569, you lie!
"Lie, I'm sorry...... It's all because I'm too selfish, I shouldn't have let you stay with me all the time. Tang said with a guilty smile.
"Okay, where is your selfishness, it's me who selfishly wants to see you every day and guard you. I can only be blamed. Cheng Lie said softly.
Tang Xiao couldn't help laughing: "You...... You're really, not allowed to do that again. If you do this again, I won't sleep and work with you. ”
"Okay, listen to my wife. Cheng Lie touched Tang Xiao's head.
"Ahem...... Are the two showing affection enough?" reminded a single Wang Ren unbearably.
Tang Xiao stuck out his tongue in embarrassment.
Cheng Lie said: "Pei Zi, since you promised to give an answer within two days, then keep the agreement." As for the operation, if you don't want us to accompany you, we can not go, but you can at least let Jin Xiaoyi accompany you and tell us about your situation at any time, so it's always okay, right?"
"Yes...... Wait," Pei Yuansheng suddenly found that he seemed to have been tricked by Cheng Lie, "Are you so sure that I will definitely agree to the operation?"
Cheng Lie smiled silently and did not speak.
Pei Yuansheng felt that Cheng Lie seemed to be really sure about this matter.
Strange, something that he himself is not sure of, why would Retsuko be so sure?
The dialogue between Cheng Lie and Pei Yuansheng also inexplicably gave Tang Xiao confidence.
She also believes that what Cheng Lie said, Pei Yuansheng will definitely give an answer that everyone is satisfied with.
Not far from the sea.
Ji Xiaoru and Lu Chenxi sat quietly on a very large reef.
The sea was like a black monster, reaching out and slapping the reef beneath their feet.
Lu Chenxi felt a little chill on his body, but Ji Xiaoru was still sitting there, not planning to leave.
"Xiaoru, what's wrong with you?" he couldn't help it, and asked for the nth time.
"What's wrong with me, won't you think about it for yourself, do you have to tell you yourself?" Ji Xiaoru asked rhetorically.
Lu Chenxi was helpless: "You are always so capricious, how do I know what's wrong with you?" Xiaoru, I'm not a roundworm in your stomach. I like you, and I've tried my best to get to know you, but it's only now that I realize that I still don't know you, and maybe it will be difficult to get to know you in the future. You're like a mystery I can't solve. So, let me get to know you a little bit better and know what you're thinking, okay?"
"Am I capricious?" The salty sea breeze blew Ji Xiaoru's hair, and at night, her bright face was still beautiful and moving, but the expression on her face was not as lively and vivid as usual, but with a heavy sadness.
"It turns out that in the eyes of you Lu Chenxi, I, Ji Xiaoru, have always been a capricious person. Scold...... What a surprise. ”
"Xiaoru, I just don't think I know about you. He confessed: "Think for yourself, have you told me all the true thoughts in your heart?
"You said that I have reservations about you, so Lu Chenxi, you tell me, what about you, do you have no reservations about me?" Ji Xiaoru's lips provoked a sarcastic arc, "Do you think that you like me more, so it is you who suffers, it is you who is pitiful, and it is you who deserves sympathy, domineering, unreasonable, selfish, and ruthless, it is all me? ”
Lu Chenxi was stunned and said, "I didn't." ”
"You lie. Ji Xiaoru said quickly.
Her eyes were fixed on him as if she were interrogating a prisoner.
"If you really think so, it's useless for me to explain it any more times. Lu Chenxi felt tired.
"Isn't it? You always act like me very much, and the whole world only likes me alone, as if I treat you a little badly, that is, I'm sorry for you, do you want me to feel guilty about you?" Ji Xiaoru snorted coldly and said.
"It's so strange, why do you always misinterpret my meaning and think of me as a hopeless villain?" Lu Chenxi smiled angrily.
He rarely gets really angry with Ji Xiaoru, but for several days, Ji Xiaoru has always exploded like this, and he has been cold to him at every turn, and deep in his heart, he has gradually accumulated more and more exhaustion.
He thinks he's given enough to her, he thinks he's given her all his love, why is she still not happy with him, why can't she really fall in love with him?
Perhaps, it was his fault from beginning to end.
He was wrong.
He shouldn't force someone who doesn't love him.
He should let her go.
However, he was never able to speak.
He always had a hint of extravagance and fantasy.
Will the next moment, she finally understand his love, finally accept his love, and finally fall in love with him so little?
"I didn't imagine you as a hopelessly wicked person. Ji Xiaoru said quietly, "What you are saying now, aren't you misinterpreting my meaning and imagining me as a great villain? You must be thinking, you already love me so much, why can't I understand you yet, why can't I still be grateful to you, right?"
Lu Chenxi was silent.
He didn't know how to answer.
What Ji Xiaoru said was half right and half wrong.
He really always wondered why she couldn't understand him yet.
But he never thought that he would make Ji Xiaoru grateful to him.
Will a person be happy if he is with another person out of gratitude?
No.
Even if he, Lu Chenxi, is disfigured, he will not force a person to be with him because of gratitude.
"Why don't you speak?"
Ji Xiaoru waited for a while, but didn't get any answer from Lu Chenxi.
A wave of anxiety surged into Ji Xiaoru's heart.
Why didn't he speak.
Is everything she says true?
Scold......
Originally, she was not sure, and the reason why she said that was just to get a negative answer.
She wanted to make sure that Lu Chenxi didn't think like that.
However, she waited so long that all she could get was silence.
Silence often means acquiescence.
He wouldn't say it himself, so he replaced his answer with silence, right?
"I don't know what to say. Lu Chenxi smiled bitterly: "I seem to have really unknowingly become a heinous villain who deserves to be pushed out of Ling Chi, I seem to be caught in everything I say, everything I say will be analyzed word by word, everything I say will be misinterpreted, in the end, it's always my fault, it's always me who is bad, I don't know why it became like this, now, I just wish I was a dumb person who couldn't speak." Why didn't I lose my vocal cords and become a person who couldn't speak during that earthquake? If I couldn't speak, maybe we would have fewer conflicts. But God didn't give me such good luck, and the cruel God ruined the only face I could handle. What qualifications do I have to try anything? I should shut up and let you finish everything you want to say. That's the solution to the problem between us, right? ”
When it came to the earthquake, Ji Xiaoru was suddenly speechless.
If it weren't for her, would Lu Chenxi have rushed into the ruins that were about to collapse without hesitation, and then been smashed, leaving a few indelible scars on his face when he woke up?
For the scars on Lu Chenxi's face, she should pay a certain amount of responsibility.
So, after the initial recovery, the two of them spent a time of harmony and peace.
She thought she could spend her whole life like this.
She thought she had achieved happiness.
However, she didn't understand why Lu Chenxi always acted as a perfect good man in front of her as if she was wearing a mask.
He became less like himself.
What she wants to communicate with him always ends up turning into an endless quarrel.
Of course, when arguing, he always maintained his upbringing and never yelled at her.
However, it was doubly irritating to her.
Yes, he was always so calm, it seemed that the embarrassed uneducated person was always her, and he was so condescending to look at her hysterically.
If God were looking at the two of them, God would be laughing.
Look, what a wretched and ridiculous woman.
She should be satisfied, and she should be grateful to the other party, with her conditions, she could not have found such a perfect and excellent man.
But now, she is angry with him like a shrew, how shameless and ungrateful she is.
Thinking of this, Ji Xiaoru pulled a bitter smile on her lips.
She felt tears roll through her eyes.
But maybe not, because she reached out and touched it, and there was nothing out of the corner of her eye.
The sea breeze made her face sticky, perhaps because the water was evaporating quickly. So not even a trace is left.
How long will they have to face off here?
Whenever she tried to talk to him, it always ended up in nothing.
But she was not willing to give up.
What to do?
Can it go on?
She looked at him sitting silently beside her, and felt a chill in her heart.
What the hell was he thinking?
She thought that hearing Lu Chenxi's words to Cheng Lie in the room at that time should be enough to comfort her.
But no, the contradiction between her and him can arise at any time.
Of course she knew he loved her.
The problem is that the love he gives her is not the kind she is willing to accept.
"Lu Chenxi, I think, are we not suitable for being together at all?"
After Ji Xiaoru was silent for a long time, she finally said quietly to Lu Chenxi.
In just one sentence, it was only a dozen or twenty words, but it seemed to have used all her strength.
This sentence was very difficult to say, but the moment she said it, her whole person was relaxed.
However, after hearing this, Lu Chenxi's whole person seemed to have turned into a piece of wood and a stone.
He sat there motionless, with no expression on his face and no sound coming out of his mouth.
Even, his time seemed to have stopped.
All of his consciousness was gone.