Chapter Eighty-Eight: The Dissolution and Dissolution of Consciousness and Soul

Sayuri's summary and evaluation of Thirteen is pertinent, and the reason why it became what it was after is largely related to it, and Thirteen has undoubtedly paid a lot for Hugo. If Thirteen is said to be a mortal crime, Hugo also shared the blame for it.

Sayuri didn't know what Hugo was thinking, and continued: "But no matter what you hate, it will not help, and I also know that at that time you have lost almost all your memories, almost become a blank slate, and it is also unreasonable to blame you for all your mistakes, and more importantly, it does not solve the problem. ”

"Just when I was feeling so anxious and frightened, something even more terrible happened. Obviously, Thirteen is not just a whim of her own as Zeus is looking for a lover, but she chooses and creates with a clear purpose, and organizes the blasphemers she has accomplished to create a collective group of people with absolute power, needless to say, you should also think that this is Nightingale. ”

Sayuri continued to speak when Hugo was about to ask him some questions about Nightingale: "The world thinks that the appearance of the Blasphemer was born in the face of hunters, but in fact, Thirteen had already started building it long before that, and Thirteen was not going to build an Olympic Mountain, but to build a large army of Adepts. ”

Hugo looked at Sayuri in surprise and said, "Army?"

Sayuri nodded and said, "You heard it right, it's the army." ”

After giving an affirmative answer, Sayuri asked Hugo: "Do you know why the Moon Island military completely banned the East Island and exterminated the survivors after the destruction of the East Island?"

"On the one hand, the Tsukishima government does know something about Simon's 'Creation God' plan, so after the appearance of the East Island Destruction Day, some people want to try their best to bury the truth of this matter, but this is not enough to give them such motivation and determination, their determination is because they discovered the existence of me and Thirteen, that is to say, some people know that although the 'Creation God' plan failed, it also gave birth to a 'god', but this' The gods were not under their control, which caused them to panic over the entire East Island, and began a large-scale slaughter campaign under the help of numerous excuses. ”

It's just that they underestimate me and Thirteen too much, and they really don't understand the power in the stone inscription of Tritoglaia, and how someone with that power can be injured by a mecha cannonball.

At the beginning, Dikal only used part of the power of the Soul Ring to almost completely wipe out the powerful mecha army, and it is hard to imagine how terrifying Thirteen, who has the power of the complete Tritocleia Stone Inscription.

Sayuri said: "Nightingale's appearance not only made me see Thirteen's ambition thoroughly, but also gave me a strong sense of crisis, because I began to understand why ZERO didn't want to wake me up from that vast darkness, not that she didn't remember or that she was incapable, but that I was no longer her 'only', she had a new 'friend', a new driver, and I had lost my value in her eyes." ”

Sayuri's voice is a little depressed, just like a girl who has poured all her feelings into the vain discovery that her lover is actually completely dispensable to her existence, and this huge sense of disparity will make people completely crazy in an instant.

"It turned out that I had become a foreign body in this body, and I was unable to participate in the functions of God's bodily activities, nor could I communicate with Thirteen spiritually, and I only existed as a discard. Hehe, that feeling is going to be more painful than the endless darkness I faced. ”

Sayuri raised her head and sighed, "Eventually, I almost collapsed under this tremendous pressure, and my consciousness and soul began to weaken a lot. Your sense of abstraction may not change definitely, and as simple as before, souls have an almost infinite lifespan, but that's just speculation, after all, we haven't seen the use of immortal souls, not even the first to enter the Tritogolea Stone Tablet, so souls will eventually dissipate in the infinite river of time. ”

Hugo couldn't help but think of the ZERO she had seen in the ornament yesterday, and she had mentioned the relationship between the soul and infinite time, but her statement was not completely certain, and the conclusions she gave were all in an idealized state, so Sayuri's inference was more real than that.

Sayuri said: "The dissipation of the soul is similar to the physical suicide of a person in reality. The only difference is that the process of suicide is very short, but it takes a long time for the soul to dissipate. In this way, perhaps the dissipation of the soul is more like some kind of cancer disease. ”

"If you die like that, you may not have the things you are doing now, and of course the world may have changed dramatically at some point before. ”

At this time, the warm air outside the window has become cooler at some point, but it is a little more chilly than before.

"But don't forget, my conscious soul is not entirely my own, and there is a Jennifer who I devoured. ”

"Just as I was entering some kind of weakness stage, something unexpected happened, and Jennifer's consciousness, which had been devoured within my soul, began to awaken and communicate with me. ”

Hugo frowned and said, "You two have become... Symbiote?"

Sayuri pouted, and her beautiful face looked naughty and cute.

"The word symbiote sounds so uncomfortable that it's easy to associate with wet alien creatures. But your description is not wrong, so let's understand it. ”

After a pause, Sayuri continued to explain, "But the situation is a little different. At the beginning, I fused with Thirteen's soul in the Tritogramia Stone Tablet, and then was invaded by Jennifer, and we became one at that time, during the period when I executed the seal, Jennifer and I still maintained a certain kind of coexistence, but my dormant confrontation with Jennifer caused Thirteen to have a more independent conscious soul for the time being, and after she later comprehended the power of the Tritogramia Stone Tablet, this conscious soul became more independent, and finally broke away from the original soul body, which is also the fundamental reason why I was unable to perceive its consciousness later。 ”

"And my devouring of Jennifer's conscious soul is even more complicated, just like I ate a piece of beef, but some of the nerves on this beef are still alive and enter my body, and this nerve, including the neural conscious memory, has also become a part of my body, and in general, Jennifer and I are completely one, and have become a part of my body. ”

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