207 I have never been a miracle
Before you know it, the time has entered April, and the weather in City A is gradually getting warmer.
On the soft sand, when the sea breeze blows in your face, it has a unique smell of seawater, and the saltiness makes you wake up in an instant.
It's already spring, Ye Lingxi has faced the sea for the first time in her life, and the spring flowers are blooming, she thought it would be Xu Jiu at first, and then thought it would be Chu Ning, but who would have thought that it would be with Lu Jingxing in the end.
The wind on the beach is very strong, and although it is not as cold as the cold wind in winter, it still makes people feel cold after a long time.
Ye Lingxi followed Lu Jingxing on the beach for a while, and the two of them tacitly did not speak, but quietly walked slowly along the coastline.
After walking for a while, Ye Lingxi suddenly stopped, turned to face the sea, and watched the sun on the coastline become more and more dazzling.
The golden sunlight sprinkled the sea, as beautiful as the spring she imagined, as if her whole life was full of hope.
Afraid that Ye Lingxi would catch a cold, Lu Jingxing took off his coat and draped it on Ye Lingxi's body.
It seems that because it was the last goodbye, Ye Lingxi did not refuse Lu Jingxing's last kindness, but reached out and tightened Lu Jingxing's coat on his body.
The sea breeze blew her long wind, and Ye Lingxi's clear eyes loomed in the raised hair, making it difficult to see.
"You weren't in the villa just now, where did you go?" Ye Lingxi, who had been silent for a long time, finally asked softly.
This villa is located alone on this beach, there is nothing to go around, Ye Lingxi can't figure it out, where else can Lu Jingxing go if he doesn't sleep at night?
With one hand in his pocket, Lu Jingxing looked in the direction that Ye Lingxi was looking at, and suddenly stretched out his hand and pointed to the sun in the distance and explained: "I'm on the beach, I want to see the sunrise, so I have been staying at the beach in the middle of the night last night." ”
"I didn't expect you to be so romantic as a big man. "Watching the sunrise is basically something that girls are keen on, Ye Lingxi never thought that Lu Jingxing also liked to do such a girlish thing.
Hearing Ye Lingxi's words, Lu Jingxing pursed his lips and smiled, and said with an indescribable emotion: "I just want to give myself a hope, I hope that there will be a miracle, and a miracle will appear, but it is not the kind I want." ”
Lu Jingxing stayed here for a week, he knew that Ye Lingxi would not come, but he was still looking forward to a miracle in his heart.
Speaking of which, he also has to thank Lin Zifeng, if he hadn't made a hindrance from it, Ye Lingxi would never have appeared here and appeared in front of him!
It's a pity that Ye Lingxi appeared, but the ending still hasn't changed.
It's not that he didn't hear the meaning of Lu Jingxing's words, Ye Lingxi's heart was sour, and he was silent for a while before he said with difficulty: "I've never been a miracle, Lu Jingxing, you know, I'm really unlucky in this life." Not long after I was born, I was abandoned by my biological mother and almost died in a single house. It's not bad to say that my life is not bad, at least I was saved by my adoptive father and got a brother who loves me. It's a pity that in the end, they all left me. Do you think I'm toxic? So the people around me, as long as I care about it, will leave one by one in the end?"
"So you don't want me, are you afraid that I will leave in the end?" Feeling Ye Lingxi's sadness, Lu Jingxing deliberately teased.
As if blinded by the wind, Ye Lingxi felt that his vision was becoming more and more blurred, and he bit his lower lip before he said with tears in his eyes: "Yes, I am just afraid that even you will leave me, so before you leave me, I must leave you." I have no parents, no siblings, no lovers, and it's nice to be missed by someone as good as you for a lifetime. ”
Not wanting the atmosphere to be so sad, Ye Lingxi desperately held back the tears in his eyes and joked in a calm tone.
Ye Lingxi is actually a very emotional person, so Shen Ru's death will hit her so hard, so in the end, she is reluctant to kill Xu Jiu.
Ye Lingxi, who was standing on the seashore, was like a rootless duckweed at this time, drifting with the waves in the waves.
Looking at Ye Lingxi's appearance, Lu Jingxing wanted to reach out to hug her, but his hand was halfway raised and fell down quietly.
After struggling for a while, Lu Jingxing couldn't help asking: "Little fox, have you tried to find your biological parents? You haven't seen them since you were a child, maybe they are still in the world, maybe you may have many, many family members in this world?"
Your own biological parents?
This topic, Ye Lingxi has grown to such a big size, it seems that he has never thought about it carefully.
The slender body shook slightly, and Ye Lingxi's originally sad eyes suddenly flashed a trace of hatred, and he said in a resolute tone: "I won't look for them, and I don't want to look for them." They didn't want me, and they even left me to fend for myself in an empty room. If it weren't for my fate, I would have starved to death in the house in the orchid. Why should I go to such cruel people? I am an outcast, and I don't think they welcome me into this world. ”
The more Ye Lingxi spoke, the more excited she became, she didn't dare to blink, for fear that her tears would fall as soon as she moved.
She was not willing to shed tears for the two who had abandoned her, because they didn't deserve it at all!
I had never seen Ye Lingxi resentful of others so excitedly, even Xu Jiu had never been so resolute.
It can be seen that Ye Lingxi's heart is full of hatred for his biological parents who abandoned him, and he has never thought of recognizing them.
The idea that had just grown in Lu Jingxing's heart was shattered, he was silent for a while, and then slowly spoke: "Maybe things back then were not so simple, they had their own hardships, but you just don't know." ”
Bitter?
Hearing this word, a sneering smile appeared on the corner of Ye Lingxi's mouth, and he gasped and said, "No matter what hardships they have, the result of the matter is already like this." After so many years without each other, we are still safe and sound, which proves that we can live like this for the rest of our lives. ”
"The Shen family's father and son have passed away, I just don't want you to feel like you don't have any relatives in this world. Lu Jingxing hopes that Ye Lingxi can feel the warmth of his family and not be as helpless as he is now.
"Lu Jingxing, have you ever heard of a saying? It's called 'It's better to raise than to be born'! Although they gave birth to me, they never fulfilled their responsibilities as parents, and my father and brother raised me. In my heart, only they are my true relatives. Do you know why my father named me 'Shen Porcelain'? Because porcelain is a very precious thing in his heart. He wanted me to be cherished and cared for for a lifetime. Although life in Youlan was very hard, he and my brother gave me a complete home and gave me the purest love, so I already felt very content. They will always be my dad and brother, and my only dad and brother. I understood that Lu Jingxing was kind, but Ye Lingxi felt that he didn't need it.
Growing up, she never met her real biological parents, but so what?
She is not a greedy person, she can meet Shen Shanhai and Shen Ru, she feels that she is already very content!
"It's too windy at the beach, let's go back. Knowing that Ye Lingxi had made up his mind, Lu Jingxing didn't want to say anything more, so he proposed to return the same way.
Ye Lingxi's physical fitness is not very good, and with such a cool wind on the beach, it is better to blow as little as possible.
As a final farewell, Ye Lingxi accompanied him here, and he already felt that it was enough.
didn't say anything more, the two of them slowly walked back along the way they came, and when they returned to the villa, Ye Lingxi's hands and feet were actually frozen.
Although she didn't show that she was cold, the attentive Lu Jingxing still noticed this, so after returning to the villa, he immediately turned on the central air conditioner and raised the temperature in the room by a few degrees.
Let Ye Lingxi sit at the dining table by the floor-to-ceiling window, Lu Jingxing went to the kitchen to pour her a cup of hot water, walked back and put it in front of her, and then sat down in the position opposite her.
"You don't have enough blood, and your hands and feet are cold when the wind blows in winter, so drink hot water to warm up. Lu Jingxing reminded her.
Through the thin glass, Ye Lingxi's hands felt the hot temperature in the cup, it was obviously very hot, but his whole body couldn't help but shiver.
Putting aside all the accidents, just looking at Lu Jingxing, he is actually a very attractive man.
Ye Lingxi suddenly understood why Su Manmiao had to be him!
Thinking of this, Ye Lingxi couldn't help but hold the water cup in both hands, and said with a faint smile: "I suddenly understand a little, why so many women think you are a good man." ”
It was rare to hear Ye Lingxi praise herself, Lu Jingxing looked at her and asked, "You mean, you also think I'm good now?"
Although it was a little unbelievable, Ye Lingxi at this time was willing to talk openly and honestly to Lu Jingxing opposite: "It's a bit good, at least it's not as annoying as when we first met." ”
"Then why don't you still refuse to consider me?" Lu Jingxing asked unabashedly.
In fact, between men and women, this kind of question is very embarrassing, after all, many times, the other party's euphemistic answer is just to save you some face, and it is a kind of ignorant behavior to get to the bottom of it.
It's just that when I arrived at Lu Jingxing, it seemed that everything was so taken for granted.
I have to admit that good-looking people seem to be able to understand and accept everything they do.
"Because I'm afraid you'll leave me...... On the beach just now, didn't I already answer?" Ye Lingxi simply repeated his answer.
"It's not a real answer, I want a real answer. Lu Jingxing didn't plan to just like that, he has always been a strong person, and he hopes that every result he has will be clear.