"You give me the feeling that I feel like a person", Xiao Yang may not want to tell Xiao Ji, but to himself.

Even he himself couldn't tell why he chose Xiao Ji in the first place, maybe it was just because of some similar feeling.

Xiao Ji was still silent, but since Xiao Yang had already said it, the only thing he should do was to listen to his thoughts quietly.

Xiao Yang is a person with a heart, which Xiao Ji can feel the closer he gets, but he never breaks it.

But Xiao Yang suddenly fell silent, he didn't know how to talk about such a person, that person gave him a headache.

He had never been willing to admit it, or he didn't understand how he felt about that person.

That's too complicated, he can't even figure out how to tell Xiao Ji about the relationship, and it's not necessary.

Xiao Yang looked at him listening seriously and nervously, and suddenly smiled again, "Forget it, you are better than him, go to bed quickly", he patted Xiao Ji and motioned for him to go to rest first and let him stay quietly alone, Xiao Ji still nodded obediently and turned to leave.

Xiao Ji wanted to know everything about that person, but he didn't have a position to ask, and it might not be a good thing to say a lot of things.

This answer is really not surprising to Xiao Ji, otherwise how could he take a fancy to his mediocre self, it turned out to be someone else's light, but what kind of person is that? He wants to know but doesn't dare to know, he is not qualified to express any opinion on the fact that he is a stand-in, maybe the sadness at the moment is that he has crossed the line, he does have some sadness, just a little.

Xiao Yang smoked several cigarettes on the balcony alone, and there were some things he couldn't think of clearly, but they were blocked in his mind again.

After Xiao Ji tossed and turned for a long time, Xiao Yang did not go to bed, but heard the sound of opening the door and then closing the door and leaving.

This voice made Xiao Ji's heart dim instantly, he actually wanted Xiao Yang to stay, what about the stand-in?

As long as he can stay by Xiao Yang's side, as long as he can really touch Xiao Yang, there is no need to worry about the rest.

Xiao Yang is gone, this is the first time Xiao Yang has looked for him and didn't sleep with him, is Xiao Yang already unwilling to go to bed with him?

Xiao Ji didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, he didn't like this feeling of just taking money and not working, this feeling made him extremely insecure, and he couldn't repay Xiao Yang, how long could he stay?

But in fact, he lives very frugally, he is rarely willing to squander Xiao Yang's money except when he has to help Xiao Yang like now, Xiao Yang gave him a card, but he retreated, he has a job to support himself, and it is not so miserable.

Xiao Yang followed him, and he suddenly had a feeling that maybe his days by Xiao Yang's side were coming to an end.

Xiao Ji thinks that he may be the stupidest person to be fostered, others must wish that the gold owner would get tired of himself quickly, especially a gold owner like Xiao Yang, even in the end, he will not treat himself badly, but Xiao Ji doesn't want to, he doesn't want to leave Xiao Yang.

Although his identity is invisible, Xiao Yang is not the one who dragged him into the darkness, on the contrary, Xiao Yang is his light.

Xiao Yang is like the light in his life, but the light always flashes, he should have understood it a long time ago, in fact, he understood, he was ready to leave Xiao Yang at any time, but he always thought that day would come slowly, slowly, and slowly.

It's best that day never comes, and he even hopes that one day when Xiao Yang is tired of playing and he is still by his side, will Xiao Yang suddenly remember his goodness, and will he be able to fall in love with Xiao Yang one day?

He will always remember the first time he saw Xiao Yang, when his father owed too much money and his father ran away.

All the debtors found the innocent Xiao Ji, Xiao Ji was desperate and helpless, he was destined to be sad with such a father.

Xiao Ji was caught by the debtor, and he still can't name the place he caught, only that it was an extremely chaotic place, the lights were bright, and he was taken into a bar, and everyone looked at him as if they were going to kill him.

The debtor said that if he couldn't come up with the money, he would sell him, but that was not just talking.

That day, he was pushed into a certain box, and Xiao Yang was among them, and several friends who were eating, drinking, and having fun were there.

Xiao Ji was really frightened when he was pushed in, and he felt desperate for the first time, he couldn't say a word in that environment, and the person who pushed him in said a few words in the ears of several sons and then went out.

But the eyes of the people in the box fell on him, and that gaze still scared him when he thought about it.

Like a group of wolves staring at their food, Xiao Ji felt that he might be dead when he fell into the hands of these people.

Xiao Yang sneered boredly, he drank a glass of wine and was about to go out, he didn't like this kind of scene.

But it was his laughter that made Xiao Ji subconsciously look up at him, and that glance happened to fall on Xiao Yang's eyes, Xiao Yang paused and then walked away with a few sons and brothers who didn't feel bored or looked down on Xiao Ji.

They left shoulder to shoulder, in their eyes, such things were too common, and even Xiao Ji himself had nothing to say, who made his father owe so much money, which he couldn't afford no matter how hard he tried.

It is a matter of course to repay the debt, doesn't his father know the consequences of running away?

But even his own father betrayed him, gave up on him, and didn't care whether he lived or died, who else could he blame?

Xiao Ji stayed in a panic for two minutes, it was an incomparably long two minutes, and he didn't know what fate would greet him.

He was afraid that he might not be able to get out, there were so many things he was afraid of, and his body was trembling unconsciously.

Two minutes later, the door was pushed open again, and Xiao Yang walked in again, he walked straight to Xiao Ji and squatted down.

"Need help?".

When Xiao Yang said this, he didn't look like he was helping others at all, he was still arrogant, and he asked very casually.

It seems that he just said casually, and he didn't feel that his words might change the fate of others.

He didn't want to change the fate of others, he just suddenly couldn't bear it, he suddenly remembered someone.

Later, Xiao Ji followed Xiao Yang, Xiao Ji chose Xiao Yang without any hesitation, and he had no other choice at that time.

Then Xiao Ji stayed by Xiao Yang's side until now, and Xiao Ji felt that he would never care about his father's life or death in the future.

That person has given up on himself, so he should be able to stop caring about him, but he is kind after all.

When his father came to him again and again, he relented, after all, it was his only relative.

Xiao Yang is not bad to him, and even said it well, who would be like him? Help him again and again, although Xiao Yang also wants him, but he understands that what he gives Xiao Yang is not at all proportional to what Xiao Yang gave him, if Xiao Yang is cruel to him, maybe he will not be as deep as he is now, he doesn't know when he started to have feelings for Xiao Yang, maybe from the moment he followed him, he decided that he was different from others, although he didn't want to admit that this was love, but he had indeed fallen into it.

At first, he did inquire about Xiao Yang with anxiety, but Xiao Yang in the eyes of others was different from what he saw, he rarely asked Xiao Yang why, the only time he asked Xiao Yang why he was so good to himself?

Xiao Yang's answer to him made him feel warm, Xiao Yang said, "I'm not good to you, I'm just not bad, we should take what we need, at least we shouldn't make the relationship too bad, besides, what do you think I should do to you, or what kind of person should I be?

For the first time, Xiao Yang felt that he was like a devil, but his reputation had always been bad, and he didn't deny or care about that.

That was the first time he looked at Xiao Yang smiling, Xiao Yang was not harsh on him, but he rarely had too many smiling faces, always a cold look, as if there was nothing in this world worthy of his smile, he was so cold and arrogant that he was out of place in this world.

But then he slowly got used to it, because he was the same to everyone, not to anyone.

But Xiao Yang's smile that day was reflected in Xiao Ji's heart, he didn't have any dissatisfaction with Xiao Yang, Xiao Yang was not the one who took him away or anything, but the one who changed him, he even relied on Xiao Yang a little, this was very dangerous, of course he knew.

But Xiao Yang brought him to heaven on the brink of danger, and he must admit that his life is much better now than before.

He no longer has to be frightened, he doesn't have to run around, and the most important thing is that his wandering heart has a sense of existence, and he has Xiao Yang.

He no longer felt hopeless about the world in his heart, and the man who often had a cold face made him feel warm.

And Xiao Yang didn't actually want to do anything, he went there today just because that place made him feel comfortable, he needed company and quiet, that place and that person was a good choice, he went back to his small apartment from Xiao Ji.

When he doesn't go back to Xiao's house and doesn't stay in a hotel, he usually lives in this small apartment, and not many people know about this place.

He really needs a quiet place to stay by himself, he is tired enough to be hypocritical in the company.

He must have a place where he will not be disturbed, face himself well, take off his mask and rest.

After coming back, his heart was much calmer, he went to bed after washing, and went to work early the next morning.

Usually, looking at Xiao Yang's first step into the company, Assistant Feng knew that he was having a good day, and he seemed to be doing well today.

Although his face was still cold, his aura was no longer the same, and he knew that Xiao Yang must have gone to Xiao Ji yesterday.

Thinking of these Assistant Feng's mood also improved, Xiao Ji was still powerful, and he finally didn't need to be angry anymore.

As long as it can make Xiao Yang feel better, no matter who it is, Assistant Feng needs to be thanked, after all, Xiao Yang's mood directly affects whether he is relaxed or not this day, and he has not seen Xiao Yang smile happily for a long time.