Chapter 411: If You Don't Leave, I Won't Give Up
The stumbling footsteps stopped in front of him, and then a small figure squatted down, the little marquis's distracted eyes moved slightly because of the man's approach, and found that Xiaojiu actually went out and sat beside him, the little marquis looked at her sideways, and said in a low voice: "I'll send you back to the room." ”
The arm was grabbed by Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu raised his pale face, stared at Xiao Hou Ye tightly with tearful eyes, and said softly: "I want to accompany you, don't drive me away." ”
"You're hurt, it's too cold outside. ”
"Don't drive me away!" With sadness locked between his eyebrows, Xiao Jiu grabbed Xiao Houye's arm tightly, and then put it on his shoulder, wrapping his body close to his embrace.
"Let me be with you. The little body trembled, clinging to the man's hot chest, trying to give the man a little warmth with his body, but why did his tears stop falling?
"How can he do this to me, Xiaojiu, how can he give up on himself when I ...... When I found him, I saw him lying in the mud with a smile on his face...... My heart...... Shattered...... My heart is broken-" The man finally roared and cried: "He wants to be free, he wants to die in front of my eyes, does he know that he is cruel like this?Does he think that I will not be in pain, that I am always smiling and grinning, and that I will not feel pain? My love is not less than his, not less than his--how can he be so cruel--" The fist slammed into his chest, and the little marquis no longer suppressed his pain, and the cry pierced into everyone's hearts like a sharp knife.
"Naturally not, Brother Flawless will be fine, he won't be so cruel to you, won't ...... won't ......" Xiaojiu desperately straightened up, endured the pain of the wound and pulled the man who was as fragile as a child into his arms at the moment, the small body was so incongruous with the tall body of the person in her arms, but it gave the person a sense of security for no reason, the little marquis shrunk his body, leaned on Xiaojiu's arms like that, slowly closed his eyes, and then calmed down.
It turns out that under that unruly appearance, there is such a sensitive and fragile heart!
The rain had stopped, and it was terriblely quiet inside and outside the house, and the day passed like that, except for Nangong Rehe going in and out of pouring water and changing water, no one made a sound. Night had fallen, and the moon hung high, illuminating the entire valley. The house was lit with a flickering candle, and the little marquis and Xiaojiu were still sitting outside the door, leaning on each other.
Nangong Rehe passed by the door with hot water, paused beside the two of them, and then entered the house, the little marquis looked at the shadow of the longing tree outside the small bamboo building with empty eyes, silently.
My heart was horribly empty, and it felt like I was back a year ago, when my eyes were opened, and all my memories were gone, and that feeling of emptiness was suffocating. The difference is that this time, I really felt the person's departure.
"Xi Hao, do you still need needles?" Lingering and tired raised his eyes to look at Xi Hao, the white yarn in Xi Hao's palm had been removed, his fingertips were gently buckled on the flawless wrist, and he calmly diagnosed the pulse, for a long time, and finally let out a long breath, and said: "Don't use it for the time being, his pulse is no longer as disordered as in the morning, but ......"
"But what?" asked the men in unison.
"Tonight...... It's going to be difficult, his will is too depressed, I can't guarantee ......" Xi Hao choked and paused for words, and after a long time, he squeezed out a sentence from between his bitten lips: "If you can't survive tonight, if he lets himself fall asleep, I'm afraid, I can't go back." Finally spit out those words, Xi Hao's eyes lifted, but he couldn't suppress the tears that came out of his eyes.
The little marquis had already gotten up and gone to the door, and after listening to Xi Hao's words, he stood against the door frame for a long time in a daze before walking to the head of the bed step by step.
Flawless's eyes were closed, his face was as pale as paper, but his expression was very peaceful, as if he had made up his mind not to wake up this time, so he slept so peacefully.
"You ...... Let's all get out. The little marquis squatted down weakly, looked at the man's peaceful expression, reached out and stroked his pale cheek, and said softly: "I'll accompany him and give us time alone." ”
There was no objection, everyone turned away, and then slammed the door lightly.
The little marquis leaned over, kissed the flawless forehead gently, and then leaned on his head and smiled.
"Flawless, you must be kidding me, it's been more than ten years, Xiangguofu tried his best to catch you, but you escaped, Da Zheng's palace guards are so strict, you also ran out, you have persisted so many times for everyone, but this time, why did you give up?"
"Flawless, do you remember the first time we met?" The little marquis gently rubbed his head against the flawless neck socket, and then turned around and sat down, leaning his back against the bed rail, looking up at the bright moon outside the window, and muttered with a light smile: "A hurried glance ten years ago, in exchange for a reunion ten years later, flawless, when I saw you for the first time after the seven-fold light veil, my heart was full of joy, I said to Nangong, I Meng Baiyan is waiting for you in this life, and I didn't know that the person I liked in my heart was actually a man." ”
"Flawless, do you remember our encounter in the water! I think it was destined by the heavens, what about you? By the way, do you remember the mask you used to make on the streets of Dongdu? You left in a hurry to avoid me, and I actually bought the mask, and I hid it well, and everyone didn't know it, because ...... I forgot where I hid it, hehe, the mask and the tiger talisman together, I hid the mask and the tiger talisman on that night in the Eastern Capital a year ago, but I don't know where I put them. Flawless, you will laugh at me again, yes, because your memory is so good that you will not forget what you have seen, so what about people? If you go to the bank of the Santu River, drink Meng Po soup, and cross the Nai He Bridge, will you still remember me?"
"Flawless, the shopkeeper of Jingyang Tongfu Inn, it turns out that his surname is Tong, what? You ask me why I know, because, in order to save the bow, I went to Jingyang again, and I still live in the room where you and I lived, and the shopkeeper was inevitably implicated by me again and ran away! I think the person he most unwilling to see again in his life is me, you say, isn't it interesting. ”
The man muttered to himself, crying for a while, laughing for a while, joying for a while, and sad for a while, using the intermittent fragments to connect himself with the limited bit by bit of the person he loved with his life. It was such a short time together, whether it was a hurried side eleven years ago, or an unswerving love until death eleven years later, it was so short that it was heart-wrenching.
"Flawless, you have never given up countless separations, but why did you want me to lose you when I was by my side, you look down on me too much, this kind of pain, in fact, I can't bear it!"
The door was gently pushed open, and Xian Yi carried the medicine bowl to the bedside, looking at the flawless and silent appearance, and couldn't help but sobbed quietly. The little marquis propped himself up, pulled over the soft pillow to erect the flawless body slightly, and then took the medicine bowl from Xianyi's hand.
"I'll feed you. Finding that the little marquis's hands were trembling so much that he could barely hold the bowl, Xian Yi stretched out his hands.
"No, I can. The little marquis responded stubbornly, then took a deep breath, tried to calm the involuntary trembling, picked up the porcelain spoon and scooped a spoonful of medicinal juice and blew it gently, feeding it to the flawless lips.
Flawless lips pursed, spoon tilted slightly, and the liquid flowed down the corners of his mouth and dripped onto the placket. Xiao Hou Ye's heart sank, and after being stunned for a while, he suddenly raised the corners of his lips and put his head to Flawless Ear, and said softly: "Why, I'll count three times, if you don't open your mouth yourself, I'll feed the medicine, do you know how I came to feed, after you wake up, don't use this reason to hit me, I counted, I really counted, one ...... Two...... Three ......" simple three numbers, but the little marquis suddenly burst into tears, and the person on the bed still didn't move, as if all the qiē was meaningless to him, so he didn't care about anyone's retention at all.
The little marquis smiled dryly, then puffed the medicinal juice into his mouth, leaned over, covered the pale and dry lips, and pushed the medicinal juice into the man's mouth bit by bit.
This is an original medicine without any sugar, just because people who have tried their best to take medicine on weekdays will no longer refute it because of bitterness, so the bitterness is more and more penetrating.
"It turns out that it's really bitter, that's why you deliberately refuse to drink honestly on weekdays. Tears dripped into the medicine bowl, Xiao Hou Ye smiled and pinched the tip of his flawless nose, and said: "When you wake up this time, I will buy you a lot of sugar ointment, and when you drink medicine in the future, I will accompany you, you have a bowl, I have a bowl, so that it is called sharing joy and suffering, right." ”
The curly eyelashes flickered slightly, the flawless closed eyes suddenly moved, and slowly, tears oozed from the corners of the eyes, and then the two lines of brightness crossed the face, gathered on the earlobes, and dripped into the scattered hair.
"Flawless, flawless!" The little marquis was ecstatic and threw himself at the head of the bed to look at Flawless, and then shouted to Xian Yi on the side: "Did you see it, his eyelashes moved, he heard me speak, otherwise he wouldn't cry, Xian Yi, have you seen it?"
"I saw it, I'm going to call someone!" Xian Yi wiped her tears and turned around and ran out, but her legs stiffened due to nervousness, and she fell directly to the ground after running.
"Childe Xi Hao-" Xian Yi got up and continued to run out, and bumped into Xi Hao and lingering at the door.
"Childe, when he heard the little marquis speak, he cried, he really cried. ”
Xi Hao walked quickly to the side of the bed, grabbed the flawless wrist and checked the pulse, but there was no need to diagnose it anymore, because the flawless eyes had already opened, first looked at the air a little casually, and then slightly turned his head to the side, and gently threw out a sentence to the man lying beside him.
"What do you mean...... Share the joys and sorrows, and do not regret ......"
Xiao Hou Ye stretched out his hands, hugged the man tightly, and nodded desperately: "Never regret it!"