1087 The "Beginning" You Give Yourself
"If Mr. Han, you still don't think my claims are convincing enough, I have one more evidence on my side. β
Seeing that Han Yu was silent, Kwon Yun'er, who didn't know the situation, only thought that he couldn't change his concept for a while, so he continued his explanation.
"No sub-personality is created for no reason, and every sub-personality created must have its own role. In most cases, out of self-preservation, we create sub-personalities that are mostly used to help us bear negative emotions, and are divided into various types, some of which bear sadness and some that bear anger, in order to maintain the stability of the spiritual world. But in my opinion, Mr. Han, your situation is the most thorough......"
As she spoke, meeting Han Yu's gaze at her, Quan Yun'er turned her head without changing her face, and with the oil-based pen in her hand, she drew an arrow from the large circle that circled the seven keywords, and drew it to the other half of the blank area on the whiteboard.
"What I said just now is just my conjecture about the memory in your mind, Mr. Han, and that is not your 'setting'. A sub-personality should have a certain 'setting' with personal characteristics. In my opinion, these words should be the 'setting' that Mr. Han gave to yourself. β
Kwon Yuna wrote four new words on the whiteboard.
"'Traverser', 'Blank', 'Talent', and ......"
The black pen lid the word next to it, Kwon Yuna looked at Han Yu and said, "'Amnesia'." β
Han Yu couldn't help but raise his hand and rub his sour eyebrows, and asked, "You mean to say that the reason why I want to make up such a strange memory in my mind is that I hope I can think of myself as a time-traveler?"
"yes, that's what I mean. β
Kwon Yun'er pinched the end of the oily pen and shook it at Han Yu in appreciation, followed by her and continued: "I think, if there is not already a recognition of your own identity in your mind, normal people should not think that you are a traverser, right? It's not polite to say that, but I have to say that the memory is like a clumsy story that only comes out of a book, and it doesn't make sense at all. β
Han Yu clasped his hands and asked, "But, why do I have to arrange a ...... for myself The 'identity' of the traverser?"
That's what I'm going to talk about next. β
Kwon Yuna turned her face back, and the pen in her hand pointed to the four new words one by one.
"The meaning of 'traverser' Mr. Han, you have understood, this 'blank' is not the same as the 'blank' I said before, here 'blank' refers to the blank of past experience, as a 'traverser' you are like a stranger from outside in this world, and Mr. Han, the too simple memory in your mind makes your whole personality as blank as a blank piece of paper, fortunately, you leave something for yourself, that is' You don't intend to let the precious knowledge in your head disappear, it's the foundation you leave to yourself to become strong again. β
"Well, now, a new 'soul from another world' with a blank personality, this is the 'new identity' you give yourself, what else is missing? You also need to cut off ties with the past, not with your relatives and friends in the past, but with some memories or experiences in the past that caused you a lot of pain. So you've added another 'amnesia' setting to yourself. You don't remember anything, and your identity is an 'outsider' again, so what does that meanβ"
The pen in Kwon Yun'er's hand drew a big circle again, circled the four new words, and then pulled down an arrow from each of the left and right circles, and wrote a line of big characters in a dashing manner, and a black dot was heavily lit at the end.
She turned sideways and showed the conclusion she had written to Han Yu, whose expression had become completely ugly, and the pen in her hand slid under the handwriting.
βStart over. β
After saying that, Kwon Yuna tapped the whiteboard with the pen in her hand and repeated the sentence: "You have become a 'time-traveler' who can re-cultivate your character and carry your own original knowledge, which means that everything can start again." Because you have amnesia, you can rest easy on your mind that you no longer have the slightest contact with your old self, or even ...... You don't think you're the same person as your past self, do you? Compared with those patients who split into sub-personalities to bear negative emotions one by one, Mr. Han, this trick of yours is to simply forget all memories and say goodbye to the past, which is the smartest thing to do in my opinion. β
To be honest, although Kwon Yuna was praising herself sincerely, Han Yu was not happy at all in his heart.
He was so irritated that he sat up straight and took a long deep breath.
Then, he stared at Kwon Yun'er's narrow and bright eyes, and said in a deep voice, "Is there any evidence that hasn't been said?"
As soon as he said this, Han Yu noticed that Kwon Yun'a's eyes seemed to change suddenly when she looked at her.
The female doctor, who had given Han Yu a lot of heavy blows in his heart today, hugged her hand, hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually...... A long time ago, when Mr. Han and you explained some of your situation to me in detail, I found some signs, but at that time, Mr. Han, you didn't say anything like 'traverser', so I didn't care. β
"So are you going to tell me together today?" Han Yu was not surprised, or he had suffered enough surprises today, and now he just wanted Kwon Yuna to finish his words all at once, so that he could have time to calm down and think alone for a while.
ββ¦β¦ The human subconscious is actually a terrible mechanism, and it can easily hide from your heart. There are some things that seem strange to us, but you may not be aware of them in your own eyes, Mr. Han. β
"So," Han Yu asked again without tire, "Doctor Quan, what else do you know?"
"Mr. Han, do you remember when you told me that when you were in the hospital, you met your relatives?"
"yes, so what?"
Meeting relatives is a general statement, in fact, Han Yu did not say that his relatives are the Jin family.
"Scientific studies have shown that there is no such thing as a natural attraction for human beings, and the only phenomenon that has anything to do with it may be 'GSA'. β
"What is 'GSA'?"
"'GSA', which stands for 'hereditary sexual attraction'. It is said that siblings or siblings who did not grow up together will have a natural sexual attraction after reunion, which is caused by the same genes of both parties, this phenomenon is called "hereditary sexual attraction", and the closer the blood relationship, the more obvious the effect. Other than that, as far as I know, there is no situation that can lead to a sense of intimacy between two relatives who have never lived together. β
For some reason, after hearing Kwon Yun'er's words, Han Yu frowned for no reason, and then he continued to ask, "So what? Doctor Kwon want to say?"
"What I want to say is that it is basically impossible for people to have any natural closeness by blood. However, if I remember correctly, Mr. Han, you and those relatives who have not lived together for more than 20 years only took a few months, and even the time you really got along with each other may be less than a month, in such a short period of time, Mr. Han, you have managed to eliminate the estrangement with them and become intimate. In my opinion, this is not a normal phenomenon. β
Han Yu's brows furrowed even tighter, and he seemed to understand what Kwon Yun'a meant.
"So Dr. Kwon, what do you mean to say...... Is it because I didn't come through time, and I still have feelings for my relatives in my subconscious, so I can get familiar with them so quickly?"
"There are two more pieces of evidence!"
Kwon Yun'er raised two good-looking and straight fingers at Han Yu, and said with a straight face:
"Mr. Han, you said before that you only found out about the fact that you had crossed after being hospitalized for several days. But if you think about it carefully, don't you think it's strange? Even if it's inconvenient to move while lying on the hospital bed, even if you don't have the opportunity to look in the mirror in those days, is it your own body, can you still feel it from some of the usual details? The only explanation is that Mr. Han, you subconsciously ignore these things. Because it's your own body! Of course you don't notice anything out of the ordinary!"
As she spoke, Quan Yun'er put down her hand, and put down the oil-based pen in her hand, she walked back and sat down on the sofa again, stared at Han Yu's stunned gaze nearby, and said softly:
"And one last point. Mr. Han, you told you earlier that you didn't want to explore this body's past because you were afraid of getting into trouble. But I think it's just an excuse you've subconsciously made for yourself. You have turned yourself into a 'time-traveler' in order to cut ties with the past, so you subconsciously don't want to trace the past by yourself!"
Han Yu was silent when he heard this.
After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "According to what you mean, Doctor Quan, I must be a sub-personality that has been created?"
"Nope. β
Kwon Yuna shook her head and gave a reply that finally made people feel a lot more comfortable.
"In the parapersonality of a person with multiple personalities, in severe cases, i.e., when the host personality is forced to fall asleep, there is often indeed a parapersonality that will exist as the dominant body of the body. But as I said before, Mr. Han, you may actually be the master of self-reshaping memories. After all, I don't see too many sub-personality traits in you. Compared to those sub-personalities with different characteristics, Mr. Han, you are more like a blank personality whose brain has been completely cleansed. I don't know if you remember, Mr. Han, in "Kill Me, Heal Me", although the male protagonist is the leader of the body, he is also the main personality, but he sealed his painful memories about multiple personalities at the same time as he was sick, so he didn't know why he became multiple personalities. In my opinion, Mr. Han, it is very likely that this is also the case with you. Truth be told, so far, due to the scarcity of cases, our research on patients with multiple personalities is still very shallow, and for patients with multiple personalities, it is not surprising that anything happens. β
Han Yu smiled bitterly when he heard this: "But all in all...... The fact that I'm a 'madman' is a certainty. β
Looking at the expression on Han Yu's face at this time, Kwon Yuna pursed her lips, and then said solemnly:
"Now, whether it is to determine the true situation of Mr. Han, or for our next treatment, it is imperative that we first need to determine one thing - that is, what is the root cause of Mr. Han and you becoming like this in the first place!"
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