329: Excellent self

"Zhao Suo, you're right, I'm too weak, this is my strength, but also my shortcoming, I've thought about a lot of things in the past two days, and I also want to change in the past, but I finally gave up. Perhaps, according to what you said, I will become better and more adaptable to this society, then I will lose me, a real one, Ji Muqing. ”

"The current Ji Muqing is not the best, but she is the most real, and she doesn't have to change herself because of anything. One is a better version of myself, the other is a more authentic version of myself, sometimes I am confused, what kind of self will be better? I have never figured it out before, but now, I have figured it out. Zhao Suo, I want to be true and strong myself. ”

I gently held Ji Muqing's hand, and her words surprised me very much.

She always surprises me, she is kind, beautiful, generous, passionate, and capable.

She will not be as deeply trapped in her own world as those sentimental women, nor will she be as self-servant as those arrogant and domineering women. She has shortcomings, but her shortcomings are precisely her biggest strengths.

She attracts me with her advantages, and she uses her shortcomings to change her advantages, and this kind of Ji Muqing is the most attractive.

"It's best if you think like that, and it's great to see that you've grown one step further. I say from the bottom of my heart.

It's been three days, and Ji Muqing smiled for the first time.

The smile is no longer as pure and clean as it used to be, but it has a little more confidence.

That night, Ji Muqing and I hugged each other and sat on the balcony, blowing the majestic wind, looking at the stars in the night sky.

We didn't say much, but it felt like we were going to melt into each other's bodies and souls.

"Xiaoqing, let's get married. After a long silence, I finally said this.

Marriage is not a distant thing for us, before, I have been waiting for a suitable opportunity, a suitable opportunity, but Mina's incident makes me panic.

When I got married and became a married man, no one would think about me anymore, and today's tragedy would not happen again.

But soon, I apologized to Ji Muqing for my reckless behavior, "Xiaoqing, forget what I just said." ”

In the past few days, I have been very strong and calm, in fact, I have been terrified, but I never showed it.

Ji Muqing is the most vulnerable time, if I am more panicked, then she will not even have the last support.

When a heart hangs for a long time, it suddenly relaxes, like a flood that bursts its banks, and it is out of control.

I'm trying to hide my weakness, but I can't hide it from Ji Muqing's eyes after all.

Our hands were tightly intertwined, and our fingers were interlocked, "Zhao Suo, I also want to get married." ”

Ji Muqing's answer was beyond my expectations.

Every time I talked to her about this topic before, she was immediate, but she didn't expect that she suddenly agreed.

I should have been happy, but at this time, I was not as happy as I thought.

Because I know that our marriage did not come together naturally, but because of some external factors, we were forced to have other ideas.

Marriage is a lifelong event, a union of two people who love each other, a testimony of two people's love, it is pure, clean, beautiful, it should not be tainted by anything, nor should it leave any stain.

I have fantasized countless times about giving Ji Muqing a wedding of our own, and now, we are all tied up by things from the outside world.

I quickly shook my head, "No, now is not the best time to get married. Xiaoqing, it was my negative thoughts that affected you, I apologize to you, I want to forget what I just said, please forget it too. ”

Ji Muqing's eyes flashed with crystal tears.

A woman can have a man who loves herself, it is already a great pleasure, if this man is willing to hold you in the palm of his hand like a treasure, and take your ideas as his own ideas, then how lucky it should be.

Whether it is a strong woman or a woman with affection, she is a woman after all.

If I treat her like this, she will naturally think of me.

I don't ask her to be like I do to her, but I want her to remember me well.

After a few more days, Ji Muqing's state adjusted quickly, and I asked her to rest for a few more days, but she didn't listen and insisted on going to the company.

She is like this, she can't be idle for a moment, and once she recovers her state, she will immediately be resurrected on the spot as if she had been beaten with chicken blood.

"Zhao Suo, I've been at home for so many days, I'm thinking about the company's affairs all the time, I can't rest assured, you just let me go." "Ji Muqing pulled my arm and wanted to dangle it, like a child.

Every time she is coquettish, I am helpless, such Ji Muqing is so cute, how can I bear to say a "no" word.

I reached out and tapped her on the tip of her nose, "You, you really don't let me worry at all." In this case, you can go to the company, you are not allowed to work overtime these days, and you must leave work on time every day. In addition, except for tooth decay work, other minor tasks must be entrusted to me, and I am not allowed to be tired, angry, or ......."

Ji Muqing covered her ears, "Oh my God, why did you say so much at once, are you going to raise me as a canary? I'm not so expensive, you won't let me do this or that, you will let me support my old age when I'm young?"

"Are you going to listen to me?" I pretended to be angry.

Ji Muqing immediately admitted her mistake, "Okay, okay, I can't listen to you." ”

"That's good. I reached out and rubbed her head twice, "Let's go, go to the company." ”

Ji Muqing moved her body and looked extremely excited.

I have always seen her with a gloomy face these days, and it is rare to see her so happy.

Seeing her so happy, I was also happy for her.

On the way to the company, Ji Muqing kept looking in the mirror, and I asked her why she always looked in the mirror? She said that she was afraid that her complexion would be seen by everyone.

I know that she is afraid that some people who care about her will worry, and as the leader of the company, it is also necessary to pay attention to her own image.

She doesn't want to bring bad emotions to the company, negative emotions are contagious, no matter when, as long as she puts herself into work, Ji Muqing will immediately become a workaholic.

In order to alleviate her emotions, I deliberately joked, "I don't need to paint anymore, I'm already as beautiful as a fairy, and if I paint again, how can other women live." ”

Ji Muqing rolled her eyes at me angrily, "Your sycophant is really good." ”

After speaking, he sighed deeply, "I haven't been to the company for a week, and I don't know how the company is doing now?"

"Didn't I tell you, everything is running normally, let me tell you, it's that you care too much about the company, and you always feel as if you can't run if you don't go to the company. ”

Ji Muqing shook her head, "No, I don't think so, I just think that Xinrui is like my child, from the beginning of its croaking, I took care of it, and now that the child has grown up and is not clingy, I feel a sense of loss in my heart." ”

I couldn't help it, and laughed out loud, "You metaphor, do you women think that as long as it is your precious thing, it is the same as a child." ”

This is a woman's motherhood, even if she is a childless woman, she feels this way.

"As the saying goes, women don't stay, and you should be happy if you are like this now. ”

As he spoke, the car arrived at the company.

I listened to the car and walked to the company with Ji Muqing.

Coincidentally, at the door of the company, I met Manager Ma.

Manager Ma is really a model of slapping horses, he was smiling when he faced Ji Muqing, and when he faced me, he immediately changed his face, and it was not an exaggeration to say that he would change his face.

"Mr. Ji, are you feeling better? I'm going to visit you this weekend, but I didn't expect you to come today. Listening to what he said, how satisfying it was, that is, he expressed his heart, and he made excuses for not finding it.

This person is so sleek, no wonder he can instigate Manager He and Manager Liang.

"Mr. Ji, I just have something to report to you......

"Manager Ma, sycophant. ”

"You, what are you talking about?" Manager Ma Even a burst of red and white, a huge company, it is estimated that no one dares to do this to him.

They are afraid of him, but I am not afraid, so I will call him sycophant.

"I said you're a sycophant, isn't it, look at your sycophant, I want to give you a gold award for the best sycophant. If you really have that heart, you will go to visit, don't you think it's too late to say these things here?"

I'm like this, for people I don't like, I just want to tear down his platform, who will let him get in the way.

Manager Ma's hands were trembling angrily, "You, you, don't rely on being Mr. Ji's fiancΓ© to do whatever he wants, this is the company, you are also an employee of the company, you should abide by the company's regulations." ”

"The company doesn't seem to have a rule that you can't joke with each other, right?" I'm the manager of the design department, and I'm on the same level as him, so it's normal to make a joke or something between the peers.

Manager Ma was speechless for a long time when I choked on him, so he could only ask Ji Muqing for help, "Mr. Ji, you take care of your fiancΓ©, look at him, no big or small." ”

This manager Ma is obviously in his forties, but in front of Ji Muqing, he looks like a little brother, and he doesn't have any majesty at this age.

Even as the veteran of the company, Ji Muqing will respect him, but he just makes himself like a flattering little guy, the more I look at it, the more I feel that this guy's face is really annoying.

If I didn't want to embarrass Ji Muqing, I would definitely slap him well.