Chapter 410: Cover up half of my sorrow and let you be happy for the rest of your life
The night was so long that Xian Yi was very tired, and when she woke up, she realized that it was already dawn, she rubbed her sore neck, got up, put on her clothes, and went out.
The heavy rain was still falling, and the fresh air carried the coolness of late autumn, which made her body tremble involuntarily. Hearing that someone was going out, Xian Yi looked back, Nangong Rehe yawned and walked out of the door, and when he saw Xian Yi hurriedly approaching, he said: "I saw you sleep last night, I was afraid of arguing with you, and I didn't ask you if you were hurt, how are you?" Thinking of the scene he saw when he rushed into Linfeng Pavilion with the little marquis, Nangong Rehe's heart couldn't help but tremble, this girl dared to pick so many guards alone, she was really bold enough.
Seeing that his face was full of concern, Xian Yi's head lowered slightly, pretending not to care and glanced downstairs, and said, "Xiaojiu drugged the meal, so those guards didn't hurt me." Speaking of which, she really impressed me yesterday, if it weren't for her helping Xi Hao Gongzi regardless of her life, I was afraid that ......"
"By the way, your son-in-law doesn't seem to have shown up all night, but he's angry?" Thinking of Xi Hao's stitching up of Xiaojiu's wound, lingering went to untie the acupuncture point for Flawless, but after he was free, he uncharacteristically did not go to see the little marquis, but closed the door after lingering away, that action was really puzzling and worried.
"Yes, I was so tired last night that I didn't go to see my son at night, and I guess he's awake this time, I'll go and see. Xianyi also realized that something was wrong, and walked towards the Flawless room, only to find that the candlelight was still shining in the Flawless room at the moment.
"Childe, Childe. Xianyi called softly, and there was no movement in the room at first, and then there was the sound of a stool moving, and Xianyi couldn't help but be startled when he heard the sound.
Could it be that the son didn't sleep all night and sat at the table?
"Childe, open the door. Reaching out and pushing, he realized that the door to the Flawless room had been bolted from the inside, and Xianyi became more and more panicked. What happened to Childe? The door to his room would never be bolted from the inside unless it was a very good time, what happened to him inside this night?
Listening closely, I noticed that the footsteps of Ben towards the door suddenly stopped, and then a suppressed voice came out, which seemed to be a cough, but, because of desperate restraint, the voice seemed very dull.
"Is Childe unwell?" Thinking of yesterday's heavy rain and so many things happening, with Childe's temperament, he will definitely blame himself for being depressed, but everyone was too tired last night, and they all ignored his feelings. Xian Yi sighed, knocked lightly on the door, and waited for Flawless to open the door, but the footsteps inside the door turned again and left.
After a moment of silence, the dull coughing sound finally couldn't help but become violent, and Xian Yi was terrified when he heard it outside, his mouth kept talking, and his hands were beating desperately.
"Childe opened the door and let me in-Childe-"
The noise woke up the man sitting beside the bed, and the little marquis opened his eyes, got up and ran out. The hand that was tightly clasped with the wine had been released in the night, but because of fatigue, he sat on the edge of the couch and slept until dawn.
How could he sleep so deeply, I was thinking that I would go to find Flawless after Xiaojiu's hand was released, but I didn't know that it was dawn in my sleep.
"What's wrong?" Everyone who heard the sound came around, Xian Yi was so anxious that he still pounded on the door, and said: "Childe closed the door and couldn't open it, he seems to be a little inappropriate, whether it was the cold yesterday, I was careless." β
"What's wrong with Flawless?" The little marquis ran to the door, raised his hand and went to smash the door, seeing that the door could not be opened, and Flawless did not answer, he was anxious, grabbed the door bar and shook it a few times, and shouted: "Flawless, if you don't open the door, I will rush in." β
Everyone outside the door was anxious, but the man inside the door stood in a daze, at a loss.
Because he couldn't sleep, he sat at the table all night, and when he heard Xianyi knock on the door in the morning, Flawless got up to open the door, but after walking a few steps, he found a salty mouth and a warm liquid flowing from his nose, he reached out to touch it, and then stood there like that.
The blood slowly flowed out, along the corners of his lips, his chin, dripping between the dazzling white clothes, Flawless reached out to wipe it, only to find that the more he wiped, the more he wiped, the tips of his fingers were blood red in the blink of an eye, and Xian Yi began to knock on the door at that time, he was afraid of alarming everyone, making people find their own situation, turned around and wanted to find a change of clothes, but there was an itch in his throat, so he reached out to cover his mouth, trying to suppress the cough that he couldn't help it, and then after a while, he found that he couldn't help it at all, so he left the door, and wanted to wait until he calmed down before responding, who knew that it alarmed everyoneγ
"I'm fine! I want to be alone, who ...... cough cough cough ...... You are not allowed to come in...... Ahem, cough, cough, cough ......" The rest of the words were drowned in a violent cough, Flawless covered his chest, desperately supported himself, and pushed the window when he reached the window, and when the door was kicked open, he leaped out of the window and went straight away.
Seeing that Wufang suddenly fled, the little marquis followed without the slightest hesitation, while the other people paused by the window and glanced at each other, all of them at a loss.
Thinking of what Flawless said to him last night, he was worried, and saw Xi Hao looking at him, and was about to tell him about it, but suddenly found a trace of blood on the window lattice.
Is that?!
Aside from the few people behind him, he lowered his head and walked to the table along the blood droplets on the ground, Xi Hao also followed when he saw this, and saw that the ground was full of blood, and he was startled, and when he squatted and stretched out his hand, he found that his hands were wrapped tightly and could not be touched at all, and he had already squatted beside him, wiped the blood beads with his fingertips, and then locked his eyebrows, closed his eyes in pain and lowered his head.
"He was already suffering from a heart disease, and at the moment he was depressed and sad, causing his condition to recur, but he didn't want us to see his current appearance, so he ran ......away" Xi Hao leaned his head on his lingering neck with some distraction, and muttered: "God just won't let him have a good time, lingering, why does God ...... him like this"
"Heaven?" Lingering sneered and raised his head, looked at the sky outside the door, and said coldly: "How can heaven be a sentient thing, I don't believe in heaven, nor do I believe in God, I only believe that the true feelings of the world can move heaven and earth, no matter how difficult his path is, as long as he doesn't give up, God has no right to decide his fate." β
The raindrops fell, the blood stains on his clothes were washed away a lot, and he leaned tightly behind a big tree, listening to the man's voice from far and near, and then gradually moving away, his eyes closed, he squatted down, curled up tightly, and then couldn't help crying bitterly in the heavy rain.
I have always known that the days of Acacia Valley are just passing by and fleeting, but I ridiculously don't want to think about what kind of pain will be there when the dream is broken, because every look, every smile, and every doting pity of Bai Yan will sink him! I want to be with him, and I want to leave aside a happy life that only belongs to the two of them, but the price of this blood makes me see the truth clearly, it turns out that I and him will always be in two opposing worlds, even if it is bloody, it can't be exchanged for a long look.
His body was so cold, his clothes were soaked, and strings of water beads rolled down from his hair, and his feet were full of mud, gradually staining his white clothes. Flawless stopped crying, leaned quietly against the tree, for a long time, his body was crooked, lying on his back, letting the cold rain fall on his body, his eyes were closed tightly, and his mouth and nose could not breathe, but he was so stubbornly lying still.
Mother, I want to come to accompany you, do you allow it?
Love in the world is so painful, but I can't let it go, so let me go, take everything away, pain, happiness, sorrow, joy, all of them...... In this way, Bai Yan will no longer struggle and suffer, and he will no longer have to suffer from this......
Mother, I'm here!
It's so hot, where are you, is it in purgatory?
Sure enough, my final destination is hell!
Why is it so hot? I can't breathe, my eyes are so heavy, I want to see what these eighteen purgatory are like, whether it is as the legend says, it is a place where fire and oil are burned to punish the most evil, there seems to be a sharp needle in the brain, the pain is unbearable, what is pressed on the chest? It is so heavy, it is so heavy that it is about to suffocate. Every joint in the body is suffering from the pain of scraping bones, and it must be because of the weight of his sins, so now he has received karmic retribution, so that he will sink into this hell and will not be reincarnated forever, so that he can wash away the thousands of blood debts in his hands.
I bear my sins!
There was a sudden scream in his throat, and Flawless began to struggle, large beads of sweat rolling down his forehead, and his eyes were open and red. The little marquis pressed his arms tightly, pressed him to the bed, and then shouted behind him: "Bring the medicine, Nangong go and fetch water." β
Xian Yi panicked and stuffed the pill into the flawless mouth, lingering and Xi Hao rushed inside, seeing this situation, they were all panicked, Xi Hao stretched out his hand to pull the white yarn in his palm, and said hurriedly: "I want to apply the needle, his situation is very bad, linger for me to untie." β
Lan Mian looked down at Xi Hao's hands, and said, "Your hands are only afraid that you won't even be able to hold the needle steadily, let me come, you can tell me about the acupuncture points." β
"Bring the silver needle bag, hurry!"
The flawless body was shaking violently, and the little marquis half-knelt on the couch and pressed his arms, suddenly bursting into tears.
"God, what do you want? You let him go, don't let him suffer so much, I'm willing to live for ten years, no, I'll give you whatever you want, as long as I don't torture him anymore...... Don't torture him anymore......" Hands clenched and refused to let go, lingering for a while after finally breaking the man's hands, and then pushing him out: "Nangong come and pull this person away!" The little marquis was exhausted, and under that push, he stood unsteadily and stepped forward, but fortunately, Nangong Rehe quickly grabbed it, and then grabbed it and went out of the door.
As soon as he stepped out of the door, the little marquis softened, slid down the corner of the wall, leaned his back against the pillar, and looked at the rain curtain outside the bamboo building with his eyes stupid, crying silently.
If you can control the situation, whether it is the persecution of the Xiangguo Mansion or other qiqiqi, you are fearless and will not retreat, but how should you fight for the law of the cycle of life and death? With whom? If you are flawless, what will happen if you are really flawless......
With a twitch in his heart, the little marquis grabbed his chest and slammed the back of his head on the pillar.
Flawless, if you dare to leave me just like this, I, Meng Baiyan, will never forgive you in my life! I will definitely find you when you fall into the Yellow Spring! I will grab you and ask you, when you have hollowed out all my heart, how dare you still want it to be complete, because without you, how can it be complete!