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A little angry, he took me out alive and dead, and refused to let me accompany my mother with Ozawa. But more of a anger for himself, but also for his mother to feel wronged. A woman, at her age, has to go through such pain and make such a choice. Isn't this something that children shouldn't try to stop? And today, I have become an executioner, a helper for my mother's death. I hated myself, and I even started asking myself constantly why didn't you die?

Gao Qiang grabbed my hand and tried to enlighten me, and I struggled to shake him off as if he were my enemy.

Hatred grows in my heart, I can't find the root cause, maybe I just want to find a wronged person to blame......

A vine grew from the depths of my heart, growing strangely, reaching every part of my body, climbing to the wall, not even letting go of my tear glands, sticking out branches to block, pale and cold hidden under my skin, sneaking into my bone marrow, demonizing into another hematopoietic stem cell renewal and differentiation, urging me to almost think that I was about to leak out of the blue liquid, howling that I don't belong here, come and save me!

I was so scared that I just wanted to go back and hide on my planet, and I was afraid of this fear, and even more so of this change in potential. I was even afraid of Gao Qiang's attention to me.

I ran like crazy, like a sheep chased by a wolf.

Because of fear, Gao Qiang couldn't keep up with me for the first time. I could hear him calling urgently behind him, like a hunter, but he couldn't stop it......

I see that life is driving us with the whip of time, constantly advancing towards the only exit of death, and its whip sweeps through everything.

Happiness or pain, success or failure, have become a blindfold, and when you lift it up one day to look at it, you find that no matter how you go, there is only one way out. For example, me, Gao Qiang, such as my mother, who is still uncertain about life and death at this time.

My mind kept thinking of my mother's bloodless face lying on the hospital bed, frank and desperate, and I knew that it was also my face, the former me, the future me, and the other me.

I can accept death with confidence, accept expulsion with confidence, accept every whipping with the reward of time, and I know that we have nothing to compete with, and the only thing I am powerless to accept is a whip that I have raised for my mother in front of me, right now.

"Sorry, sorry, you stop me!" the panting voice followed me for a long time.

Venus was jumping around in front of him, and his steps began to stumble, and suddenly, his foot tripped over him, and he fell to the ground with a bang, his brain was confused, and his heart was broken.

"Get up, get up!" I heard someone shouting.

"I can't get up, I can't get up again, I'm a sinner, I have to walk on my knees in the future, and I will kowtow step by step......"

When the warm hand touched me, the strange branch hiding in my body finally retreated, and my tears instantly welled up, and my eyes were dark.

The body was lifted from the ground, held in the arms, warm, even the whip was blocked from the body, and I could only hear the sound of my heart pounding, which was so real and warm that I felt at ease.

"Don't be afraid, I'm ......" He hugged me tightly, his shoulders thick like a wall, and I could feel the heat through the cold fabric.

Gao Qiang was so tired that he couldn't speak completely, with staccato and bellows-like wheezing, accompanied by a violent cough. But he still held on to me until I was completely calm.

Pedestrians on the road looked sideways.

He buried my face over my shoulders and completely covered it from the side of my head, which looked like two bodies had grown into one head.

The two trees were twisted together, both in the roots and in the branches......

It wasn't until I was completely calm down that Gao Qiang slowly let go of his hand.

I had tears and snot on my face, and Gao Qiang found a tissue to wipe with me. I stood on the side of the street in shame and wiped my tears and wiped my nose, but Gao Qiang, who had gasped for breath, stayed aside and smiled reassuringly.

"Look at what you've done, and now go back and wash my clothes as soon as possible." Gao Qiang tilted his head and lifted the clothes on his left shoulder with his right hand.

I could dimly see that the color of the fabric on my shoulders seemed to be much darker, very different from the smoky blue of the other parts, and my hands were wet and sticky to the touch.

"Look at the good things you do......"

Gao Qiang's joking words evoked my sadness, and I cried again, like a child who has been robbed of candy.

Gao Qiang didn't expect a joke to cause more tears, panicked, bowed and said a lot of good things. But the more he coaxed me, the more he cried, and finally Gao Qiang couldn't stop getting angry, and yelling was enough. I obediently choked back my tears.

"It's already like this, no matter how sad you are, no matter how much you blame yourself, it won't help. Instead of regretting it, think about how to cope. Do you want to know your mother's specific situation, do you want to know what the doctor's opinion is about your mother's condition?"

I stopped crying and nodded vigorously and said yes.

"Do you want me to do it, find a place for me to rest......" Gao Qiang's face was a little pale, and I quickly pulled him to a chair on the side of the road not far away and sat down.

"Go buy two bottles of water and go to ......," Gao Qiang ordered again.

I went to the convenience store to buy two bottles of mineral water, thought about it and bought a piece of chocolate, checked out and saw Gao Qiang sitting in a chair paralyzed into a mess of mud, and sat up with a smile when he saw me coming back.

"The first time I ran so far and was so fast, I was tired and paralyzed, and I will rely on you to feed you in the future......"

I was aroused by him again, and I was just about to cry when Gao Qiang drank first, and I immediately held back.

"Why are you so cruel to me?" I said, with tears in my eyes, as I handed him water and chocolate.

"No, you're fierce, can you finish it?......" Gao Qiang took the drink in my hand with a snicker, opened the bottle cap, and slowly sipped it one by one.

I hung my head and said nothing, my mind was a mess. Gao Qiang gently bumped me on the shoulder and said.

"Don't worry, don't look at your mother in the custody unit, it will be fine for two days at most. ”

I wanted to take his word for it, but I thought he was just comforting me, so I turned my back to him and continued to shed tears.

"Can we not cry?" Gao Qiang was anxious, grabbed my shoulders and asked me to turn around, I didn't, and screwed with him.

"......" Gao Qiang reluctantly let go of his hand and sat on the side to accompany him.

Thinking about it for a while, crying for a while, smoking, crying until the sun sets in the west and the stars are full of stars, crying tired and drinking water in a bottle, like drinking, Gao Qiang watched me cry and laugh from the sidelines.

In the end, Gao Qiang and I didn't go back to my nest. The tears dried up, my body was so tired that I went soft, the evening breeze blew my hands and feet cold, I wanted to get up from the chair, and I lifted myself up and fell into Gao Qiang's arms.

Gao Qiang hugged me and went straight to a nearby hotel. Lying down on the soft bed, I looked at Gao Qiang, who also had a bad face, felt sorry for him, and wanted to cry, but my eyes were dry like fire.

"Should I cheer up?" I asked him, holding Gao Qiang's equally cold hand.

"Well, nonsense......" Gao Qiang collapsed beside me, staring at the ceiling and refusing to look at me.

"I didn't have a mother when I was four years old, I didn't have a father at thirteen, and I never knew what it meant to cheer up and live until now. ”

I was speechless by him, and I also sighed for his life experience, wiped the corners of my eyes with my hands, and there were no more tears.

"How did you live to be this big?" I asked.

"Gasping for breath to live so big. After saying that, Gao Qiang laughed, and I didn't hold back, and was amused by him.

"Actually, it's a pity, no matter how difficult it is, gritting your teeth will pass. Ay...... Some things seemed big at the time, but in the end, when I looked back, I was just making things difficult for myself, and I was just a big deal......"

"You're the fart......" I was disgusted and weird, raised my eyebrows, and glared at him.

"What the hell is your brain made of? Brain circuits are different from people's. Gao Qiang withdrew his eyes from the ceiling, turned his head and smiled and pinched my nose. I slapped his hand away and cursed.

"You're not human. ”

Seeing that I was smiling, Gao Qiang relaxed and persuaded me to come.

"How good is this, no matter how sad you are, you should remember to laugh, in fact, your mother looks dangerous, but I asked the doctor, as long as you survive these two days, you will be fine." In the ICU, the emergency conditions are good, and there will be basically no problems. Don't embarrass yourself anymore. Even if it's a big mistake, let's just make it again. Wronged so far, are you going to exhaust me to death?"