399. Hold you tight and have you

Listening to Ji Xiaoru's words, Xiao Li looked even more distressed.

He sighed faintly, rubbed his cheeks that were a little numb from the cold, and said, "It seems that it is unlikely that she likes me, just like me, nothing, nothing, she will not like me...... I don't deserve her at all...... Hey......"

Looking at Xiao Li's distressed appearance, Ji Xiaoru estimated that the girl Xiao Li was thinking about was probably also in the entertainment industry, she should be quite young, and her debut was not long ago.

But the girls in this circle have very high visions, and if Xiao Li really likes a future star, there is indeed little hope.

Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru have known each other for so many years, seeing that Ji Xiaoru pursed her lips and didn't speak, she could basically guess what Ji Xiaoru was thinking, but contrary to Ji Xiaoru, Tang Xiao didn't think there was anything impossible.

She encouraged Xiao Li and said: "Don't worry, as long as you are willing to work hard, she will definitely notice you, besides, if you don't have it now, it doesn't mean you won't have it in the future, right? You are still so young, anything is possible in the future." Maybe you can become a particularly well-known counselor?"

Xiao Li lowered his eyes and said, "But at that time, she will definitely become a big star." I'm still far away from her, far away......"

Ji Xiaoru had an expression of "I guessed it", she wanted to tell Xiao Li that it was a very painful thing to fall in love with people in the entertainment industry, in her experience, it is estimated that there are several jars of vinegar that have been eaten, but what can be done, people in the entertainment industry originally lived under the eyes of the public, and many times they couldn't help themselves, and even had to live like what the public liked and expected, otherwise they would be scolded.

That's not all, people in the entertainment industry don't have a fixed rest time, nor a fixed holiday, being idle means that they can't get a job, it means no money to make, it means that they are outdated, no ambitious star wants to be very idle, but as their lover, because they get together less and leave more, they often can't get companionship and care, so they will naturally be disappointed and painful, and then have disputes with each other.

Disputes, in turn, are often the beginning of changes and breakdowns in a relationship.

She patted Xiao Li on the shoulder and said: "Young man, if you want to love, you can love, don't think too much, I suggest you, hurry up and confess while she is not yet popular, maybe people agree? ”

Xiao Li frowned and said, "I'm not worthy of her." I'm so useless...... She's a rising star of the future, but I'm ...... I'm just a little assistant. ”

"The rising star of the future?" Ji Xiaoru grinned, "I said, you won't like Sun Bingbing, right?"

Tang Xiao: "......"

Xiao Li shook his head: "No, she is not half as hot as Sun Bingbing." ”

Ji Xiaoru patted her chest and said, "That's good, you're scared to death for me." Bingbing, that girl is not easy to mess with. ”

Xiao Li fell into frustration, lying on his knees and refusing to speak, Ji Xiaoru said: "Xiao Lizi, why don't you let us see her photo? I just want to see how unworthy you are, I see that you look like a human, if you are packaged, then you are also a young man?"

Xiao Li knew that Ji Xiaoru was not joking, so he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Sister Xiaoru, don't tease me, I'm not the material to be a star." ”

However, he honestly took out a wallet from his trouser pocket, and took out the photo in it to show Ji Xiaoru and Tang Xiao.

The photo is a delicate little girl, who looks about the same age as Xiao Li, and should be less than 20 years old.

"It's very good-looking, this little girl," Ji Xiaoru sighed, "I think she hasn't grown yet, if she grows in a few years, it will definitely not be worse than Bingbing and Ran Ran." Young man, you have a good eye. ”

Ji Xiaoru's words just went up to Xiao Li's heart, he couldn't help but slightly curl the corners of his mouth, and said a little proudly: "Of course, although she always plays the little maid now, I think she will definitely be able to play the heroine in all the dramas in the future." ”

"That's a must. Ji Xiaoru said with a smile, "Isn't it just like that Fan Bingbing, you see that people also played maids when they were young, and now they are not as popular." ”

Speaking of the future, Xiao Li couldn't help but feel a little sad: "It's a pity that she definitely didn't know me at that time." ”

"......" Ji Xiaoru is really out of line with this big boy whose mood is changeable, sometimes joyful and sometimes sad, perhaps, this is the troubles of adolescence at the age of eighteen?

She spread her hands, smiled at Tang and said, "Smile and laugh, you come." ”

Tang Xiao because there is a difficult Cheng Feng Cheng Er in the family, and she still has a little experience in dealing with half-grown men in her twenties, she thought about it and said to Xiao Li: "Don't think too far, focus on the present first, there is no present, where is the future?" No matter what happens in the future, it is enough for you to be good to her now and make her like you, even if you can't be together in the end, but at least you once had it, right? Moreover, emotionally, it is not necessary to have a person to be happy, not to mention, what is it to have a person?"

"One can never belong to another person completely, and one can never have another person completely. In a limited life, there was a period of time when we supported each other and laughed together, and it was enough. ”

After listening to this, Xiao Li thought about it seriously, nodded and said, "Sister Xiaoxiao, you are right, it is that I thought too far, and I started to grieve because of the loss before I got it, which is really stupid." ”

Ji Xiaoru didn't expect Tang Xiao to successfully enlighten a melancholy teenager in a few words, and couldn't help but be surprised and said, "Xiaoxiao, what are you...... It's so surprising to me, you say these things...... How did you come to this realization? I think you should have been a counselor or something......

Tang Xiao shook his head and said: "I'm just talking casually, how can a real psychological counselor be so easy to be, after all, compared with people's physical pain, internal psychological pain is the most difficult to heal." ”

The three of them were silent, people are originally extremely complex creatures, people will have memories as long as they live, memories will bring some pain to people, no one is always happy, the brightest laughing person in the crowd may be the one with the most wounds in his heart.

The winter night was still so dark, as if the passage of time had not taken away a trace of darkness at all, their mobile phones were out of battery, but fortunately Xiao Li was wearing a watch, he looked at the time and said, "It's four o'clock." ”

"Sleep, Li. Ji Xiaoru persuaded.

"Well, good. Xiao Li nodded, obediently lay on his lap, and soon fell asleep.

Only Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru are left.

It seemed that it was almost dawn, but in the face of such a deep, unlit night, no one felt a trace of excitement.

Tang Xiao's body was very cold, her limbs were completely unconscious, but her head was a little hot, this feeling was very bad, and her experience as a doctor told her that she had a fever.

She didn't dare to tell Ji Xiaoru, because if Ji Xiaoru knew, she would definitely take off her clothes and put them on her, but she couldn't let Ji Xiaoru do that.

Therefore, she must control herself and not let Ji Xiaoru find out.

But perhaps it was the tacit understanding brought by friends for many years, Ji Xiaoru sensitively smelled a hint of something different from Tang Xiao's sudden silence.

"Xiaoxiao, why don't you speak?, is there something uncomfortable?" Ji Xiaoru looked Tang Xiao up and down with a pair of bright and beautiful big eyes.

"Nope. Tang Xiao replied categorically, "I'm just a little sleepy, Xiaoru, I want to squint for a while." What about you?"

"Okay, you sleep for a while, I won't sleep, lest if something goes wrong, I can drag you away, right?" Ji Xiaoru said with a smile.

But Tang Xiao knew that Ji Xiaoru was not joking, because aftershocks could happen at any time.

It's just that even if there is an aftershock, they will not run away.

In the shed behind him, there was still an injured patient. Tang Xiao thought that if there was really another earthquake, her only choice was to do everything she could to protect them.

Ji Xiaoru saw everything she didn't say from Tang Xiao's eyes, she smiled at her clearly, and said, "Don't worry, I know what you think in your heart." ”

Tang Xiao also smiled: "Xiaoru, we seem to have more and more tacit understanding." ”

"Isn't it always like this?" Ji Xiaoru patted the back of Tang Xiao's cold hand: "Don't worry, I'm here." ”

"Hmm. Tang Xiao nodded, leaned against the wooden stake next to him and closed his eyes, Ji Xiaoru kept holding one of her hands until her hand was frozen into ice.

Tang Xiao slept groggyly, and the headache caused by the fever made her very uncomfortable, but in her sleep, she was also very restrained and unwilling to let out even a little moan, and even frowned, she reminded herself not to wrinkle.

She wanted to try her best to sleep soundly and quietly in front of Ji Xiaoru, but what she didn't know was that Ji Xiaoru had already seen her discomfort.

"Xiaoxiao......" Ji Xiaoru called her name softly, but Tang Xiao, who had fallen asleep, did not make any reaction.

Her heart sank, and she took off all the clothes on her body that could keep out the cold, and wrapped them tightly around Tang Xiao's body.

"Xiaoru, don't ......" Tang Xiao closed his eyes, seemed to notice something, and tried hard to push Ji Xiaoru away, but Ji Xiaoru hugged Tang Xiao and threatened: "If you quarrel again, I will ignore you." ”

"Xiaoru ......," Tang Xiao, who was feverish, muttered, "Don't you ...... Don't ignore me......"

Ji Xiaoru was left with a thin undershirt, shivering in the cold winter night, but at this moment she grinned: "Why?"

"We are...... Good friend ......" Tang Xiao burned so much self-control that he was forcibly held in his arms by Ji Xiaoru, and answered Ji Xiaoru's question honestly, "A lifetime of ...... Pal. ”

"Well," Ji Xiaoru smiled happily, "Yes, we are good friends for life." ”

In the lethargy brought about by the fever, Tang Xiao's consciousness came and went, and she felt like a piece of wood soaked in the sea, sometimes sinking to the bottom of the sea, sometimes floating on the surface.

Her ears can hear voices for a while, but she can't hear anything for a while.

I don't know how long it took, but she seemed to have a huge tumbling surge on the surface of the sea, shaking all around, and a loud rumbling sound came from her ears.

What's going on...... What's going on? Yes...... Tsunami?

Tang Xiao was at a loss, she wanted to move, but she found that her body seemed to be tightly bound by something, and she couldn't move at all.