The atmosphere became extremely subtle in an instant, and Qi Fei's chest was beating wildly.

When Qi Fei looked at Li Mingchen's sleeping face, for a moment, he really wanted to kiss the person in front of him, but Li Mingchen woke up, or it was destined that there would be no more contact and interaction between them.

He didn't have any qualifications for a long time, it's not that he didn't know, he just couldn't control himself, and his heart had been moving with him for too many years.

The moment Li Mingchen opened his eyes, Qi Fei's breath was suffocated, and he choked too many emotions in his chest and under his eyes.

But Qi Fei could only look at him, not knowing what to say, Li Mingchen's refusal was too obvious, he didn't have the courage to say anything or do anything, he thought that he had learned to be tactful over the years, but he didn't expect that when facing Li Mingchen, he was still the same clumsy, what qualifications does a person who made a mistake have to say and do something?

Those mistakes, how could they be committed, it is obvious that they could not have allowed such things to happen, but people are always so hindsight.

At this moment, Li Mingchen can gracefully let him appear in front of him, which should already make him satisfied, but people are always greedy and inexplicable, once they can get close, they hope to get more, more and more.

He wanted to be close to him, he wanted to hug him once, he wanted his heart to let himself go again, but was it possible?

Li Mingchen sat up and wiped his face with his hand a little weakly, he didn't ask why Qi Fei was here.

In fact, as long as Qi Fei wanted to, he would appear anywhere at any time, he knew it, and he could see Qi Fei's figure many times, maybe Qi Fei thought he didn't find it, but in fact, he knew it all, he just turned a blind eye.

He didn't know why he sat up and kept sitting, the two of them sat side by side like that, at this moment, the silence seemed particularly terrifying, such silence seemed to burst out at any time, making people feel inexplicable palpitations.

Although Li Mingchen refused Qi Fei's physical contact, he still sat with him silently, he wanted to hear what Qi Fei wanted to say?

They hadn't spoken properly for too many years, and he didn't know if after so many years, he still hated Qi Fei more, or those pervasive thoughts prevailed, although he never kept quiet, but he knew some things in his heart.

He wasn't as free and easy as he thought, and he wasn't as resolute as he wanted, otherwise how could he be here at this moment?

Otherwise, he knew that Qi Fei had always been paying attention to him but didn't say anything for so many years, otherwise how could he still appear in that restaurant so often, he actually didn't understand more and more, was it himself or Qi Fei who was taking revenge?

He only knew that in the end, they didn't seem to be having a good time, but there was no solution to this matter, so he wanted to hear what Qi Fei wanted to say?

Qi Fei was just silent, he really didn't have anything to say, he just wanted to stay by Li Mingchen's side, he wanted to stay by the only person in this world who made him sometimes worry about him, as if the world could only be calm by seeing his breath and hearing his heartbeat.

Qi Fei's whole world and his head were too unsettled, and since Qi Liuyi appeared, he was in chaos.

Li Mingchen took a breath, looked at Qi Fei, and then looked down at his watch again.

"There's nothing to say, I'm leaving", there is no need to spend it like this with Qi Fei, Li Mingchen, who realized it later, even felt that he was crazy, how could he sit with him like this for so long, even if he knew that Qi Fei was in an abnormal mood, but what did it have to do with him?

Why should I care about his feelings? What are they between them? old lovers, or enemies? No matter which identity they are, I am afraid that they will not stay with him like this at this moment, let alone in this place.

In a place where they once had so many sweets, he couldn't hide himself for too long, and it took courage.

Li Mingchen stood up and put on his coat, his movements were not known whether they were urgent or slow, calmly or just doing what he should do.

"Li Mingchen", Qi Fei suddenly reached out and grabbed Li Mingchen's arm, looked up at him slightly, there were a thousand words hidden in his eyes, but there was only one sentence left in his mouth, "I'm sorry", I'm sorry, he doesn't remember whether he said sorry to Li Mingchen? It seems to have been said thousands of times, but it seems that he is just in a dream, after all, since he was pushed out of the rescue room, Li Mingchen seems to have never seen him again, where did he have the opportunity to say sorry?

Although he had countless opportunities to see him again from various channels, some words became more and more unspeakable.

He didn't expect Li Mingchen's forgiveness at all, he felt that he didn't even have the qualifications to say sorry to Li Mingchen.

I'm sorry is the most useless thing, why bother to say it, anyway, no matter how much you say it, you can't make up for it, what's the use of saying it? But he finally said it at this moment, and after saying it, he didn't feel a little lighter, he only felt that his heart was heavier, so heavy that he just moved his lips and couldn't continue.

Li Mingchen gently shook off Qi Fei's hand, his movements were elegant and absolute, and he even chuckled, "You know, I'm sorry it's useless." ”

Of course it's useless to be sorry, but it's better to say sorry than to say I'm still in love with you at this time.

I still love you, but I never have the opportunity to say it again, but I am no longer qualified to stand by your side, and I can never walk into your heart again, but there is no way to go except in your heart, and my heart has been wandering for too long.

"I'm sorry, I just suddenly wanted to see you", Qi Fei said sorry again, but they all knew in their hearts that the sorry in this sentence was in a completely different way from the previous sentence, the previous sentence was sorry that he had hidden it in his heart for many years, and it was the guilt of the past, and this sentence was sorry for the fact that he knew it would annoy you.

Li Mingchen sighed almost inaudibly, his eyes always looked in the direction of the door, but his tone seemed to be lower.

"What happened to you?" This sentence has been brewing in his heart for a long time, he has known that Qi Fei is in trouble since the daytime, but he warned himself that he can't ask or care, but now, he finally said it.

Qi Fei was in a trance for a moment, he didn't expect Li Mingchen to ask such a question, there were too many words in his heart, but he needed to think carefully to speak, he had to weigh his identity at the moment, and what he should say at this moment.

He hesitated for two seconds before he spoke, "I received a call from Qi Liuyi, it's my father, and I'm a little scared and confused in my heart. ”

Qi Fei said very honestly, he was afraid, there were too many terrible things in his memories, and he was also chaotic, because he didn't know what the results and consequences of his appearance would bring, but he had a hunch in his heart that it would not be a good thing.

When Li Mingchen heard this, he suddenly sat back again, and then he looked at Qi Fei with a little complicated eyes.

"I know, so what do you want?" Li Mingchen looked at him and said word by word.

Qi Fei didn't quite understand what Li Mingchen meant by knowing, knowing Qi Liuyi, or knowing his mood at the moment?

Li Mingchen calmly faced Qi Fei's somewhat puzzled eyes, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "You don't still think that I am still the same Li Mingchen who doesn't know anything and doesn't just ask, right?" There was even a hint of self-irony in his tone, remembering the simplicity and irony of the past.

Qi Fei's mouth moved, he didn't say anything, Li Mingchen was no longer the Li Mingchen of the past, he knew it a long time ago, how could he still think that Li Mingchen didn't know anything about him, even if Li Mingchen no longer loved him, how could he not understand a person he hated at all, and even Li Mingchen knew more than he imagined.

"I've checked you, no matter how big or small", Li Mingchen confessed very frankly, there is nothing he dare not admit.

When Li Mingchen returned to Li's house, the first thing he did was to investigate Qi Fei, to investigate what kind of person who took advantage of his feelings and then approached him to hurt him, he would not admit it, for a moment he wanted to know what kind of reason Qi Fei had to do this, whether there was a trace of possibility, a trace of possibility, a trace of the possibility of letting him forgive.

Qi Fei just nodded, knowing it in his heart, without too much surprise, it should be.

Then there was a long silence, Qi Fei didn't know what to say, since Li Mingchen knew that he didn't need to say more, saying too much made people feel that he was sympathizing, he didn't need sympathy, he saw that Li Mingchen didn't need sympathy and help, he just couldn't calm his heart, so he came with his heart, he didn't deserve forgiveness, Qi Fei understood.

If Li Mingchen already knows everything about him, including that part of his childhood, and Li Mingchen is still no different, it is enough to show that he is not worthy of forgiveness, no matter what he has experienced, it cannot be a reason to betray and use his lover, and he has never thought of making reasons for himself, he doesn't need a reason.

Li Mingchen looked out the window, his eyes drifting far away, but Qi Fei just looked at him quietly, being able to look at Li Mingchen from a distance so quietly and directly, and even feel the smell of his body, it was enough for him.

"I'm leaving, I have a meeting tomorrow", Li Mingchen didn't know why he was saying this, he could just turn around and leave.

Although he did turn around and leave, it felt as if something was different.

Qi Fei kept watching Li Mingchen's figure disappear, Li Mingchen was still so good-looking, his back was good-looking, and his back was also making his heart flutter, he looked at it lightly, he felt that his feelings had been well concealed, and he had put it very lightly.

But when he came back to his senses, he found that there was some redness in the corners of his eyes, and his chest was unstoppably sore, Li Mingchen, the most beautiful person in his life, no matter what this person became, as long as he was still Li Mingchen, he would always be able to make him move and work hard, do anything for him regardless of his body, and even his life could be wanted.