124 Regrets of Life

In order to find Gao Yunxuan, Lin Manshu called his mobile phone first, but no one answered. Then he called the Gao family, and the maid said that Gao Yunxuan had not been home for two days.

I'm afraid it will take some time to find Gao Yunxuan now. Lin Manshu can wait, but Yao is still afraid that he can't wait that long.

Lin Manshu had heard Yao still talk about it before, after the Gao family's affairs were over, Gao Yunxuan resumed his life of spending time and drinking, not only did it not decrease, but it became more serious.

Lin Manshu could understand that Gao Yunxuan wanted to use alcohol to relieve stress because of the pain, especially after knowing that Yao was still pregnant with his child, it was even more painful than before.

But even if he knew, he couldn't do anything, so he could only immerse himself in the world of wine.

"Still don't answer the phone, what should I do now?" asked Shen Lingshan.

"What else can I do, keep looking. Lin Manshu said while driving, the speed of the car was very fast, showing that Lin Manshu was in a hurry.

"I don't have a clue, what's going on?" Shen Lingshan asked.

"Where you can drink, you will find him. Lin Manshu said.

"Who do you know, they drink in broad daylight, and they don't even look at the birth of their own children. Shen Lingshan complained.

"It's just too painful. Lin Manshu said, "It's just too painful to be like that." ”

In order to speed up the search, Shen Lingshan called Xiao Hanyu to look for it together, and Xiao Hanyu activated his own intelligence network, hoping to find Yao Yi as quickly as possible.

With Xiao Mubai by his side, Yao still felt a lot better.

"Thank you for coming today. Yao still said.

"There's nothing to thank for that. Xiao Mubai said.

"Of course, thank you. Because of you, because of you, I won't die alone in a cold ward. ”

Yao still tried to speak in a pleasant tone, but when she said it, she looked extremely sad, and even the smile on her face was so pale and weak.

Xiao Mubai didn't want her to wait for the reward of death in a sad mood, so she changed the topic and asked, "Have you chosen a name for your child?"

"Not yet. Yao still said.

"Let's choose a name for the child, if you want to choose a handsome name, what should you call it?" Xiao Mubai led Yao to still divert his thoughts.

"Handsome name...... That's hard. Yao still said.

She teased the child with her hand, and when she saw the child's petite and white face, she suddenly felt reluctant. But what if you can't give up? Death will always come.

"Just now, before the operation, I thought that if I could give birth to the child, it would not matter if I died. Now I suddenly don't think so, he's still so young, if I leave, how will he live. ”

As she spoke, Yao still cried again, she wanted to cry out loud to vent her inner sadness, and she also wanted to speak out about the injustice of God. But she didn't have the strength now, not even the strength to look at the child a few more times.

Lin Manshu finally found Gao Yunxuan in a tavern, and he really lived up to expectations and was drinking. Lin Manshu stepped forward and snatched his wine glass.

Gao Yunxuan was now in a state of half-drunk and half-awake, and after seeing Lin Manshu, he smiled and said, "Eh, lawyer Lin, it's you? It seems that I am really drunk and can actually see the phantom." ”

"Yao still gave birth today, don't you know?" asked Lin Manshu.

If Gao Yunxuan replied that he didn't know, everyone could still forgive him, but his answer was "I know." ”

"Know what you're doing here?"

Lin Manshu's anger burned all of a sudden, and she asked angrily.

"What else can you do in the tavern? Drinking, of course. Gao Yunxuan said.

"Stop drinking, go to the hospital and see her. Lin Manshu said.

"Don't go. Gao Yunxuan directly refused.

Lin Manshu wants to beat Gao Yunxuan at the moment, but it is the right of others to go or not, what can she do?

"Yao is still dying. ”

Gao Yunxuan's eyes obviously changed when he heard this, and his hand pouring wine into the wine glass paused slightly. However, it soon returned to normal.

"In order to give birth to your child, in order to keep the reason to continue to love you, in order to remember her for the rest of your life. She risked her life to give birth to your child. Now, she's lying in a hospital bed dying, don't you even look at her?"

When Lin Manshu spoke, Gao Yunxuan just silently poured wine and drank, and he couldn't see his sadness, to be precise, he couldn't see a trace of expression.

"I don't want to remember her, I don't want to love her, I don't even want to know her if I can. When we are together, or not together, we bring only pain to each other. ”

Gao Yunxuan's understanding is very accurate, but it also illustrates a problem from the side, that is, he has not forgotten Yao Yi, and he still loves her to this day. In fact, this can be seen from his long period of pain.

It's just that since you can't forget it, since you still love it, is it so difficult to meet each other?

"It's painful now, but if you don't even see her for the last time, it will be even more painful. Lin Manshu said.

When Yao was still dying, she kept shouting Gao Yunxuan's name in her mouth, which was her last attachment in the world. This pair of lovers with a bumpy love road couldn't get together in the end. In addition to regret, it is even more distressing.

"Yun Xuan...... Yun Xuan, he still doesn't plan to see me, right?" Yao still asked.

"No, he hasn't been found yet, and if he knew, he would definitely come. Xiao Mubai comforted.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for him to come......"

Yao's body was already very weak, and Xiao Mubai could feel that she had to do her best every word she spoke.

"No, don't talk yet, gather your strength, and wait for him to come, okay?" Xiao Mubai persuaded.

"Ahem, cough~" The weak Yao still began to cough, and even the coughing sound was so weak.

"Mu Bai, if you see him in the future, help me give this to him. ”

Yao still struggled to take out the necklace around her neck, which was a token of love given to her by Gao Yunxuan, and she had carried it with her for so many years.

"Okay, I'll pass it on to him. Xiao Mubai said.

"I'm afraid I'm leaving, it's just...... I just can't rest assured that this kid, my poor kid......"

Yao still seemed to want to say a lot, but he didn't have the strength anymore. Xiao Mubai watched her slowly close her eyes, and a tear slipped down the corner of her eye.

Yao's hand fell weakly, indicating that her life was over. The child lying next to her, as if he knew that his mother was gone, began to cry.

The baby's heart-rending cry, Yao's still dry tears, and the white and oppressive environment around him all touched Xiao Mubai's heart. Even as a man, he can't help but burst into tears at this moment.

After Yao still died, there were still a bunch of aftermath to solve. However, she seemed to have expected that something would happen to her, so she wrote a will in advance. The witness of the will is Lin Manshu, so it is Lin Manshu who deals with what happens after her death. So she still has a lot to deal with.

First of all, Yao Yi's child, whether it is according to the will or blood relationship, the child must be handed over to Gao Yunxuan to raise. Fortunately, the Gao family has a big business, and raising a child is not a problem.

On the day he sent the child to Gao's house, Gao Yunxuan did not show up. He watched Lin Manshu enter the Gao family from the window, and then came out of the Gao family, but he never dared to go down.

After the child's problem is dealt with, the next step is the property problem. Yao still divided the property equally between the child and Gao Yunxuan, and it was understandable to give it to the child, and those properties could allow him to grow up healthily.

It was given to Gao Yunxuan because he chose to give up his inheritance rights when the Gao family's family property was contested. Yao may still feel indebted to Gao Yunxuan, so he left the inheritance to him.

That day, Gao Yunxuan's brother Gao Xiang saw Lin Manshu and said, "This lawsuit, lawyer Lin lost." In the end, the property of our Gao family did not fall into the hands of outsiders. ”

Gao Xiang is alluding to the fact that Lin Manshu helped Yao still fight a lawsuit to obtain half of the Gao family's property, and now that Yao is still dead, the property is distributed to Gao Yunxuan and the children, and finally returned to the hands of the Gao family.

Lin Manshu heard what he meant, and said coldly: "Didn't the Gao family's property flow out at the beginning?"

"What do you mean by that?" Gao Xiang asked.

"You and Gao Yunxuan are not the personal sons of Old Man Gao, whether the family property is in your hands or in the hands of others, they are not surnamed Gao. Tall young master, do you know what your last name is?"

Lin Manshu showed a faint smile on her face when she spoke, and her expression was clearly mocking.

"You ......"

Gao Xiang was poked in the sore spot, and he couldn't even speak. If he wants to quarrel with someone, he is looking for the wrong person, but Lin Manshu's mouth is unforgiving.

Yao still said goodbye to the world that autumn, which exacerbated the bleak and gloomy feeling of autumn. Many years later, Lin Manshu still remembers the autumn when Yao still died, and it rained for a long time.

The heavy rain knocked off the ginkgo leaves, and the yellow ginkgo leaves scattered indiscriminately on the ground, sinking into the stagnant water, wet and textureless.

Originally, Lin Manshu liked the feeling of the autumn breeze surging and the leaves falling, but that autumn was particularly afraid of this scene.

Life is fragile and may disappear one day, but in the same way, life is strong and can take root in the memories of others.

Yao Yan's death made Xiao Mubai very sad, and he could somewhat understand Chen Li's languishing feelings after Sun Yutong's death. Fortunately, he now has Lin Manshu, and her gentleness can comfort the pain in his heart.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been like this in front of you, it's just, I'm really ......"

Xiao Mubai apologized to Lin Manshu for his sadness.

Lin Manshu held his head in his arms and said, "It's okay, I won't be angry this time, and I won't be jealous with her." ”

"Because that's the last impression of her in your life. ”

Lin Manshu then said, "But, you can't be sad for too long. The dead are gone, but the living must live. ”

Comforting words are easy to say, but it's too hard to do.