568. Do you think I'm not afraid of death?
But Cheng Lie said in a faint voice: "Pei Zi, I have already guessed your little thing." And have you forgotten that I can send someone to investigate you? Although you have done a good job of secrecy, I can still dig up most of the information that comes to mind, and if I really want to find out, do you think there are secrets in this world that I can't dig out?"
Pei Yuansheng's dark pupils dilated slightly, and he looked at Cheng Lie in surprise.
Of course, he knew that Cheng Lie had the ability and means to investigate him, but he didn't expect Cheng Lie to investigate him.
What he didn't expect was that it turned out that he already knew his secret.
At this point, he didn't have much to say.
After all, people are dying, and it doesn't seem necessary to give birth to those idleness.
"Now that you know, I have nothing to hide. Pei Yuansheng leaned back in the chair behind him, squinted his eyes and said, "I am indeed a dying person." I know you're coming to visit me out of compassion, and I'm grateful to you, really. But, beyond that, don't do anything superfluous. ”
"Superfluous things?" Tang Xiao frowned and looked at Pei Yuansheng: "What do you think, what is superfluous?"
"You know that. Pei Yuansheng smiled slightly: "Xiaoxiao, you are so smart, some words don't need to be too clear from me." I know you're doing it for my good, but only I know what I want most. If I could, I just want to leave in a dignified and quiet way, instead of going through one operation after another and dying on the operating table covered in blood, which would be miserable and unsightly, right?"
With Pei Yuansheng's words, Tang Xiao couldn't help but see a picture in front of him.
Pei Yuansheng, who lost his breath and heartbeat, was rescued bloodily, his body was emaciated, and there was no trace of blood on his face.
She had seen how a dying person died tragically on the operating table, so she could completely imagine what it would be like if Pei Yuansheng really went that far.
Pei Yuansheng himself seems to be very clear.
Tang Xiao thought to himself that his father also died of a heart attack, so his father must have done his best at the beginning.
Everything that happened to his father at that time must have been deeply imprinted in Pei Yuansheng's mind.
That's why he would rather die than live.
For him, it's not about surviving, it's about surviving.
Tang smiled and felt that she could understand Pei Yuansheng's thoughts, but as a doctor and a friend, she really didn't want Pei Yuansheng to die.
Moreover, she agreed to Uncle Yan and Jin Xiaoyi's request.
Then, she must do her best to persuade Pei Yuansheng, not be persuaded by Pei Yuansheng.
"Pei Yuansheng, if there is still a month, is it really enough for you to do all the things you want to do?
Pei Yuansheng lowered his head, held the glass full of juice in front of him with his long fingers, put it to his blood-thin lips and took a sip, and said lightly: "Of course there will be." There's a lot of things I haven't done. However, no, I really don't have time, I regret it, but what can I do then? I can only hope that God will make me a person with sound limbs and no diseases in the next life, so that I can live happily and happily, even if I am penniless, it will be a hundred times and a thousand times stronger than now. Sometimes, I really regret being born in the Pei family and being my father's son. He brought me a lifetime of squandering wealth, and he also brought me a lifetime of illness that I could not get rid of. ”
"I know, you must have seen all the efforts your father made to survive back then, so you feel that even if you continue to do surgery, it will be useless, but, after so many years, medicine has been many times more advanced than before, believe me, Pei Yuansheng, I have seen many patients who have received heart transplants in the hospital, and most of them are able to live like normal people after surgery. Tang smiled and smiled, leaned forward slightly, and looked at Pei Yuansheng sincerely with bright eyes, her soft voice was full of infectiousness.
She looks like a speaker or a teacher, but it is clear that she used to be a person who does not like to talk and is not good at words.
She only knew that now she must convince Pei Yuansheng and let him live.
Faith allows her to break through herself and fills her with strength.
"Don't you still have a lot of things you want to do? Do you want to bungee jump, do you want to dive? I know you must be very like, Pei Yuansheng, imagine that if you have completed the operation and have a healthy heart, then you can go anywhere in the world with Xiaoyi and everyone else and do whatever you want? As for the disease, he must not want to leave it to you, but he can't decide on this matter, can he?"
"Pei Yuansheng, as friends, Lie and I hope that you can think carefully and don't give up easily, there are still many things worth chasing in life, although it is much more difficult to try to live than to give up, but, try your best to live, what you can get must be much more than giving up now. ”
"At least, I'd like to have a drink with you, don't you?"
In the night, her eyes were bright, as if there were countless little stars hidden.
Pei Yuansheng's heart was beating rapidly.
He thought he could let go, but as soon as she looked at him intently, and smiled at him like that beautiful angel, his heart would throb uncontrollably.
She is the love/Gu he can never let go.
Even if he knew very well, even if he survived, even if he went bungee jumping together, diving together, drinking together, and doing more things together, it couldn't be just him and her.
However, as long as he can see her, he also feels infinitely satisfied and happy.
Just like today, even if he saw her and Lie Zi loving each other sweetly, as long as she smiled at him occasionally, his whole heart was overjoyed and couldn't help but be happy.
Today is undoubtedly the happiest day for him in a long time.
"I want to ...... How could I not want to be with you, with you. Pei Yuansheng muttered.
"But I was scared. Pei Yuansheng lowered his head and said softly: "Do you think that I am not afraid of death at all?" In fact, I was scared to death, and what I was most afraid of was that even with all my efforts, I would still die alone on the operating table, which gave me hope and disappointed me and the people around me, is it worth it......? I'd rather accept death. ”
"You're not alone. Cheng Lie said in a deep voice: "Pei Zi, if you are a brother to me, you should believe me, if you have surgery, we will definitely let go of everything, even if we are at the ends of the earth, we will rush over to accompany you." ”
"Yes, we'll be with you. Tang Xiao also smiled at him, "Don't worry, you still have us, and Xiaoyi, we will all stay by your side, there are so many people in this world who care about you and care about you, how can you be willing to leave alone? If you still refuse to accept it even so, then you really haven't treated everyone as a friend at all." ”
"Pei Yuansheng, whom I know, is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person who treats others warmly, but he is not an indifferent person who doesn't care about himself or others. For us, you are not willing to make any effort at all, and you give up so easily, which is the last thing that everyone can accept. Don't let yourself make us regretful, okay?"
Pei Yuansheng's heart is not made of diamonds, he also longs for life, friendship and family love, if he can live well, who wants to die?
Before, he always thought that he had nothing to be attached to in this world, but the arrival of Tang Xiao and others made him feel a little more interesting and warm in his calm and boring life.
He couldn't bear her, and he couldn't bear these people.
Although they were always noisy, he liked it.
The excitement was full of life, and because of their presence, he felt as if he was really alive. Instead of spending the rest of your days like a walking corpse.
Seeing that Pei Yuansheng's expression loosened slightly, Tang Xiao turned his head, glanced at Cheng Lie, and smiled playfully, that smile inevitably carried a little smugness.
Seeing that Tang Xiao was so optimistic about persuading Pei Yuansheng, Cheng Lie sighed slightly in his heart.
He was not as optimistic as Tang Xiao.
As a man, he can better understand the thoughts of Pei Yuansheng, who is also a man.
Pei Yuansheng was able to be moved by Tang Xiao's words at this time, and most of the motivation came from Tang Xiao.
However, Pei Yuansheng also knew very well that even if he survived, it would be impossible for him to get her.
Cheng Lie and Pei Yuansheng grew up together, and he still knows what kind of person Pei Yuansheng is.
No matter how much he likes Tang Xiao, as long as she is his Chenglie wife for a day, he won't really do anything to Tang Xiao.
"Smile, Lieko...... You guys, let me think again. Pei Yuansheng pondered for a long time, raised his head and said to the two people opposite.
Tang Xiao was a little disappointed, she thought that Pei Yuansheng would agree, maybe she was really too anxious in this matter.
It's just that, as a doctor, she is really anxious to see that a seriously ill patient like Pei Yuansheng does not hurry up to receive the best treatment.
If she could, she would have liked to tie Pei Yuansheng up directly and shoehorn it for surgery.
In short, no matter what, she must not watch Pei Yuansheng miss the last chance in vain.
She wanted him to live.
"Okay, how long do you have to think about it? We won't leave until you think about it. Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuansheng with firm eyes.
Her meaning is self-evident, as long as Pei Yuansheng doesn't nod for a day, she won't leave for a day.
Listening to Tang Xiao's words, Pei Yuansheng was happy and sour in his heart.
Smirk, you really have no scruples.
Have you ever thought about the fact that you are the daughter-in-law of a family, even if Liezi doesn't mind this matter, what kind of reaction will you have if Liezi's parents know about it?
However, if he was a little selfish, how he wished that she could really stay forever.
He was willing to watch her every day, dragging it out day by day until the last moment of his life.
It's just that he can't do it.
To love someone, you should think about the other person, not selfishly try to possess the other person and not weigh the pros and cons of the other person.
"Xiaoxiao, Liezi, give me two days. He looked at her, his eyes full of faint sadness, "Within two days, I promise you that I will definitely give you an answer." But you have to promise me one thing. ”
"What's the matter?" Tang Xiao hurriedly asked.
Cheng Lie sat quietly on the side, what Pei Yuansheng was thinking in his heart, he didn't need to say anything, he could guess everything.
If he were Pei Yuansheng, he would do the same.
He was sure that Pei Yuansheng really loved to smile.
It's just that as long as he is alive, it is impossible to give him a chance.
Of course, if one day he dies and Pei Yuansheng lives, perhaps for Xiaoxiao, Pei Yuansheng is an excellent choice.
"Xiaoxiao, Lie Tzu, you promise me that within two days, no matter what choice I make, you will have to leave here. Pei Yuansheng said resolutely.
Tang Xiao was stunned: "Why, Pei Yuansheng, we are still planning to accompany you for surgery, how can you ...... No, we're not leaving. ”
"Xiaoxiao, you are so stupid, why don't you want to think about it for Liezi? He has so many things to do, how can he waste his time with me? Do you think that when you are sick, when he takes care of you, he can really ignore work completely? If I guess correctly, Liezi must have sacrificed a lot of sleep time to complete the work that should have been done in the army, but Liezi has never told you. Pei Yuansheng looked at Tang Xiao with a slightly pitying look.
Tang Xiao was stunned when he heard this.
And this kind of thing?
Why didn't she know at all, didn't feel anything at all?
Pei Yuansheng: He must be talking nonsense, right?
She turned her head sharply to look at Cheng Lie, who was sitting quietly on the side: "Lie, tell me, is what Pei Yuansheng said true? When you were in the hospital, did you really often sacrifice your sleep time to do work? Why didn't you say it? I thought it was ...... I thought you could really put down your work......"
He looked at her in silence and said nothing.
For Pei Yuansheng to expose this matter, he was not angry at all, of course, it was fake.
Xiaoxiao was already very self-blaming for him being by her side for a long time, but now, Pei Yuansheng actually made her even more self-reproachful.
This guy ...... In the future, when he is well, he will have to clean him up. http://..
Cheng Lie silently wrote down a note in his small notebook, the corners of his sexy and elegant lips slightly curled, and comforted Tang with a smile: "There is such a thing, but only occasionally, don't listen to his nonsense." ”
His eyes turned to Pei Yuansheng and silently gave him a warning look.
Pei Yuansheng shook his head with a smile and did not speak.
This Liezi, it seems that she doesn't know how many things she has done for her.
Being pampered by a person like him can be regarded as a blessing for a smile.
There is only one person like Liezi in the whole day, so that he can lose his heart.
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