Mina closed her eyes, and a line of tears slowly slipped down her cheeks.

The moment she closed her eyes, she was desperate, desperate for life, desperate for the future, desperate for herself.

When those eyes were opened again, there was not the slightest hint of hope or anger.

I was suddenly a little sentimental, what did Mina go through during the time she left Rongcheng, and why, did it suddenly become like this?

She slowly turned her head and stared at me, revealing a strange smile, "I'm going to be free, I can finally be free, you continue to live, wait to be tortured by life." ”

Before I could rush over, Mina jumped and jumped.

Ji Muqing and I were stunned, because none of us expected that this would be the result.

Especially Ji Muqing, who has been with Mina for so long, she still treats her as if she is a sister.

Now, Mina jumped off the building in front of her, which will make her feel that she is forcing Mina to death.

Her heart is so kind, she must feel guilty.

Xu was too sad, and for a long time, Ji Muqing didn't come to his senses, "No, don't ...... Mina, come back, you're back......"

Ji Muqing was heartbroken, her steps staggered, and she couldn't walk steadily.

I pulled her into my arms and hugged her tightly, "Xiaoqing, don't go." ”

I don't want her to see Mina's miserable side, she will be even more unbearable.

All I can do now is tell her not to look at that, to stop blaming herself for it.

"I was the one who forced Mina to die, and I didn't expect Mina to make such a choice. It's me, I shouldn't have pushed him so much, I shouldn't have given her a chance to breathe. I hugged Ji Muqing's trembling body tightly and took all the responsibility on myself.

I only hope that doing so will make Ji Muqing's heart feel better.

Ji Muqing's crying was soft and weak, tears fell, and the crying was like a steel needle, piercing my heartache.

I've known her for so long, and I've never found her crying like this, which shows how much stimulation Mina brought to her by jumping off the building in front of her.

Mina's jumping off the building quickly spread in the community, and the police quickly arrived at the scene.

Ji Muqing was so sad that she couldn't answer the police's questions at all, I asked her to rest in the bedroom, and I was dealing with everything.

Mina has no relatives and no reason, Ji Muqing and I are the closest people to her in the world, so her future affairs should naturally be handled by us.

Crematorium.

Looking at Mina's posthumous portrait, I still can't understand one thing, Mina tried her best to return to Rongcheng and stay by Ji Muqing's side, since as she said, my love for me seeped into the bone marrow, how could she expose herself so easily?

Also, her jumping off the building is too unreasonable, and the words she said before she died are incomprehensible to me.

There was only a sigh.

Ji Muqing didn't know when she appeared beside me, her face was pale, and her eyes were full of gray looks.

"Didn't you let you rest at home?" I approached Ji Muqing and reached out to wrap my arms around her shoulders.

It seemed that after only one night, she had lost a lot of weight, and even her shoulders were so thin.

"It was I who killed Mina, she slept in a cold coffin, I slept in a warm bed, how can my conscience be at peace. Ji Muqing said dejectedly.

I tightened her grip in my arms, "Didn't I tell you that I was the one who forced Mina to death, so you don't have to take the blame on yourself." Besides, if Mina hadn't been bad first, how would we have done that to her? ”

Ji Muqing slowly raised her head and looked at me with a pair of bloodshot eyes.

Loss, self-blame, guilt......

These big smart eyes were filled with a complicated look at the moment.

"She's never done anything to hurt me, what's wrong with her? ”

I sighed helplessly, Ji Muqing is like this, she always likes to stop the responsibility on herself. She discussed in her heart that sometimes being kind is too much, and it is a burden.

She's not like me, a good guy is a good guy and a bad guy is a bad guy.

No matter how good and good Mina used to be, she is now bad, and in my eyes, she is a bad person.

But Ji Muqing is different, she is a person who likes to immerse herself in the past.

In her eyes, it is impossible for a good person to become bad, and even if he becomes bad, as long as the reason is reasonable, he can be forgiven. Bad people don't stay bad, as long as they get better, they can be forgiven.

I can't say whether it's good or bad for her to be like this, it's a good thing that she's kind in the bottom of her heart.

In this materialistic society, it is rare for another person to still maintain good thoughts.

Such a good person deserves to be treated well, but life seems to lack a lot of care for Ji Muqing.

I don't know how to comfort her, maybe at this time, not saying anything is the best decision.

After arranging Mina, Ji Muqing fainted from crying.

As I carried her into the car, it was drizzling, and the summer heat was finally dispelled.

However, this cool air inevitably came too quickly and too suddenly, yesterday it was still very hot, and after a light rain, it was the cold mermaid who had goosebumps.

I put Ji Muqing in the passenger seat, and even when she fainted, her brows were furrowed.

Her hands were cold and cold, like ice on a winter day.

I closed all the windows and turned on the heating.

I drove the car as fast as I could, thinking that I would get back early, get home, and get back to that familiar bed, so that she could get a good night's sleep.

After placing Ji Muqing, I boiled ginger soup, which can ward off the cold.

At around six o'clock in the afternoon, Ji Muqing woke up, awakened from a nightmare, and her clothes were soaked in a cold sweat.

I hurriedly ran over, sat down at the head of the bed, and took her into my arms.

Ji Muqing said, "I dreamed of Mina, she was covered in blood, and her facial features were blurred, she ...... He wants to seek revenge on me, Zhao Suo, and Mina want to seek revenge on me. ”

"Didn't I tell you, don't blame yourself for Mina's death, it has nothing to do with you, even if Mina wants revenge, she should have come to me, not you. Her body was shaking so hard that I could only hold her tightly, hoping that the temperature on my body would warm her.

After a while, Ji Muqing's body finally stopped trembling, but she didn't say a word for a long time.

I looked at her uneasily, "Xiaoqing, are you okay, don't scare me." ”

"Zhao Suo, what do you think it is?"

I looked in the direction of her gaze, and Ji Muqing's gaze was outside the window, but at this moment, it was dark outside the window, and there was nothing.

"Outside the window. I answered truthfully, looking at Ji Muqing, I always felt that she was weird.

Ji Muqing smiled sadly, "That's the place where Mina's life was taken, and that's where she jumped." ”

"Xiaoqing, you are always like this, you are used to imposing other people's things on yourself, how tired you are living like this, I see it very hard. Mina's death has nothing to do with you, so don't blame yourself anymore. If you have to blame me, blame me. But I don't regret doing that to her in the first place, for a person who has lost his mind, no matter what you say, they won't agree. ”

"As I said, whoever tries to hurt you, I won't let her go. What's more, Mina is no longer the Mina she used to be, and now she is just a walking corpse with Mina's face and Mina's name. Her death is not necessarily a bad thing, and it is better to be relieved as soon as possible than to let her live in such pain. ”

"But I'm still sad, I can't stop thinking about it, I can't feel guilty. A line of tears slid down.

I was so distressed that I wiped the tears from her face with my fingers and gently leaned her head into my arms.

She is now vulnerable and needs a hug to lean on, and my chest is her strongest support.

"Because you are too kind, but Xiaoqing, kindness is not necessarily a good thing sometimes, just like, you feel sorry for a hungry wolf, do you want to feed it with your own meat? Even if you feed it, will it be grateful, will it remember your good?"

"Sometimes, you have to learn to be hard-hearted, to be kind to those who are worthy, and to be cold-blooded to those who are not, so that you don't get so tired. ”

Ji Muqing didn't say anything more, probably because she didn't know what to say.

Because of Mina's matter, Ji Muqing couldn't cheer up, and I was worried about her, so I didn't go to the company.

On the first day, Ji Muqing lay in the bedroom for a day, if I hadn't forced her to eat, I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to eat anything.

The next day, she was much better than the day before and was willing to talk to me.

By the third day, she was no longer shedding tears all day.

I haven't asked her about Mina's thoughts and opinions again, because I don't want to increase the pressure on Ji Muqing, I hope she can figure out some things by herself.

But in the past three days, I have watched her every move. Ji Muqing has grown up, this is a qualitative growth, she no longer feels sorry for herself like she did at the beginning, and takes all the blame on herself.

Sometimes she's sitting on the balcony in a daze, sometimes she's sitting in the living room in a daze, and I know she's reflecting, thinking about the things in the past, thinking about the things I've said.

It is obviously impossible to change a person's mind with a few words, and I don't expect Ji Muqing to become angular all of a sudden, as long as she improves, I am happy for her.

And the calmness of these three days also made me understand a truth, the best love is not to hold the other party in the palm of your hand like a pearl, but to help the other party become strong, so that she has enough self-protection ability.

And this kind of power is not only crooked, but also internal, and it is a qualitative change.

I'm glad that I saw the tenacious side in Ji Muqing. Although Mina's incident made her heartbroken and thought it was her fault several times, this incident also taught her to distinguish between right and wrong, making her edges and corners more distinct.