2104 Unrequited Love
Because this is his own love, because this is himself, because this is his own unrequited love, he doesn't need to let others agree, and he doesn't need to make others pity. Yes, he thought of the word pity, because obviously, if it weren't for Bai Xiaohua who pitied him, if it wasn't for Bai Xiaohua wanting to pity him, then it was obvious that Bai Xiaohua wouldn't have made such a decision.
"I know you are pitying me, but it is obvious that my love does not need to be pitied by others, my love is my love, my love is not other people's love, my love is in my heart, my love does not need Jiang Fan's consent, and my love does not need your pity. So thank you. β
Yes, in the end, Li Xiaoya still said thank you.
Because it is obvious that no matter whether Bai Xiaohua is pitying her love, whether Bai Xiaohua is pitying her as a person, anyway, all in all, she thinks that Bai Xiaohua is a particularly empathetic person, he thinks Bai Xiaohua is even stupid and cute, at this time he probably understands why Jiang Fan loves Bai Xiaohua so much, at this time she probably also understands why Jiang Fan likes Bai Xiaohua so much, because obviously, Bai Xiaohua is really a very good person, Bai Xiaohua is really a special person worthy of love, Bai Xiaohua is indeed a girl worthy of being likedγ
Anyway, all in all, she felt that Jiang Fan should love Bai Xiaohua. At this time, Li Xiaoya actually had another feeling. He even felt that his love would never be able to blossom.
Yes, if Bai Xiaohua has always been like this, if Bai Xiaohua has always been so cute, if Bai Xiaohua has always loved Jiang Fan so much, of course he has no way to get Jiang Fan's love again, and Jiang Fan certainly has no reason to leave Bai Xiaohua.
In fact, he was very skeptical about whether Bai Xiaohua was in love with Jiang Fan before.
"Bai Xiaohua, do you know? Actually, I doubted that you were in love with Jiang Fan before, because obviously, Jiang Fan is a person with a high status, and you have a very low status, so I doubt that your love for Jiang Fan is true love. I even doubt that Jiang Fan's love for you is real love, but now I have understood, in fact, the two of you are really two people who love each other, and the love between the two of you is indeed pure love, and the two of you are the most suitable, but although the two of you are suitable, I still have to say. I'm not going to give up on my love anymore. If one day you don't love you, if one day Jiang Fan doesn't love you, if one day you don't love Jiang Fan, then I will come back. I'm not going to give up on my love anymore. β
On the phone. Bai Xiaohua felt a sad mood.
Yes, this sad emotion was given to him by Li Xiaoya, it is obvious that Li Xiaoya's love is sad, and Li Xiaoya's love is even tragic. Li Xiaoya's love is even pitiful, Li Xiaoya's love is what makes him feel pitiful and pitiful from the bottom of his heart, anyway, all in all, she feels that Li Xiaoya is a character full of pathos, and he feels that Li Xiaoya is a woman full of pathos. In fact, Bai Xiaohua is also a woman, of course Bai Xiaohua can feel Li Xiaoya's love, and Bai Xiaohua can probably feel Li Xiaoya's love for Jiang Fan.
People say that love is selfish, but obviously, sometimes love is not selfish, and if you say love is selfish, then obviously because you have met those selfish people. Obviously, the current Bai Xiaohua is not a selfish person, because Bai Xiaohua decided to pursue Jiang Fan with Li Xiaoya, obviously, Li Xiaoya is not a selfish person, and Li Xiaoya's love is not selfish, because Li Xiaoya decided to let herself go, because Li Xiaoya decided to fulfill the love between the two of them. In fact, now he probably understands what kind of person Li Xiaoya is.
"Do you know? Li Xiaoya Actually, I was very suspicious of your character before, because it is obvious that the love between me and Jiang Fan is real love, but you always get in the way, anyway, I didn't have a good impression of you at all before, but now I have changed my mind, I think you are a really good person. β
Heard the evaluation of Bai Xiaohua's good people. Li Xiaoya smiled bitterly.
"I don't need this comment from you, but please be kind to love. β
After saying this, Li Xiaoya hung up the phone.
Bai Xiaohua, who was on the phone, listened to the busy tone on the phone and was dazed for a moment.
Yes, it is obvious that Bai Xiaohua has made a decision before, he has made a lot of determination to let himself grow up in love, but it is obvious that now she has no opponent, and now she has no opponent to compete, and now he has no reason to let himself grow. So at this time, he was even a little lost, and at this time, she was even a little overwhelmed.
When you decide to do something, when you decide to fight against fate, when you decide to fight against fate tenaciously, you suddenly find that fate is very kind to you, and fate suddenly shows kindness to you.
At this time, of course, you will be at a loss, because it is obvious that you have experienced very complicated inner activities to make such a decision, and you have experienced a particularly difficult decision to have such an idea, but obviously, there is no need for you to do this now, and now you have no room for improvement at all, yes, Bai Xiaohua thinks that she should have no room for improvement in love, because he has no opponent, but obviously, Bai Xiaohua's idea is wrong.
When Bai Xiaohua decided to do this, Bai Xiaohua had already progressed, in fact, Bai Xiaohua had already matured, because it was obvious that love really didn't come by occupying it. If your man is really special to women, if your boyfriend is really special to girls, then obviously you should not circle your man, you should use your charm to attract men, in fact, Bai Xiaohua at this time probably understands this truth. Of course, he didn't deeply understand this truth, and he couldn't say it, but he probably understood that Jiang Fan's love for him should be the same, because it was obvious that the personalities of the two of them were the same. Jiang Fan likes her character, he also likes Jiang Fan's character, as long as his personality remains the same, as long as his personality does not change very much, then obviously, Jiang Fan should like it, Jiang Fan, should love her, so she has no reason to worry so much, so he doesn't need to worry so much at all.
At this time, Jiang Fan also got the news. On the phone, she heard that Li Xiaoya actually had a sense of relief.
"Jiang Fan, I want to leave. β
Jiang Fan was silent for a few seconds, and he already roughly understood what Li Xiaoya thought.
Li Xiaoya will never humbly love someone. Li Xiaoya never wanted a humble love, so Li Xiaoya decided to leave, so Li Xiaoya decided to leave this sad place. Jiang Fan didn't talk more nonsense at all, because she knew that whatever she said at the moment was nonsense, did she need to keep Li Xiaoya? Obviously, it was impossible for him to keep Li Xiaoya. Because he doesn't know in what capacity he wants to keep Li Xiaoya, does he want to keep Li Xiaoya as a friend? Obviously. He can. But even if he keeps Li Xiaoya, what's the use?
So she didn't say anything to keep it, he didn't need to say anything to keep it, he didn't feel that he needed to say anything to keep it, he just asked softly.
"When are you leaving?"
Hearing Jiang Yan's question, Li Xiaoya felt that she was satisfied, obviously, he didn't want to hear any mother-in-law's words from Jiang Fan's mouth, yes, since he chose to leave, since he had chosen to leave, since he had chosen to leave, then obviously, this was his final decision, this was his sincere decision, so he didn't need anything to keep at all, and she didn't need anything to break his mother's words. In other words, if Jiang Fan really chooses to keep him, then it is obvious that Jiang Fan is not the Jiang Fan he likes, Jiang Fan is the person he likes, Jiang Fan should not be like this, and the Jiang Fan he likes in his mind should not be like this, so he knows very well what he is thinking, he also understands what he is doing, and he also knows what he should do.
"Thank you for not keeping me. β
Now that you have chosen to leave, since you have chosen to leave without any worries, since you have chosen this choice. Li Xiaoya didn't want to be procrastinating. So he chose to leave tomorrow, he chose to leave the city tomorrow, he chose to leave the man he loved so much tomorrow, he chose to leave tomorrow this relationship that made him seem a little humble.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm not going to ask you out tonight. Because I don't think the two of us have anything to talk about. I've said what I should have said, and I've done what you have to do. So be it. β
This passage sounds a little sad, this paragraph sounds a little pitiful, but it's obvious. In Li Xiaoya's heart. Li Xiaoya is liberated, yes. Although Li Xiaoya is still firm in her love, although Li Xiaoya always says that she is firm in her love for Jiang Fan, although Li Xiaoya still loves Jiang Fan deeply in her heart.