"Xiaoyi, why don't you speak?" Jin Xiaoyi's unusual silence made Tang Xiao sense something.

"I ......" Jin Xiaoyi pulled herself away from those terrifying but could happen at any time, and said with difficulty, "I ...... I don't know. ”

"Don't know?" Tang Xiao raised her voice slightly, and she asked incredulously: "Xiaoyi, you are with him every day, shouldn't you know his current physical condition best?

Faced with Tang Xiao's questioning, Jin Xiaoyi was speechless.

She understands that if she continues to deceive, it will be tantamount to directly giving up the last hope that Pei Yuansheng may live.

She didn't want him to die.

Even if he never loved her, even if he used her as a tool, she was not willing to let him die.

So Jin Xiaoyi was silent, she couldn't tell the truth, and she couldn't continue to deceive Tang Xiao, so the only thing she could do was to be silent.

Silence was the only resistance she could make to Pei Yuansheng.

Whether or not he was disgusted with her because of it, she couldn't lie to Xiaoxiao anymore.

Laughter is the last hope.

She was the only one who could persuade Pei Yuansheng to change his mind.

If she doesn't come, he'll really die soon,

At that time, all the circumstances of his death that she imagined would become a reality before her eyes.

For her, it was tantamount to the end of the world.

Jin Xiaoyi gritted her teeth and decided to disobey her boss for the first and last time, the love of her life-

"Give me the phone. At this time, she heard Pei Yuansheng's voice obviously suppressing his anger.

He deliberately lowered his volume, because he was afraid of laughing and laughing, right?

However, he was unabashedly angry with her.

Jin Xiaoyi raised her eyes and looked at Pei Yuansheng, he was lying on the bed, pale as snow, looking so weak, but his eyes still flashed with a terrifying black light.

The anger in his eyes made her panic.

Will he chase her away?

Will he never want to see her again?

She was really scared.

She no longer expects him to love her, the only thing she wants is to be by his side.

She looked at him and shook her head slowly.

The movements are very slow, but there is a sense of stubbornness and loneliness.

He held out a hand to her, "Give it to me." ”

She clutched her phone tightly and took a step back.

Tang Xiao on the phone didn't hear any sound, but he inexplicably felt an unusual tense atmosphere.

"Xiaoyi, what's going on?, why don't you speak?" Tang Xiao said in surprise.

"Nothing...... Laughing, I'm a little sleepy. Jin Xiaoyi said hastily.

"Are you sleepy? ...... so suddenly" Tang Xiao felt a little inexplicable, thinking of the itinerary set for tomorrow, he couldn't help but ask: "Xiaoyi, tell me, is it true that you and Pei Yuansheng are in love? Did he undergo heart exchange surgery? If you can't give an accurate answer, I won't cancel tomorrow's trip." ”

Jin Xiaoyi bit her lip and looked at Pei Yuansheng, who was propped up on the bed with his hands and trying to stand up.

He knew she would never give him her phone, so he was going to come and grab it himself.

It's just that his body is too weak.

Just getting himself up from bed seemed to drain all his strength.

His face turned even paler, an almost transparent bluish white in the light, and fine cold sweat rolled down his forehead driven by pain.

His wrist with the needle pierced was also very thin, and when he propped himself up on the bed, he could clearly see the cyan blood vessels.

Perhaps it was because his movements were so great that a few drops of piercing blood oozed from the place where the needle was pierced in his wrist.

He lowered his head and gasped hard, as if hating his weakness, and did not raise his head for a long time.

Jin Xiaoyi stood in place and stared blankly, feeling extremely uncomfortable in her heart.

Does he have to be like this?

Did he have to give up his life in such a decisive way?

She looked at him sitting on the bed in pain, and she didn't even pay attention to what Tang Xiao said on the phone.

She felt her already firm heart waver.

Perhaps, she should go along with him and let him make his own choice.

She should respect him, not force him to choose to "live".

But—

How on earth could she allow herself to watch him die?

She really can't do it!

Jin Xiaoyi's tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes anymore.

At this time, Pei Yuansheng suddenly raised his head to look at her, lowered his voice, and said to her in an extremely calm tone: "Jin Xiaoyi...... I'll say it one last time, give me my phone. ”

Jin Xiaoyi shook her head silently, tears falling down like beads of lost thread.

"Xiaoyi, why don't you speak? Is something happening? Pei Yuansheng, is he okay? Actually, I know...... Xiaoyi, you're lying to me, aren't you? I can hear you, you're not happy at all......"

In the uncomfortable silence, Tang Xiao's anxious voice kept coming from the phone.

Jin Xiaoyi covered her mouth tightly with her hands to control her sobs.

Can she even hear her laughter when she is unhappy?

Scold...... Sure enough, happiness can't be disguised, and so is love.

He doesn't love her at all, how can she pretend to be a happy little woman who is loved by him in front of Xiaoxiao?

Pei Yuansheng, who was sitting on the bed, frowned tightly, pressed his chest with one hand, and propped up the bed with the other.

As if the needle on his wrist was in the way, he pulled it out and threw it aside.

Then, under Jin Xiaoyi's stunned gaze, he stepped down from the bed barefoot, step by step, towards Jin Xiaoyi.

There was not even a trace of anger in his gaze when he looked at her, he looked extremely calm and emotionless, and it was because of his emotions that she felt even more terrible.

She had heard that Pei Yuansheng was extremely calm when talking to anyone about business, but the calmer he looked, the more miserable the opponent would die.

She now felt the fear brought by Pei Yuansheng's calmness.

She tried to run away, but her feet seemed to be stuck to the ground.

She knew that Pei Yuansheng's current physical condition was actually unable to get out of bed, these few steps were nothing to ordinary people, and for him, he didn't know how much effort he had to pay.

She didn't even know how he did it.

She looked more and more flustered as he approached.

With a calm face, he finally came to her.

Without saying a word, he took the phone from her hand, and he lowered his voice and said to the panicked Jin Xiaoyi: "Jin Tesuke, you have been fired." ”

Jin Xiaoyi's pupils contracted in an instant, and then, more tears flowed from her sad eyes.

She felt a deep despair, and she had never been so desperate in her life.

She knew how hard it would be to be able to be there for him, to be close to him every day like she was now.

If it weren't for Uncle Yan's help, if she wasn't Xiaoxiao's friend, no matter how good she was at work, she wouldn't have such an opportunity at all.

She burst into tears, but he didn't look at her more.

If a person does not love another person, he will not feel sorry for another person. Even tears will feel superfluous, maybe her presence is also an eyesore for him.

That's why he told her to fuck off so simply.

Jin Xiaoyi cried and cried, with a sad smile on her lips.

She is not innocent, she has such a result, and she is just reaping the consequences.

It's just that even if she falls to this step, she is still reluctant, and she still doesn't want to leave him.

Pei Yuansheng turned around, clenched the phone tightly in his hand, and swallowed a mouthful of blood that rushed to his throat.

He wanted to cough, but he held back, knowing that what he had coughed up must be blood, or blood with a clot in it.

He didn't want to frighten Jin Xiaoyi yet.

Now is the right time to let her go.

When she did watch him die in front of her eyes, she would never forget that terrible situation for the rest of her life.

She is still very young and should not go down with such a shadow.

Let her hate him and leave him resolutely.

Pei Yuansheng himself watched his father die, so he knew how much psychological shadow that fear would leave on people.

That was the case in his nightmares for years on end.

Countless times, he had seen himself die in his dreams.

He still remembers how his father struggled to survive and had to leave this world.

That kind of death is really not dignified.

He didn't want to be seen dying undignified. is also very conscious, unwilling to give people terrible shadows, and endless nightmares.

So, he had to let the people around him leave one by one.

"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoyi, she's a little uncomfortable, let me explain it to you. Pei Yuansheng struggled to move himself back to the bed, and after trying to calm his breath, he said to Tang Xiao on the other end of the phone.

Tang Xiao didn't want to believe him at all: "Pei Yuansheng, you let Xiaoyi tell me, I don't believe you - you can't fool me." ”

Pei Yuansheng smiled: "I'm a liar in your heart, don't you have any credibility?"

He really didn't expect that he would be such an image in Tang Xiao's mind.

"It wasn't before, but it is now. Pei Yuansheng, I know what you're thinking, but, the more times like this, the more you don't reject me, or other people who want to stay by your side and take care of you, okay? Everyone has to be strong, but everyone has a fragile time, if you really take me Tang Xiao as a friend, shouldn't you always refuse to let me see your true side, know your real situation now, shouldn't your friends be honest with each other? Pei Yuansheng, think about it, after so long, has my Tang Xiao ever deceived you?"

Pei Yuansheng shook his head and smiled slightly: "You didn't." Smile, you are sincere, even if you don't open your mouth, you won't lie. ”

Tang Xiao was stunned and said, "I don't want you to praise me, and I won't let you go just because you praise me, Pei Yuansheng, you listen to me, it's impossible for me to ignore you, I'm going to make tomorrow's itinerary." ”

Pei Yuansheng was speechless for a while, it seemed that it was useless to lie to Tang Xiao, Tang Xiao was such a smart woman, ordinary lies could not deceive him at all.

He felt a little helpless, and a wry smile bloomed on his pale lips: "If you don't believe it, forget it, Xiaoyi and I are really good, you don't need to come tomorrow, because you can't see us when you come, my situation has improved in the past few days, and my spirit is not bad, and I am planning to set off with Xiaoyi tomorrow morning to go to other places to relax." ”

"Pei Yuansheng, are you lying to me again?" Tang Xiao questioned: "You didn't say you were going to take a break just now, this is too sudden, right?"

"yes, it was so sudden. Pei Yuansheng lied and didn't make drafts at all, and his complexion didn't even change, "Didn't I tell you, I want to live a two-person world with Xiaoyi and enjoy the rest of my life together, you see that I have a bad heart, and I won't die one day, why don't I go out to play and walk when I am in good spirits now?" Xiaoyi was embarrassed to tell you just now, she is thin-skinned, so let me tell you personally, smile, really, you don't care about me now, I have Xiaoyi now, I don't need you to worry about it at all, besides, you are here, Xiaoyi thought that I liked you so much before, maybe I would be jealous. ”

Pei Yuansheng's tone was too sincere, and what he said was Taoist, Tang Xiao didn't want to believe it, but now he was a little shaken.

What if what he said was true?

She didn't stand in Xiaoyi's position at all just now, in fact, what Pei Yuansheng said also made sense, if Xiaoyi was really with Pei Yuansheng, it was normal for her to be jealous, after all, if you like someone, you will have endless possessiveness.

"Pei Yuansheng, are you really not lying?" Tang Xiao said suspiciously, "If you dare to lie to me, you are a puppy." ”

"Okay, I'm a puppy. Pei Yuansheng smiled slightly and said seriously.

Tang smiled: "...... You said it so quickly, I can't believe you anymore. By the way, Pei Yuansheng, I originally planned to tell you a surprise tomorrow, Lu Chenxi, Ji Xiaoru and Cheng Lie will also go with me tomorrow, everyone happens to go to N Island together to relax, Pei Yuansheng, are you really not welcome everyone?"

Pei Yuansheng is not a withdrawn person, and the opportunities to get together with friends are becoming less and less for him, but since he wants to refuse, he simply refuses to the end.

"Next time, Xiaoxiao, the most important thing for me now is to accompany Xiaoyi. Next time, if you have time, I'll ask everyone to come over and play. Apologize to everyone this time. ”

Tang Xiao sighed: "Pei Yuansheng, if you dare to lie to me, I really won't let you go." ”

"Well, I don't lie to you. The fishy breath in Pei Yuansheng's mouth became thicker, and the blood rushing to his throat was almost uncontrollable, he tried his best to make his voice sound steady, and his fingers tightly grasped something sharp on the sheet to maintain his composure, "It's not too early...... Xiaoxiao, you go to bed early. ”

"Well, okay...... You should rest early, too. Tang Xiao originally had a lot of questions he wanted to ask, but when he thought of Pei Yuansheng's body, he also felt that it was not appropriate to continue talking.

Pei Yuansheng's palm was pierced by a needle, and the blood rolled down on the snow-white sheets, he closed his eyes tightly, and swallowed a mouthful of blood again, and his lips and teeth were already surrounded by a rich breath of blood.

"Good night......" he said with a slight tremor in his voice.

Tang Xiao, who was originally going to hang up the phone, was keenly aware of this, she suddenly raised her voice and asked nervously, "Pei Yuansheng, are you okay?"

"I ......" Pei Yuansheng hadn't finished his sentence, and the blood had been unstoppably spilling from his pale lips, dripping down his delicate and graceful jaw and falling on the placket of his clothes.

Jin Xiaoyi, who didn't know when she walked behind him, suddenly reached out and grabbed the phone, and choked up at Tang Xiao on the other end of the phone: "Xiaoxiao...... Don't believe him, what he says is false! He's a liar, he's not good at all, his body is not at all strong, where can he go out on vacation with me? I don't fall in love with him...... Oh, a man like him, if he loves someone until he dies, do you think he will fall in love with anyone other than you? This person can't hold anyone in his heart. Xiaoxiao, I beg you, come right tomorrow, whether it's Xiaoru, Cheng Lie, or Lu Chenxi, you all come and persuade him...... I really can't help it......"

Jin Xiaoyi said the words that had been held back for a long time in despair.

Hearing this, Pei Yuansheng turned around and glared at Jin Xiaoyi, her words invalidated all his efforts, he was so angry with her that he couldn't control it anymore, and spit out a mouthful of blood directly.

"Pei Yuansheng!" Jin Xiaoyi screamed and rushed towards Pei Yuansheng, but was pushed away by Pei Yuansheng, "You...... Go away!"

"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, Pei Yuansheng, you're not my boss anymore, I won't listen to you anymore!" Jin Xiaoyi cried.

Pei Yuansheng couldn't control coughing up blood, he didn't want Tang Xiao to hear it anymore, so he used his last strength to snatch the phone back from Jin Xiaoyi's hand, and directly pressed it to turn it off, still unable to understand his hatred, he simply threw his finger at the wall in front of Jin Xiaoyi.

With a "pop-" sound, the phone fell to the ground, the screen shattered into a net, and the back cover and battery of the phone were also thrown to the side.

Jin Xiaoyi only glanced at it, and then stopped caring about the poor mobile phone, she only had Pei Yuansheng who was crumbling with blood in her eyes now.

"You...... Don't be angry, Pei Yuansheng, don't be angry, it's all my fault, it's me who insists on going my own way, it's me who doesn't consider your feelings-" Jin Xiaoyi said incoherently.

As a humble unrequited lover, apologizing and admitting mistakes seems to be a common thing, because people who love another person will always regard the other person as supreme and themselves as low to the dust, no matter how wrong the other party is, no matter how right they are, it is all up to whether the other party is happy or not, and there is no reason at all.

She has long forgotten what dignity is and what face is in her mind now, she only knows that she doesn't want to see him vomit blood by her anger, she sees him angry and distressed, she wants to exchange everything she has in the world for his health, peace and happiness.

"If you really hate to see me, I'll leave tomorrow, Pei Yuansheng, I will never bother you in the future, never appear in front of you again, never disturb your life again, everything is up to you, whatever you say, I listen to you...... It doesn't matter if you're my boss or not, I'll listen to you in everything, as long as you don't get angry...... Pei Yuansheng, it's me who is not good, you sit down first, let me see how you are, let me call the doctor over, okay?" Jin Xiaoyi cried and begged.