208 Just because you don't love me enough

Seeing Lu Jingxing's insistence, Ye Lingxi hesitated for a while, and suddenly figured it out, feeling that he had nothing to say.

So she took a deep breath, raised her head and looked at Lu Jingxing on the opposite side and explained seriously: "Okay, since you really want to know, as a reward for helping me so much, I don't have any reason to hide it from you." I don't want to think about you, it's not that you're bad, on the contrary, you're good enough for me, and the good ones make me feel a little weak. I pushed you away again and again and rejected you because Lu Jingxing, we are not people in the same world. You are the pride of the sky, a god-like existence in the eyes of everyone, you live in the center of this world, and you were born to be noticed. But I'm not, no matter how glamorous my packaging is, but I'm an ugly duckling in my bones. The life I want is simple and plain, I don't need too many people's eyes, you can't give me such a life. ”

"I can, as long as you want, we can live a low-key life, you can do whatever you want. Lu Jingxing said unwillingly.

"Even if you want to, you can't do it, just like someone like Lin Zifeng. As long as you are still Lu Jingxing, even if you don't want to fight them, they will still hold on to you. If it weren't for the fact that I am your woman, Lin Zifeng might not even be willing to waste time looking at me, I don't want to live such a life, so Lu Jingxing, I can't think about you. After struggling so many times, Ye Lingxi finally told Lu Jingxing the truest words in his heart.

It sounded hard to accept, but that's what she really thought.

The experience of growing up made her have a certain inferiority complex in her personality, what she needs is a stable and peaceful life, although she is now a big star, but she will not be a star in front of people for a lifetime.

I never thought that one day, I would be disliked because I was too dazzling.

Lu Jingxing couldn't cry or laugh a little, and only after sighing did he say helplessly: "Little fox, in fact, the reason why you don't consider me is just because you don't love me enough......"

Because he didn't love enough, he was unwilling to change his original intention.

Although the last reason was more hurtful, Lu Jingxing felt that such a reason could make him more convinced.

At the very least, the reason is true!

Ye Lingxi has passed the age where she can work hard for a person, if she didn't have Xu Jiu, maybe when she met someone like Lu Jingxing, she would be willing to be a moth to the fire like Su Manmiao.

But fate made her meet Xu Jiu first, and she spent all her courage in order to love Xu Jiu, so she no longer dared to take risks and love someone unconditionally.

Life is like this, one step earlier and one step later, the result will be different......

"A drink of wine made me understand that people must first learn to love themselves. Some words were said, but Ye Lingxi felt a lot better.

"I accept your reasons for willingly choosing to let go. Lu Jingxing nodded with a wry smile, although his tone was a little bitter, but his expression was so free and easy.

The boiling water in the cup had slowly warmed up, but the temperature in the room had gradually increased.

Ye Lingxi took a sip of warm water from the water cup, thought for a while, and then suggested sincerely: "Actually, Lu Jingxing, I think you can choose someone like Sister Wanqing to marry." ”

"Why?" Hearing Ye Lingxi mention Bai Wanqing, a gleam flashed in Lu Jingxing's eyes, and then he asked puzzledly.

"Because in my heart, Sister Wanqing is the person in the same world as you. She is so beautiful, so good-looking, very kind-hearted, and has a very good personality, all the conditions are in line with your conditions. The most important thing is that she is strong enough to get used to the limelight, just like you. When it came to Bai Wanqing, Ye Lingxi praised sincerely.

After living for decades, Lu Jingxing has seen a lot of jealousy between women, and it is the first time he has seen a beautiful woman willing to praise another beautiful woman sincerely.

After all, the king doesn't see the king, and it stands to reason that in the entertainment industry, Ye Lingxi's identity should be eager to step on Bai Wanqing, a competitor, under his feet.

"Your suggestion is good, I'll consider it. Lu Jingxing solemnly agreed.

I don't know if what Lu Jingxing said is true or not, but Ye Lingxi feels that everything he should say has been said: "I hope you really will consider it...... But before that, can you send me back to City A? I didn't come by car, and it's not easy to take a taxi here, so I can only trouble you to send me back. Of course, if you don't want to, you can call someone to send it back for me. ”

If she wants to trouble Lu Jingxing, in fact, Ye Lingxi is very embarrassed, but in this kind of place right now, she really can't find any other way.

Fortunately, this is the last time, and when I return to City A, I should not be involved with Lu Jingxing again.

Thinking of this, Ye Lingxi actually had a feeling of loss in his heart.

Only now, she can only attribute this feeling to her own delusion.

"I'm not as stingy as you think, and it just so happens that I'm going back to City A, so it's the last time I've sent you off. Lu Jingxing didn't feel embarrassed, and agreed to Ye Lingxi.

So the two left the villa by the sea together, and Lu Jingxing drove Ye Lingxi back to City A.

Most of the way back was a seaside road, Ye Lingxi sat in the passenger seat, leaning back on the back of the chair and staring blankly at the turbulent sea outside the window, and gradually became sleepy.

Just when Ye Lingxi was about to fall asleep, the mobile phone in her bag suddenly rang, startling her heavy sleepiness and waking her up instantly.

took out his mobile phone and took a look, and found that it was Chu Ning's call, Ye Lingxi glanced at Lu Jingxing, who was driving beside him, and hesitated for a while but connected the phone.

I worked there all night, but I didn't see Ye Lingxi when I came back.

Recently, there has been a lot of turmoil, and Chu Ning was not worried about Ye Lingxi alone, so he immediately called her, for fear that she would have some accidents.

After the phone was connected, Ye Lingxi heard Chu Ning's worried voice coming from the other end of the phone: "Lingxi, where are you, why didn't you come back all night?"

"Chu Ning, don't worry, I'm fine, nothing happened, but I had a little accident yesterday, so I didn't go home all night. Ye Lingxi replied.

"Accident, what happened? Where are you now, do you want me to pick you up?" Hearing that Ye Lingxi had an accident last night, Chu Ning's tone became even more anxious.

"It's a long story, I'm already on my way back now, and I'll explain it to you when I get home. Don't worry, I'm safe now, you wait for me in the apartment first. Lu Jingxing was beside him, Ye Lingxi didn't want to repeat his experience yesterday in front of him, so he had to appease Chu Ning first and wait until he went home.

Since Ye Lingxi said so, although Chu Ning was anxious, he still agreed: "Then I'll wait for you in the apartment, and you should be careful on your own road." ”

"I will, I'll see you later. After talking to Chu Ning, Ye Lingxi hung up the phone.

Seeing Ye Lingxi put down his mobile phone, Lu Jingxing, who was driving, said: "It seems that Chu Ning's boyfriend is quite competent." You didn't go back all night, and he was afraid that you would be abducted. ”

I don't know if Ye Lingxi misunderstood, she always felt that Lu Jingxing was sour when he said this, as if he had tasted it.

But she didn't care about it so much, just explained: "Don't talk nonsense, Chu Ning and I are best friends, and it's normal for him to worry about me." Before, he admitted our relationship in front of the media, and it was only because he was forced to help me. I'm not going to be with you, and I can't be with him. ”

Hearing Ye Lingxi's determined tone, Lu Jingxing couldn't help but laugh a little, and suddenly felt that Ye Lingxi looked so clever on weekdays, but emotionally he was really a real little fool!

Ye Lingxi is a fan of the authorities, so she only regards Chu Ning's feelings for her as a friendship between good friends, but Lu Jingxing, a bystander, naturally sees Chu Ning's mind clearly.

Sometimes he was very glad that Ye Lingxi was emotionally dull, otherwise with Chu Ning, a fierce rival, he really had no chance of winning at all.

But now, he hoped that Ye Lingxi could see Ning's heart clearly.

In this way, even if there is no him in the future, there is still Chu Ning who can accompany Ye Lingxi forever.

"Little fox, I am a man, I understand the psychology of a man. If you don't like a woman, no man will be willing to put so much effort into a woman. Lu Jingxing couldn't help but nod Ye Lingxi.

"Don't talk nonsense, Chu Ning is not what you think. It's strange to say, more than one person has come to tell me recently that Chu Ning likes me. I said you are all guesses, if Chu Ning really likes me, he has so many opportunities to tell me for so many years, how can it be your turn to tell me this?" Ye Lingxi still insisted on her opinion, she still couldn't believe that Chu Ning would like her.

As she said, if Chu Ning really liked her, he would have been able to tell her for so many years.

In her heart, Chu Ning is a person who dares to act, so she will not hold these things in her heart.

It's just that Ye Lingxi forgot that having a crush on someone will make that person humble to the dust, especially when the person who is secretly in love with someone else still likes someone else in his heart......

can help his rival speak, Lu Jingxing feels that he has done his best enough.

Since Ye Lingxi didn't believe it, he was not generous enough to take the initiative to fulfill Chu Ning.

There are some things that need to be grasped by himself, and he has done enough righteous things.

So Lu Jingxing didn't continue to dwell on this topic, closed his mouth, and concentrated on driving Ye Lingxi back to City A.

After another morning, Lu Jingxing finally sent Ye Lingxi to the downstairs of the residential unit building.

After the car stopped, Ye Lingxi said 'thank you' to Lu Jingxing, and then unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.

Before Ye Lingxi went upstairs, Lu Jingxing couldn't help but stop her while sitting in the car, and finally asked, "Little fox, if I really want to marry someone else, will you feel a little sad?"