Chapter XXVII

readx; Do people have a choice? It seems to have it, but it doesn't seem to have it. I often think about this question www.biquge.info I have been thinking about it every day since I took over the engagement ring of Gao Qiang's representative.

People's origins seem to be the least choice, at least for the vast majority of people. If people don't have a choice by nature, I'm afraid there will still be one day after tomorrow?......

I sat at the table, chin in my left hand, tilted my head in the direction of the champagne roses, sniffing the flowers, and drawing boredly with my right hand.

When I was a child, I always wanted to grow up quickly, can I choose? Can I grow into twenty at the age of two? No......

I sighed, drew the hat of the God of Wealth on the eight-carat thick layer of 140 grams of sketch paper, the hat wings were too bad like ears, and took out the soft white eraser and redrew it......

At least when you grow up, you can always choose a place to accumulate life strength, right?

Maybe you can cross the single-plank bridge with your own strength, at least there is always a choice, right? But it will be a little messy, usually the king, and at the critical moment it will become a defeat, it seems that luck is better than choice.

Pinching the 2B pencil used to type the draft, I turned a flower lightly, and my little bright brain pondered the God of Wealth, the God of Wealth's civil and military, I stopped the pen and inevitably wanted to think about which one to choose, but it was sliced again in an instant.

Maybe you have stumbled into society, and the more people you have, the more choices you have, the more choices you have, but maybe you can't even talk about choices. Doesn't it mean that people in the rivers and lakes can't help themselves? Forget it, I really can't figure this out. Let's think about myself, I was going to be a cartoonist, at least I had to be an angel in white, the most powerful kind, look at me now, how far away from the original ideal choice is, I'm afraid 108,000 miles is not too much. Especially the person I want in my dreams, from appearance to age, has been condensed into a bean, I can't fight, whether it's a choice or a person......

The body is good but the heart is sick, the sick leave given by the company is up to the sixth day of this month at the latest, no one can wait too long, they have to live, they can't stop, and it is a great favor to be able to wait until now. There are also five days to enjoy the special patient offer, and I can't help but be a little greedy. There's no choice when you're lazy, is that natural? I laughed......

The God of Wealth is still a martial artist, the man is a little bit of a horizontal eyebrow and cold to the ground, but the smile is not bad, I am in a dilemma......

Frowning, I threw away the pen that had rubbed my black hand.

"Why do you have to let me draw the God of Wealth? I'm used to cartoon drawing, I can't draw white strokes, and a good God of Wealth can also draw like a rabbit. ”

"If you can't paint, you have to paint, I want to hang it at home to attract wealth and treasure, and I can always paint it well when I draw slowly. ”

The bed was occupied by a powerful man, and he was holding a copy of the American writer Joseph Heller's "Catch-22", which I had introduced to him before, but now it was used as an excuse to lean on the head of the bed and not get up.

"I sat there for a long time, and I only drew two horizontals. You say that you can't draw a white drawing, but are two horizontal lines considered a white drawing? It's not a waste of time. ”

Holding the book in my right hand, with my left arm bent under the back of my head, I was pretending to dominate my nest, which was really infuriating.

I put down my pen and got up to push him.

"Get up, don't pretend, I've been reading a book for several days and only turned to the introduction, and you're embarrassed to say that I'm ...... Are you a patient or am I a patient?"

Gao Qiang sticks to the bed, like a bean lying on the bud bed, sprouts and takes root. I tried my best to push him away, but as soon as he rolled, I immediately fell on top of him, and he laughed and hugged me reflexively, and smacked amusefully on my face. The smell of the stroke on my cheeks tickled me, and I smiled like a prostitute.

"What were you thinking just now, my eyes straightened when I thought about it......"

took advantage of the situation to snuggle up in his arms, fiddling with his fleshy hands back and forth, and replied to him with no pairing. "Didn't think about anything...... It's just that I think about whether people have a choice in their lives from birth to death, and I don't understand it when I think about it. ”

I cocked my fingers and pressed them against my temples as I spoke. Gao Qiang couldn't help but say that he had come over me, kissed me indiscriminately, and sighed.

"You're thinking too much, there's no need to ......"

"However, don't you think how sad it is that people are busy all their lives, but no matter how wrong they choose?

With a crumpled face, I tilted my head and asked him. Just face to face with him, he actually took advantage of the situation to kiss him, and I was busy covering his mouth with my hand.

"If you have your eyes on a goal, you can do it, whether it's right or wrong, as long as you work hard. ”

He was telling the truth, wasn't I being targeted by him? But I was still unwilling, and I recognized him as a mentor, and I had to ask questions when I was pressed under him.

"However, if you still choose the wrong path in the end, wouldn't it be even worse?"

"Hard work is your choice, and there is no such thing as vain. "Gao Qiang really worked hard enough, and it was really not in vain, I was quickly picked up into white strips by him, how could I be in vain......

For the first time, I tasted the beauty of a woman. That's what he always said. I don't know if it's a compliment to me, or if that's really the case. I didn't quite understand what he was saying, so it was all a trick he used to deceive me. I laughed at him, was he gay before? He laughed and said yes, I'm afraid. I immediately asked him, what is it like to be a man and a man? He pointed my head with his finger strangely, and said that he would knock it open to see what was inside, and how he could think of something strange.

Two days flew by. Hey, there are three days to go to work, I pinch my fingers and count, I am used to a good life, and it is not comfortable to change the form at all. Gao Qiang is good to me, and I don't know if he loves me or hurts me.

"What do you want to eat today? It's up to you to choose, think about it, let's go ......."

Gao Qiang took my hand and walked side by side with me on the side of the street. I didn't want to go out with him. It was ten o'clock in the afternoon, the spring breeze was strong, and the sun was also shining, I really don't know what his hobby was, so that people were blown by the wind like trees.

"I don't know how to choose some choices, or you should decide. "I pressed my hand over my hair, which had been blown by the wind, and I waited for it to blow lightly.

Gao Qiang was also a little hesitant, in order to condition my body for a while, he had already gained several pounds, and now he was asked to choose, and he began to worry.

While we were walking and pondering, my phone rang.

My phone has always been a hibernating toad, could it be that the spring breeze is blowing tightly, and it has also woken up? I took out my phone in confusion and looked at the call, it was an unfamiliar number. Seeing this, Gao Qiang leaned over and asked.

"Who is it?"

I shook my head and said I didn't know. Picked up the phone and said hello......

"Sister, come to the hospital ...... you come"

It was Ozawa's voice, and I secretly screamed that it was not good, so I hurriedly asked him.

"Ozawa, what's wrong? Who's sick?"

"Nobody gets sick, it's mom...... It was my mother who committed suicide. ”

On the other end of the phone, Ozawa broke down and cried, like another sound of the Grim Reaper's sentence. I stood straight from head to toe, as if I had been electrocuted, and even my lips turned blue.

"Sister...... Come on, dad is going to give up the treatment...... Whining...... I want mom!"

Gao Qiang clasped my hand lightly on my back and slapped it repeatedly.

"It's a pity to hold steady, it's okay to have me, relax, you relax first......"

Finally, he took a breath, and the Venus in front of him dispersed a lot.

"In which hospital, I'll go to ...... right away"

……

Putting down the phone, Gao Qiang stopped a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

The huge hospital was like a labyrinth, and I had to consult several places to find the ward where my mother was.

As soon as he came out of the elevator and entered the corridor, Ozawa, who was holding the phone in his hand, immediately pounced, crying so loudly that his voice changed.

"The doctor said that my mother needs first aid and must be sent to the ICU, but my father disagrees, sister, hurry up and think of a way to save my mother!"

"Why don't you send it?" I was so anxious that I grabbed Ozawa and asked in a loud voice.

"What are you going to do? Give Wu Tan that bastard boy, you can get any amount of money, you dare to borrow anyone's money, it's your turn to be sick, don't ask Wu Tan for money, but run over to pull us, if you don't get that poor one, can your mother not think of choosing to commit suicide? Get out, don't yell at my children here......

Suddenly my stepfather popped out of the stab, pointing at me and scolding. I realized that he was right, and I bowed my head in shame, so sad that I couldn't say a word.

On the other hand, Gao Qiang didn't say anything. I went to the nurse's station to ask my mother's attending doctor, learned about the specific situation, took out the 20,000 yuan I had just taken out from the ATM machine at the entrance of the hospital, and went to the nurse's station to get the information, and I went to check in for my mother's ICU first. and helped send the unconscious mother into the ICU, and then stood still with everyone.

Hands wrapped around my shoulders and patted them for comfort. Then he said to his stepfather.

"If you have something to call, just say what you need, if you enter here, you are buying your life with money, and saving people is all right. You don't have to worry too much, I think my aunt's complexion is pretty good, it should be fine......"

After speaking, Gao Qiang took out some money and handed it to Ozawa and said.

"Your sister is also sick now, and she can't stay here for long, so I'll take her back first. I've already paid the fees, so you don't have to worry about it. You stay with your mother here, buy whatever you want, call your sister if you lack anything, and I'll come back with your sister tomorrow ......"