Han Woo didn't fully understand what Kwon Yoon-a meant.

So Kwon Yuna gave an example that Han Yu was familiar with to explain.

"It's like in "Kill Me, Heal Me", the name of each of the male protagonist's sub-personalities has its meaning. Splitting into a sub-personality is not such a casual thing, they can be said to come from the memory of the host personality itself from beginning to end. ”

"For example, the second personality in "Kill Me, Heal Me", Shen Shiqi, if I'm not mistaken, his name is actually taken from the matchbox that the actor used to burn the basement when he was a child, right? In the hero's memory, this matchbox symbolizes his struggle against his violent father, so the personality of Shen Shiqi represents both violence and rebellion. ”

In other words, the components of the sub-personality basically come from the creation of the main personality. It's as if a writer is writing, and the memory of the main personality is that writer, and according to the memory, the 'writer' writes a 'character setting', which is the sub-personality that is born. ”

"Writers always like to add their own experiences to their works, especially the characters, and they always want to be able to reflect a little bit of their own 'traces', which is actually what I call 'innuendo'. ”

"'Innuendo' is actually the embodiment of the subject's past experiences in the sub-personality. ”

"According to numerous cases, the 'insinuation' of the parapersonality is related to some painful experience of the main personality, that is, the real master of the body, and in most cases, this painful experience is the cause of his split personality. ”

As she spoke, seeing that Han Yu had already shown a thoughtful look, Quan Yun'er pursed her lips, and her tone was faintly cautious: "In my opinion, Mr. Han, the family situation before you travel in your memory may be a good 'insinuation' of your own past experience." ”

Hearing Kwon Yun'er say this, Han Yu looked up at her, his expression was still deep and silent, but the emotions in his eyes were much purer, leaving only a lot of simple doubts.

He wanted to know what kind of explanation Kwon Yuna would give him.

"I think that part of your so-called memories before the time travel, Mr. Han, should be true, and it comes from yourself. For example...... If I'm not mistaken, Mr. Han, it's true that your parents died early when you were a child, and you were adopted, right?"

Hearing the caution in Quan Yun'er's words, Han Yu nodded unmindfully, and said, "That's right, here, I am indeed an adopted child." After all, if I remember correctly, I was adopted by my adoptive father shortly after my mother died, and my childhood here was not very good at the beginning, but it was also happy later. It's very different from what I remember before I crossed over. At that time, I was just a child that no one wanted, living in a relative's house, living alone as an adult, accustomed to white eyes and indifference, and in that memory, my memories from childhood to adulthood were almost gray. ”

Unexpectedly, after hearing his words, Quan Yun'er bowed her head happily and said, "It is precisely because of this that I think that this may be the 'insinuation' of Mr. Han's own experience." ”

Seeing that Han Yu subconsciously frowned and looked at himself puzzled, Quan Yun'er patiently explained: "I don't know if you remember, Mr. Han, before, we had guessed the reason why Mr. Han you became a split personality? At that time, we didn't have a clue about it, but today, I have a rough guess." ”

"What speculation?"

"I think that Mr. Han, the parents in your memory, and the situation when your parents died when you were a child, and the situation when your relatives left your side when you were a child, are indeed from your own real memories, but the memories after that, although they are also a kind of 'innuendo', I think it should be a kind of embodiment of your personal spiritual world. ”

Han Yu raised his hand, tapped his forehead with his fingers, and said to Quan Yun'er, "Doctor Quan, can you explain more specifically?"

"I'm a stupid person, and if I haven't prepared in advance, sometimes even I can't understand what I'm saying. ”

Kwon Yuna smiled embarrassedly at him, and continued to speak: "What I mean is, Mr. Han, do you remember the metaphor of the 'dream' I said earlier? Don't we usually have many people who like to interpret dreams? In my opinion, Mr. Han, the same is true of your memory. ”

After speaking, Kwon Yuna stood up, walked to the side, pulled a mobile whiteboard over, half-bent down, wrote and drew on it with a black oil-based pen, and gestured to Han Yu.

"Come, Mr. Han, look. ”

The oil-based pen was held in Kwon Yoon'a's hand, and she pointed to the words she had just written on it with the tip of a black pen: "'loneliness', 'isolation', 'indifference', 'blankness', and ......'sickness', 'learning', 'longing'." ”

Kwon Yun'er put down her pen and turned to meet Han Yu's gaze, her eyes looked quite bright, "What can you think of about these seven words, Mr. Han?"

Han Yu narrowed his eyes, and a thoughtful expression appeared on his face unconsciously.

"In my opinion, these seven words can quite make up a ...... Very poor story. ”

Kwon Yuna didn't sell Guanzi, and without waiting for Han Yu to answer, she took the lead in saying the answer.

"There is a lonely man who thinks that he is completely cut off from the world, and he thinks that everyone else in the world is the same indifference, so he lives alone. But human beings are social animals, and there is no way to have color in a person's life, especially ...... He also closed himself off and was unwilling to communicate and communicate with the outside world. So his life was so pale. In his memory, the reason why his experience was blank was not because he himself lived a monotonous life, but because he himself thought ...... There is nothing wonderful about my past experience. ”

Hearing this silently, Han Yu finally understood what Quan Yun'er meant.

He raised his hands and rubbed his cheeks before taking a deep breath, looked at Kwon Yun'er, and said, "So Dr. Kwon, do you think that those memories before my time crossing are actually made up by myself, and they are a reflection of my past experiences?"

"In my personal opinion – that's probably the case. ”

At this time, Kwon Yuna no longer shied away from anything.

Holding an oil-based pen in her hand, she pointed to Han Yu at the handwriting words on the whiteboard, and said with a serious face: "These keywords extracted from the so-called memories before the time travel, Mr. Han, I think it should well reflect your spiritual world before the car accident. And this is just in line with your situation, Mr. Han. If it weren't for this state of mind, how would you become a multi-personality patient, Mr. Han?"

"Then what's the reason?" Han Woo looked at Kwon Yoon-a calmly, "There must be a reason that will make me like this, right?I can't say how happy I am when I have lived in my adoptive father's house, but I personally feel very satisfied, which is completely inconsistent with what you said about the situation Dr. Kwon." At least there has to be a reasonable reason for me to feel that my life has become pale and that the world is indifferent, right?"

"To be honest, I don't know the reason for that at the moment. Kwon Yun'er shook her head honestly, "After all, we know too little information now, and we don't even know anything about your experience after you went abroad, Mr. Han. However, I think ...... It is very likely that the truth is hidden in these last three keywords. ”

"The last three?"

Following the cover of Kwon Yun'er's pen, Han Yu's gaze fell on the three words behind the whiteboard.

"The first word after this is 'sick', and I think that the so-called genetic disease in your memory, Mr. Han, should not exist at all. This should be a 'setting' that you have added to yourself, and it is an 'insinuation' that you have to you. ”

"What 'insinuation'?"

"You think you're incompetent. ”

Facing Han Yu, Quan Yuna whispered such a sentence without changing her face.

"I once met a similar patient. He has more severe symptoms of paranoia, and in real life, he always thinks that he is a bug that has no strength to resist humans. When he dreamed, he often dreamed that his limbs were tied and he couldn't do anything but be slaughtered. In my opinion, Mr. Han, the genetic disease you are talking about is probably the same situation. ”

The pen in Kwon Yun'er's hand tapped the word on the whiteboard twice.

"Maybe in the past, Mr. Han, you subconsciously thought that you were too weak, and you felt that you were very weak, so when you made up your memories, you added such a disease that had never appeared, so that you could only hide in the dark house with weak limbs, waiting for death to come. I don't know what exactly caused you to think like this, Mr. Han, but the last two words are tantamount to further confirming my thoughts. ”

The black cap slides underneath the last two words.

"'Learning', and 'eagerness'. Mr. Han, you said that you can only study when you are physically weak, but in fact this does not conform to normal logic, after all, for a person who really suffers from ALS, even reading is extremely difficult when no one takes care of you. So I don't think 'learning' is necessarily really learning. ”

Kwon Yuna pulled out the cap of the pen, drew a circle on "study" in a chic manner, pulled an arrow to the blank area next to it, rewrote a word, and finally tapped on it with the covered pen.

"'Become stronger'?" Han Yu muttered as he looked at the newly written word on the whiteboard.

"It's all about 'getting stronger'!"

Kwon Yoon-a nodded at him with a pen.

"I think that maybe the so-called memory of doing a lot of learning is just a manifestation or 'insinuation' of what you wanted to become stronger in your heart in the past, Mr. Han. Because you feel that you are too weak, you want to be strong, and finally—to achieve some kind of 'desire' of yours!"

The pen in Kwon Yun'er's hand clicked over one by one, and finally, poked on the last word.

"If I remember correctly, Mr. Han, you said that you wanted your life to become 'worthwhile', so you did a lot of study. So, I tried to think about it, does the inner meaning of 'valuable' mean that Mr. Han you are desperate to achieve a certain goal? After all, people who dislike themselves and are weak must have a purpose, that is, Mr. Han, you want to be strong, and you are 'desired' to do something. ”

As soon as the words fell, Quan Yun'er drew a big circle and circled these words together.

"This is my 'interpretation' of the memory in your head, Mr. Han. From the perspective of a psychiatrist's emotional richness, I think that your so-called memories before the time trip may be completely based on your own real memories and thoughts...... Something like a 'dream'. Everything in your subconscious is embodied in your 'dreams'. ”

After hearing Kwon Yun'er's words, Han Yu leaned back on the sofa without saying a word, his eyes lowered, and his indifferent face was full of contemplation.

It was not for nothing that he would be like this.

If someone else listens to Quan Yuna's words today, I am afraid that some people will think that Quan Yuna's statement is more like an imaginative story, in the final analysis, she did not come up with a substantive evidence that people can't refute, but just relied on a mouth to persuade with empty teeth.

But Han Woo is different.

After listening to Kwon Yoon-a's story, he began to think of things that he had never thought of before.

He still remembers why Lin Yunyu went to the United States in the first place......