206 Why can't it be me?
"It was I who begged Xing Cheng to bring me to you, yesterday's incident, thank you for saving me. Obviously, on the way here, Ye Lingxi thought about a lot of things to say to Lu Jingxing, but when he really saw Lu Jingxing, Ye Lingxi's words came to his lips but he couldn't say them.
This is the first time Ye Lingxi has encountered such a situation when he has grown so big, how many times he has turned around, but when he sees that person, he is difficult to open his heart!
"You've come all this way to say 'thank you' to me? Lu Jingxing stared at Ye Lingxi intently, he seemed to be expecting her to say something, but in the end, the expectation in his eyes became a faint irony.
It's not that Ye Lingxi is sarcastic, but that he is laughing at himself and now has unrealistic fantasies about certain things......
The hand on his side tightly tugged at the hem of his clothes, and Ye Lingxi came all the way here, naturally not just to say such a painless word to Lu Jingxing.
But what exactly do you want to say, how do you say it?
Ye Lingxi's heart was very chaotic, like the dead grass on the grassland that had been blown by a hurricane, the roots were there, but he had never been able to stand upright.
The two people looking at each other in the room didn't speak for a while, and both of them had their own thoughts, as if they both knew what the other was thinking, but they didn't seem to know what the other was thinking......
Lowering his eyes slightly, Ye Lingxi was silent for a while before he hesitated and said, "What did Lin Zifeng tell you last night? ”
"What do you think he will say?" Lu Jingxing asked rhetorically.
"Is he trying to blackmail you into doing something you don't want to do?" was asked a little uncomfortable by Lu Jingxing, Ye Lingxi lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him.
Hearing this, Lu Jingxing smiled dumbly, and said disapprerovitically: "What if it is?
"If so, I'll go to him, you don't need to force yourself to do anything you don't want to do for me. Lu Jingxing, do you know what I'm most afraid of? What I'm most afraid of is owing you!" Ye Lingxi held back tears in his eyes and said with a wry smile.
In the end, it was still the same answer, Lu Jingxing's heart was uncomfortable, but he still had to pretend to be casual on his face, and said with a smile: "You don't have to be nervous, Lin Zifeng, you didn't make any excessive requests." Before, our company and theirs were competing for a government cooperation project, and now it is in the white-hot stage, and I have a better chance of winning than him. He just made me give up on the project on my own initiative, and he didn't ask too much. ”
As a listed company like Lu's, a project can easily be hundreds of millions, or billions, not to mention a gold project in cooperation with the government, such a value cannot be measured by money.
Just because of his carelessness, Lu Jingxing gave up like this.
Although he said it very easily, Ye Lingxi was very reluctant in his heart.
"Please don't make any more compromises for me next time. Lu Jingxing, maybe you think it's okay to do this, maybe you think it's hypocritical for me to say this, but I really don't want to owe you anything more. Ye Lingxi suddenly raised his head, looked at Lu Jingxing, and said seriously.
She is just an ordinary person, and she is also an ordinary person with many weaknesses, and it is easy for Lin Zifeng to deal with her.
If she fell into Lin Zifeng's trap again and again, did she want Lu Jingxing to back down again and again? That was the picture that Ye Lingxi didn't want to see the most.
In Ye Lingxi's heart, Lu Jingxing is a fearless person with no weaknesses, and she wants to see him always as invulnerable as a hero, and she doesn't want to let herself become his biggest death hole.
Such affection is something she can't repay in her life!
Although he had already guessed what Ye Lingxi wanted to say, when he really heard it with his own ears, Lu Jingxing's heart was still very disappointed.
However, he was disappointed too many times, and he didn't feel very sad, but smiled: "You are so afraid of owing me something, but I never want you to repay me anything? Just like you said, I have everything in this life, I don't need money, and I don't care if Lin Zifeng robs me of my money, I need you, I need to protect you, and I feel that I am still an ordinary person with seven emotions and six desires. ”
"But now, I'm Chu Ning's girlfriend! In the future, I'll be someone else's girlfriend, or even my wife! How long do you want to protect me?" Ye Lingxi obviously felt a lot of pain in his heart, but he still refused to let go.
Ye Lingxi is actually a very ordinary person, she has never had any big dreams.
When she was a child, her lifelong wish was to study hard, find a decent job, and spend her life simply and happily with Xu Jiu.
She doesn't need a big house, she doesn't need much money, she just wants a stable life.
Later, Xu Jiu left her, she was at a loss and heartbroken, but a stable life was still her biggest dream......
Lu Jingxing is too dazzling, he is destined not to live the life of an ordinary person, so in Ye Lingxi's planning, he never thought of being with such a special person!
"Why can't it be me?" Although he had already made a decision in his heart, Lu Jingxing still asked unwillingly: "Since you want to fall in love and get married, why can't that person be me?" I can satisfy you with everything you want, and I can also give you the life you want." Why does it seem that in your heart, anyone can do it, but it can't be me?"
Every question in Lu Jingxing was like a stone, smashing heavily into Ye Lingxi's heart lake, instantly shocking the stormy waves!
Why does it seem that anyone can do it, but it can't be him?
Ye Lingxi had never considered this question, and it seemed that Lu Jingxing's three words had never been within her consideration from the beginning.
This question seemed to stop Ye Lingxi, making her forget for a moment how she should answer him?
Ye Lingxi's silence seemed to encourage Lu Jingxing, making him feel that he had hope again at this moment, and he couldn't help but take a step forward in the direction where Ye Lingxi was.
Ye Lingxi was originally in a daze, but Lu Jingxing's sudden approach made her sober up instantly!
She subconsciously took a step back, and said with a panicked face: "It's okay to be there, you don't come over again." Lu Jingxing, I beg you, don't force me anymore. I am not a person from your world, although I dress brightly and dress like a princess, but only I know in my heart that no matter how well I disguise it, I am just an ordinary ugly duckling who cannot be ordinary anymore! I don't want to get involved in your world, I am not suitable for that kind of life. ”
Shen Shanhai once said that the more she shows her teeth and claws on the outside, the more inferior and cowardly she is in her heart.
Everyone thinks that she has always lived a brave life and sees her as a fearless warrior, but only Ye Lingxi knows in her heart that she is not so brave at all, and she doesn't even dare to try to accept Lu Jingxing once......
Ye Lingxi's backward action completely shattered the hope in Lu Jingxing's heart, and he finally stopped his steps, no longer expecting to approach Ye Lingxi.
Such a result was expected, Lu Jingxing thought that he would feel like a knife, but when this moment really happened, he was not as sad as he expected.
I was mentally prepared for him all along, but this result was delayed, so he was left with a space for fantasy.
Now that the dream was shattered, he could finally wake up from it.
This dream has been going on for six years, and when Lu Jingxing wakes up again, he suddenly feels like a world away!
"You go, I'll let you go. Lu Jingxing's voice was hoarse and said: "Go live the life you want to live, love the person you want to love, I said it, I am willing to fulfill you." However, Lin Zifeng is sinister and cunning, he knows that I care about you, so even if I am willing to let you go, he may not be able to avoid trouble, you should be careful. ”
In fact, Ye Lingxi knew that she didn't know what to do, and perhaps many people couldn't understand why she would give up a handsome and golden man like Lu Jingxing.
You must know that there are many women in City A who want to marry Lu Jingxing, and the men who are difficult to find in other people's dreams are abandoned here by Ye Lingxi.
"I'm not as rich and powerful as him, but I'm not a fool. This time he used DingTalk to design me, and next time I won't fall for him again. Even if I still fall into his trap, I hope you don't do it again. Blessing or curse, I hope it will all be on my own. Ye Lingxi said slowly.
As long as Lu Jingxing will make a move, Lin Zifeng will never let her go.
Compared to this, Ye Lingxi would rather have a lot of hardships at one time, and the future troubles of the province are endless!
"Little fox, you seem to be very good to everyone, why are you so cruel to me? Actually, I don't understand, Xu Jiu betrayed you, you are still willing to give him a chance, and even when you yourself are in danger, you are still willing to give up yourself to protect him, but you have no affection for me at all. Lu Jingxing was puzzled.
The girl who has protected her for so many years with her heart, all the gentleness and kindness seem to be for others, never for him.
Maybe it's just because of a wrong start that all her memories with Lu Jingxing don't look so beautiful.
Unable to answer Lu Jingxing's question, Ye Lingxi thought carefully for a long time, and finally could only find an extremely cruel answer: "Because you will always be so strong, you don't need the protection of others at all." If one day you are in danger, then I will protect you as if you were someone else. It's just that I hope it never happens. ”
It's not that he doesn't want to repay Lu Jingxing, Ye Lingxi just hopes that he will always be safe and healthy!
Love makes people small, even if it is as powerful as Lu Jingxing, when he heard Ye Lingxi say this, he actually felt a little relieved in his heart.
At least in her heart, he can still be in the position of a friend.
Although his friend can only stay away from her, Lu Jingxing already feels very satisfied......
His seed in the dust has not blossomed in the end!
"Can you accompany me to the beach? In the end, Lu Jingxing had nothing more to ask for, only this little wish.
Reason told Ye Lingxi that she should refuse, but recalling what she had just said, her heart was full of guilt, and she finally relented: "Okay, let's go to the beach together......