After Yang Lei finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at Xu Shiwei.

His heart is actually very apprehensive, his feelings for Xu Shiwei, from his appreciation in the third year of high school, to his love and pity in his freshman year, but later it has become inseparable and respectful, and now he is a little in awe.

is in awe, not afraid that Xu Shiwei will leave him.

Even if Xu Shiwei leaves him, he can be a billionaire, and the Huaxia market alone will allow him to earn another 10 years and earn a wealth that will not be used up in several lifetimes.

Even if Xu Shiwei gets angry and retaliates and takes away anything other than the main business of the X-Sports sports brand, he can accept it, and the big deal is that as an independent LP of Yunfeng Fund, he can invest in Didi, Douyin, and Pinxixi, he has many ways to make money.

This kind of awe is an admiration for the instinct of the strong.

For example, Ma Yun, Ma Hua pain, too strong people will make Yang Lei feel recognized from the bottom of his heart, after all, not everyone has the power of a prophet like him, and the height they have reached is really admirable.

So, when awe and love are mixed together, it's amazing.

The feeling of wanting to get each other and being scared.

Yang Lei himself can't say too specific, anyway, at this moment, he only knows that he shouldn't lie to Xu Shiwei, just like he confessed to Chen Bingni, he won't deliberately hide it from the two women, this is the least sincerity.

If Xu Shiwei is angry and angry, how to punish him, he will admit it.

Yang Lei was ready to bear her wrath.

But Xu Shiwei kept looking at him, and under the outline of the shadows, she couldn't see the sadness and joy on her face.

She asked, "What about the specifics of the marriage?"

Yang Lei's heart was horizontal: "Let's go to the local agency to register first, and then go to the church, where the pastor presides over the ceremony and exchanges rings......"

"You mean, you ended up choosing Nini over me, right?"

"I don't know...... Shiwei, I really don't know what to do. I promised to marry you, and I would definitely do what I said, but I didn't want to give up Nini, and I could only make that promise to her. ”

"And what about me? You never loved me at all?"

"Of course I love you, but ......"

Yang Lei stopped and let out a long sigh: "...... I'm more afraid of you. ”

Xu Shiwei was stunned, she was frightened by this word.

No matter how calm she is, when she hears Yang Lei say the word "scared", she feels that she has done something wrong.

The relationship between the two is quite good, and they get along very happily, how could he be afraid of her?

Yang Lei said: "Let me be honest, when you were just showing your edge before, I still thought you were very cute and powerful, and I appreciated you more and more." But later, when nothing is difficult for you, and you can solve any difficulties I encounter, I have more and more awe of you. ”

Awe, fear.

Xu Shiwei was in a trance in her mind, a little dizzy, and raised her hand to press her head.

What Yang Lei and Chen Bingni did in Las Vegas, how could she not know, she knew Yang Lei too well, as soon as she saw the city on the itinerary of the two, she guessed what Yang Lei might do, and sure enough, the official website of Magnesium Country was checked and it was checked, and the English names of Yang Lei and Chen Bingni have been announced.

So Yang Lei's confession was expected by Xu Shiwei.

If he refuses to say it, Xu Shiwei will reduce her good opinion of him, as if she knows that her lover is lying to herself, and she will feel very uncomfortable.

But when he said it, and said the words awe and fear, Xu Shiwei was stunned.

What did she do wrong?

Over the years, she has done her best to help Yang Lei, helped him clear all obstacles, and assisted him with hard work, he would be afraid of her?

Is it true that if a woman is too strong, a man will be afraid?

But she has already given in so much, Anne and Yang Ying, she pretended not to see it, and let him and Chen Bingni be boyfriend and girlfriend for four years, and let him and Zhu Chenhui have a child, she knew a lot of things, but she didn't say anything.

Why not something else, but fear......

Even "I don't like you" or "respect" is better than "scared".

Xu Shiwei originally had a stomach full of words to say, but now she can't say a word, and she feels panicked.

Yang Lei tried to grab her hand.

Xu Shiwei did not struggle, and also noticed that there was no mark of the ring on his hand.

He must have discussed it with Chen Bingni, and she was very aware of the loophole in the Las Vegas marriage certificate.

But fool, the certificate really doesn't mean anything, true love is hidden in his heart, it turns out that he still can't let go of Chen Bingni, he's too greedy!

Xu Shiwei didn't cry, nor did she lose her temper, and she was as calm as before: "Send me back." ”

Yang Lei didn't hear the crying and scolding, but became nervous, and some gains and losses.

He tried to offer to take her back to his residence, but was denied.

Xu Shiwei wants to go back to the community next to Tsinghua where she first bought a house, where her parents still live, but they are often not at home, her father travels all over the country, and her mother often goes back to her parents' house, which has become a little empty, and she can't even say whether it is her home.

But where can she hide when she gets hurt outside? It's not just that she can hide at home and lick her wounds.

Waiting for Xu Shiwei to get out of the car, Yang Lei stopped her.

He said with difficulty: "Shiwei, everything is my fault, I hurt you." No matter what you do to me, I accept it, I have no complaints. ”

Xu Shiwei gently pushed him away: "You go back to rest, let us all be calm and calm with each other." ”

The more calm she was, the more apprehensive Yang Lei became.

His idea is very simple, happy is happy, unhappy is unhappy, whatever he wants to say, say it all.

If you don't say anything about your emotions, then it's easy to get sick and overwhelm others.

Yang Lei leaned on the front of the car, lit a cigarette, looked upstairs stupidly, held the mobile phone in the other hand, opened the text message, closed, opened the address book, closed, I really wanted to say something, but I could enter a long list, and finally deleted it.

Xu Shiwei upstairs stood in the dark living room, through the thin gauze curtain by the window, she saw the flickering red dots downstairs, she knew that Yang Lei had not left yet.

The fingertips pierced into her palm, and it hurt exceedingly.

It really doesn't matter, she has many ways to invalidate Yang Lei and Chen Bingni's certificates.

She also believes that Chen Bingni will definitely not go to the stupid notarization and sue him again, which will not benefit the three of them.

She knows better that as long as she nods, no matter whether Yang Lei is willing or not, he will take her hand without hesitation and go to the nearest Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate with her.

And those women, Huihui's children, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, Xu Shiwei can accept it.

Xu Shiwei was particularly worried, and what she couldn't accept was why she would become such a person, the person who scared Yang Lei, instead of the person she loved the most.

Her own family has had no fun since she was a child.

She has never enjoyed her father's doting, let alone felt her mother's warmth.

In her home, there has always been only official business, and there is no smile, her parents respect each other like guests, do their parents' responsibilities, and fulfill the responsibilities of husband and wife, but she has not felt the warmth of family affection since she was a child.

This is what Xu Shiwei has hated the most since she was a child.

And now, she has also become the person she hates the most, a woman who rarely laughs like her mother, and is even about to lose the man she loves the most, and the love and affection she wants the most.

Thinking about it in the third year of high school, the happiest thing for her was to look up and see Yang Lei, even if she just saw the side face, it made her feel very comfortable.

Whenever she is tired from doing questions, too tired from thinking, and haggard, she will be very happy as long as she sees Yang Lei who is happy and hears him say stupid jokes such as "learning makes me happy" and "what is bigger than the universe is the scope of the exam".

Sitting in the VIP extra seat, he was under the teacher's nose, it was impossible to be naughty, but he couldn't hold back the inner turmoil, instinctively wanted to be naughty, Yang Lei's mental journey has also become a good material for Xu Shiwei's painstaking research, she can accurately guess what Yang Lei thinks.

The more I get to know him, the more I like him.

The more she walked into his life, the more Xu Shiwei couldn't extricate herself.

Especially Aunt Qian's meticulous care of her, Yang Lei accompanied her to go shopping and dressed her up from head to toe, as well as the warm relationship between the three members of the Yang family, this is Xu Shiwei's most fascinated, and she especially wants to join in and enjoy the warmth of home.

She doesn't want to go home with a cold face every day.

She also wants to become Yang Lei's favorite little woman.

But......

Who is going to tell her what she did wrong......

Tears of displeasure finally fell, one, two.

Even when she cried, she was so calm, she was silently crying, and her tears flowed like a river.

Xu Shiwei felt that she was too depressed and had a broken personality.

Why can't she be like an ordinary girl, coquettish in front of her boyfriend, laugh uncontrollably, cry helplessly when she is wronged, and cry as loud as possible?

But she really won't......

Yang Lei threw cigarette butts at his feet, and he was about to be driven crazy by himself.

It's not enough to hurt a Chen Bingni, do you want to continue to hurt Xu Shiwei?

These two women, who had no contact with each other at all in their previous lives, had so many intersections with him by chance in this life, and he said in his heart many years ago that he would give them a lifetime of happiness and care, but why did it become a harm to them in the end?

Yang Lei strode towards the building, opened the code door, and walked into the elevator.

He has the key to the Xu family.

Even if he was kicked out by Lao Xu, he would have to see Xu Shiwei before leaving.

Click.

He opened the door.

The living room was dark and there was no sound, and Yang Lei wondered if Xu Shiwei was squatting in a corner, or hiding in the quilt in the bedroom and crying.

He was a little worried, she shouldn't do something that she couldn't think of, right?

"Shiwei, Shiwei, what about you?"

Yang Lei anxiously shouted Xu Shiwei's name, but no one answered, and he was really startled.

Yang Lei turned on the headlights in the living room, looked around, and noticed that Xu Shiwei was holding her legs, like a helpless kitten, curled up in the corner of the sofa and crying silently, looking at him stupidly.

Yang Lei hurriedly walked over, and before he could speak, Xu Shiwei burst into tears, threw herself into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and cried: "Don't leave me...... You don't want to go ......."

Yang Lei felt that his chest was wet with tears, and he was very distressed, hugged her hard, and said in her ear: "I don't leave you, I will never leave you in this life." ”

In this life, let him be willful once, let him be greedy once.

He doesn't want to make a choice, he wants it.

………………

When you encounter a problem, you have to find a way to solve it.

It is not advisable to blindly procrastinate and evade.

People also have to learn to make trade-offs, gain some, lose some, and many times need to learn to adapt and compromise.

When Xu Shiwei woke up, she was very unwell.

She pressed Yang Lei's body and slept on the sofa all night, so narrow that she couldn't even turn over, how could it be comfortable.

Yang Lei is the same, many parts are numb, but he is afraid of waking up Xu Shiwei, who is tired of crying and falling asleep, and he is also afraid that he will not be able to hold her in the future, and he has been half-dreaming and half-awake, reluctant to close his eyes.

After they both woke up, the two of them washed up as if nothing had happened, and said good morning.

Yang Lei took the initiative to cook and make breakfast for Xu Shiwei, although he rarely did it, but he had also obtained the true inheritance of the Qian family, and his seasoning skills were a must.

"You haven't cooked in a long time, I see that there are only eggs to eat in the refrigerator, and half a bowl of cherry tomatoes that are not bad, so I can barely make a tomato egg noodle. ”

Yang Lei helped Xu Shiwei hand over the chopsticks, and said a little apologetically: "Why don't you wait for me to go to the supermarket to buy some beef and marinade, and make your favorite braised beef." ”

Xu Shiwei took a bite, praised his good craftsmanship, and then raised her head and said, "Yang Lei, let me do this kind of thing in the future." ”

"You're welcome, I'll do ......"

"No, I'm a woman, let me do it. ”

As soon as Xu Shiwei finished speaking, she suddenly realized that something was wrong, and whispered again: "I'm sorry, I'm ordering you again, I shouldn't have said that." ”

Yang Lei also came to his senses, it seemed that Xu Shiwei was trying to change the way she spoke, and she didn't want to become so strong?

Sure enough, Xu Shiwei looked at him and said seriously: "I want to put down all the work in my hands, follow you every day, accompany you, take care of you as a wife, listen to you, never quarrel with you, and don't get angry with you, is it okay?"

Yang Lei moved his buttocks and felt uncomfortable, is this still Xu Shiwei?

She cried for half the night last night, I'm afraid my brain is burning, right?

This attitude took a 180-degree turn, and it scared him.

Yang Lei stretched out his hand and touched Xu Shiwei's forehead: "I don't have a fever." ”

"You've got a fever!"

Xu Shiwei smiled, pouted and said, "I just figured it out." ”

"Figure out what?"

"Even if I get the whole world, what's the point of everything I've done if I lose you?"

"How do you seem to ...... lyrics?"

"Don't make a fuss, I mean really. ”

Xu Shiwei put down her chopsticks and said seriously: "My parents are two particularly strong people, both of whom have achieved high achievements in their respective fields, but I know that they are not happy. On the contrary, Uncle Yang and Aunt Qian, I think they are very complementary, love and family need such tolerance and understanding, and there is no need to be on the tip of a needle. ”