123 Keeping it big or keeping it small
"What about the Gao family?" asked Lin Manshu.
"It's been a long time since I moved out of the Gao family. Yao still said.
In other words, Yao is still alone, although he has money, he has no one to accompany him.
Lin Manshu has solved the money matter for her through a lawsuit, but loneliness is something that Lin Manshu can't solve.
"What about Gao Yunxuan, he is the father of the child, you should always go when you give birth. Lin Manshu said again.
Speaking of Gao Yunxuan, Yao Ying's eyes dimmed a little, and she said in a sad tone: "Yun Xuan won't come, and he can't come either." ”
Lin Manshu thought about it and felt that it was too. No matter what, Yao is still Gao Yunxuan's nominal stepmother, and the two are indeed inconvenient to get along. What's more, their feelings for each other have not changed, and meeting each other is just adding sadness.
In this way, Lin Manshu became Yao's entrusted guardian.
A week ago, Yao was still admitted to the hospital due to the arrival of the due date, and the contact information of the guardian was Lin Manshu's, and the doctor also called Lin Manshu according to the contact information.
Originally, giving birth to a child was not a big deal, but the doctor said on the phone that the situation was dangerous, which made Lin Manshu worried.
She and Shen Lingshan rushed to the hospital as fast as possible, and the doctor's original words were: "Adults and children, only one can be guaranteed." ”
After hearing this, Lin Manshu said angrily: "What are you talking about, what age are you, why can't you keep it." ”
"The patient's situation is unique. She is already weak, and the best situation is not to conceive children, and now it is difficult for us to do so. The doctor explained carefully.
"Is there really no way?" asked Shen Lingshan.
The doctor shook his head, saying there was no other option.
"Paula-sama. Lin Manshu said categorically: "Of course, this situation is Lord Bao." ”
"Doctor, doctor......" A nurse suddenly ran out of the operating room and said, "The patient said he wanted to keep the baby." ”
"What nonsense is this person talking about......" Lin Manshu said incredulously.
She didn't know if Yao Yiyi's mind was sober now, in Lin Manshu's opinion, of course, it was to save Yao Yi's life first. That's because she doesn't know how much Yao still loves Gao Yunxuan.
More than half a year ago, Yao still went to the hospital to find out that she was pregnant, and the doctor said at that time that she was weak and it was dangerous to conceive a child, and the best way was to beat the child.
But Yao still didn't do that, she decided to give birth to the child, just because it was Gao Yunxuan's child, and it was the only link between her and Gao Yunxuan.
With this child, she has an excuse to continue to love, think, and miss Gao Yunxuan. So even after going through a lot of things, Yao still has no plans to give up on his children.
Now that she is ten months pregnant, and she is about to see the birth of a child, how can she sacrifice her own life? She must give birth to the child, even if it is at the cost of her own life.
The patient and the guardian disagreed, and finally decided to let Lin Manshu enter the operating room to meet with Yao and make a final decision.
"Why, why did you choose that?" asked Lin Manshu puzzled.
On the one hand, she felt puzzled, and on the other hand, she felt distressed. It seems that life never spares anyone, but everyone's pain is different.
Lawyer Lin ...... "Yao is still very weak at the moment.
"Keep my baby. Yao still pleaded.
"Still, listen to me, you are still young, and there will be many opportunities in the future, even if this child is gone, there will definitely be one in the future. Ah, let's give up, save your life first, okay. ”
Lin Manshu's persuasion was from the bottom of her heart, she was very nervous now, and she could feel dense beads of sweat constantly appearing in her palms.
"Even if there will be children in the future, it will not be Yunxuan's children. Cough...... This child, yes, is the reason why I can continue to love Yunxuan, please, you must let him live. Please......"
Yao still left tears in his eyes as he spoke, not knowing whether it was too painful or too sentimental. Tears slid down her weak face, and it was distressing to watch.
"There is still a chance, as long as you are alive, you still have a chance to start over with Gao Yunxuan. Lin Manshu continued to persuade.
Yao still smiled weakly and said, "No, in this life, we have no possibility of being together." But I will remember him, and I will still be by his side in the next life, love him unreservedly, and repay all the debts I owe to him in this life. ”
"Having given birth to his child without permission, I know he must be unhappy. However, I want to be selfish once, just once, for better or for worse, with this child, he will not easily forget me. ”
Yao's love has reached the most humble level. In fact, even without this child, Gao Yunxuan will remember her. For better or worse, they were once in love.
"So, please, make sure to keep my child alive. If I hadn't saved him, I wouldn't have survived. Yao still pleaded with the last of his strength.
When Lin Manshu heard these words, she felt her throat tight, her nose was sour, and tears were about to fall. What could be sadder than life and death?
Lin Manshu came out of the operating room and said to the doctor, "Take care of the child." ”
Her voice was not loud, with grief and helplessness. What can she do if the person has already made such a choice? She can do nothing but persuade herself to accept this fact.
Shen Lingshan also felt very sad when she heard Lin Manshu's words on the side. From Lin Manshu's expression and tone, she knew that she had done her best.
If the result is still the same after trying your best, then it can only be so.
"After the guardian signs it, the operation can be performed. The doctor handed Lin Manshu a signature slip.
When she wrote her name on that piece of paper, Lin Manshu's hands were trembling. How determined she must be to keep writing her name.
The lights in the operating room are back on, which is the beginning of one life and the end of another.
Lin Manshu thought of the relationship between Xiao Mubai and Yao Ying, and felt that she still had to see each other for the last time, so she told Xiao Mubai about it.
Xiao Mubai immediately asked for leave and rushed to the hospital, he didn't know what mood he was in to rush to the hospital, he just wanted to go faster, as fast as possible.
When he arrived at the hospital, the operation was still ongoing. Lin Manshu and Shen Lingshan sat on chairs in the corridor, both of them with their heads bowed and in a gloomy mood.
Xiao Mubai slowly walked to Lin Manshu and sat down, and asked, "Are you still operating?"
"Hmm. Lin Manshu replied.
Then they don't know what to say, and now everyone is in a bad mood, so sitting quietly and waiting for the result may be the best way.
After another hour, the lights went out in the operating room, and the doctor came out and said, "It's a boy." ”
The people present now, everyone doesn't care whether the child is male or female, only whether Yao is still in good condition.
"How's it going?" asked Xiao Mubai.
"Are you the father of the child?" the doctor asked.
"No, we're friends. Xiao Mubai replied.
"What about the child's father? Why don't you come?"
The doctor's words reminded everyone that it was not them who should be standing outside the most, but Gao Yunxuan, the person Yao still had in mind.
Seeing that they were all silent, the doctor seemed to understand a little, sighed and said, "Anyway, you can say goodbye to the patient, there is not much time left." ”
The doctor finished and left.
I don't know if it's time to be thankful, to thank the doctors for their skill, or to thank God for his forgiveness. did not let Yao still die immediately after the operation, and he could say goodbye to his beloved.
But I don't know what's going on? They can't even say thank you.
"I'll go find Gao Yunxuan. Xiao Mubai said that he was about to leave.
Lin Manshu stopped him and said, "You go and accompany Yao Yi, Gao Yunxuan, I'll look for you." ”
At this time, Lin Manshu did not have any jealousy and jealousy. She felt that Xiao Mubai had liked Yao for so many years, and her feelings couldn't disappear all at once. This is the last time they will see each other, so stay as long as possible, and there will be fewer regrets in the future.
Yao still woke up in a daze, and his consciousness was weaker than before. The first person she saw when she opened her eyes was Xiao Mubai, and she thought she had an illusion.
"Why are you here?" Yao still asked.
"Come and see your ......"
As soon as Xiao Mubai spoke, he found that his voice was choked. I thought about what I wanted to say before, but I couldn't say it in my throat, and I opened my mouth to speak several times, but I was blocked back by sadness.
"Oops, I'm ......"
Xiao Mubai said and covered his eyes with his hands, wanting to relieve his emotions. After taking it away, I realized that it was all in vain. The action just now was just to hide his tears.
Yao still saw Xiao Mubai like this, reluctantly smiled, and comforted him: "I'm fine, you don't have to be sad." If lawyer Lin sees this, how can I explain it?"
"Anyway, where has Ms. Lin gone? I want to thank her. Yao still said again.
Xiao Mubai didn't dare to tell her that Lin Manshu was going to find Gao Yunxuan, so she just said vaguely: "She'll be here in a while." ”
The nurse carried the child into the ward, put the child on the bedside of Yao Yi, and said in a pleasant tone, "Baby, look, this is your mother." ”
Yao still touched the child's face with his hand, and the child "giggled" and laughed.
"This kid is so good. The nurse complimented.
Yao Yi and Xiao Mubai also laughed, but they were both heartless laughter, in this case, they couldn't laugh from the bottom of their hearts.
"Baby, I'm sorry, mom can't be with you all the time, you have to forgive mom, okay, mom doesn't want to be like this, I'm sorry. ”
Yao was still talking and tears flowed out, and Xiao Mubai, who was on the side, saw this scene, and he felt like his liver and intestines were broken.
Why is her life full of so much suffering?
The child smiled innocently and grabbed his mother's pale hand with his little hand, which made people even more sad.