pitiful at this time, as if this woman was really very aggrieved, and she was forced to do these things.

"I know in my heart that I have brought you a lot of blows and injuries this time, these things are my fault, and what harm I have caused to you before is also my problem, because of my willfulness and arrogance, what pain I have suffered have made you, these things are my fault. ”

"At this time, I just want to say sorry to you, because after the previous incident, I did want to talk to you, but you are always unwilling to face me, so I don't have any choice. ”

"I've left this place now, and I've left you with a letter that explains all my thoughts now. ”

"It's true that I did the wrong things before, so I still hope that you can let go of those things, and I don't expect you to forgive me, because I have done too many wrong things, but I still hope that you can let go of those things, because these things will make you feel very uncomfortable. ”

"I've also left this place now, I know it's me who doesn't deserve it, you're a good person, and I still hope that you can find your happiness and not meet someone like me. ”

"That's all I want to say, and at this time, I still want to solemnly say to you, I'm sorry. ”