You Yi was speechless, he could only silently watch Tianming pour the wine into his stomach one by one, it seemed that any tone of voice at the moment was not enough to give Tianming any comfort, and You Yi was really not good at comforting others.

Comforting words are always too pretentious, what can be comforted is not real pain, and real pain is comforting this ethereal thing that cannot be smoothed, what he needs is companionship and time.

Tianming's mood was extremely low, and there were no words to describe his mood at the moment.

He has changed from a silent male second to an aggressive and resented coercive, why does he want this?

If you can be happy, if you can be moved, why do you need to be like this?

For the first time, he deeply experienced this helplessness, what exists in the lyrics, such a hard heart.

It's been ten years, it's been ten years in a blink of an eye, and even he doesn't believe it, he has insisted on it for ten years, ten years of loving someone like this, loving someone who doesn't have him in his heart at all, and the old-fashioned drama of unrequited love will happen to him.

He has messed up everything, everything is meaningless, right and wrong are insignificant, only the feeling of loss has been infinitely magnified, big enough to instantly make his heart full of holes.

"Okay, I can't drink it anymore", You Yi finally stopped, it's not okay to drink like this anymore, it's not a way, wine is the most useful and the most useless thing at the moment.

You Yi snatched the cup from his hand, Tianming picked up the wine bottle again, and poured it into the mouth of the bottle.

Only with such a hot feeling can he press the pain in his heart, he really wants to be drunk and not wake up, but he is so sober.

You Yi saw that the bottle had bottomed out, and Tianming slammed the bottle back on the table, looking extremely cautious.

"Have you ever seen a fool like me?" Tianming looked at You Yi, his tone and expression were full of self-deprecation, the first stupid person in the world, right?

You Yi looked at him, he was really stupid, he wanted to scold a few fools, but he couldn't be like this at this time, everyone in love is stupid, he saw Tianming's stupidity, and at the same time saw Tianming's unmatched affection.

"You didn't know this result today, why do you have to break all this?" This result can't be changed at all, if Xiao Qi loves him, he doesn't need to wait until now, isn't this result obvious enough? Why bother to break all this.

Is it worth exchanging an impossible ending for so many years of affection between them? Love does not exist, and there are so many years of struggle and companionship between them, and now I am afraid that it will no longer exist.

"You've been here for so long, either stick to the end, but you know that the result doesn't make any difference at all, or give up and love someone again, no matter what, why do you have to do it?" You Yi really didn't understand.

When Xiao Qi doesn't love Tianming, I'm afraid Tianming's choice is only those two, he has endured it for so long, continue to wait, or simply give up, but no matter which one it is, there is no need to test it in a way that will break between them, right?

You Yi didn't think that Tianming would not understand such a simple truth, but why did Tianming choose such a way to make each other have no way out? He can already imagine what tomorrow's headlines will be.

"That person is back", Tianming looked at You Yi with already drunk eyes, but these words came out faintly.

People are so selfish sometimes, it's not that he can't do it, he is really even ready, just keep spending it with Xiao Qi, although Xiao Qi may never be able to accept him, but he is always the closest friend and man around him.

But now, it's different, the person in Xiao Qi's heart is back.

The appearance of this man made him feel real fear for the first time, and some things could no longer be held in his hands.

Not getting it is not the same as letting others get it, he can't watch the person he has worked so hard to protect for ten years be with other people, that is more cruel and painful for him to never get it.

You Yi wanted to say something more, but in the end he could only choose to remain silent.

Right and wrong in love, first come and then come, the depth of love actually doesn't matter at all, there is no fairness and reason to talk about love, it's not that you wait, you pay, you love deeply, you will be able to get, love has no such return.

You Yi felt that he could feel Tianming's helplessness, although he couldn't really empathize with it, but he probably knew that kind of pain, the kind of pain that could not be done in the face of love, love has always been the most helpless.

Tianming said something intermittently, but it seemed that he didn't say anything, it was all useless language.

You Yi didn't remember how much wine Tianming drank, anyway, he was already drunk in the end.

You Yi helped Tianming into the car and sent him back, and there were already people waiting for them at the door of Zhuo's house.

Zhuo Tianlang looked at Tianming, who was already unconscious, with his hands on his chest, his eyes full of hatred for iron and steel, he waved his hand to let Tianming in, and then thanked You Yi with a smile, and shook his head helplessly, "This little rabbit cub, you have to let me wipe his ass again." ”

He has already been informed about the events at the concert, and he is also in a big position now, and he has something to deal with tomorrow.

Zhuo Tianlang is really helpless, he has wiped his ass countless times since he was a child, as an elder brother, it is not a big problem to take care of his younger brother, but this kid came out publicly, it really feels like the first strike.

Although the old man Zhuo is very enlightened, but after all, he is an old man who is eager to enjoy the joy of family, and if one is abnormal, it will be okay, if the two are not normal, it will still be unacceptable to the old man, now it's okay, Tianming came out publicly, then all the rest of the pressure fell on his head, if he also found a man, I'm afraid it wouldn't be easy.

The old man could accept that they liked men, but he never thought of both, he felt that there was always one that could make him happy.

As a result, he was inexplicably pressed by Tianming with the responsibility of making the old man happy.

The ghost sent the gods, You Yi didn't go home, but drove the car downstairs to Qi Sheng's house, silently, he didn't know what he wanted to do, but he just wanted to stay closer to Qi Sheng.

Closing his eyes, this place seems to be able to feel Qi Sheng's breath, You Yi feels that he is too useless in his relationship, he is a typical kind, he is not easy to love for feelings, but once he loves, he is fully devoted.

It took him a short time to accept Qi Sheng, but he clearly knew in his heart that it might not be easy to forget.

You Yi sat silently in the car alone, except for the dim street lights, there was nothing, he realized for the first time that there was really no love after love, no matter how much he had paid, no matter how many memories he had had, no matter how much he had loved each other, once that person became the past, it would never have anything to do with him, and he would completely and really quit his life.

One day in the future, he will meet another person and fall in love with another person, and all the joys and sorrows will be irrelevant.

The person Tianming loves will, and Qi Sheng will too, will also become a passerby and irrelevant in his life.

Can you really accept it? You Yi didn't dare to think about it.

Sometimes life is really inexplicable, a person who doesn't know where to come out, falls in love inexplicably, and loses inexplicably, and then he is inexplicably no longer complete, and the person he has loved for a short time will affect his long life.

You Yi looked at the light in the room above his head, which was always on, and he suddenly couldn't help but want to see the people inside.

You Yi gritted his teeth and pushed open the car door, he didn't believe that Qi Sheng said to let it go, and he didn't feel it at all.

What are you afraid of? Qi Sheng's indifference? Tianming has been silently waiting for ten years to dare to break it, he dares to do the thing that might break them up, what is he afraid of? They haven't broken up a long time ago, and it is not surprising that Qi Sheng ignores him, so what are you afraid of?

You Yi stepped upstairs, and he felt that he was full of determination to go to the funeral ground.

There was a banging knock on the door, and You Yi simply smashed it with his fist, and he felt that he had used all his courage and strength.

You Yi thought that Qi Sheng would not open the door at all, but he didn't expect the door to be opened soon.

Qi Sheng stood at the door, wearing the apron he usually wore, and there was a smell wafting from the house.

Qi Sheng smiled at him, "Cook the soup, do you want to drink it?", the tone seemed to be amnesia, as if nothing had happened between them, naturally, but it made You Yi flattered and inexplicable.

He had already prepared countless words in his heart, and he was ready to break the can, but looking at Qi Sheng like this, the words that came to his mouth changed dramatically, and he nodded a little indifferently, "Drink." ”

Qi Sheng's smile deepened again, and then he stepped out of the way and let You Yi in.

You Yi was a little unnatural, and after entering the door, he felt that he was not sitting, and he was embarrassed to stand.

Qi Sheng smiled and touched his head and then turned around and went into the kitchen, "Soon, you sit for a while", You Yi looked in the direction of the kitchen, his face was dazed, he didn't know what he felt in his heart, was he happy? Qi Sheng was not so cold, but he felt a faint sense of insecurity, and everything that was fickle made him feel afraid.

You Yi sat down, just looked left and right at the whole house, it was still the same as before when he used to stay here, and even he could see that there were still some traces of himself in this house, the small things he bought were still on the table, and the small snacks he bought still had a few packs left on the coffee table, as if they had never been separated.

This feeling made You Yi's chest sour inexplicably, it felt great to be able to continue to stay in this house and stay in Qi Sheng's heart, but is he really still there?