Chapter 109
This is the first time You Yi has really watched their performance from a quiet distance, and the audience is boiling.
He knew that they were extremely popular, but it was the first time he had experienced it in person, and his ears were about to be deafened by the screams.
In front of him are the friends he is familiar with, and behind him are the chorus and screams from time to time, the tide is like a wave, so that You Yi's whole person also follows the atmosphere, this atmosphere is really good, and the feeling of being loved and embraced by everyone is so happy.
Their efforts are not in vain, and they are rewarded for their efforts, and the fans' support and love for them is a reward.
Tianming is really happy, there are people at home who support him unconditionally, and there are fans who are crazy about him outside.
He can do whatever he wants, he can play music, he can love men, he can do whatever he wants.
You Yi didn't need to be liked by as many people as they were, he just wanted the people he liked and cared about to love him as well.
He only hopes that he can have a little bit of love, the kind of tolerance that will bear fruit if he works hard, not like now, there will be no result no matter what, and there is no point in continuing to work hard at all.
You Yi shook his head a little helplessly, and then smiled again, he has been feeling too much recently, and it is too easy to touch the scene.
You Yi kept looking at the stage with a smile on his face, and Tianming's eyes glanced at him from time to time, winking at him.
You Yi is still quite happy to be able to come to his concert, You Yi is still different from fans after all, You Yi is his brother who grew up together, and he hopes that You Yi can witness some important decisions in his life.
The most important decision in life, he thought that there was really a silent love in this world, and even he thought that he could do it himself, but he was not so great after all, he was also a selfish and egoistic person, some feelings had been buried in his heart for too long, and they would eventually get out of control, he had to find an outlet to vent, he had to have a reason for him to continue, and this reason was a response.
He needs a response, he needs the affection he gives to get the response he deserves.
Tianming's gaze has only lingered on two people from beginning to end, one is his brother, and the other is the person who is singing with no distractions, that person is addicted to the song, singing so that people are worried, I don't know what he is thinking at the moment, I don't know if it's an illusion, and even think that he deliberately avoided Tianming's eyes.
The concert was lively from beginning to end, and the audience was quiet until the end of the concert, because the last part of the concert was an extremely lyrical song presentation, and their songs were very noisy when they were noisy, and very quiet when they were quiet.
Regardless of the quiet, they have their own style, their own taste, and they have their own label.
After the silence fell, everyone's eyes were on the stage, waiting for the singing to continue.
Suddenly, all the lights hit the stage, hitting the lead singer's body, Xiao Qi looked up at the source of the light, his face was a little complicated, he stared at the light for two seconds, and then looked his head back, he turned off the microphone, and didn't know what to say to the people behind him, his emotions looked a little excited, and there was helplessness, he tried to say something, but to no avail.
Then he seemed a little angry, looked at the fans under the stage, gritted his teeth, and turned away from the stage.
The people in the band tried to pull him, but they were pushed away by Xiao Qi, and he didn't want to stay on this stage.
It's just too nonsense, Xiao Qi doesn't want to mess around with Tianming, the eldest young master, he just wants to start the concert well.
If he can't continue singing, then he chooses to leave, he doesn't want to listen to it or see what is going to happen next.
You Yi heard a noise among the fans behind him, and the fans didn't know what was going on, whether it was discussed or something unexpected happened? Even You Yi felt a little confused, he was in the same mood as the fans, and he didn't know what was going on at all.
But there was a faint feeling in his heart that something must have happened just now, and even You Yi felt that it might be related to Tianming's feelings, but as Xiao Qi turned around and left, things seemed to be messed up, and You Yi looked at Tianming with some concern.
Tianming put down his guitar and walked to the middle of the stage, looked in the direction Xiao Qi left, and then looked at the fans, he suddenly held the microphone, he nodded behind him, and then the prelude to the song sounded.
This song was originally sung by Xiao Qi, but it was sung by Tianming at the moment, and the audience was quiet when the song sounded, and most fans seemed to think that it was arranged, because Tianming sang very well, not worse than Xiao Qi, fans would feel that this was a benefit and surprise for them, and this little episode quickly turned over with Tianming's singing.
After Tianming's song ended, there was silence on and off the stage again, and then Tianming gasped and spoke.
You Yi looked at Tianming and felt that at this moment, he seemed to have a kind of determination to break the jar and break it, he rarely saw Tianming at such a time.
He shouldn't have such emotions, he should always be perfect and elegant, there is nothing to stump him, he already has everything, he should be the happiest person.
"Today, thank you for coming to our concert, I rarely stand on the stage and sing, and I don't know if I sing well?"
Then he continued, "Thank you for your support, everyone has always supported and loved us since our debut, thank you for protecting us, and I, I also have someone I want to protect, I have something to say to him today." ”
After Tianming said this, he looked at the audience, and he didn't know how the fans in the audience would react to his words.
As expected, the audience instantly boiled, and a lot of discussion began to rise and fall, until Tianming continued to speak before it quieted down again, and everyone consciously quieted down, because everyone wanted to know too much what he was going to say next.
"I'm okay singing, right? In fact, I didn't study music before, my family wanted me to be in business, but I don't regret it, I will choose the path of music because of a person, because he is very persistent in music, so I accompanied him to work hard, from the campus to the bar, and now, I have been guarding him for almost ten years, I have never told him this, but I know that he is clear in his heart, I don't want to give him any burden, I just want to say what is in my heart, I have to say it once, I want to say, I really want to be with him, of course maybe he doesn't want to, but I still want to say it, only when I say it can I really get or let go。 ”
After Tianming finished speaking, he bowed and turned to leave, he walked very simply, the audience instantly boiled, and publicly confessed that the fans' emotions were not very stable, they couldn't slow down, they didn't know what happened just now, but they still subconsciously kept screaming.
You Yi immediately followed from the passage to the backstage, he also wanted to see what happened in Tianming?
His heart was very anxious, because he could see that Tianming's mood was not very good, and he was very worried about Tianming.
It turns out that no one is really happy in his life, everything in Tianming is good, with the support of his family, but what if love never exists at all? He suddenly felt sorry for Tianming, Tianming has acted in a one-man show for ten years, how many decades are there in his life? If he can't get it for ten years, maybe it's really time to give up, because love can never be forced, even if he guards it until the next ten years, it is meaningless at all, the people who love you will love you, and the people who don't love you will still not love you.
When You Yi arrived backstage, several members of the band were standing at the door of a room, their faces full of worry, and the door was closed, and from inside came the sound of crackling and smashing things, and then the sound of fierce quarrels.
It was so intense that you could feel it just by listening to the voice, and You Yi's worry was even worse.
Everyone standing at the door was tugging at their hearts, they all knew what was going on inside, but they didn't know what was going on inside? Tianming will break out one day, and after ten years, no one can continue to be silent like this.
But what does Tianming's confession mean to Xiao Qi? It is pressure, it is persecution, and it is possible to break up, Xiao Qi has regarded him as a friend for ten years, just because there are some things that Tianming has never said that they can be friends for ten years like that, but now? Now it is very likely that everything will be turned upside down, and even their band will be disbanded because of this.
But none of them can stop this from happening, and it will happen sooner or later.
After the quarrel lasted for a few minutes, the door was suddenly slammed open, and Tianming walked out of the room quickly with his chest heaving, his face was still angry, he just glanced at a few people at the door, and then left without looking back.
A few people at the door, you look at me, I look at you, I don't know what to say, Xiao Qi then also appeared at the door, his face was not very good, the corners of his eyes were a little red, he just looked at the direction where Tianming left, his eyes had a faint sadness.
He used to think that he was doing well, he had a few good friends playing music with, and his friends trusted and tolerated him, but today, everything has changed, because Tianming's words will not go back to the past.
In the past, he could have pretended not to know, but now he can't, he will either be under pressure to accept Tianming, or he will have to lose Tianming's friend forever, although he knows that this friend has always loved him, but he is really powerless to think about emotional matters.
You Yi patted the band members on the shoulder, motioning for them to comfort Xiao Qi, and then he himself ran to chase Tianming.